Chapter 308 All the Truth
If it was Jian Yinuo in normal times, she would not want to touch other people's things, especially such a private tool as a mobile phone.But Jian Yinuo was really curious about this phone, and wanted to find out what it was.
Jian Yinuo secretly glanced at Leng Shaoting, quietly holding the phone, and started reading it by the bed.Seeing that the phone still had a password, Jian Yinuo couldn't help but frowned. Looking at Leng Shaoting who was sleeping, he frowned and said, "Why do you still have a password? Is there something you're hiding from me?"
Jian Yinuo thought about this, and suddenly frowned even tighter.In fact, Leng Shaoting told her about the so-called amnesia and the so-called past.Although what Leng Shaoting told her was consistent with her feelings.But before she believed that she had lost her memory, she also felt that the memory of being with Leng Ming'an was real?
Jian Yinuo felt that maybe she shouldn't rely solely on her own feelings or what Leng Shaoting told her as the guideline for everything.She needs to find other evidence to prove that what Leng Shaoting said is true, and all her feelings are also true.
Thinking of this, Jian Yinuo looked down at the phone in his hand, and whispered: "If everything is true, then you shouldn't be afraid of me seeing it, right?"
Thinking of this, Jian Yinuo narrowed her eyes slightly, smiled and pressed the phone screen: "1234..."
But the screen immediately showed that the password was entered incorrectly. Jian Yinuo thought for a while, and entered her birthday number, and it passed.Seeing the main screen, Jian Yinuo looked up at Leng Shaoting with a smile, and said in a low voice, "I didn't expect you to be so devoted to me that you even used my birthday as your password. Yes, I will give you a big reward."
Jian Yinuo finished speaking with a smile, and immediately looked through the call records, and saw that Leng Shaoting would call someone regularly in the middle of the night, which made Jian Yinuo frowned in doubt: "Who is this? Could it be Xiaosan? No, he has been so loyal to me that he left everything to accompany me to the island. If there is a Xiaosan, how could he be so devoted to me? Is it a child? Is it so late? It’s strange !"
But Jian Yinuo didn't dare to call back, so she immediately opened the text message to see if there was a text message with this phone number.Turning to the text message column, I looked at Leng Shaoting's cell phone, and suddenly a text message came, which happened to be sent from that phone number.Jian Yinuo looked at Leng Shaoting with a guilty conscience, then bit her lip, clicked on the text message, and opened the text message.
Then Jian Yinuo saw the content of the text message: Mr. Leng, in order to avoid irritating Miss Jian, you are right to conceal the news of her father's death.
After Jian Yinuo saw this text message, she was stunned immediately. She looked at this text message, couldn't help but raised her hand and rubbed her eyes to make sure that she didn't read the wrong word, then suddenly smiled and said in a hoarse voice : "Absurd... ridiculous... this must be another nightmare. Really, I feel weird. I have been having nightmares these days. How could I not have nightmares suddenly? So it was just a nightmare? I lie down Go back to the bed, close your eyes, and sleep for a while, it will be fine. Then wait for the dream to wake up, it will be fine..."
When Jian Yinuo said this, he immediately threw away Leng Shaoting's mobile phone, climbed onto the bed, and hurriedly lifted the quilt to cover himself. Jian Yinuo closed his eyes tightly, and said in a low voice: "Okay It's safe now, and now I can sleep and wait for the dream to wake up."
After Jian Yinuo finished speaking, she wrapped herself tightly in the quilt again.The noise caused by Jian Yinuo's movement was too loud, which woke up Leng Shaoting too. Leng Shaoting immediately opened his eyes and saw Jian Yinuo hiding under the quilt, and then his mobile phone was thrown on the ground .Leng Shaoting immediately frowned, walked to the phone, and picked it up.See the text message on the phone.Leng Shaoting held his forehead angrily.He was too tired during this time, seeing that Jian Yinuo had taken the medicine and fell asleep peacefully, he also fell asleep steadily. He didn't expect that this sleep was so solid that Jian Yinuo was more sleepy than him. Wake up early.
