Love for a limited time

Chapter 90
We love each other like this, why, why not?

God really likes to joke, why did we let the two of us meet, it is very painful!
I found out that Song Joon-hee and I became very fragile, with endless tears.

There is nothing I can do to him, I feel bad for hurting him, but Ruo. . . . . .I will die of guilt.

I let go of him and leaned on his shoulder blades, feeling very complicated, let it go, I am reluctant, but I want to reconcile with him like this, our fundamental problem is still not resolved!
There are still more contradictions waiting for us.

"Xia Xia, even if it's hard with me, it's not hard if you don't. Will you be happier?"

Song Junxi's conversation was obviously planned for a long time. I was powerless to refute every word he said, dispelling my worries bit by bit.

He was right, we didn't become happy because of it, and even, me and him, we were very abnormal.

"Why did you do this to me? Why did you torture yourself and me?" What Song Junxi had to do was to smash all my defenses bit by bit.

It is always so beautiful, sometimes my mind is clear and sometimes intoxicated.Qingming always thinks of those futures that have no future.

"What's wrong?" Song Junxi wiped my tears with his fingers.

I shook my head, tears streaming down my cheeks.

"Don't cry, okay? When you cry, I don't know what to do. Tell me what to do!" Song Junxi was most at a loss when he saw me crying.

Seeing me crying, he felt anxious, and said domineeringly: "Don't expect me to let you go, you are still my girlfriend. We will still meet at the same place this weekend. Xia Xia, see you soon, if you don't come, I will come Looking for you, I will never be with you again..."

He whispered in my ear, "I love you..."

We have to stay together forever!
Song Junxi is like a fireball burning me at this time, his voice is a little hoarse, when he calls my name, I sound a little ethereal and unreal, how did I know at that time, this is the most dangerous man when.

I can't bear to leave his arms, I want to hear the familiar heartbeat again, he said, his heart beats only for me, I want to listen to the most moving note of that time again, it belongs to my heartbeat.

I feel that my whole body is too fuzzy at the moment, my consciousness is chaotic, and I just said in a daze, "Junxi..." Like a drowning person looking for driftwood, one hand helplessly grabs Song Junxi and caresses my hair. hand.

But a gust of cold wind made my consciousness suddenly clear. We, we can’t be like this. I struggled to get up, and kicked over the stool in a panic. The bang sound was especially loud in this dark night, and it also awakened us who were intoxicated and didn’t know where to go. .

Song Junxi got up from me all of a sudden, "Xiaxia, I..." I couldn't see Song Junxi's expression, I just felt that his words were full of annoyance, and even a little bit of regret.

I lowered my head and tidied my clothes in a panic, without saying a word.

(End of this chapter)