Qianxiang Baimei

Chapter 146 Yasha II

Li Fei didn't speak, she just raised her head and quietly looked at the two thin horns on the side of his head.

Lei Xiuyuan touched his horn, and said softly, "Don't like it? I'll put it away."

Li Fei's eyes shifted to his face, and he stared into his dark eyes for a long time, Lei Xiuyuan smiled slightly, and said softly: "The weapon spirit just now was sent by Cuixuan, since we left Moonless Court I followed him all the time. I originally got rid of him once near Xingzheng Pavilion, but he caught up again when we arrived in Donghai.”

She still didn't speak, just looked at him silently, her eyes that were once full of spirit were now only black and gray.

Lei Xiuyuan brushed the gravel off her hair, and said, "Li Fei, who else do you hate? Don't be afraid."

Everything that makes her worry and fear, he will chop it up with his own hands.

hatred?The person she hates the most is herself, who is fragile and good at evading, and who is used to relying on others.

The master had always hoped that she would be more independent. He often said: "If one day I am gone, you can live well by yourself, and you are considered a good child."

She replied at that time: "You are not here, I will find you."

The master would blow his beard and stare at her and lose his temper with her: "You big-headed ghost! You die after I die? I raised you so big for nothing! Even if you are a girl, you can't rely on others for everything, right? The sky is always unpredictable, look at those vines that can only climb, as long as the tree dies and the wall falls, can they still live?"

She was young, and when she thought of her master getting old and passing away one day, she became sad. She couldn't help shedding tears for a moment. Master patted her on the forehead and sighed: "Why are you sad? You are still young When I grow up, I will meet more people, make a few friends, and worship a good master. Maybe there will be some blind kid who insists on being good to you and spend the rest of his life with you. Life. Master raised you well, but not to make you rely on it for the rest of your life. It’s a good thing that you value feelings in your heart, but it’s my little boy who wipes away your tears and turns around to be a good man. wooden club."

hero?She is a woman, but can she deceive herself and others just because she is a woman?
There are many signs and details that she has not discovered, or in other words, she is avoiding discovery, avoiding all tragic things, as if as long as she thinks, this world will exist for her expectation.As long as you think that the master is alive, he will be fine, and they will meet again; as long as you think that your own life experience will not be discovered, as long as you don't mention it or understand it, she will always be safe, and she will really be an ordinary person. people.

She has been living in the illusion of self-deception and dependence on others, and the pain she is suffering now is also because of her fragility.But no matter how much she hated herself, Master still died for this incompetent her.

Who will die next?Lei Xiuyuan who worked so hard to suppress her various visions?In order to make her feel at ease, Ri Yan chose to hide everything?Or Ji Tongzhou who does not hesitate to confront the immortal?Master Chongyi?Senior sister Zhaomin?Colin? ...

I don't know how long it took, the distant sea and sky line began to reveal a clear light blue, but soon the morning light was covered by dark clouds again, the sea meteor is coming, and the weather in the East China Sea is ever-changing. Heavy rain is coming.

The two of them were soaked quickly, Lei Xiuyuan felt the person in his arms move, and his red eyes looked at the side of his head again, where there were no fine horns, and the rain-drenched hair stuck to his ear On, one by one dripping water.

He touched the side of his head and said softly, "You don't like it, so I took it back."

Li Fei's voice was a little hoarse: "...you are..."

He smiled and said calmly, "I just found out that I am Yasha, what should I do, we are all from overseas."

How will she react?suddenly realized?disgust?Don't believe him at all?No matter which one, he will accept it frankly.

I wanted to hide all this from her, but she still found out.When he saw that she was about to shed her shell, he couldn't tell whether he was ecstatic or sad.But he knew Li Fei's wish, she longed for the warmth of all feelings, and the shedding of her shell at this time was due to her self-punishment mentality, not her real wish.

In the end, he still chose to let her return to this body, and his instincts were roaring at him. He came across the ocean for this person surrounded by thunder and fire, not to see her be an ordinary person for the rest of her life.He is struggling with another invisible self. Is he a favorite, or is it like monopolizing his confinement?
He has no memory, no where he came from, and he doesn't know where he is going. He is a deformed person. Everything in this world, he looks on coldly, unmoved.If the human heart has something to give, there must be something to be gained. Only in this way can it be balanced. He is well versed in this way.

But there are always some people and places worth remembering. In the hut at the foot of the mountain in Xingzheng Pavilion, the sunlight in the morning every morning, the shining portrait of the fairy in Xingzheng Pavilion, the tree with crooked neck at the foot of the mountain, the Color, waiting mood and breathing.He will never forget these things.

There are also those lingering scents of wisteria flowers in the academy, that rude little girl like a man, she was really bad at first, frowning at every turn, accusing him of cowardice and incompetence unceremoniously, and frequently calling him "is he a man?" With harsh words, even he couldn't help but want to strangle her several times.