Leng Shaoting took a deep breath, frowned, walked slowly towards Jian Yinuo, stretched out his hand to Jian Yinuo, and said softly: "Yinuo..."
Jian Yinuo hid in a hurry, and said nervously: "I know, it's all fake, I'm still having nightmares, these are all fake, I know, you don't need to explain to me, I understand, I I understand... my dad is still waiting for me at home, as long as I go home, I can see my dad, he will buy me a birthday cake on my birthday, and my birthday is coming soon, how could he die? How could he be willing to die? Abandon me? He clearly knows that I don't have a mother anymore, how could he still give up on me and leave alone? "
Leng Shaoting slowly reached out his hand like Jian Yinuo, put it on Jian Yinuo's shoulder, frowned and said, "Yinuo..."
Leng Shaoting still remembered that many years ago, he was the one who told Jian Yinuo that her father's body had been found, and it was he who told Jian Yinuo that her father had passed away.Leng Shaoting did not expect that after so many years, he would still tell Jian Yinuo all this.
But now that Jian Yinuo has found out, there is no need to continue to hide it, and it may cause Jian Yinuo's consciousness confusion.
"It's true..." Leng Shaoting said in a deep voice: "Yinuo, your father really passed away. It was already a few years ago. We were just together at that time, and we hadn't talked about marriage yet. He died before he had two children."
Jian Yinuo interrupted Leng Shaoting's words loudly: "Shut up, I don't want to listen to you, you just said that my father is still there, and you said that don't call him, don't contact him, lest he worry, Is this all a lie you made up?"
When Jian Yinuo said this, she immediately wrapped the quilt tightly. She was like a snail who was shrunk in a shell and was unwilling to face the world. Hide in a safe space, free from outside intrusions.Jian Yinuo shook his head while crying and said: "I didn't hear anything, I didn't see anything, my father is still alive, as long as I get home, I can see him."
Leng Shaoting looked at Jian Yinuo, as if he saw Jian Yinuo many years ago. Many years ago, when Jian Yinuo learned of her father's death, he also avoided in the same way.Leng Shaoting did not expect that after so many years, all this would happen again.
Leng Shaoting couldn't bear to tell Jian Yinuo everything, but just like many years ago, even if he couldn't bear to, Leng Shaoting knew that he had to tell her everything.Because he is her closest person, because she was bruised all over because of him.
Leng Shaoting slowly sat by Jian Yinuo's bed, and said in a low voice: "Since you have found out, I will tell you everything. I didn't dare to tell you before because I was afraid that you would not be able to accept it. I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it. But now that you've found out, if you don't make it clear, you may also feel pain."
"I don't..." Jian Yinuo cried and shook her head in the quilt, and said in a low voice: "I don't feel pain, I don't want to know all this, I don't want to know...don't tell me...please... "
Leng Shaoting heard Jian Yinuo's subtle begging, he was not soft-hearted, he really wanted to stop everything, hugged Jian Yinuo and said with a smile: "It's okay, this is all a joke, in fact, her father is still there , all the pain has not yet begun.", but then?Then continue to let Jian Yinuo immerse herself in a dream?Then let Jian Yinuo never wake up, let her hide in her dream forever?
Leng Shaoting frowned, turned his head to look at Jian Yinuo seriously, and said in a low voice: "Yinuo... don't hide, even if you hide under the quilt, I will make it clear to you. Your father , he is no longer here, he was killed..."
After Leng Shaoting finished speaking, he explained Jian Yinuo and his past in these years to Jian Yinuo bit by bit, except for hiding the part where Jian Yinuo was controlled by Leng Mingan to kill.Leng Shaoting only received too much stimulation after Jian Yinuo was hijacked by Leng Ming'an, which caused her psychological breakdown and confusion in her consciousness. Leng Shaoting has hidden many other dark sides.
But just what Leng Shaoting said was enough to blow Jian Yinuo, she shivered into a small ball, cried and shook her head and said: "No...no...what you said is not true, you You must be lying to me... no... it's different, no..."
