The Biography of Concubine Xi of Yongzheng

Chapter 628 Jiahui's silence may not be real gold
"Princess, let's eat something." Du Juan asked cautiously after breaking a bowl of mung bean barley porridge.

Jiahui, who was leaning against the window, slowly shook her head, frowned slightly and looked out the window.

In the dog days of August, everything outside was listless and listless, just like the feelings in her heart were gradually wiped out and disappeared: "Has he not come back yet?"

Du Juan, who was serving her, was slightly taken aback, with a trace of bitterness on his brows: "No, the concubine hasn't come back for five days. Princess, really... don't you want to say something to Concubine Xi? Let the princess decide. "

She only remembered that one day in May, after the forehead drove everyone out of the house, he quarreled with the princess inside. There was a lot of noise and many things were smashed.She was so frightened that she knocked on the door desperately, for fear that the princess would be hurt.

When the son-in-law finally opened the door, his hands were dripping with blood. Du Juan was so frightened that he stumbled and ran in, only to see the princess holding a pair of scissors across his neck.She yelled in fright, and hurried forward to snatch the scissors off.

The princess's clothes were messy, as if they had been torn, Du Juan was shocked, knowing that the prince-in-law had made a rough move with the princess, so he hurriedly inspected the princess's body.Fortunately, apart from the messy clothes, Jia Hui had no other scars on her body, so she breathed a sigh of relief.

From then on, the princess didn't pay much attention to her forehead. At first she would grab his arm and stare at him for a while when she first saw him. Later, she just watched him coldly from a distance and completely ignored him. ignored.

But why?Obviously the princess has a forehead in her heart.

Seeing her lonely expression, Du Juan walked over hesitantly after putting the porridge on the side table.She has served the princess for many years, and she knows very well that the princess is a person who likes to keep her thoughts in her stomach, and never likes to tell others to worry.Although she is not an imperial doctor, she also knows that if she pretends to be too worried, she will easily get sick.The princess has been listless recently, and has no appetite and eats very little. If this continues, sooner or later she will not be able to bear it.

Seeing the princess's increasingly thin body, she couldn't help but see the acid in her nose over and over again.After thinking and thinking, she finally couldn't help but asked with a crying voice: "Princess, why is this? Didn't you and the forehead get along well before? Why now... it has become like this?"

The princess had been to Khalkha before she got married, and the cuckoo followed her.

Jiahui didn't know how to ride a horse, so Sebuteng laughed at her for being coquettish.Jiahui was suffocating, so she secretly learned how to ride a horse. She didn't want Daqing's face to be thrown away so clean by her.

It was getting late that day, but she was still learning how to sleep and forget to eat and sleep, but was bumped into by Sebuten: "I said that when I saw you recently, I was always tired, so I learned how to ride a horse secretly here."

At that time, she had just fallen from a horse once, and her kneecap hurt badly.Fortunately, Khalkha's prairie is rich in grass, and she was not riding fast, so she was not seriously injured.

Seeing the stubbornness on her face, Sebuten suddenly withdrew his smile, and then turned on the horse with her exclamation, and galloped with his arms around her slender waist.She was furious, but she was too scared to struggle because she had never ridden such a fast horse before.When the horse stopped, it had already run a long way, and she was startled that his hands had wrapped around her waist at some point, wrapping her tightly in his arms.

With her back pressed against his strong chest, she suddenly felt a sense of peace of mind.She suddenly thought, marrying such a man is not a bad thing.

Unexpectedly, he suddenly put a hearty smile next to her ear: "Did the princess get scared?" Before she could get angry, he had already carried her off the horse.

The sunset on the prairie was very magnificent. Half of the sky that was dyed red and a piece of grassland that seemed to be burning were separated by a long line extending infinitely to both sides.

"How? This is the most beautiful scenery in Khalkha. You, a little princess living in the Forbidden City, must have never seen it before." When Saibuteng talked to her, it always seemed to have thorns, which made her feel uncomfortable. But there is no way to refute.She had never seen such a scene, nor had she seen such a frivolous person like him.

Thinking of the word frivolous, she suddenly realized that her hand was held by him at some point, it was so tight that she felt a little pain.

She twitched vigorously and glared at him: "Release quickly, men and women can't accept kissing!"

"Aren't you going to marry me soon?" He bent his mouth, as if it was a matter of course, and clenched his big hands tighter.Under the setting sun, his profile was as if cut by a knife, deep and elegant, and the long eyelashes were even longer than hers, shaking up and down blinking.After he realized that she was peeking at him, he couldn't help raising the corner of his mouth, but he didn't speak to provoke her again.

