Mr. Qin's cinnabar mole

Chapter 444 I would rather hurt myself than hurt you

Suddenly learning that he and Xiaoshu had really given birth to a son, and that the son had already married a wife, who was about to become a grandparent and hold grandchildren. Sheng Lang ate this meal in high spirits.

Sheng Lang was weak and unable to eat by himself, he looked at Qin Shu eagerly, hoping that Qin Shu could feed him.Qin Shu could see what he was thinking. She originally wanted the nurses to help, but those little nurses were afraid of Sheng Lang, so no one would come to feed him.

Qin Shu was also embarrassed to ask Tao Rumo to feed Sheng Lang.

This mother-in-law is still here, she has hands and feet, and there is absolutely no reason for her daughter-in-law to feed her father-in-law.In desperation, Qin Shu had no choice but to pick up the spoon, stir the shredded pork porridge a few times casually, and blew on it a few more times. When she felt that it was no longer hot, she went to the hospital bed and sat down.

Tao Rumo shook the head of the hospital bed, and Sheng Lang sat up with his upper body following the bed. He stared at Qin Shu's hand feeding him, and found that 31 years later, Qin Shu still had some changes.

In fact, her skin is still a bit older, but the overall condition is well maintained, and she looks like a beauty in her 30s, without feeling old.

When she was a teenager, Qin Shu's hands were like those slender garlic roots, white and flawless.Now, there are some wrinkles on Qin Shu's hands, especially the wrinkles in the middle joints of the fingers are more obvious.

Being too close, Sheng Lang also noticed that the lying silkworms under Qin Shu's eye sockets were heavier than when he was young.However, she has a pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes. When she was young, she had a charming attitude when she was young, but when she was mature, she had another charm.

In short, no matter how you look at it, Xiao Shu is pretty.

Sheng Lang suddenly said again: "Did we quarrel all these years?"

Qin Shu paused for a while in stirring the hot porridge, and soon she pretended to be nonchalant again.She took a spoonful of porridge and handed it to Sheng Lang's mouth.Sheng Lang subconsciously opened his mouth to hold the porridge, saw Qin Shu's eyelids drooping, and said in a low voice, "I quarreled."

Sheng Lang was very surprised, he said: "I am such a bored person, will I quarrel with you?"

Qin Shu nodded, "Not only did you quarrel, you also hurt me."

Sheng Lang's expression became serious. "Are you telling the truth?" Sheng Lang showed suspicion, and he said again: "Aren't you lying to me?"

Instead, Qin Shu asked him, "Why do you think I'm lying to you?"

Sheng Lang said: "I don't even want to talk to you loudly. I don't believe you when you say that we have quarreled. But there will definitely be conflicts between husband and wife. 31 years is not short. Maybe we did quarrel. A few times. But if you say that I hurt you, I don't believe it."

Sheng Lang said firmly: "I'd rather hurt myself than see you get hurt."

Sheng Lang loves Qin Shu deeply, with all his heart.As he said, he would rather be hurt by himself than see Qin Shu hurt.So 31 years ago, Qin Shu was kidnapped and almost insulted, Sheng Lang risked his life to rescue her.

He is a person with half of his foot stuck in the mud, while Qin Shu is the white moonlight in the sky, the morning sun in the morning.She is so clean and kind, with a gentle but bright smile on her face, she is his princess.

Sheng Lang didn't believe that he would hurt Her Highness the Princess.

Qin Shu put down the bowl suddenly and said, "I have something to do, let's leave for a while."

Throwing down the bowl, Qin Shu got up and walked out of the ward.

Tao Rumo was peeling fruit for the two of them, but when she saw Qin Shu running out, she quickly put down the fruit and the knife, and quickly chased after them.Qin Shu ran into the public toilet, and she locked herself in the toilet.

When Tao Rumo walked into the toilet, he heard a heart-piercing cry.

That was the first time Tao Rumo heard such a heartbreaking cry from Qin Shu. She hadn't experienced what happened to Qin Shu, but just hearing Qin Shu's cry made Tao Rumo feel heartbroken and uncomfortable.

Qin Shu stood behind the toilet door, crying so hard that she couldn't straighten up.

Those old things that she deliberately suppressed in the back of her mind and dare not bring them up all escaped along with Sheng Lang's rambling just now. They shuttled through Qin Shu's mind, tormenting her terribly.

The Sheng Lang in his memory actually knows how to laugh, and his hands can always become warm in her palm.

It's not like he's really hot.

She used to warm that person's hands and heart, but the boy who still had some expectations for this world and retained a trace of humanity was killed step by step by her father.

He is wrong, but he is not inherently wrong.

Qin Shu hated in her heart, hated Qin Zhong who killed Sheng Lang, and also hated the devil Sheng Lang who finally walked into the abyss and pulled her into the abyss.But Qin Shu will always love the boy who holds her in his palm.

When Qin Shu had almost vented her emotions and her crying gradually subsided, Tao Rumo knocked on the toilet door. "Mom." Tao Rumo said, "Want to talk to me?"

Qin Shu quickly wiped away her tears.

After a few seconds, Qin Shu opened the toilet door.After she cried, her peach blossom eyes were flushed, and she completely became the peach blossoms of March, so pitiful and lovable.Tao Rumo handed her a soft tissue.

Qin Shu took the tissue, folded it squarely, and pressed the tear stains under her eyes with the edge of the tissue.

"Mom, are you feeling better now?"

Qin Shu nodded, "It's much better."

She looked up at Tao Rumo.

Qin Shu suddenly wanted to know why Rumo, who was hurt by Qin Chu like that back then, could forgive Qin Chu?Qin Shu hesitated and said: "Baby hurt you once, I heard that you also remembered the memory of that time, I want to know, why do you accept him even though you have been hurt so deeply?"

Tao Rumo was stumped by this question.

why?
"I do not know why either."

Meeting Qin Shu's suspicious gaze, Tao Rumo smiled, and said frankly: "I love him very much. Seeing him suffer makes me feel uncomfortable. Seeing him smile at other women makes me want him to treat me alone People laughed. Seeing his evasive eyes but still peeking at me, I felt secretly happy again. Thinking of living with him, I felt like a thorn in my heart, a little painful and boring. But when I thought of When I can't be with him, I feel empty, and I don't feel like living every day, although it's not as exaggerated as losing my soul, but I'm also listless."

"Hate him, hate him thoroughly."

"Love him, but I can't let myself go."

Tao Rumo smiled bitterly, she shook her head and said, "So I struggled for four years, thinking that I would spend my whole life in pain with him like this. But when I learned that he was in danger, I immediately ignored him. Everything rushed towards him. When I blocked the gun for him, lay in his arms, and felt his tears hit my face drop by drop, I realized, oh, I have loved him so much that I was willing to fight for him. He gave his life."

Tao Rumo remembered.

On the night when Wen Liang told her the truth about the heart in her body, she remembered it.She remembered the days when Qin Chu brought her to the gatekeeper's headquarters and stayed with him, loving him and hating him at the same time.

(End of this chapter)