Leng Shaoting didn't stop Jian Yinuo's denial, he let out a sigh of relief lying beside Jian Yinuo, and said in a low voice: "I know, now you will definitely want to believe that you and Leng Ming'an love each other, and you A world where your father hasn't died yet. But this world, cruel as it is, is real. You're not just a daughter, you're a mother, you're a wife. If you continue to hide in the old world, you can neither really embrace your father nor Losing your child, and me..."
When Leng Shaoting said this, he thought of Jian Yinuo stretching out his hand, put his hand on Jian Yinuo's shoulder, and said in a low voice: "Don't run away anymore, okay? Can you give us a chance to face it again? Everything in the past. We could get over it before, why not now?"
Jian Yinuo quietly huddled under the quilt, but Leng Shaoting could feel Jian Yinuo's trembling through the quilt, and he could clearly feel all of Jian Yinuo's pain.Leng Shaoting turned around slightly, hugged Jian Yinuo, and said in a low voice: "You don't have to accept everything now, you can take your time, don't be afraid, I won't force you. I am very patient and can I have been waiting for you for a long time, I can wait for you... until you are willing to come out and face me..."
Jian Yinuo closed her eyes tightly and frowned. She kept curling up like this. She tried to escape. She just needed to shrink back into the previous shell. As long as she went back to the past, she didn't have to face it. With these messy things, she can continue to live in the world with her father.But Leng Shaoting's hug behind her made her unable to escape. She frowned, wiped away her tears, and said in a hoarse voice, "I see..."
Then Jian Yinuo slowly lifted the quilt, she turned her head to look at Leng Shaoting, and said in a trembling voice with a strong cry: "Why are you so cruel, why? Why is everything before that fake?"
Leng Shaoting hugged Jian Yinuo and said in a low voice: "It's cruel because it's true. Everything in between is fabricated, so it's all fake."
When Leng Shaoting said this, he hugged Jian Yinuo vigorously.Jian Yinuo couldn't stop her tears, when the current pain uncovered all the scars of the past together, Jian Yinuo felt double the pain.Jian Yinuo's mentality was on the verge of collapse, and she couldn't even control her body at all. She kept crying, trembling uncontrollably, and fell asleep.
Leng Shaoting couldn't cope with this situation, so he invited many doctors to go to the island, and after a physical examination for Jian Yinuo, it was still due to psychological reasons.But facing Jian Yinuo's current psychological condition, the psychiatrist was completely helpless.A psychiatrist can repair a damaged heart, but cannot repair a dying heart.
Leng Shaoting stopped letting those doctors go to the island, and he began to take care of Jian Yinuo himself.Every day, he told Jian Yinuo the interesting things that happened to them in the past, and the troublesome things that Jian Shuang and Jian Luoyang had done. He kept telling various stories, as if he would never know how to get tired.
"You only learned pasta, and you haven't learned dessert yet. There is also beer duck. Even if your father is gone, we often visit your father's grave, and we can take it to them when the time comes. By the way, your father Mom was buried together, and there is a tree planted next to their public offering, which has been planted since your father died. Life always ends and there is a new life. The tree grows very strong, just a few years, The trunk became very thick. The last time you went to visit your father’s grave, you said with a smile that this tree is so round, it looks like your father’s beer belly. At that time, the wind suddenly blew up, making the leaves rattle, You stuck out your tongue, quickly hid behind me, and hurriedly explained to your father that you were joking, and told him not to be angry. In fact, I think you are too timid, why would your father be angry with you What? That's just playing around with you, but you are always afraid..." Leng Shaoting said this, and saw Jian Yinuo's eyelids move slightly.
Leng Shaoting immediately held Jian Yinuo's hand, and said in a low voice: "Yinuo... the wound is very painful, and it will indeed be more painful to open the wound again, but if you escape, the wound will never heal, I think... ...Your father probably wouldn't be willing to see this happen, he would want you to live under the sun, even if sometimes the sun hurts people's eyes, but the warmth under the sun can only be experienced by people under the sun .”
