say you Love Me

Chapter 40

Chapter 40

"Mom is busy, so she won't hear what we are talking about. Let's not talk to mom, okay?" Cheng Xiaojuan immediately understood what Xiaoying wanted to say and didn't want Ye Yaqing to know.Xiaoying nodded immediately, then hugged Cheng Xiaojuan's neck, and whispered in Cheng Xiaojuan's ear: "Xiaoying,——wanted to call Dad, but Grandpa disagreed, he said, Xiaoying's father is Bad dad——" Cheng Xiaojuan was taken aback, and his voice paused, "What are you calling him for?" Hearing Cheng Xiaojuan's voice suddenly raised, Xiaoying was startled, and immediately let go of the hand holding Cheng Xiaojuan's neck, her expression changed Change, tears rolled in the eyes.Cheng Xiaojuan let out a long breath, slowed down her voice and said, "Okay, Xiao Ying is good, tell godmother, what are you calling Dad for?" "Xiao Ying misses Dad." Xiao Ying almost said in a mosquito-like voice.Cheng Xiaojuan sighed, no matter how hateful Yin Tianyao is, no matter how unfair he is to Ye Yaqing, he is also Xiaoying's father, and to Xiaoying who is only three years old, extramarital affairs, third parties, and divorce are all unfamiliar words . "Okay, godmother will give you a phone call." Cheng Xiaojuan sighed again, took out her mobile phone, and dialed Yin Tianyao's number. She hates this man, but she can dial his number without thinking, "Godmother I dialed the number for you, so you can talk to Dad." Xiao Ying immediately answered the phone with tears in her eyes and a smile on her face, her eyes kept looking at the kitchen, her little brows were knit together, very worried.Cheng Xiaojuan smiled helplessly, and said softly, "Talk slowly, I'll go to the kitchen to talk to your mother, and when you're done talking with your father, just call godmother, don't talk for too long." "Okay." Sakura showed her white baby teeth and smiled sweetly.Cheng Xiaojuan got up and went to the kitchen. Before entering the kitchen, she glanced back, and saw that Xiaoying was nervously standing there holding the phone. "How's the water boiling?" Cheng Xiaojuan slightly raised her voice and said with a smile.Ye Yaqing was staring at the stove in a daze, and didn't hear Cheng Xiaojuan's voice coming in, but suddenly heard Cheng Xiaojuan's voice, she was startled, looked at Cheng Xiaojuan, and asked in a daze, "What did you say?" Cheng Xiaojuan smiled wryly in his heart, On the face, she said gently: "It's nothing, Sakura is playing with Barbie dolls, I came in to see what you are doing. Hey, why didn't you turn on the stove?" Ye Yaqing was stunned, and looked at the stove blankly, she came in to What?Cheng Xiaojuan turned on the switch of the gas stove, lifted the kettle, but there was no water in it, she shook her head lightly, went to the water pipe to catch the water, and put it on the stove, "Don't turn on the fire, there is no water in the pot, are you coming in to meditate on the stove?" Or boil water?" Ye Yaqing didn't respond to Cheng Xiaojuan's teasing at all, and didn't speak for a long time. "You plan to spend the rest of your life with Yin Tianyao like this, and you have no more feelings, but you don't agree to a divorce." Cheng Xiaojuan asked softly, listening to the hissing sound of the fire.Ye Yaqing smiled a little sharply, it seemed that the muscles on his face were pulled, and he said in a hoarse voice: "Should I nod and agree in a very casual way? Xiaojuan, this is reality, not a TV series, I can't do it As you or everyone expects, the so-called let it go, unless I don't love it, unless I don't care, otherwise, I can't let it go." Cheng Xiaojuan watched the fire dance in sight, forming a circle on the kettle The vague shadow spoke slowly, with a gentle tone, she didn't want to provoke Ye Yaqing, who was currently hovering between collapse and madness: "Everyone, I mean, most of the people who persuade you to let go are for your own good." "I I know." Ye Yaqing replied quite simply, "But you are not me, how do you know for sure that I am rational to let go? Or is it right to let go? You have no experience, you are not the person involved, and you can't really understand my feelings just by thinking The one who made the mistake was Yin Tianyao, so why should I obediently pack up my luggage and get out of this house when I didn’t