first princess

Chapter 238 The Truth About the Past Life (2)
Zhuge Yu took her seat and let her sit on his lap, his eyes sparkled, when he looked closely, he was a little excited: "Linglong." His voice was trembling!
Shui Linglong leaned against his chest, stroking it repeatedly: "Huh?"

Afraid of scaring her, Zhuge Yu considered his tone, but his heart was really too excited. After so many years, he hated and hated his feelings. Besides, as a mother, she also had her own reasons.Zhuge Yu calmed down the turmoil in his heart, and said softly: "I found Shangguan Qian."

Shui Linglong's slightly closed eyes widened suddenly: "What? Say it again."

"I found Shangguan Qian!"

Shui Linglong sat up straight in his arms, and said in disbelief, "You mean...the real Shangguan Qian, our mother?"

Zhuge Yu nodded, his heart beating unusually fast and vigorously: "Well, when I led the troops out of Beijing, I felt that she was watching me from a certain corner. I went to Xiangmanlou every day, hoping to lure her out. Unfortunately, she is too Be cautious, I have been waiting for a month, but she just doesn't show up, there is no other way, I can only trick her into appearing by feigning death." Those men in black were his Xiaowei, he was not injured, his shoulders were raised Hide the blood bag.

After so many years of fulfilling his long-cherished wish, it is no wonder that he is so excited, and besides being excited, he is also somewhat apprehensive. After all, he has missed the best years, and it may not be natural and smooth to get along again.But no matter what, every child longs for a happy family and a happy parent. Guo Yan is like this, and so is Zhuge Yu.Shui Linglong touched Zhuge Yu's slightly flushed face from excitement, and said softly, "Mother...how are you?"

Zhuge Yu's eyes dimmed suddenly, like the blue sky suddenly covered with haze, and there was no more light: "It's not very good."

Shui Linglong pressed her forehead against his: "Where does mother live now?"

Zhuge Yu held her hand on her cheek and sighed slightly: "Live in the General's Mansion."

"Then... the father's side..." Tell?Do not tell?Shui Linglong blinked.

Zhuge Yu's eyes became darker and darker: "She won't let me tell you. Well, you rest first, I still have some things to deal with in my study."

But Zhifan felt a little resentful because of Cui's mother's affairs, and walked a little faster, but not to the point of rampage, unexpectedly, she didn't bump into others, someone bumped into her.As soon as she stepped across the hall, she was hit by someone, her shoulder hurt, she called out: "Who is this?"

Baimei supported her in a flustered expression: "Yes... I'm sorry..." After saying that, she ran out of the hallway without looking back!

Zhifan was angry and had nowhere to vent, and instantly felt a huge stone was blocked in her chest. Looking at Baimei, who had always been at odds with her, she didn't realize why Baimei would apologize. According to Baimei's temperament, it was appropriate to scold her for not long eyes.When Zhi Fan entered the room, Zhuge Yu had already gone to work in the study, and Zhi Fan told the story of Lu Yu's mother Cui: "The servant is greeting her, but she ignores the servant."

Ever since Leng Wei's death came to light, the Leng family and Leng Youru had completely broken off. Yao Xinyu was no match for all relatives. Even if she wanted to repair the relationship between the two families, Leng Chengkun and his wife, who had lost their beloved daughter, would not compromise no matter what.On the first day of the Lunar New Year, Zhuge Liuyun and Leng Youru visited, but Leng Chengkun ruthlessly locked him out.I don't know what mother Cui came here to convey to Yao Xinyu.

"...Grandma, this time the servant is here, it's actually the master's intention, you can go back to your mother's house with my son no matter what tomorrow morning!" Cui's mother wiped her tears and left the room together with Cen'er.

Leng Youru sat alone in front of the window, the night was falling, the crescent moon and stars in the sky were dazzling, but suddenly, the thick clouds smeared in the sky like ink, and it was as heavy as black iron, making people breathless Come.After being dazed for a long time, Leng Youru returned to the bedside, stroked Brother Hao's soft hair, and there was a hint of dependence in her eyes.

