Love for a limited time

Chapter 224 Like Is Indulgence, Love Is Restraint

I know Jun Hee like I know myself.

Junxi's stubbornness is like steel, indomitable.

And the stubbornness I hide in my heart is like a soft ribbon, which can be tied into a bow or tied into a variety of beautiful shapes. It is soft and can be manipulated at will, but if you want to break it, you can only cut it with scissors.

I know that what Junxi needs to hear most is this sentence, I will not leave him.

"Junxi, I know that you are working hard for us, but have we ever thought that this is actually very unfair to Han Xiaoya or Aunt Yao!"

As soon as my words fell, Song Junxi immediately understood: "Did they say something to you!"

I immediately shook my head: "No, don't get me wrong!"

"They are all people who love you and shouldn't be hurt, right?" I tried to find Junxi's reason.

"Don't worry, just listen to me slowly, okay? I won't leave you, Junxi, but we can't go on sneaking around like this anymore. We are not street rats. We love each other. Love is to be aboveboard. love isn't it?
I want to work hard with you, and if we go on like this, then I will hold you back, even if your efforts bear fruit, all previous efforts will be wasted because of our abnormal relationship! "

I kept my hand in his palm, his wide palm gave me peace of mind.

"I know what you want to say, tell me not to go to you, right, but is it different from leaving me?"

When Song Junxi was working, he was in high spirits, calm and determined, completely different from him now. His aunt was right, he had lost his mind because of love.

And this is what Aunt Yao is most worried about. For an outstanding person like him, no one can see his weakness, and I have not only become his weakness, but also his Achilles heel. How can Aunt Yao suffer from this.

I have loved him for ten years, but he has made no progress at all.

Perfection is not to show my greatness and integrity.

The grievance is also the result of my own choice.

"Like is presumptuous, but love is restraint, Junxi, we can't indulge ourselves too much, it will only make us go further and further away!"

"We don't meet, it's not because I gave up, but because I'm working hard between us. I know you're the only one in your heart, and you're the only one in my heart. I want to work hard with you!"

"But I can't see you!" Song Junxi interrupted me immediately.

"We have survived ten years, are we still afraid of this time?"

"It was a last resort. Later I thought you were really dead. If I could choose, I wouldn't want to be separated from you for a day!"

He squeezed my hand with some strength: "Xia Xia, I can't do it!"

"You can, unless, you want me to be evasive all my life, to be the mistress that others laugh at me all my life, and to be unable to hold my head up in front of Han Xiaoya all my life!" I had to hit the place that he cared most about in his heart.

Although we don't want to admit it, but now I am a shameful mistress.

"I won't let you do this, I will marry you! I've thought about it for more than ten years, and I've done it countless times in my dreams, Xia Xia, I won't let you do this, don't worry!"

"But I want to work hard with you, instead of hiding in your arms and crying, living under your protection, Junxi, I am not the Xia Xia I used to be, I can share with you, if I want to stand Your side is enough to match you, so I will work hard with you, otherwise even if we are together in the future, I will still not be worthy of you! Although you don't want to admit it, compared with Han Xiaoya, she is your best Good choice, isn't it?"

"The person I love is you. The reason why I got engaged to her was because I thought you were dead. I thought it would be the same as marrying someone. That's why I agreed. She also knows that the person I like is you!"

"We are in love, but we have to face it even more. I want to bear it with you. This way is not good. Junxi, we have waited for ten years. Can't we wait longer? Even if we keep a distance, but Our hearts are together, it's all for our future, you have to calm yourself down, only when you calm down can you talk to Aunt Yao, we will only make her even more angry if we go on a rampage like this!"

My tone is very certain.

He slowly turned his head, and met my firm eyes, he was slightly lost in thought, his deep and boundless eyes, from the fluctuations at the beginning, turned into a pool of spring water, looking at me, so amazing.

I couldn't help being a little nervous when he saw him like this. I didn't know what he was thinking, and whether my words could bring him back to his senses.

At the end, the line of sight began to drift slightly, Song Junxi nodded slightly, and did not say anything.

It was only then that I realized that my own heartbeat was so fast after I finished speaking, and I was also very nervous. I was afraid that my advice would be of no use to him.

I'm afraid it's really like what Yao Qingqing said, if Aunt Yao was forced to death, and Song Junxi betrayed his relatives, then he who stands on a high ground will inevitably become the target of public criticism.

Junxi, from now on, I will accompany you to fulfill our dreams.

Start little by little from the beginning, let you stand perfectly on the pinnacle of the world, without any flaws.

I believe that we will touch them one day. If it is really regrettable that we did not touch them, then I am willing to continue to love you in my way. Xiaxia is your eternal Xiaxia, but I will not let you No more embarrassment.

Time passed by bit by bit, Song Junxi kept a posture and looked at me, I didn't understand what he was thinking, did he listen to what I said.

In fact, I didn't say these words just because Sister Qingqing asked me to persuade him.

Rather, also for myself.

When I stay by his side like this, sometimes I feel aggrieved when I think about it. Will I do anything because of this grievance over time.

The future is so long, no one can tell!
And as she said, love is equal, and only equal love can last forever.

I watched him open again: "Junxi, do you understand what I said, this time, I'm not avoiding you, but dormant for being together!"

"I understand!" Song Junxi said in a low voice, "But it's hard!"

"We have no choice, unless, we give up!"

"Impossible!" Song Junxi immediately interrupted me, and said silently: "I will try!"

"It's not trying, but it must be done. It must be rational. I know this is a difficult road, but I know that you will accompany me, right?"

We held hands together, and I smiled at him slightly, blinking pitifully.

Song Junxi laughed all of a sudden, with a bit of reluctance and bitterness: "I'll listen to you this time!"

(End of this chapter)