Love for a limited time

Chapter 5

I have a feeling that I am underestimated. I don’t know why. As a person of the same age and living under the same roof, I am a dependent and he is the master. I always feel as if I owe his family and feel inferior.

I want to tell my mother that I don't want to live here, but I still didn't say it out of my lips. This is the only place for our family to stay in this strange city. At the age of 14, I understood the meaning of this world prematurely. not easy.

Although I am not good at communicating with people, my heart is very sensitive, so many of my thoughts are stuffed in my heart, and even my mother dare not tell them.

At that time, it seemed to me that I was underestimated and would be wronged. Perhaps in the eyes of others, it was nothing at all. The world is like this, such as my mother.

Therefore, although I was sensible back then, I was still naive.

I don't like to talk very much, and I don't know how to communicate with others, so I don't go out much after class. The students around me are very lively, especially the girl sitting behind me. Told me something about my old school.

"Do you know Song Junxi? I ​​saw you getting off the car with Song Junxi at the school gate yesterday, and I was a little curious about who you were, but I didn't expect you to be a transfer student!" She had no malice at all, just pure curiosity.

I don't know how to answer, if I say I don't know her, obviously she won't believe it, but if I say yes, how should I explain it, should I tell her that my mother is their nanny, just when I was in trouble, the class bell rang Now, I secretly glanced at Song Junxi with some guilt, and found that his expression was normal, as if he didn't hear our conversation just now.

I was a little absent-minded during a class, and I didn't know how to explain it to her after the get out of class was over. I felt that I had only been in this school for two days, and I was really not used to it, and I felt a little helpless!

When get out of class was over, she seemed to have forgotten about it and didn't bring it up again, so I put my heart into it. I wanted to quickly adapt to life here. My parents let me go to such a good school so that I could learn well and pass the exam. A good university, even though I am only a freshman in high school, but I must not relax. After two days of class, I found that I used to have good academic performance only in a small town, but here I am like a frog at the bottom of a well, and I still have a lot to learn.

It has been April since I joined the class, and the mid-term exam is coming soon. If I do not do well in the exam, my parents will be sad. I have always been their pride. I have always had good grades since I was a child. I came here to make me better. It's not as good as before, so it's meaningless for me to go to school in the provincial capital.

I have to work harder. After waiting for a week, Song Junxi didn't tell me about reviewing the materials, so I decided to go to the bookstore to buy them on weekends.

I asked my classmates, and they said that there are many bookstores near the university town, and they asked me to go there to have a look. After running all morning, I finally bought all the materials, and I felt relieved.

I went back to my small room and breathed a sigh of relief, washed my face, didn't even care about eating, and started doing the problems I had left behind in the room.

I didn't even bother to eat the rice brought by my mother until I was so hungry and dizzy that it was almost five o'clock. In the kitchen, my mother is making dinner, and I help her wash the vegetables, peel the onions, and do some other things.

(End of this chapter)