Her heart suddenly trembled violently, her face became hot, and she hurriedly looked away.Later she thought, maybe it was that time that she really fell in love with him.

The night before leaving Khalkha, he secretly kidnapped her again.And she let herself stick to his strong chest, galloping on the prairie with the bumps of the horse.That night, he held her face very domineeringly, and kissed her deeply, which made her almost faint, and it took a long time for her to catch her breath.

She scolded him again for being frivolous, but this time her eyes were slightly red, because she suddenly found that she was reluctant to leave this prairie.

"You don't like talking, if I don't stimulate you, maybe you haven't said a word to me so far." He said, but her heart trembled.

After marrying him, when Yinzhen ordered her to return to the Forbidden City, she was a little worried, worried that Saibuteng would not leave the prairie.But he said, wherever she goes, he will follow her, and wherever she is, there are grasslands everywhere.

She thought they could also be like her Huang Ama and Er Niang, loving forever, but she didn't expect that the good times were so short.

After she was pregnant with Sangzhai, she was always irritable, let alone let him touch her body.Because he was always reckless and unrestrained when having sex, she was afraid of hurting the child in her stomach.But she was used to not explaining, and Sebuten was used to guessing, but in the end she drifted away because she was pregnant with a child.

At that time, she always smelled the smell of alcohol on his body, and even the scent of rouge and gouache.He said that he had never touched other women, she didn't believe it, but she was unwilling to express her doubts, but every time she had sex with him, she felt repulsed physically and mentally.He is not a fool, he can feel it naturally.

Every time he gets things done hastily, she hurts, and he also wants to be dissatisfied.

Everything ran counter to Jiahui's expected direction, so that he went out more frequently, and the smell of rouge and gouache on his body became stronger and stronger.She knew that as long as she went to the palace to complain, Sebuten would restrain himself, but she was unwilling to do that.She didn't want to use her identity to suppress him, and she didn't want to embarrass him.

It wasn't until he saw the pair of sandalwood bracelets she brought back from the palace that the disharmony between her and him broke out obviously.

Because it was the bracelet made by her Ama, she just put it on the dressing table without deliberately hiding it.But Rao was frank in her heart, but Sebuteng was angry.He saw the two lines in it: lovesickness and reunion know when, this night is embarrassing!

"Who gave this to you! Or are you going to give it to someone else!" He was so angry, and he didn't listen to her explanation at all, roaring furiously.Her voice couldn't cover him, so she simply shut up and let him get angry.

That was in May. In fact, she took back the pair of bracelets in March, but he didn't see them until May.In fact, how did she know that he had already seen the bracelet the day after she took it back.After he memorized the two lines on the bracelet, he asked someone what it meant, and after two months of suspicion in his heart, he couldn't help but burst into anger.

He thought he was thinking too much, but in those two months, every time he wanted to make out with her, she refused with a cold face.When he was tough, she even said something that she thought he was dirty in a hurry, so every time it ended in failure.

On that day, he was angry, he was not reconciled to his beloved thinking about others.So he tore her clothes very forcefully, wanting to crush her under him so brutally that she would no longer have the mind to think about another man.

But he didn't expect that she would touch a pair of scissors from the couch and threaten her with death.

Look, the relationship between them has become so bad.She belongs to him, but she has been refusing to let him touch her.He was so angry that he lost his mind, he punched everywhere with his fists, but he was the only one who was reluctant to do anything to her.

When she was seriously ill, she was taken to Prince Yi's mansion to recuperate.In fact, he would sneak a look at her every day. Seeing her depressed and thinner appearance all day long, he also felt distressed, but felt that she deserved it.Rao cared about her, but he didn't want her to know.He felt that she shouldn't know how much he cared. She even gave birth to her son, but she was so focused on thinking about other men. She deserved the condemnation of her conscience!

The imperial doctor said that she died of starvation, because she could barely eat anything and vomited whenever she ate.

In the end, he finally couldn't bear it and walked up to her and fed her porridge himself, but she just watched him cry quietly.Tears flowed like rivers, which broke his heart.

After he learned the truth from Concubine Xi, his heart was filled with regret.What's regrettable is that he clearly knows her temperament, but why doesn't he believe her?Maybe if he was willing to stay with her all the time, the result would not be so sad.But he also hated her, hated her for not saying anything, would rather continue to misunderstand like this, make herself frustrated and exhausted than give him a chance, give herself a chance.

But, no matter how much regret there is, what's the use?The woman who used to smile gently in his arms has turned into a handful of loess and passed away forever.

A long time later, when Du Juan told him every detail of her last days, he beat his chest hard with a knife in his heart.

Who caused all this, fate, or themselves?

(End of this chapter)