Jian Yinuo slowly opened his eyes. When Leng Shaoting saw Jian Yinuo opened his eyes, he didn't show too much excitement. Instead, he was relatively calm. He seemed to know that Jian Yinuo would wake up. Yinuo smiled and said, "Are you hungry? I'll serve you a bowl of porridge."
Jian Yinuo looked at Leng Shaoting, and said in a hoarse voice: "I had a long, long dream... Are you awake now? Shaoting?"
"It seems to be awake." Leng Shaoting looked at Jian Yinuo and said softly.
Jian Yinuo closed her eyes hard, and said in a low voice: "I remember it, cook me something, I want to eat, I'm so hungry..."
When Jian Yinuo said this, she raised her head, glanced at the bottle that was infusing her with nutrient solution, frowned, and said with some annoyance: "I'm really fed up with these tubes, I want to eat."
Leng Shaoting was worried that Jian Yinuo was alone in the room, so he frowned at Jian Yinuo and said, "I will arrange for people to go to the island."
Jian Yinuo looked at Leng Shaoting with a smile, and smiled clearly: "Are you afraid that something will happen to me alone? I know, what do you think. How about this, you put me on the wheelchair and push me over there ?”
Only then did Leng Shaoting nod his head, and replied with a smile, "Okay, that's a good idea, I'll hug you."
After Leng Shaoting finished speaking, he walked to Jian Yinuo's side, bent slightly and hugged Jian Yinuo, carried Jian Yinuo to the wheelchair, and then Leng Shaoting covered Jian Yinuo's legs with a blanket .Jian Yinuo stroked the blanket with a smile, and said to Leng Shaoting with a smile: "I feel much better, this blanket feels very comfortable."
Leng Shaoting looked at the calm Jian Yinuo, and for some reason he looked at the calm Jian Yinuo now, but felt more panicked than before.Leng Shaoting slowly frowned, looked at Jian Yinuo and asked in a deep voice: "Have you really remembered everything? Do you want to have our child?"
Jian Yinuo nodded with a smile, and said in a deep voice: "Of course, Yinuo and Luo Yang, how could I forget."
Leng Shaoting asked in a low voice: "Then... what about Leng Ming'an?"
A frightened expression flashed across Jian Yinuo's eyes. She frowned, took a deep breath, and said in a hoarse voice: "Of course... I won't forget him...he kidnapped me. He...he He built a world for me to fall in love with him, and I have to believe it, because if I don't believe it, I will be killed."
At this point, Jian Yinuo lowered her head, cried tremblingly and said, "Shao Ting, you once said that I am a strong person, but I am really not as strong as you think."
Leng Shaoting squatted in front of Jian Yinuo, held Jian Yinuo's hand, and said softly: "But...but not everything is over, everything is better now. Leng Ming'an is dead, he... ..."
"You don't have to keep lying to me. I remember everything. I killed Leng Ming'an." Jian Yinuo frowned and looked at Leng Shaoting: "It was his order, but I forgot what the order was? I I just remembered that he said a word, and I killed him, and I felt like a puppet controlled by him."
Leng Shaoting quickly said: "It doesn't matter, he is dead now."
Jian Yinuo shook her head lightly, frowned and said, "Shao Ting, but the thread hasn't broken yet."
As Jian Yinuo said, she closed her eyes forcefully, and said in a low voice, "Shao Ting, cook me something, I'm really hungry."
Leng Shaoting frowned at Jian Yinuo, smiled and said, "Okay, I'll cook for you now."
After Leng Shaoting finished speaking, he immediately pushed Jian Yinuo out of the room, and he pushed Jian Yinuo to the restaurant on the first floor.Jian Yinuo was sitting on a wheelchair, looking at the knives on the kitchen, his eyes lit up instantly, and then Jian Yinuo hurriedly turned away, as if trying to suppress a certain desire.But Jian Yinuo tried her best to curb this desire, her hand firmly grasped the armrest of the wheelchair.
Leng Shaoting frowned and said in a low voice, "What's wrong?"
Jian Yinuo frowned and said in a low voice: "I...I feel a little confused..."
