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Chapter 572 Love Yourself (4 More)
Tang Rufeng lay on the bed and waited quietly for a long time. During this period, his breathing was always disordered and his heartbeat was always disordered.

At about eight o'clock, He Yingying, who was hungover, finally woke up.As soon as she opened her eyes, He Yingying realized that something was obviously wrong.

This is not her home.

As soon as she turned around, she saw a man lying beside her.

He looks handsome and well-behaved. He seems to be sleeping with his eyes closed, but He Yingying knows how cute he looks when he smiles when his eyes are opened.He Yingying was stunned.

Tang Rufeng.

Did they hang out last night?
He Yingying lifted the quilt abruptly, and when she saw that she was not wearing any clothes or bra, and only had a pair of underwear under her waist, He Yingying was about to go crazy.

Really asleep?

At this time, Tang Rufeng was finally 'woke up' by He Yingying's actions.

He rubbed his eyes, sat up slowly from the bed, and said, "Yingying, why did you wake up? I was so tired last night, sleep a little longer."

He Yingying:!

She grabbed Tang Rufeng's shoulder.

Tang Rufeng felt a little pain, and he asked He Yingying, "What are you doing? What's the matter?" Tang Rufeng was puzzled when he spoke.

It really doesn't look like it's pretending.

He Yingying yelled at him in a broken voice: "What did you do to me last night?"

Tang Rufeng said subconsciously: "You didn't take the initiative" and only half-spoken, so that there was more room for imagination.Tang Rufeng didn't tell the story in detail, mainly because he didn't have any experience in lying, so he couldn't make it up.

He asked He Yingying: "What's wrong with you? Is there something uncomfortable?"

He Yingying scolded: "Get out!"

She let go of Tang Rufeng, jumped out of the bed, picked up the clothes and put them on, asking as she put them on, "Is there a pharmacy near here?"

"Have."

"Far?"

"Six minutes by car."

He Yingying said: "That's good, go buy it now, there is still time to take the medicine." While speaking, she had already put on the dress.He Yingying was about to go out, but Tang Rufeng stopped her suddenly.

"Yingying." Tang Rufeng's voice seemed to be full of pain.

He Yingying heard it, she hesitated for a while, but still stopped.

He Yingying turned her head and glanced at Tang Rufeng, only to see Tang Rufeng sitting on the bed, her face full of pain, staring at her with almost despairing eyes.

He Yingying didn't understand why he stared at her with such sad and hopeless eyes.

Tang Rufeng asked He Yingying, "What medicine?"

He Yingying's lips moved before she whispered, "Birth control pills."

Tang Rufeng was heartbroken. "Are you so afraid that you are pregnant with my child?"

He Yingying remained silent.

Tang Rufeng said eagerly again: "Why don't we get married? Let's give Google a little sister or a younger brother to make up for all the regrets, okay? Broken mirrors can still be reunited, Yingying, you can't , give me a chance?"

He is sincere and humble, and it is hard not to move people.

But after hearing this, He Yingying's eyes became firmer and clearer.

"Tang Rufeng." He Yingying touched her belly, she said; "I'm scared, because I almost lost Google completely, and I don't plan to have children in my life." After a pause, she said the more hurtful thing. Quote: "Especially yours."

Hearing this, Tang Rufeng felt as if he was in an ice cellar.

He feels hopeless.

He Yingying turned around and walked out the gate, her pace was very urgent.She walked three or four steps away, and suddenly heard Tang Rufeng say loudly behind her: "You don't need to take medicine!"

He Yingying paused again.

Tang Rufeng chased her out. He stood at the door and said to her, "We didn't do anything last night. I took off your clothes this morning."

"why?"

He Yingying looked back at him, not understanding his original intention.

"Because I want to keep you by my side through this despicable way." Tang Rufeng thought that after sleeping once, He Yingying would change her mind.But He Yingying is really not the previous He Yingying.

Tang Rufeng realized in despair that he really lost his Yingying.

Hearing this, He Yingying breathed a sigh of relief.

She was covering her chest, her expression was not good, she pointed at Tang Rufeng: "Are you still a child? You don't know how scared I was just now by scaring me with such a thing!" He Yingying was afraid that she would be pregnant again.

Google was almost killed by negligence, so He Yingying dared not have children in her life.Knowing that she and Tang Rufeng had sex again last night, He Yingying's first reaction was not to quarrel with Tang Rufeng, but to go to the pharmacy to buy contraceptives.

It's okay to be greedy, but it's wrong to create a new life.

Tang Rufeng also knew that his joke was too big. "I'm sorry." He lowered his proud head like a child who did something wrong.

Seeing that he was so well-behaved, He Yingying's anger subsided a little.

Curious about a question, He Yingying couldn't help asking Tang Rufeng: "You could have done that to me last night, why didn't you do it?"

Tang Rufeng laughed at himself. "Because." Looking at He Yingying's strange and charming cheeks now, Tang Rufeng felt pain in his heart, and he said, "I am reluctant to do anything to you that will hurt you."

Seeing that He Yingying seemed to be stunned for a moment, Tang Rufeng said again: "Do you understand? Yingying, I love you."

"I was ignorant when I was young, and I said some hurtful things in a fit of anger, which made you jump into the sea and commit suicide. Although the suffering you suffered was caused by Zou Rujin and Tang Yanxi's design, but I was also an accomplice "Yingying, I pushed you into the abyss of pain with my own hands, that was not my intention."

"What I wanted to give you was happiness, but in the end I left you covered in bruises."

This is the last thing Tang Rufeng can't let go of.

In order to make the most of the drama, Tang Rufeng himself was naked, and it was hard for He Yingying not to notice the burn marks on his chest and thighs.

Those large and ugly scars are the testimony of Tang Rufeng's love for her.For all his youthful mistakes, he has atoned for them.Every time He Yingying thinks of Tang Rufeng's injuries, her heart revives again.

She knew that Tang Rufeng loved herself.

But He Yingying was no longer the little girl she used to be. His love moved her, but she couldn't make her let go of everything and be with him.

"I'm sorry Tang Rufeng." He Yingying said: "I know you love me, maybe, I still have your place in my heart. But I can't marry you, reunite with you, and have children."

Tang Rufeng was not reconciled, he asked, "Why?"

He Yingying's answer made Tang Rufeng ashamed, she said: "Because I let go of everything and reunite with you, it is a disappointment to myself."

As a human being, you can't let yourself down, especially yourself who has suffered and suffered.

You have had such a hard time, there is no reason for you to forget the pain and suffering you have suffered so easily.You don't have to worry about grievances and entanglements, but you can't forget the shame and pain you once had.

You don't need to thank those who have brought you hurt and pain. What you should thank is yourself, the strong you, and the you who have never been defeated.

You should love yourself.

(End of this chapter)