After a while, the door was pushed open, the air was convected, and the strong wind blew the curtains across her face, and instinctively, she closed her eyes.Zhuge Liuyun closed the door, and the curtain slowly fell back to the ground.Leng Youru opened her eyes, Zhuge Liuyun had already come in front of her, glanced at Brother Hao who was sleeping soundly, held her soft and boneless hand again and said: "Will you spoil him like this? He is five years old It's time to go to sleep." The point is that this little guy always occupies his place, he and Youru can't do adult things, he will wake up and say, "What are you playing? I want to come too! "

Leng Youru spoke softly, afraid of disturbing him like a dream: "He is different from other children, he is too sensitive and lonely."

Zhuge Liuyun nodded when he heard the words, touched Leng Youru's hard belly again, and said happily: "It seems to be much bigger."

Leng Youru's eyelashes trembled, and the corners of her lips raised slightly uncontrollably: "Well, it's bigger at night, not so obvious during the day."

Zhuge Liuyun smiled and looked at her who had changed a lot after pregnancy: "Where do you want to go after the baby is born?"

"Huh?" Leng Youru opened her eyes in surprise.

Zhuge Liuyun withdrew his hand on her stomach: "I mean, take you on a tour, where do you want to go?"

Leng Youru lowered her eyes, thought for a while seriously, and said, "I want to go to the Xi Clan. I heard that the snow-capped mountains there are beautiful and the grasslands are vast. The top of the mountain is covered with ice and snow all year round, but the mountainside is full of flowers and warm as spring. "It was there that the old lady Leng and Yao Xinyu had a love affair.

Zhuge Liuyun didn't know the history of Leng's family, but she wanted to go, so he took her there: "Okay, after giving birth, we will go to the Xi family when you have recovered almost. You buy a few plants and come back to raise them."

Leng Youru's eyes flickered brightly, this was an expression Zhuge Liuyun had never seen before, he had a feeling that she seemed to have opened up her heart a little bit, intending to accept him, the palace, and Zhuge's home.He put his arms around her shoulders and said earnestly: "For 22 years as a husband and wife, we have gone through all the ups and downs that we should have experienced. In the past, I was the one who was sorry for you and Yan'er. I will try my best to be good to you and the child in the future."

Leng Youru moved her head, pressed her forehead against his neck, and said "Yes", which was regarded as a tacit consent, Zhuge Liuyun smiled in surprise, and heard her say calmly: "Tomorrow morning, accompany me Go back to Leng's house."

Zhuge Liuyun responded with one mouthful: "Okay."

In the middle of the night, after Leng Youru fell asleep, Zhuge Liuyun got up and went to the study to deal with all kinds of information from the network under his name.After walking a few steps, he suddenly saw a beautiful figure blocking his way...

The next day, when the sky was bright, Leng Youru held back her drowsiness and got up in the morning. While helping her to change clothes, Cen'er said: "My lord didn't go back to Qingyou courtyard last night, so I don't know if he is resting in the main courtyard. This servant will invite you .”

"it is good."

Cen'er stepped out of the room, and Leng Youru called over to Defu's house: "Hey, take care of my cousin, my lord and I probably came back late today, if you are here after school, you can take your cousin to sit in your room sit."

"Yes, I have remembered." The Telford family respectfully blessed Fu's body.

Not long after, Cen'er went back to the house with a sullen face: "The prince is not here! Uncle Yu said that the prince came to our Qingyou courtyard in the middle of the night, and he never returned to the main courtyard, but the servant remembers that the prince left the courtyard when the prince was here. The servant thought that The prince went to the outer study room, and then asked the gatekeeper and the guards. The prince left the second door around midnight, and then went out of the gate of the palace. That is to say, the prince did not go to the outer study room at all. ...and just left! The servant asked the coachman in the mansion again, only to find out that the lord didn't use a carriage at all, he rode out of the mansion on his own bloody BMW, and it was not in the direction of the upward direction, so he didn't know where the lord was going. What are you doing! Alas! How about...we...wait?"

Leng Youru looked at the hourglass on the wall, a hint of disappointment flashed in her eyes: "No, prepare the carriage."