(End of this chapter)
If it was Jian Yinuo in normal times, she would not want to touch other people's things, especially such a private tool as a mobile phone.But Jian Yinuo was really curious about this phone, and wanted to find out what it was.
Jian Yinuo secretly glanced at Leng Shaoting, quietly holding the phone, and started reading it by the bed.Seeing that the phone still had a password, Jian Yinuo couldn't help but frowned. Looking at Leng Shaoting who was sleeping, he frowned and said, "Why do you still have a password? Is there something you're hiding from me?"
Jian Yinuo thought about this, and suddenly frowned even tighter.In fact, Leng Shaoting told her about the so-called amnesia and the so-called past.Although what Leng Shaoting told her was consistent with her feelings.But before she believed that she had lost her memory, she also felt that the memory of being with Leng Ming'an was real?
Jian Yinuo felt that maybe she shouldn't rely solely on her own feelings or what Leng Shaoting told her as the guideline for everything.She needs to find other evidence to prove that what Leng Shaoting said is true, and all her feelings are also true.
Thinking of this, Jian Yinuo looked down at the phone in his hand, and whispered: "If everything is true, then you shouldn't be afraid of me seeing it, right?"
Thinking of this, Jian Yinuo narrowed her eyes slightly, smiled and pressed the phone screen: "1234..."
But the screen immediately showed that the password was entered incorrectly. Jian Yinuo thought for a while, and entered her birthday number, and it passed.Seeing the main screen, Jian Yinuo looked up at Leng Shaoting with a smile, and said in a low voice, "I didn't expect you to be so devoted to me that you even used my birthday as your password. Yes, I will give you a big reward."
Jian Yinuo finished speaking with a smile, and immediately looked through the call records, and saw that Leng Shaoting would call someone regularly in the middle of the night, which made Jian Yinuo frowned in doubt: "Who is this? Could it be Xiaosan? No, he has been so loyal to me that he left everything to accompany me to the island. If there is a Xiaosan, how could he be so devoted to me? Is it a child? Is it so late? It’s strange !"
But Jian Yinuo didn't dare to call back, so she immediately opened the text message to see if there was a text message with this phone number.Turning to the text message column, I looked at Leng Shaoting's cell phone, and suddenly a text message came, which happened to be sent from that phone number.Jian Yinuo looked at Leng Shaoting with a guilty conscience, then bit her lip, clicked on the text message, and opened the text message.
Then Jian Yinuo saw the content of the text message: Mr. Leng, in order to avoid irritating Miss Jian, you are right to conceal the news of her father's death.
After Jian Yinuo saw this text message, she was stunned immediately. She looked at this text message, couldn't help but raised her hand and rubbed her eyes to make sure that she didn't read the wrong word, then suddenly smiled and said in a hoarse voice : "Absurd... ridiculous... this must be another nightmare. Really, I feel weird. I have been having nightmares these days. How could I not have nightmares suddenly? So it was just a nightmare? I lie down Go back to the bed, close your eyes, and sleep for a while, it will be fine. Then wait for the dream to wake up, it will be fine..."
When Jian Yinuo said this, he immediately threw away Leng Shaoting's mobile phone, climbed onto the bed, and hurriedly lifted the quilt to cover himself. Jian Yinuo closed his eyes tightly, and said in a low voice: "Okay It's safe now, and now I can sleep and wait for the dream to wake up."
After Jian Yinuo finished speaking, she wrapped herself tightly in the quilt again.The noise caused by Jian Yinuo's movement was too loud, which woke up Leng Shaoting too. Leng Shaoting immediately opened his eyes and saw Jian Yinuo hiding under the quilt, and then his mobile phone was thrown on the ground .Leng Shaoting immediately frowned, walked to the phone, and picked it up.See the text message on the phone.Leng Shaoting held his forehead angrily.He was too tired during this time, seeing that Jian Yinuo had taken the medicine and fell asleep peacefully, he also fell asleep steadily. He didn't expect that this sleep was so solid that Jian Yinuo was more sleepy than him. Wake up early.
