Chapter 304
Talking about that painful past, Lu Cheng also became silent.

Ji Ding didn't urge him, he looked very patient, waiting for Lu Cheng to calm down.

"I knew they were worried about me and thought I was crazy. In fact, I suspected I was crazy, and I smiled at them and said, 'What, I just miss her so much.' They listened to me like that. , finally relieved."

"For a long time after that, I was actively receiving psychological treatment. I was poor at that time, and I didn't have the money to find a good psychologist. It was the school doctor in my university who helped me out of my psychological shadow." Lu Cheng Shrugging his shoulders, he said embarrassingly, "He provides free psychological counseling."

Hearing this, Ji Ding showed a rare expression of surprise.He lives in a medical family with a good family background, and the friends he makes are also people from good family backgrounds.As for the patients I see continuously, there are very few people who are so poor that they can't even afford to see a psychiatrist.

So hearing Lu Cheng's experience, Ji Ding felt novel and surprised.

He didn't look down on Lu Cheng.On the contrary, Lu Cheng grew up in such a difficult living environment, and he did not raise a crooked person. Instead, he has achieved his current achievements, which makes him feel admirable.

Ji Ding then asked Lu Cheng: "From what you said, you seem to have come out of that sad past, so why did you come to see me today?"

Lu Cheng's eyes became painful.

He stared at Ji Ding with pleading eyes, and said, "Recently, I feel like I'm suffering from mental illness again."

Ji Ding frowned.

"What's going on specifically?" It stands to reason that once the psychological depression caused by this kind of emotional injury is cured, it will not recur.

He heard Lu Cheng say: "I can always see Ranran's shadow on a person." Lu Cheng took a deep breath, and he asked Ji Ding, "Doctor Ji, am I ill?"

Ji Ding was not in a hurry to reply.

He pressed the phone and called his assistant.

"Xiaoling, bring in two cups of coffee."

The assistant quickly brought in the brewed coffee.

When she saw Lu Cheng, her eyes were restrained, but she still couldn't hide her excitement.She had also seen the perfume advertisement that Lu Cheng endorsed for J's family, and she couldn't help but ran to buy a bottle of 'I Love'. She herself is still Lu Cheng's beauty fan.

But now it was working hours, and in such a place, Xiaoling had no choice but to put away her excitement.

"Doctor Ji, Mr. Lu, please."

Xiaoling put down her coffee and retreated.

Ji Ding handed the coffee to Lu Cheng, and he said with a smile: "Although it's not expensive coffee, the taste is not bad. You are lucky today."

Lu Cheng also needed something to drink to relax.

Without being polite, Lu Cheng picked up his coffee and drank it.The two were chatting while drinking coffee like old friends, Ji Ding asked Lu Cheng: "The person you mentioned, what kind of person is she?"

Lu Cheng pondered for a moment before saying, "She's a very good girl."

He had already forgiven the insult Ji Wei had brought him.

He knew in his heart that Ji Wei was really kind to him.Lu Cheng could see Ji Wei's pampering and devotion to him. He didn't have a wolfish heart, so naturally he could tell Ji Wei's good.

"Huh?" Ji Ding noticed that Lu Cheng's expression was very complicated, and suddenly became interested in this girl, "What's the best way?"

Lu Cheng took a deep look at Ji Ding.

After a brief hesitation, Lu Cheng said, "It can be said that she is my benefactor."

Ji Ding was taken aback for a moment, and then laughed out loud. "It's said that you, as actors, will find money backers. I thought that only existed among actresses."

Hearing this, Lu Cheng didn't feel ashamed, he smiled and said, "It's not easy to survive."

Ji Ding smiled and nodded, "It's not easy."

Maybe it's because Lu Cheng's attitude is too open, and because he looks so upright, it's hard for people to feel contempt and contempt for him.When Ji Ding spoke to Lu Cheng, his attitude was not contemptuous.

On the contrary, he thinks that Lu Cheng is an interesting person, and he finds it interesting to talk to Lu Cheng.

Lu Cheng said frankly: "She has helped me a lot, given me resources, paved the way for me, and celebrated my birthday with me..." Lu Cheng concluded: "Sometimes I feel that she is not like my benefactor, but more like a A simple suitor."

