star king

Chapter 574 There is only death, but it is getting farther and farther away

"Gege." Xiaoxiao cheered happily, and couldn't wait to run down the steps, towards Su Tong.

Su Tong put away his mobile phone and dragged his suitcase into the yard.

Xiaoxiao ran up to Su Tong and jumped slightly.

Su Tong laughed loudly, dropped the box, and put his arms around Xiao Xiao who jumped up.

"Isn't it cold to wear so little?" Su Tong tilted his head back and looked at Xiaoxiao carefully.

It's warm at home, the little girl only wears a autumn coat, it's different outside, the temperature outside is below zero.

The little girl didn't speak, she put her arms around Su Tong's neck and leaned closer with her small mouth, making a coquettish sound of "uuuuuuuuu", wanting to kiss her.

The little girl was still so innocent, she only knew how to touch mouth to mouth many times, Su Tong couldn't stand it, turned his face away: "Enough is enough."

How bad it is for others to see.

Xiaoxiao kissed enough, pinched Su Tong's face, and giggled.

"Come down, let's go into the house." Su Tong wanted to put Xiaoxiao down.

"No." Xiaoxiao refused, she felt at ease in such intimacy.

Su Tong had no choice but to hold the little girl in one arm and drag the suitcase with the other, and entered the house.

After entering the room, the door was closed, and Xiaoxiao was willing to come down.

Su Tong went to the room of the two sisters because there was a door leading to the bathroom that was originally built outside.

Xiaoxiao followed Su Tong in, watched Su Tong wash up, and never left.

"Gege, is America good? My eldest sister and I also want to go." The little girl kept asking Su Tong questions, saying that she liked the distance.

"The place that can't be reached is the distant place. This is the so-called distant place. In fact, home is the best place." Su Tong answered the little girl's question while brushing his teeth.

"Gege, are there any ghosts in the world? Eldest sister and I will be scared when we sleep at night." Xiaoxiao asked while lying on the sink.

"Sometimes yes, sometimes no." Su Tong said after rinsing his mouth and spitting it out.

"Why is there sometimes and sometimes not?" Xiaoxiao asked again.

Su Tong brushed his teeth a few times, stopped and continued: "For example, when we walk at night, we always hope that there will be no ghosts. If one day our relatives die, we always hope that there will be ghosts... Life is So contradictory."

Xiaoxiao doesn't understand the contradictions in life, but she understands that people will always grow old and die.

Su Tong's words made her eyes red. She heard from her elder sister that if a person dies, he will never come back. Not seeing her again is more terrifying than not seeing her mother, because her mother may be far away, and one day she may come back. Come back, and people will not come back when they die.

"It's okay. When people are alive, as long as they cherish the people around them, that's enough. So you have to be obedient and don't make my sister unhappy." Su Tong brushed his teeth with one hand and rubbed the little girl's head with the other.

"Yeah, although the eldest sister is very fierce, but I like the eldest sister, I will be obedient." Xiaoxiao seriously agreed.

"Good." Su Tong continued to brush his teeth.

Xiaoxiao couldn't help asking Su Tong again: "Gege, how big is the world?"

Su Tong was startled suddenly.

He thought of the world, the real mom he had never met.

His memories before the age of 18 in this world are all memories preserved by previous people.

In his memory, Su Tong also asked his mother who was knitting a sweater, how big is the world?
My mother said, the world is as big as you can go.

Thinking of this, Su Tong suddenly wanted to cry.

He rinsed his mouth to wash off the foam, put away the tooth bowl and toothbrush, bent down, and said seriously to Xiaoxiao: "No matter how big the world is, I love Xiaoxiao and Xiaoyu without hesitation, because there is nothing in this world except you. Eternity. When I look at you, I still think of you in my heart."

After leaving the bathroom, Su Tong took Xiaoxiao to rummage through the box and cabinet, and found the small towel that her mother used to knit, under the rubber ball and picture books, as if behind a whole childhood.

It lies at the bottom of the box, watching the time go by, listening to the wind fade away, waiting to be discovered.

"This is a small towel that my mother wove." Su Tong said to Xiao Xiao, it seemed to take Su Tong back to the past, back to the time when he played the game of little devil and catch with his parents.

At that time, Su Tong, who was blindfolded, felt terrified, as if he had lost everything in his panic, and once cried loudly.

At that time, my mother hugged him and said: "We have never gone far, we have always been by your side, don't be afraid."

As Su Tong said, he covered his eyes with a small towel again.

For just a moment, Su Tong seemed to lose his direction and walked in the darkness.

Xiaoxiao sat quietly by the side.

For a long time, Su Tong seemed to hear his mother's voice lingering in his ears: "We have never gone far, we have always been by your side."

It turns out that in the darkness, there is always a warm light in everyone's heart.

What is life?
Life is like a seed, whether you are ready or not, it will always germinate.Whether it will be beautiful rose seeds, elegant clover seeds, or tall maple seeds, no one knows.

We can only live in the long darkness, where the silence breeds a short and brilliant moment of openness.

After a long time, Su Tong took off the small towel that covered his eyes. He had already burst into tears, which was the memory of that person.

Poor people have their hateful features, and hateful people also have their pitiful features.

He loved his mother more than anyone else.

Without a mother, where is the scenery in life.

So he's withdrawn and hates his dad.

Su Tong remembered the story of Ahri in his previous life.

Ari accompanied her mother to the top of the mountain to watch the sunset.

The setting sun paints the whole world in gold, and the whole mountain range radiates brilliance.

It's a bit windy at the top of the mountain.

But it's warm to be around my mother.

Mom suddenly said that if she died one day, she would be buried here so that she could see the sunset here every day.

Ari asked, "What is death?"

Mom said: "This is a difficult question to answer, it means to leave temporarily!"

Ari asked: "How long will it be back?"

Mom said, "Well maybe a long time"

Ari asked: "I'll go to bed obediently and take a nap, will you be back?"

Mom smiled and shook her head.

"I took the train in the small town, from the first stop to the last stop, you came back right?"

Mom smiled and shook her head.

"Then when I obediently listen to you and tidy up the house, you will come back, right?"

Mom smiled and shook her head.

"Then you will come back when it snows in winter, right? You said you would make me a new hat every winter."

Mom smiled and shook her head.

"Then when the sapling I planted grows into a big tree, you will definitely come back, right?"

Mom still smiled and shook her head.

"Mom, when are you coming back?"

Mother smiled and touched Ali's head and said, "My silly child"

"No matter how long a nap in the world is, you can wait until you wake up."

"No matter how long the journey is, you can wait until the end is reached."

"No matter how cold the winter is, you can wait until the past."

"No matter how noisy the world is, it can wait for a quiet time."

"However, there is only death, but it gets farther and farther away."

Ali cried very sadly.

"Then will I never see you again? I don't want to!"

"No, little raccoon."

Mom hugged Ari and said with a smile.
"If one day I'm gone, you'll never hear my voice again"

"Never see me again."

"But you will feel that I am quietly with you. When you are in the back garden, I quietly watch you from the kitchen window."

"While you're in the kitchen, I'm knitting your sweater in the bedroom."

"When you are in the bedroom, I read the newspaper in the living room; when you are in the living room, I arrange my lilies in the back garden. You can't see me, but I have never been away from you."

"My little Ari, you must know that I will always love you."

(End of this chapter)