make a mistake, so that he can be happy and have a loving relationship with his new choice?” Cheng Xiaojuan turned off the stove and sighed softly He took a breath and waited for the water in the pot to stop boiling slowly.The narrow kitchen became even more stuffy due to the heat from the fire and the pot of water. Ye Yaqing fell silent again, and Cheng Xiaojuan just stared at the kettle.Suddenly, a small voice sounded behind the two of them. "Mom, Dad said, I want you to answer his call." It was Xiao Ying's timid voice, holding Cheng Xiaojuan's cell phone in her hand, with a nervous and worried expression.Ye Yaqing was taken aback, staring at her daughter, but didn't react for a while. "It's me." Cheng Xiaojuan was afraid that Ye Yaqing would reprimand Xiaoying, so she immediately said aside, "I asked her to hold the phone, she doesn't know you—she is a child, she must be wondering why Dad is not at home, so she wants to know , Yin Tianyao won't say anything, you answer the phone, for the sake of the child, don't blame him, look, Xiaoying's face is full of fear." Ye Yaqing took a long breath, yes, Yin Tianyao said again No matter how unreasonable, she would not say anything unpleasant on the phone between the child and him, she reached out to take the phone. "It's me—" Ye Yaqing tried her best to smile at her daughter, and said as kindly as possible on the phone, she couldn't get angry at Yin Tianyao in front of her daughter. "Ye Yaqing, you are too shameless!" Yin Tianyao's voice was blunt and annoyed, as if he was worried that his daughter at the side would hear it, and he lowered his voice on purpose, but this effort to lower his voice made his voice even stronger on the phone full of resentment.Ye Yaqing's head buzzed, and his hands trembled a little. "It's a pity that you still keep saying that you love Xiaoying, but you actually asked your daughter to call me and ask me why I didn't go home. What did you say I didn't go home?! Listen carefully, that home has you without me, me without you, Don't use my daughter to oppress me, I will not give up on my daughter, I will educate her to be a thousand times better than you!" Yin Tianyao's voice became louder and louder, and some words could even be heard by Cheng Xiaojuan and Xiaoying next to her .Ye Yaqing almost blurted out the word "bastard". Seeing her daughter's wide-open eyes and stunned expression at a glance, she suppressed the anger in her chest that was on the verge of rage, and squeezed out words that sounded a bit stiff from between her teeth: " Okay, I will talk to Sakura." "Ye Yaqing!—" Yin Tianyao raised his voice and shouted.Ye Yaqing hung up the phone with a snap, and said softly to her daughter Xiao Ying: "Father said he was still in a meeting and couldn't talk on the phone. He asked Xiao Ying to be obedient, and he would come to see Xiao Ying after he was busy." Xiao Ying nodded obediently. She nodded and went back to the living room to play with her Barbie doll. There was still some hesitation in her eyes but she didn't dare to ask her mother with a livid face.Seeing Xiao Ying leaving silently, Cheng Xiaojuan sighed, and asked softly: "What did Yin Tianyao say on the phone?" Ye Yaqing complained in her tone, and said bluntly: "From now on, don't let Xiao Ying talk to her again. Dad calls, unless her dad calls her." Cheng Xiaojuan didn't say a word, Ye Yaqing was angry, she didn't want to explain, in fact, she didn't want Xiao Ying to contact Yin Tianyao, but she couldn't bear to see Xiao Ying's pitiful appearance. If there is a lot of trouble, or if you don't communicate with each other, you shouldn't implicate innocent children.Ye Yaqing picked up the pot and went to the living room with a livid face, ignoring Cheng Xiaojuan, she knew that Cheng Xiaojuan didn't intend for Xiaoying to contact Yin Tianyao, which made Yin Tianyao suspect that she was instigating Xiaoying to call him, but she didn't want to think about it This matter, I don't want to hear Yin Tianyao's rough voice on the phone, accusations and disdain, it will make her collapse.Cheng Xiaojuan followed her back to the living room, Xiao Ying was playing with her sister Barbie in her arms almost silently, and the atmosphere became extremely awkward.

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