Ji Ding understood what Lu Cheng meant, "You think she is taking care of you and getting close to you as a benefactor."

"Correct!"

Ji Ding smiled kindly, and said, "It's kind of interesting."

"Many times, I can see Ranran's shadow on her body. It's a very strange feeling." Lu Cheng put down his coffee and gestured with his hands in the air. He wanted to describe that feeling, but couldn't Because that feeling was too difficult to describe, he couldn't find the exact gestures to express it.

Lu Cheng simply put his hands down on the table and said, "Sometimes, I see her standing there, her slender and sexy appearance is completely different from Ranran's, but I just have the illusion that Ranran is standing in front of me Also, sometimes when she teases me, I seem to be back in my youth, when I was molested by Ran Ran..."

"Doctor Ji, do you understand what I mean?"

Ji Ding nodded.

"I probably can understand." Ji Ding asked Lu Cheng: "What caused you to have this hallucination?"

Lu Cheng shook his head, "I don't know, it's just a feeling."

"Is there any similarity between this... the gold master you mentioned and Ji Ran?" Ji Ding saw that Lu Cheng was staring at him with a puzzled expression, and he explained calmly: "When two people When there are similarities, we can easily magnify their similarities and confuse them."

Lu Cheng said without thinking, "Eyes."

"Similar?"

Lu Cheng thought about it carefully for a moment, and then said: "Yes, it is indeed very similar."

"Then this happens, maybe it's because you miss Ji Ran too much. When you meet a woman who is somewhat similar to Ji Ran, and she treats you so well, you will inevitably see the shadow of your yearning in the gold master. It's not surprising."

Hearing what Ji Ding said, Lu Cheng felt a little relieved.

"By the way, I'm here today, and I have another question to consult."

"Please say."

Lu Cheng's expression became distressed, he hesitated for a moment, and then said: "I also really want to start a new relationship, after all, people have to look forward in life, I met a woman who is worthy of love, but I ..."

Pointing at his heart, Lu Cheng said to Ji Ding, "It's as if I have lost the function of loving someone again."

"I really want to try to love another person. Sometimes, I will be moved by certain moments of that person, but this kind of heartbeat is only temporary. Doctor Ji, how can I fall in love with someone again? people?"

After listening to Lu Cheng's confused words, Ji Ding's expression suddenly became serious, "Lu Cheng."

Lu Cheng looked at him without saying a word.

Ji Ding said, "You never got out of Ji Ran's death."

Lu Cheng shook his head and laughed, "How could it be? The school doctor clearly said that I'm fine. I've been working very smoothly these years, and I haven't had hallucinations again, and I don't think about Ji Ran very much..."

"But your heart can no longer throb for the second person." Ji Ding sharply pointed out the problem of Lu Cheng.

Ji Ding picked up the pen on the table, tapped on Lu Cheng's heart, and said, "Lu Cheng, you are sick here."

Lu Cheng stared at Ji Ding for nearly five seconds before leaning back decadently.He closed his eyes, sighed deeply, and said, "Maybe what you said is right, Doctor Ji, I'm sick."

He covered his face with his hands, and he said: "I always tell myself that I can't forget her, she has no father and no mother, if even I forget her, even I don't love her, then she will really come from this place." The world is gone..."

His tone is paranoid and desperate, and it sounds especially heartbreaking.

Ji Ding still had that serious look, and he shattered all of Lu Cheng's paranoia with one sentence: "But Lu Cheng, people have been living in the past, which is a disappointment to the future."

...

When leaving the psychological clinic, Lu Cheng's mood was heavier than when he came.

People have been living in the past, which is a disappointment to the future...

He also wanted to get out of the past, but he couldn't do it, so what could he do!
Lu Chengqiang cheered up, drove home to pick up his luggage, called Wan Lang, and learned that Wan Lang was heading towards him, so he sat at home and waited for a while.

When Lu Cheng was bored, he started to browse Weibo. In the past, on Weibo, the headlines were either about the entertainment industry or the Internet celebrity circle. Today, it finally changed into a different content—— 
Senior official Liu Quan was sentenced to death for embezzling 4 million yuan.

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