Leng Shaoting took a deep breath, frowned, walked slowly towards Jian Yinuo, stretched out his hand to Jian Yinuo, and said softly: "Yinuo..."
Jian Yinuo hid in a hurry, and said nervously: "I know, it's all fake, I'm still having nightmares, these are all fake, I know, you don't need to explain to me, I understand, I I understand... my dad is still waiting for me at home, as long as I go home, I can see my dad, he will buy me a birthday cake on my birthday, and my birthday is coming soon, how could he die? How could he be willing to die? Abandon me? He clearly knows that I don't have a mother anymore, how could he still give up on me and leave alone? "
Leng Shaoting slowly reached out his hand like Jian Yinuo, put it on Jian Yinuo's shoulder, frowned and said, "Yinuo..."
Leng Shaoting still remembered that many years ago, he was the one who told Jian Yinuo that her father's body had been found, and it was he who told Jian Yinuo that her father had passed away.Leng Shaoting did not expect that after so many years, he would still tell Jian Yinuo all this.
But now that Jian Yinuo has found out, there is no need to continue to hide it, and it may cause Jian Yinuo's consciousness confusion.
"It's true..." Leng Shaoting said in a deep voice: "Yinuo, your father really passed away. It was already a few years ago. We were just together at that time, and we hadn't talked about marriage yet. He died before he had two children."
Jian Yinuo interrupted Leng Shaoting's words loudly: "Shut up, I don't want to listen to you, you just said that my father is still there, and you said that don't call him, don't contact him, lest he worry, Is this all a lie you made up?"
When Jian Yinuo said this, she immediately wrapped the quilt tightly. She was like a snail who was shrunk in a shell and was unwilling to face the world. Hide in a safe space, free from outside intrusions.Jian Yinuo shook his head while crying and said: "I didn't hear anything, I didn't see anything, my father is still alive, as long as I get home, I can see him."
Leng Shaoting looked at Jian Yinuo, as if he saw Jian Yinuo many years ago. Many years ago, when Jian Yinuo learned of her father's death, he also avoided in the same way.Leng Shaoting did not expect that after so many years, all this would happen again.
Leng Shaoting couldn't bear to tell Jian Yinuo everything, but just like many years ago, even if he couldn't bear to, Leng Shaoting knew that he had to tell her everything.Because he is her closest person, because she was bruised all over because of him.
Leng Shaoting slowly sat by Jian Yinuo's bed, and said in a low voice: "Since you have found out, I will tell you everything. I didn't dare to tell you before because I was afraid that you would not be able to accept it. I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it. But now that you've found out, if you don't make it clear, you may also feel pain."
"I don't..." Jian Yinuo cried and shook her head in the quilt, and said in a low voice: "I don't feel pain, I don't want to know all this, I don't want to know...don't tell me...please... "
Leng Shaoting heard Jian Yinuo's subtle begging, he was not soft-hearted, he really wanted to stop everything, hugged Jian Yinuo and said with a smile: "It's okay, this is all a joke, in fact, her father is still there , all the pain has not yet begun.", but then?Then continue to let Jian Yinuo immerse herself in a dream?Then let Jian Yinuo never wake up, let her hide in her dream forever?
Leng Shaoting frowned, turned his head to look at Jian Yinuo seriously, and said in a low voice: "Yinuo... don't hide, even if you hide under the quilt, I will make it clear to you. Your father , he is no longer here, he was killed..."
After Leng Shaoting finished speaking, he explained Jian Yinuo and his past in these years to Jian Yinuo bit by bit, except for hiding the part where Jian Yinuo was controlled by Leng Mingan to kill.Leng Shaoting only received too much stimulation after Jian Yinuo was hijacked by Leng Ming'an, which caused her psychological breakdown and confusion in her consciousness. Leng Shaoting has hidden many other dark sides.
But just what Leng Shaoting said was enough to blow Jian Yinuo, she shivered into a small ball, cried and shook her head and said: "No...no...what you said is not true, you You must be lying to me... no... it's different, no..."
