Marry instead, favor the first princess

Chapter 403 In the previous life, I lost my hair because of you 21
"He is so powerful, but he fell into the mortal world in the end. Will he still hate him? It was me who killed him..."

"His three thousand white hairs are as beautiful as a painting, but every time I think about it, it hurts a little... If it wasn't for me, he wouldn't have turned gray..."

A sentence was uttered from the woman's mouth again and again, as if she was talking to herself or talking to others... When she said these words, her expression was dazed and naive. After all, it still looks very beautiful.

Mingyue listened quietly, although she couldn't understand exactly what it meant, but one thing was confirmed... The person she was talking about was none other than Mo Shangchen.

With white hair, except for Mo Shangchen, she thought no one would be so indifferent... and only he could be worthy of that enchanting white.

In the dimness, there is something that wants to break the memory.

Layers of pain suddenly appeared in her heart, and she didn't know what it was for, or who it was for... Indistinctly, the woman's words seemed to pass through the distant thousand years: "I am in Jialan Temple, put him Bring me to me and give him back to me."

Give it back to... her?

How could she be willing, she hasn't resolved the major grievances with him before, how can she give him to another woman now... No, no, no!She doesn't want it, Mo Shangchen is hers, only hers, she doesn't want to give it back to her!

Ah Mo... Ah Mo... Ah Mo...

Mingyue pushed and refused again and again, her face turned a little pale, and a thin layer of sweat appeared on her forehead... When she was anxious, her hands, which were waving wildly in midair, were covered by a pair of cold but not lost hands. Caressed by gentle hands.

"A Mo!"

Finally, Mingyue opened her eyes with a loud cry, and the fear of the dream still remained inside.

"Girl, don't be afraid, I'm here..."

Thinking of a timely word, there is a deadly tenderness.

Looking along the prestige, there was a boundless darkness in front of her eyes, which made her feel infinitely terrified. Fortunately, being held tightly by someone gave her a sense of security... As if she was not sure, Mingyue moved slightly, testing Cautiously asked: "Ah Mo?"

When calling this name, Mingyue was particularly fluent, as if she had returned to a long time ago.

At that time, they were still living happily together. Under the pear blossom tree, he played the qin, and she danced to the sound of the qin mischievously... When the pear blossoms were falling, she could clearly see the tenderness and affection in his eyes. drown.

Wish to have one person's heart, and the white head will not be separated.

But now, how could it be a different situation now.

"It's me, I'm by your side..."

Mo Shangchen replied calmly but nervously, and carefully hugged Mingyue into his arms, lest she would be emotionally unstable and do something.

In fact, Mo Shangchen's worry was obviously wise.

At the beginning, Mingyue was only feeling dependent and afraid of losing due to the dream. When she gradually recovered from the dream, her thoughts gradually turned into sobriety... her face and body also cooled down bit by bit.

"Go away, don't touch me!"

With a little disgust, Mingyue waved away Mo Shangchen's touch.

And her own body is obviously weak, without Mo Shangchen's support, she just feels a sense of powerlessness... There is still darkness in front of her eyes, and occasionally a coolness falls on her cheeks, as if to show that this is the case. Not in the Valley of Flowers.

"Isn't this Valley of Flowers? Where is this..."

Trying to ignore the tenderness in his tone, Mingyue interrupted it pretending to be cold... She was wearing a coat, which seemed to shield her from the wind and cold, and she didn't feel any cold for a while.

There is a faint fragrance of pear blossoms on it, so familiar and lingering in her nose, it makes her feel so sad that she wants to cry.

However, the last trace of dignity tightly caught her, preventing her from being humble and weak in front of this man.

"This is outside, we are on our way back to the palace..."

Since Mingyue's mood was too unstable, Mo Shangchen did not dare to insist on approaching her, but just watched her from the side, lest she would have any accidents.

"Back to the palace?"

