Chapter 468 Heart of Shame
Tian Mi closed her eyes, took a long breath, and said to him seriously: "Yuan Jie, you can't escape, you have to solve what needs to be solved. So, you go back first, don't be found out, don't worry me anymore .”

"Mimi..." Yuan Jie shook his head reluctantly, "If I let go of your hand now, I'm afraid I'll never see you again."

"No, I'm just in a mess right now, can you give me some time?" Tian Mi could only say that, she really didn't know what to do, but now she had to coax Yuan Jie to leave here safely.She can no longer implicate Yuan Jie.

Yuan Jie looked at her hesitantly.

At this time, suddenly heard a sound outside, Tian Mi was shocked, and pushed him, "You go through the secret path."

"Honey!"

Tian Mi took a deep look at him, turned around, opened the secret door and went out.

After going out the door, she tidied herself up quickly. Seeing scriptures on the bookshelf next to her, she grabbed a few books and walked out at a slow pace.

Opening the curtain, I saw He Ji walking towards her, with a look of surprise and scrutiny, "Where did the girl go?"

"Why did you come in?" Tian Mi deliberately did not put down the curtain, so that He Ji could see the bookshelf of scriptures behind, "You are carrying a knife, don't be disrespectful to Bodhisattva."

He Ji hesitated for a while, looked in, and saw that she was indeed holding a scripture in her hand, so he put his hands together, "I wonder if the girl has finished reciting the scriptures? It's getting late, we should go down the mountain."

Tian Mi sighed, "Okay." After finishing speaking, she turned around regretfully, put the scripture in her hand back on the shelf, and quickly folded it back. "Let's go."

But He Ji accidentally saw that her expression was not right, so he quickly stopped her, "Miss seems to have cried?"

Tian Mi glared at him, "You don't care? I cried when I thought of what I was worried about. What's wrong?"

He Ji didn't speak, and suddenly turned around and walked behind the Buddha statue.

Tian Mi clenched her nervous hands tightly, not daring to breathe too much.

Fortunately, it was a secret door, which was connected to the bookcase and the wall, and it would be impossible to see it without touching the mechanism. He Ji also thought about the important place of Buddhism, and there should be nothing there, so he took a rough look, and then turned around.

"Miss Tian, ​​let's go out."

Tian Mi felt relaxed, but she still gave him a glare, "You are not as cute as before." After saying that, she walked out resentfully.

He Ji was stunned, and followed her out helplessly.

Tian Mi, who walked out of the Buddhist hall, took a breath of fresh air for the first time, stopped her steps, stood on the high steps, looked up at the sky, the blue sky and white clouds were high and clear, as if seeing the vicissitudes of life in an instant, as if she had been in a lifetime, let her Can't help but want to cry.

This trip turned out to be not as simple as praying for blessings, but opened the door to her memory, solved all the doubts in her heart, opened her heart, and pierced deeply like a sharp sword.Why, is her life like this?It was so twists and turns, now facing everything in front of her, what should she do?
"Girl, let's go."

Tao'er's voice brought her back to reality, she responded dully, raised her steps, and descended the steps in a daze.

Every step she takes now is toward Shu Yixun.

Shu Yixun... At this moment, she didn't know what state of mind she should use to face him.

She didn't want to face it, she was afraid to face it.

Neither is love, nor is hatred. Complaining and blaming are both hypocritical.

Shu Yixun...why did he do this, why?She is really forced now, unable to move forward or backward, which makes her even more in a dilemma.

After leaving the temple, she got on the sedan chair and came to her alone space. She couldn't control it anymore, and she let tears flow silently.

She wanted to come here for everything, and couldn't accept that the two experiences belonged to her, one was with the two brothers Yuanzhen and Yuanjie, and the other was with Shu Yixun, it seemed like two selves, but they merged together unexpectedly, she what to do?
The two relationships are so heartfelt, and the two experiences are so real, she is unwilling to give up, and she does not want to face it at the same time...

Yuanzhen's marriage in Gaoyang County stabbed her heart again, but now she is not so impulsive, and when she thinks about it, there should be some other reason.

Let's not talk about these, she immediately thought of the harm she had done to Yuan Jie before, and the joy she felt when Yuan Jie came back in half a year, but it turned into her indifference, she hurt him very deeply... But, she didn't know what to do To make up for it, because she, who had Shu Yixun before, is not qualified to love Yuan Jie as before.

Shu Yixun... the person who was abandoned by her, but he was unwilling to be abandoned, he insisted on breaking into her world and forcibly occupying her feelings. Even if she hates him now, she can't erase their love and sweetness during this period, because She really used her heart.Especially, when she remembered their night in Quanzhou, she was full of shame towards Yuan Zhen and Yuan Jie...

The way up the mountain used to be long, but the way back seemed extremely short.

Tian Mi found out in a panic that they soon arrived at the gate of the house.

After getting out of the sedan chair, I looked up at the majestic gate of the mansion, which was both strange and familiar.

Entering this mansion this time, obviously, her mood has completely changed.

"Girl! We're finally home!" Tao'er helped her with a smile and walked into the yard step by step.

Every time Tian Mi takes a step, her heart becomes more complicated. Looking at every plant and tree here, she can't tell what kind of mood she is in.

In front of the main hall, I asked the maid and learned that Shu Yixun hadn't returned home yet. Suddenly, my heart relaxed. After washing my mouth, I told Tao'er, "I'm tired from the journey and need to rest a little longer. You guys wait outside. That's it."

"Yes, girl."

Tian Mi watched Tao'er go out of the palace gate, turned her head, and carefully looked at everything in the palace, her eyes gradually became cloudy.This is her and Shu Yixun's love house, the past scenes, happy and shameful.She lowered her head with a wry smile, and gently wiped the corners of her eyes. At this moment, before he came back, she was going to visit Yun Lie.

Yun Lie, little Phoenix, long time no see.

……

Space is her safe haven, and she is willing to come here to share her joys, sorrows, sorrows, and joys, and she can talk to Yun Lie about everything without reservation.

It feels like I haven’t come to the space for a century. Although it still looks like a jungle, it has changed slightly. It doesn’t have the lush vitality of the past. There are fewer flowers, the branches and leaves of the trees are downcast, and those jumping animals are no longer in front of me. Looking around, there are more mountains and rivers.

"Yun Lie? Little Phoenix?" Is it because she hasn't been here for so long that the space is so desolate?
"Master! Master!" Suddenly, she heard a crisp and vivid call, the voice was delicate and crisp, and when she turned her head to look, she saw a three or four-year-old cute baby running towards her.

Tian Mi opened her eyes wide, this...

"Master! I'm Xiaobaibai!" Mengwa ran up to her, introduced herself with a happy face, and smiled.

"Little Baibai?" Tian Mi blinked, and then observed carefully, the little doll was chubby, wearing leaves, and the exposed arms and legs were the same as the lotus root joints, Bai Shengsheng was very cute.

Needless to say, the face is round and tender, the eyes are round like two glass beads, the curly hair is curved, the nose is like a lump, the whole person is like a small meatball, only the mouth is still thin It's small, but it's a bit delicate.

(End of this chapter)

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