Leng Shaoting didn't stop Jian Yinuo's denial, he let out a sigh of relief lying beside Jian Yinuo, and said in a low voice: "I know, now you will definitely want to believe that you and Leng Ming'an love each other, and you A world where your father hasn't died yet. But this world, cruel as it is, is real. You're not just a daughter, you're a mother, you're a wife. If you continue to hide in the old world, you can neither really embrace your father nor Losing your child, and me..."
When Leng Shaoting said this, he thought of Jian Yinuo stretching out his hand, put his hand on Jian Yinuo's shoulder, and said in a low voice: "Don't run away anymore, okay? Can you give us a chance to face it again? Everything in the past. We could get over it before, why not now?"
Jian Yinuo quietly huddled under the quilt, but Leng Shaoting could feel Jian Yinuo's trembling through the quilt, and he could clearly feel all of Jian Yinuo's pain.Leng Shaoting turned around slightly, hugged Jian Yinuo, and said in a low voice: "You don't have to accept everything now, you can take your time, don't be afraid, I won't force you. I am very patient and can I have been waiting for you for a long time, I can wait for you... until you are willing to come out and face me..."
Jian Yinuo closed her eyes tightly and frowned. She kept curling up like this. She tried to escape. She just needed to shrink back into the previous shell. As long as she went back to the past, she didn't have to face it. With these messy things, she can continue to live in the world with her father.But Leng Shaoting's hug behind her made her unable to escape. She frowned, wiped away her tears, and said in a hoarse voice, "I see..."
Then Jian Yinuo slowly lifted the quilt, she turned her head to look at Leng Shaoting, and said in a trembling voice with a strong cry: "Why are you so cruel, why? Why is everything before that fake?"
Leng Shaoting hugged Jian Yinuo and said in a low voice: "It's cruel because it's true. Everything in between is fabricated, so it's all fake."
When Leng Shaoting said this, he hugged Jian Yinuo vigorously.Jian Yinuo couldn't stop her tears, when the current pain uncovered all the scars of the past together, Jian Yinuo felt double the pain.Jian Yinuo's mentality was on the verge of collapse, and she couldn't even control her body at all. She kept crying, trembling uncontrollably, and fell asleep.
Leng Shaoting couldn't cope with this situation, so he invited many doctors to go to the island, and after a physical examination for Jian Yinuo, it was still due to psychological reasons.But facing Jian Yinuo's current psychological condition, the psychiatrist was completely helpless.A psychiatrist can repair a damaged heart, but cannot repair a dying heart.
Leng Shaoting stopped letting those doctors go to the island, and he began to take care of Jian Yinuo himself.Every day, he told Jian Yinuo the interesting things that happened to them in the past, and the troublesome things that Jian Shuang and Jian Luoyang had done. He kept telling various stories, as if he would never know how to get tired.
"You only learned pasta, and you haven't learned dessert yet. There is also beer duck. Even if your father is gone, we often visit your father's grave, and we can take it to them when the time comes. By the way, your father Mom was buried together, and there is a tree planted next to their public offering, which has been planted since your father died. Life always ends and there is a new life. The tree grows very strong, just a few years, The trunk became very thick. The last time you went to visit your father’s grave, you said with a smile that this tree is so round, it looks like your father’s beer belly. At that time, the wind suddenly blew up, making the leaves rattle, You stuck out your tongue, quickly hid behind me, and hurriedly explained to your father that you were joking, and told him not to be angry. In fact, I think you are too timid, why would your father be angry with you What? That's just playing around with you, but you are always afraid..." Leng Shaoting said this, and saw Jian Yinuo's eyelids move slightly.
Leng Shaoting immediately held Jian Yinuo's hand, and said in a low voice: "Yinuo... the wound is very painful, and it will indeed be more painful to open the wound again, but if you escape, the wound will never heal, I think... ...Your father probably wouldn't be willing to see this happen, he would want you to live under the sun, even if sometimes the sun hurts people's eyes, but the warmth under the sun can only be experienced by people under the sun .”