Later she asked him why he stopped doing bad things all of a sudden.He really didn't know that when he decided to give up, he felt as if he didn't want to forget Brother Lu. Some people have things that shouldn't be dealt with with cold rules.In the hearts of black and white people, they are colors and cannot be erased.

I like her, I really like her, I don't want to be separated for a moment, I don't want to see her in the slightest distress, in order to get close to her, and get closer, he can work hard for it.

But I don't know when it started, this feeling of wanting to love to the extreme, gradually turned into wanting to monopolize, the more time passed, the stronger the desire to imprison her in the body.I don't want her to have any thoughts of her own, and she doesn't want her eyes to look elsewhere. It would be great if I could hide her and let her belong to me forever and ever.

He couldn't even tell whether he loved her or wanted to use her as his confinement gradually.This weird instinctive impulse made him vigilant, confused him, and made him powerless.

Sometimes he felt that he seemed to be looking for something all the time, but he couldn't remember what he was looking for, and only being with her could calm the restlessness in his subconscious.Hide her, protect her, remove all obstacles for her, and make her completely her own. She doesn't have to think about anything, let alone worry, as long as she sees that he belongs to him.

He was deviating from the original love for her. He liked her because he wanted her to become better, not for her to become his confinement.

Why?When did he become in such a dilemma?Tossed and turned in love and possession.

When they were in the East China Sea, the hallucinations of mirage made each of them sink, and they couldn't get rid of it. He never talked about his illusions. Before that, he never knew that what he feared the most was not losing her, nor her. Don't love yourself, but she has never appeared in this world.

He dreamed that he was sitting alone under a giant tree that stretched across the sky and the earth, forever alone, unable to ask for anything.

After waking up from the dream, he couldn't figure it out. However, he finally understood now, what happened to the possessive heart, and everything about himself.

His 18 years of life were like a dream. He just woke up from a big dream, and once the fog covering his eyes dissipated, he saw everything clearly.

The person in his arms seemed to be trembling slightly. Lei Xiuyuan silently held her wet hair between his fingers and rubbed it around. He missed that afternoon in Qingqiu many years ago, and his heart for liking her was pure. A good girl has nothing to do with her background or possessiveness.

He just wanted her to be carefree.

But my girl, how can I make you smile again now?

Li Fei suddenly opened his arms to embrace him, and buried his wet head into his also wet embrace.

"Is it better?" Lei Xiuyuan brushed away the wet hair on her neck and asked softly.

She didn't shake her head or nod, the body in her arms was extremely familiar yet also extremely strange, but no matter what he was, he was just Lei Xiuyuan.

She will protect him, and this time she will never deceive herself again.

Ji Tongzhou followed the dragonfly demon back to Baili Gelin's small courtyard in the storm. He was soaked and out of breath, and the black blood of countless monsters was printed on his snow-white clothes.

"Still haven't found it." He touched the water on his face, his face was a little pale, "I can feel a lot of sudden monster aura near the sea, it's very powerful, has the seal of the trial site been broken?"

This made everyone in the courtyard look even uglier.Li Fei and Lei Xiuyuan disappeared suddenly. At first they thought they had found a secluded place to have a romantic relationship, but no one cared about them, but they didn't return overnight.

To be honest, if anyone here suddenly disappeared, they probably wouldn't be too nervous.Only Li Fei is rarely so capricious, since she was a child she has always been a prudent one, even if Lei Xiuyuan behaves capriciously, she will never go out of line with him, staying out overnight without saying hello is not her style.

Ye Ye was more worried: "Changyue said that many elders and immortals have come near the East China Sea in the past two days. I'm afraid it's because of Haiyun's matter. Could Zhenyunzi's matter be exposed? The two of them were taken away? "

Ji Tongzhou frowned and said: "It can't be so fast. Zhenyunzi has spent very little time in Xingzheng Pavilion these years, and it is not uncommon for him not to return for several years."

What's more, he is already a former elder, and the elders of the faction will not pay attention to him as before.

Baili Gelin summoned the centipede essence, she was most anxious, if Li Fei and the others encountered any accidents in the East China Sea, how would she face this sad place every day in the future?
"I'll look for it again!" She was about to jump up, when she suddenly saw two figures swaying slightly in the rainstorm, and they landed in front of everyone in the blink of an eye. It wasn't Li Fei and Lei Xiuyuan who had been missing all night!
Both of them didn't look very well, they were soaked through, Li Fei's head was covered with mud and sand, but he didn't see any injuries, Baili Gelin rushed forward and said anxiously: "Where did you go?! Did you meet a monster or... ..."

Li Fei was very calm: "When I encounter something, I will think about how to tell you, wait a moment."

Everyone watched in astonishment as the two of them entered the house, and Baili Gelin was about to catch up, when someone knocked on the courtyard door twice, and everyone turned their heads nervously, only to see a tall man in Donghai costume standing in front of the door , this person's eyebrows were slanted, his bearing was aggressive, and he was extremely heroic. He was actually Lu Li, whom he hadn't seen for a year.

　I'll edit the first and second updates and post them soon.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)