Mingyue uttered a bewildered sound, and those unbearable memories instantly invaded her mind, naturally including the bloody scene... The next moment, her face suddenly turned pale, her palms tightly covered her heart, and she murmured uneasily and fearfully: "No! ...don't...it hurts...it hurts..."

Mo Shangchen only had time to let out a low cry, and then stepped forward to hug her into his arms... Feeling her non-stop rejection, a trace of pain flashed in his eyes, and he lowered his body again and again: "I'm sorry...I'm sorry... I didn't expect to hurt you..."

"Let go of me! Let go...Mo Shangchen...you bastard...you big bastard..."

Mingyue's expression was undoubtedly in a state of distress, her body was trembling and she wanted to back away at the same time... It's a pity that he hugged him so tightly, so tight that she could smell the familiar aura on him.

If it is said that she lost her memory before, when she saw him, she didn't feel much about his embrace.

At this moment, it is the exact opposite.

After all, she used to sleep with him every night, used to lie in his arms and watch the flowers bloom and fall quietly, and stubbornly thought that he could protect her well... In the end, it ended up like that.

She thought that she could be forgiven, just like forgiving the tricks he set against her before.

But now, she suddenly found that although forgiveness was only a moment, she had already lost all that strength.

But it turned out that she also hated him, hated him for not coming to take him away, hated him maybe because of Li Ruo, hated him for abandoning her... her heart ached, but gradually it returned to peace.

Whether that dream was true or not, she would never give up Mo Shangchen.

She wanted to go back to the palace to see the disappointed faces of those people, Li Ruo, the old lady, Huangfu Longze, and even... Mo Lan, the person she saved with her own hands but who wanted to snatch her husband.

Those people should have hoped that she would die just like that.

How disappointed they would be if she went back now.

Moreover, she already has a child now. When she married Mo Shangchen, Huangfu Longze stipulated that if she had no children within two years, she would be divorced... Now that she is pregnant, no one can say anything about it. What.

Everything has driven her to this point, she has lost her eyes to see the world... Living in the darkness, who can understand it, maybe no one will understand this feeling except hate life.

And Hua Ling, the child who called her beautiful mother, just disappeared.

What is tolerance, what is letting go, what is being human... Since they won't make her feel better, why is she being such a fake good person.

"Girl, I'm the one who's sorry for you...I should have brought you out earlier, so that you wouldn't have to bear the pain..."

Mo Shangchen said in a voice of self-reproach, without any hint of hypocrisy... Finally, realizing that Mingyue was lost in thought, he couldn't help touching her face worriedly: "Girl, what's wrong with you? Isn't it?" Where does it hurt……"

"No...no..."

Perhaps it was due to being separated from him for a while, or perhaps due to a strange mentality, Mingyue turned her face away a little uncomfortable, avoiding Mo Shangchen's touch.

For a moment, Mo Shangchen's hand froze there.

For a moment, he lowered his hand in silence, looked at Mingyue carefully with lowered eyes, examining every minute and every inch of her body.

Even if Mingyue couldn't see it, she could still feel that dazzling gaze, which made her feel extraordinarily weird.

Obviously he owed her, why did I feel some guilt when I felt his heartache... Obviously, she was not the one who made the mistake first!
Mingyue turned her head away very aggrieved, some tears welled up in her eyes, but she stubbornly refused to let them fall.

I don't understand, I don't understand how things turned into this way, and I never even wanted to go back to the original place.

How did Mo Shangchen bring her out of Baihua Valley? She couldn't figure it out, but at the same time, she felt that it wasn't that important... No matter how you say it, staying in Baihua Valley and marrying Hua Qianye is something she absolutely must do. less than.

Not to mention, she is still Mo Shangchen's princess in name.

It is impossible for her to accept it just psychologically.

She didn't know Hua Qianye's identity, and from the very beginning she even mistook him for a woman... He saved her several times, which made her feel grateful, and gave birth to an inexplicable feeling, but it was not love.

(End of this chapter)