Chasing light

Chapter 6 Leaving or Staying
Su Ran was the last one to rush to the meeting room, standing at the door and calling for a report.

"Comrade Su Ran, you're late."

As a soldier, the concept of time is the most important thing. On the battlefield, a second of delay may cause irreparable losses, so Li Wei's tone is very strict.

"Yes, I had a nosebleed, so I was delayed." Su Ran explained.

"Late is late, there is no reason." Li Wei emphasized, his eyes fell on Su Ran's checked handkerchief covering her nose, and her mind skipped a beat, isn't that the captain's handkerchief?In the whole battalion only the captain used a handkerchief.

Su Ran pursed her lips and stopped pleading.

Ye Dansha looked at Su Ran gloatingly. The monitor used to take action on her because of the rules. Now it was Su Ran's turn. Ye Dansha waited with great interest to see how the monitor would teach Su Ran a lesson.

As a result, the squad leader said to Su Ran: "Sit down first, and raise your head."

Damn, is it such an obvious distinction?Ye Dansha was dissatisfied again.

Seeing Su Ran, everyone pretended not to see it, either looking up at the ceiling or keeping their eyes blank. Only Liu Yayi asked with concern: "Sister Su Ran, are you alright?"

Su Ran smiled and said there was nothing wrong with her. Before she came, she was prepared to not be accepted, but when faced with everyone's ignorance, she felt a little sad. Her situation was so bad that everyone regarded her as a plague. Yes!

"Everyone is here, let's ask Instructor Yang to give a lecture." Li Wei took the lead in applauding.

Crackling, sparse applause.

Yang Fan came onto the stage with a smile, and looked at all the disheveled and listless faces: "What's wrong? It's the first day you've just arrived?"

Deng Zian muttered in a low voice, "Go and try running a five-kilometer mountain road."

This spoke out the aspirations of the five gay men present. This day was too tiring. They were called up before dawn in the morning, and they were asked to run five kilometers before they could open their eyes. After that, they had physical fitness tests and various training. In the afternoon, I was taken to the mountains for a big circle. It is a miracle that I can still sit up and not get down.

Yang Fan didn't take it seriously: "What is a five-kilometer mountain road? For us, 25 kilometers of heavy-duty off-roading is also commonplace."

"Could it be that you were so strong when you first joined the army?" Chen Tao couldn't help dissing, so he stopped pretending.

"It's just..." Song Haoyu agreed.

"Of course not. Some recruits are more timid than you and even cry." Yang Fan half-jokingly said.

But everyone didn't have the strength to laugh, and they didn't want to laugh. This is not a compliment, but just saying that you are not the most cowardly one, but you are still cowardly.

"However, since you have become a soldier, you must be a decent soldier, a qualified soldier, and what kind of soldier is a qualified soldier? You must have iron-like beliefs, iron-like discipline, iron-like responsibility, and excellent leadership. Ability, so, fall down, get up and continue to run, wipe away tears and continue to practice, grind teeth and swallow blood, just one word, practice, four words, practice to the death, whoever falls behind loses face, whoever leads Glorious, this is the troops, this is the military."

"We are not soldiers." Chen Tao retorted.They are just here to experience life, and they are not real soldiers, so why are they so serious.

Yang Fan chuckled: "Yes, you are not soldiers. You think that you came to the army this time to experience life and learn some military skills. You can look more handsome with your guns when shooting, and look better when you fight, and you're done."

Yang Fan changed the subject: "But what you are going to play is a group of anti-drug heroes who are fighting on the front line of anti-drugs. Maybe you all know that anti-drug police are the most dangerous type of police, but do you know what kind of danger they face every day? How many anti-drug police officers are on the anti-drug front? They also have families, parents, wives and children, why can they abandon their homes and careers and are willing to sacrifice their young lives for this..."

Yang Fan paused, glanced at everyone with a stern look, the smile on his face gradually disappeared, and turned to a solemn expression, patted his chest and said in a loud voice: "Because they have faith here, and they have the will to defend the dignity of the country and the safety of the people to the death." Determined, drugs and products are as fierce as tigers. They want to keep this tiger out of the country. This is their mission. If you cannot understand their beliefs and the spirit of their willingness to sacrifice for this, you cannot treat them I have deep respect for your work, so I can only say that no matter how handsome you look in the military uniform, no matter how cool your pose is, no matter how wonderful your fight is, it is a failure, because the character you play has no soul and does not let you A soul that is touched and admired by others. If you still feel that coming to the army is just a formality, and you feel that such hard work is not worth it, then you can report and apply to leave now."

There was no sound in the conference room, even those who were dissatisfied and emotional did not dare to say anything, not only because they could not give up the film, but also because instructor Yang's soul-pointing torture left them speechless.

Li Wei originally worried that Yang Fan would not be able to control these people, but now it seems that the captain has vision, and Yang Fan is indeed very suitable for ideological education.

Su Ran was shocked. What Instructor Yang said was too good. This is also a torture for each actor's self-cultivation. Acting is not about doing a few movements in front of the camera, memorizing lines, crying when sad, and laughing when happy. Shallow interpretation, the real actor has faith, the famous actor Robert.De Niro once said something like this - if you want to play a role well, you don't play him, but become him.Perhaps, you can't fully become the role you want to play, which is the highest state of an actor, but you should try to integrate into the role as much as possible, try to figure out the character's identity, background, experience the character's experience and mood, so that the character you deduce can be Only those with soul and full flesh and blood can move people's hearts.

"You have one night to think about it. If I don't receive your application report tomorrow morning, then I will assume that you agree with what I said tonight. Starting tomorrow, I will ask you as a soldier and train you , please put away your grievances, grit your teeth, and treat yourself as a soldier, a real soldier, and end the meeting this month."

Before everyone could react, Yang Fan and Li Wei withdrew, leaving behind a group of students.

For a while, no one spoke, and no one left. Everyone was stunned, wondering whether they were exhausted or thinking about whether to submit the application report tomorrow.

Shen Yifeng, who is the oldest in the class and also has the most right to speak, broke the silence first: "Everyone, please persevere. This is also a rare experience. It has a beginning and an end. Since I have accepted this drama, I will do my best to complete it." , don’t leave any regrets for yourself.”

Ye Dansha flattered her, "Brother Feng, I support you."

Liu Yayi said weakly, "I'm not leaving either."

Qi Lei shook his head, his eyes were firm: "I won't leave."

Chen Tao stretched his legs, and said weakly: "It's all here, why don't you go?"

He had begged for this role from his father, and if he left now, he would not be cut to death by his father.

Several others also said they would not leave.

Shen Yifeng smiled and said: "Since everyone is not leaving, let's work hard! We will definitely do it."

Shen Yifeng stretched out a hand, Ye Dansha was the first to cover it, followed by Qi Lei, Chen Tao...

When Su Ran stretched out his hand, Shen Yifeng had already started shouting "Come on!" Everyone shouted "Come on!" and then withdrew their hands.

Su Ran's hands were in mid-air, very embarrassed.

Such blatant rejection hurts more than ignorance, and it seems that it is quite difficult for everyone to accept her again.

However, one day she will clarify the facts and restore her innocence.

(End of this chapter)