In Leng's mansion, Yao Xinyu was leaning weakly on the head of the bed, her hair hanging like snow and silver hair hanging on her shoulders without combing her hair into a bun, making her look paler and paler. Leng Chengkun sat on the chair opposite, listening to her with a solemn expression. Exhortation, "...the old lady wrote to me and told me that Chengkun owed you a debt for that foolish account back then! You are a married man, and you are out in the wind and snow! Kashgar's envoy serves the gods all his life , is it something you can get your hands on?" At the end of the speech, breathing suddenly became difficult, and the whole person gasped!
Leng Chengkun hurriedly stepped forward to follow her back, choked up with worry, "Mother, don't get excited, okay? Don't talk, take a good rest..."

Yao Xinyu pushed him away weakly, but didn't listen to him: "Don't tell me that the medicine was stolen from you by the collusion of the imperial court and Shangguan Yan. In many cases, man will win the day, if your father gave the medicine that time , can they...can they succeed? You tell me, you tell me!"

Leng Chengkun lowered his eyes embarrassingly, and said with tears, "I won't succeed. My father has been prudent and safe all his life, and he has kept himself clean. Wealth and honor can't be lewd, and might can't be subdued..." The more he talked, the more he felt that he had ruined Yan'er's life. Tenaciously resisting Shangguan Yan's charm, you can hold on to the antidote, and Yan'er will not die from the poison, and even if the court or Shangguan Yan take any strangling measures against Yan'er later, it will not matter to the Leng family, It's none of his business with Leng Chengkun.

Yao Xinyu held back the feeling of weakness all over her body, and said: "You killed Yan'er, and Youru killed Wei'er, each of you has your own last resort, you can say that you were plotted by a villain, and she can also say She saved Sister Hui's life...Hate, I can't stop hating, child!"

Leng Chengkun looked at his mother's paler and paler face, and heard his mother's weaker and weaker voice, his throat was swollen and painful: "Mother, don't talk about it, the son knows it, the son will not blame his sister, and the son will be with you." My sister has let go of her suspicions!"

Yao Xinyu touched Leng Chengkun's face that was already dripping with tears at some point, and squeezed out a faint smile, "Manly man, don't shed blood and tears, what your father taught you, have you returned it to him?"

Leng Chengkun could barely hold back her tears. At this moment, Leng Youru walked over quickly. When she saw the emaciated mother on the bed, who had almost no life, her mind instantly became chaotic: "Mother!" How could she be so sick? so heavy?Mother Cui only said that she was sick and asked her to visit relatives, but unexpectedly...

When Yao Xinyu looked past Leng Youru but saw nothing, the expression on her face froze.Leng Chengkun turned his head and frowned: "Where's the prince?"

Leng Youru lowered her eyes, suppressed her tears and said softly: "He has something to do, come later."

Yao Xinyu smiled, and stretched out her hands to her son and daughter. Leng Chengkun and Leng Chengkun knelt down at the same time, holding their mother's wrinkled hands, and tears fell down.Yao Xinyu laughed with tears in her eyes: "Promise me, you two... cherish each other like you did when you were young..."

The two nodded with tears in their eyes.Yao Xinyu showed a look of satisfaction, her eyes swept back and forth between the two of them, and the smile gradually froze on the corners of her lips: "I am most worried about Youru. …so similar…"

Leng Youru held her mother's hand and burst into tears: "I'm living a good life, really, they all treat me very well... The prince also said that he would take me to the Xi clan to play, do you remember the Xi clan? I went with my dad..."

Yao Xinyu's tear-filled eyes were full of longing, and the house in front of her seemed to suddenly turn into a towering snow mountain. Leng Yu'an walked back to the camp from the foot of the mountain with her on her back.Leng Youru noticed that her pupils had gradually faded, and her whole heart was clenched in anxiety: "I will soon have a child of my own... Mom, if you stay a little longer, you haven't seen Yan'er , I have to see him this time... My child... I don't even have a chance to call you 'Grandma'..."

Yao Xinyu looked at Leng Chengkun, the brilliance in her pupils disappeared sharply: "Take good care of... your sister, just like taking care of Yixuan...."

Leng Chengkun could not bear to tremble all over: "Okay!"

