royal princess

Chapter 211
If I could go back...

Si Jin couldn't help but feel a rippling in her heart. She really didn't want to stay in this time and space. This dynasty of emperors and hegemony was actually not suitable for her, a modern woman with independent and free thoughts.

After getting up and putting on her clothes, Si Jin didn't ask anyone to come in to wait on her, and sat down on the big couch by the window by herself.The sky outside is gray, and the ray of light before dawn is trying to tear a hole in the dark night, break free from the shackles of the dark night, and send warm sunshine to the earth.

It was as if the interweaving of the two emotions in her heart made her throbbing and hoping uncontrollably.

"Niang Niang?" Yun Chang came in lightly, and when she looked up, she saw the sitting master. She was startled, and hurried forward, "Why didn't you ask the servant to come in to serve?"

Si Jin rubbed her eyes tiredly, "It's fine."

Yun Shang looked at the master with some anxiety, always feeling an uncontrollable chill in her heart, "Then the servant called someone?"

Si Jin nodded, and Yun Chang called someone to come in to take care of her, wash, change and make up.

Every day, such a day is so unshakable similar.

Those who dress up beautifully are like the most exquisite vases, which must be inspected by the queen mother, empress and others all the time.When Xiao Qi was in the palace, he had to prepare the most appropriate makeup and clothes to welcome him at any time.

Si Jin has gradually gotten used to this kind of life for several years.

But if there is such a slight possibility now, she is very likely to return to modern times...

Her heart made her excited uncontrollably.

She knew she wanted to go back.

After breakfast, Aunt Jiang brought the eldest prince over with the nanny, and Si Jin didn't seem to wake up until she saw his son's face.

Oh, and here, she also has a son.

The little one is already able to sit still and will start teething.So Si Jin asked the Imperial Dining Room to make harder cakes for him to grind his teeth, while she held a handkerchief and wiped the drool from the corners of his mouth from time to time. The little guy smiled brightly, and his eyes were bright and bright When looking at people, it was like a bottomless pool of water, and a crack appeared unforeseen in Si Jin's unwavering heart to go back.

If it is said that she can give up everything, then this child is the existence she cannot give up the most.

In fact, she could really abandon Xiao Qi cruelly.

After all, he is an emperor, not her exclusive property.

But children are different.

Everyone in the Heyi Hall noticed that the empress was unhappy, and everyone was very cautious. It was rare to see an empress like this.

Aunt Jiang was dragged out by Yunshang, and there was a bit of anxiety in her eyes, "Girl, what's wrong, Ma'am, I'm always a little uneasy, so I ask aunt to give me some pointers."

Since having Aunt Jiang, they all have a backbone, and they are willing to ask for advice on anything.

Aunt Jiang is not a talkative person, and she always has a kind look on her face, so she is very willing to be close to others.Looking at Yun Chang's appearance at this time, she shook her head slightly, "I don't know what's going on, but it may have a lot to do with the frequent movements in the harem recently."

That's right, the endless tricks of the Empress Dowager and the Concubine, although there is no major harm, but the more trivial things are, the easier it is to wear down a person's patience and break a person's emotions.

"Then what should I do?" Yun Chang was really anxious this time, "Why don't I go see Aunt Tong?" The empress should be willing to extend her hand.

Aunt Jiang shook her head, "Master didn't give orders, so you and I can't make up our own minds."

"Yes, I was too impatient at the moment."

Aunt Jiang patted Yun Shang's hand, since the emperor went south, a string has been stretched in the Heyi Hall, and everyone up and down have had a hard time these past few months.It is also fortunate that the Heyi Palace is relatively united under the control of Chen De'an, otherwise it would be even more difficult if there were internal and external troubles.

Si Jin has been upset all day long for no reason. Hearing her son crying and seeing her son laughing, she can't help but want to become irritable.

This is not good, very bad.

After Si Jin put her son to sleep, she took a deep breath to calm herself down as much as possible, and not let her inner rage control her emotions.He kept saying in his heart, 'Qin Yuchuan will be fine'.

After repeating this dozens of times, I felt that the restless mood gradually stabilized.

Sure enough, Si Jin understood in her heart that the remaining consciousness of the original owner was still there.After hearing what happened to Qin Yuchuan, he couldn't help but become irritable.

So, in fact, the relationship between the original owner and Qin Yuchuan is much deeper than what she looks like.

This is really not a good sign, because it can affect her mood, which is a hidden danger for her.