Jian Yinuo slowly opened his eyes. When Leng Shaoting saw Jian Yinuo opened his eyes, he didn't show too much excitement. Instead, he was relatively calm. He seemed to know that Jian Yinuo would wake up. Yinuo smiled and said, "Are you hungry? I'll serve you a bowl of porridge."
Jian Yinuo looked at Leng Shaoting, and said in a hoarse voice: "I had a long, long dream... Are you awake now? Shaoting?"
"It seems to be awake." Leng Shaoting looked at Jian Yinuo and said softly.
Jian Yinuo closed her eyes hard, and said in a low voice: "I remember it, cook me something, I want to eat, I'm so hungry..."
When Jian Yinuo said this, she raised her head, glanced at the bottle that was infusing her with nutrient solution, frowned, and said with some annoyance: "I'm really fed up with these tubes, I want to eat."
Leng Shaoting was worried that Jian Yinuo was alone in the room, so he frowned at Jian Yinuo and said, "I will arrange for people to go to the island."
Jian Yinuo looked at Leng Shaoting with a smile, and smiled clearly: "Are you afraid that something will happen to me alone? I know, what do you think. How about this, you put me on the wheelchair and push me over there ?”
Only then did Leng Shaoting nod his head, and replied with a smile, "Okay, that's a good idea, I'll hug you."
After Leng Shaoting finished speaking, he walked to Jian Yinuo's side, bent slightly and hugged Jian Yinuo, carried Jian Yinuo to the wheelchair, and then Leng Shaoting covered Jian Yinuo's legs with a blanket .Jian Yinuo stroked the blanket with a smile, and said to Leng Shaoting with a smile: "I feel much better, this blanket feels very comfortable."
Leng Shaoting looked at the calm Jian Yinuo, and for some reason he looked at the calm Jian Yinuo now, but felt more panicked than before.Leng Shaoting slowly frowned, looked at Jian Yinuo and asked in a deep voice: "Have you really remembered everything? Do you want to have our child?"
Jian Yinuo nodded with a smile, and said in a deep voice: "Of course, Yinuo and Luo Yang, how could I forget."
Leng Shaoting asked in a low voice: "Then... what about Leng Ming'an?"
A frightened expression flashed across Jian Yinuo's eyes. She frowned, took a deep breath, and said in a hoarse voice: "Of course... I won't forget him...he kidnapped me. He...he He built a world for me to fall in love with him, and I have to believe it, because if I don't believe it, I will be killed."
At this point, Jian Yinuo lowered her head, cried tremblingly and said, "Shao Ting, you once said that I am a strong person, but I am really not as strong as you think."
Leng Shaoting squatted in front of Jian Yinuo, held Jian Yinuo's hand, and said softly: "But...but not everything is over, everything is better now. Leng Ming'an is dead, he... ..."
"You don't have to keep lying to me. I remember everything. I killed Leng Ming'an." Jian Yinuo frowned and looked at Leng Shaoting: "It was his order, but I forgot what the order was? I I just remembered that he said a word, and I killed him, and I felt like a puppet controlled by him."
Leng Shaoting quickly said: "It doesn't matter, he is dead now."
Jian Yinuo shook her head lightly, frowned and said, "Shao Ting, but the thread hasn't broken yet."
As Jian Yinuo said, she closed her eyes forcefully, and said in a low voice, "Shao Ting, cook me something, I'm really hungry."
Leng Shaoting frowned at Jian Yinuo, smiled and said, "Okay, I'll cook for you now."
After Leng Shaoting finished speaking, he immediately pushed Jian Yinuo out of the room, and he pushed Jian Yinuo to the restaurant on the first floor.Jian Yinuo was sitting on a wheelchair, looking at the knives on the kitchen, his eyes lit up instantly, and then Jian Yinuo hurriedly turned away, as if trying to suppress a certain desire.But Jian Yinuo tried her best to curb this desire, her hand firmly grasped the armrest of the wheelchair.
Leng Shaoting frowned and said in a low voice, "What's wrong?"
Jian Yinuo frowned and said in a low voice: "I...I feel a little confused..."
(End of this chapter)
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