Yao Xinyu pulled out the hand held by Leng Chengkun, wiped the tears from the corners of Leng Youru's eyes, and shed tears while laughing: "Will the prince come?"

Leng Youru nodded without thinking: "He's on his way, he will come..."

Yao Xinyu's face was pale, but her smile was even bigger: "Then I'll wait for him and tell him something." However, she didn't wait, and when the last ray of sunlight disappeared from the window sill at dusk, she also left this world forever, but Her eyes kept looking in the direction of the gate, and she didn't close it until she died.

Leng Youru collapsed, completely collapsed, she hugged Yao Xinyu's body like a lunatic, not allowing anyone to approach her, not allowing anyone to put makeup on her, and not allowing anyone to change her clothes.She didn't say anything, she just wept quietly, drop by drop, she did the same when Yan'er died.Leng Chengkun was afraid that she would be too sad and bored, so he persuaded her to let go, but she refused, so he hugged Yao Xinyu who was already cold and stiff, tears streaming down his face.Until she could no longer shed a tear, her stomach suddenly burst into cramps, she couldn't hold on anymore, and fell down.

Leng Chengkun took her in his arms in time, and suddenly felt a hot, sticky touch on his arm. He lifted it up and looked, as if struck by lightning: "Doctor, please! Please, doctor--"

Leng Youru didn't know how long she had been in a coma, she just felt that the surroundings were pitch black, but it seemed like there were floating dark clouds, her body was so weak that she couldn't even open her eyes, but there was a voice in her ears that seemed to be there.

"Doctor! How is Youru's condition?"

"Reporting to the lord, the condition of the princess is not very good, the child...is gone!"

The child is gone?The child conceived after 20 years...is gone?Leng Youru's heart seemed to be ruthlessly cut open by a sharp sword, and blood flowed out, staining her dark sky and earth red, and the surroundings instantly brightened up, and she came to the yard full of lilacs again, Yan'er was lying on her stomach Draw circles with a brush on the stone table, chubby little hands, red cheeks, grape-like round and big black eyes, white and sparse teeth showing in a smile...so clear!
She looked at Yan'er, and Yan'er saw her too, but this time, Yan'er didn't smile like before and said, "Mother, Yan'er is coming here soon, Yan'er can write, look!" Accidentally knocked over the inkstone and stained the clothes.Yan'er wrinkled her little face and cried heartbroken: "Mother, why don't you want me? Do you not like me?"

No!How could she not like him?He is her flesh and blood born in October of her pregnancy, and she is the closest person in the world!But she couldn't make a sound, as if the air was frozen, and her voice couldn't penetrate.

Yan'er still kept crying: "You just don't like me, you don't like me, and my father doesn't like me either, you don't like me! You abandoned me more than ten years ago, and now you still don't want me! I won't come again I won’t be with you anymore, anyway, I’m superfluous! Look, you lost me again this time!”

Lost it again?What's the meaning?Could it be that the fetus she slipped off was Yan'er? "I didn't—" Leng Youru yelled through the barrier with all her strength, but suddenly woke up from her sleep, her eyes flashed with strong grief and pain.

Leng Chengkun was startled by the wailing wailing, he hurriedly passed his body, looked at her who was still in shock, suppressed a relaxed tone, and said, "You're awake, thank God! But do you still feel uncomfortable? "

Leng Youru didn't answer his words, but subconsciously asked: "Where is the prince?"

Leng Chengkun's face suddenly sank, and he was afraid of scaring her, so he quickly sat up straight and looked away: "He didn't come!"

So, the scene just now was also a dream.Leng Youru's eyes dimmed first, then brightened: "My child..."

Leng Chengkun took a deep breath, suppressed the anger that was on the verge of eruption, and looked at his sister with a little more tenderness in his eyes: "The child is saved, don't worry." Leng Youru supported the bed with one hand and slowly sat up, Leng Chengkun's eyes trembled, and he supported her: "What are you doing? Lie down and rest!"

Leng Youru let go of her gaze, and said coldly, "I'll send my mother off for the last time."

Leng Chengkun raised his head, blinked his red eyes quickly, and felt that his breathing was trembling: "Okay."

(End of this chapter)