Hidden dangers that cannot be removed.

Qin Yuchuan was just an inconspicuous person on this expedition, so his disappearance did not attract much attention.At least no one in the harem mentioned this matter. Of course, it is also possible that these people did not know the news. Xiao Qi, the palace wall and the control of the inner court can still block most of the news.

At this time, Si Jin got the news that the Empress's mother had entered the palace.

After handing over the post and getting permission, he entered the palace step by step according to the palace rules to visit the empress.

Fenghuan Palace.

The queen looked at her mother with a serious face, her tight lips showed great dissatisfaction, and those eyes didn't even look at her mother again.

Madam Ling's eyebrows were tightly clustered, and she sighed softly: "I know this matter is actually not easy for the empress, but for the sake of the family, please help me no matter what. Once busy."

"Have I done enough for my family?" The queen's tone could not hear the emotional fluctuations, "I have endured humiliation in the harem all these years, and it is for the sake of my family? I clearly remember telling my family when I went back last time, don't follow those people. The aristocratic family has been messing around, and now the emperor is no longer the one who just ascended the throne. But why don’t you listen? Zhuangyuan Lang is the emperor’s favorite person, and he dared to disappear, who gave you the courage?”

"Your father didn't do this." Madam Ling repeated, looking at her daughter.

"What's the difference if the duke's government will take the blame now?" The queen sneered.

"I don't want to force you, there is really no other way."

"Although I am a queen, because of the family relationship, the relationship between the emperor and me these years is not close, you know. In this way, you can be sure that the emperor will listen to what I say?" The queen only felt that Extremely exhausted, "Since this matter has nothing to do with the family, and it's not Daddy's idea, then let Daddy explain it to the emperor himself, maybe there is still room for relaxation."

"You know it's impossible."

"Why not?"

"How can you send the handle to the emperor by yourself, your father will not agree."

"So you came to force me again?"

"I know this matter has troubled you a lot, but it is your father after all."

"...haha." The queen smiled weakly.

"Who did it?" The Queen asked after a while.

Mrs. Ling Guogong's frowning brows eased slightly, and then she said: "Cao Guogong and Qu Zhousu."

"evidence?"

"I didn't get it."

"So you want me to explain this to the emperor without evidence?"

There was a stalemate between the two mothers and daughters, and the queen never looked at the mother who took her husband as her heaven.In the mother's eyes, this daughter is not as important as her husband.

Madam Ling stood up slowly, glanced at the queen, pursed her lips, and then went out.

When she was about to walk out of the main hall gate, she heard a voice from behind, "In your heart, what am I?"

Mrs. Ling Guo's wife froze, and it took a while before she said: "You are my daughter."

"Really?" The queen didn't say anything more, watching her mother's back gradually drifting away, she didn't send her out this time.

Sitting on this cold phoenix seat, the queen can no longer remember why she agreed to enter the palace in the first place, but only remembers that it was a night filled with mother's tears and persuasion.

Here, stuck for life.

Without the emperor's harem, Si Jin could not understand the current government and the specific situation in the south with only a few words in a timely manner.

The only thing to do is to be patient and wait.

After the empress's mother came to visit the empress, the mother of the noble concubine and the mother of the concubine Xian also entered the palace one after another. The empress dowager has not bothered Si Jin anymore, and she is rarely allowed to go to Shoukang Palace.

After another month of such torment, when Si Jin felt that she could no longer bear it, she finally got the news that the emperor was about to return to the palace.

At that moment, it seemed that all anxiety and restlessness disappeared.

The eldest prince has already started to learn to crawl. This is a very energetic child. Except for the time when he sleeps obediently and listens to his mother reading, he has no way to sit quietly for a while while learning to crawl.It was his son's curiosity and love of moving that forced Si Jin to concentrate on watching him with him, which relieved part of her mental pressure.

After all, Si Jin could not take the initiative to ask anyone about Qin Yuchuan in front of anyone.

In the harem, he is just an "outsider" who has nothing to do with her.

At this moment, Si Jin was also very fortunate, even Su Rui probably didn't know about this marriage, otherwise...she didn't know how she would face Xiao Qi, how to explain all these incredible "coincidences".

It had been several months since Xiao Qi's letter had been received. At noon this day, when Si Jin was awakened again from her sleep, Aunt Jiang brought the letter from He Shiyi with a smile.

Si Jin took the letter in a hurry, opened it impatiently, almost swallowed it first, read it first, and got two pieces of news.

(End of this chapter)