The blackened male god of fast wear, please be good

Chapter 364 Fanwai: Spend with me, it is not a disappointment

When I saw her for the first time, she had just entered college.

At the age of eighteen or nineteen, it was the most beautiful time, and the eyebrows and eyes were very lively, which was different from those girls I had seen in the past.

Her whole body exudes a clean breath,
Probably because it was the first time I saw such a girl, so I paid more attention to her.

Through unintentional or deliberate inquiries, I got to know everything about her roughly. Her name is Jinghua, and she is a freshman in the Acting Department of the Kyoto Film and Television Academy. The most she does on weekdays is to study acting skills.

And I, during the period of inquiring about her news, slowly fell in love with her.

Or should I say, I probably fell in love with her when I saw her for the first time.

It's just that at that time, I didn't realize it.

But she doesn't know me after all, so I can't, and I dare not appear in front of her rashly to confess my love to her.

When inquiring about her news, he would naturally inquire about the peach blossoms around her intentionally or unintentionally.

Because of her extremely beautiful birth, even in a place like the Academy of Film and Television where there are many beauties, she is not at a disadvantage. She was directly selected as the school belle. Many boys confessed to her, but none of them... were successful.

When I heard this news, I didn't know whether to be happy or worried.

Hi, hi, she doesn't have anyone she likes, hi she doesn't accept other men's admiration.

Worry, worry how should I confess my love to her, worry what should I do if I am rejected by her like this at that time.

Most likely, God was helping me. In the spring of that year, after I had a crush on her for seven months, I finally found a chance to approach her.

That spring rain was sudden and heavy. She just came out of the part-time cafe. Because she didn't bring an umbrella and the dormitory's access control was about to arrive, she had no choice but to rush into the rain.

Maybe it was really fate, I happened to drive by there that day, and I happened to see her in the rain.

In fact, my first reaction at the time was to drive to her side, let her get in the car, and send her back to the dormitory.

but……

Thinking of how she treated those admirers before, I didn't do that after all.

He just parked the car to the side silently, took the umbrella and got out of the car, walked to her side on purpose, seemingly unintentionally, and after asking her how warm he was, he still insisted on holding her in the face of her refusal. The umbrella was "gifted" to her.

In fact, I wanted to give it away, but I knew that with her character, she would find a way to return the umbrella to me.

In this way, she and I gradually developed from strangers, to friends, and then to lovers, everything was so natural.

But I never thought, never thought, that she would leave me, for the sake of fame and fortune, she would leave me at the expense of being an old man's lover!
(Although later I found out that this old man is Zhuo Ruixuan!)
At that time, my mind was full of disbelief, but after I calmed down, I hated her.

Hate her ruthlessness, hate her greed and vanity.

However, when I came home that day and saw her lying on my bed, I realized...

All hate is based on a love.

If it wasn't for loving her, if it wasn't for still loving her, then why would she always be brooding and holding grudges because she followed someone else.

Without love, how can there be hatred...

Since ancient times, so...
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You ask me how much I love you, probably even if I meet you a hundred times, I will fall into it a hundred times.

—— Si Haoshi
(End of this chapter)