unstoppable beauty

Chapter 466 50 My own baby, I want it!
Xu Qingshen thought she heard it wrong, so she asked again, "You want my child?"

"Yes."

Xu Qing sneered lightly, "Then Ling Shiyin's child, what is it?"

Jiang Dongting looked at Xu Qingshen. She was not hysterical, nor was she crying bitterly. The calmness on her face made one wonder if she knew about the pregnancy beforehand.

Although Jiang Dongting was mentally prepared, seeing Xu Qingshen like this, he already felt that the next conversation would be very difficult for him.

"Shi Yin's children, like yours, belong to our Jiang family."

Xu Qing shook her head deeply, "No, my child is not yours."

"You can't deny that he's from Yuanzhou, right?"

Xu Qingshen leaned back, and couldn't help but look at her stomach. Her words were full of hesitation, "They live a good life, and the Jiang family doesn't lack me as a child. I don't understand why I should Give you the baby?"

"You mean, you want it?"

Xu Qingshen fell silent, those words were subconsciously said by her, Jiang Dongting suddenly came to him like this, Xu Qingshen didn't even have time to think.Seeing that she didn't speak, Jiang Dongting was afraid that she would have other thoughts, "Whether you want this child or stay in Jiang's house, I can accept it, but you can't kill him."

"why?"

"Because the blood of our Jiang family is flowing on him."

Xu Qingshen's eyes met him, "What if I have to take it off?"

When Jiang Dongting heard this, his complexion changed slightly, "You can't."

She sneered nonchalantly, "Why not? It is impossible for me and Jiang Yuanzhou. If I give the child to you, I am not willing to give it to you. If I take it with me in the future, why should I? I am still young, and I still have my own child." life."

Every word and every word of Xu Qingshen makes sense. It is extremely realistic. Jiang Dongting also thought that she would have such thoughts in advance. After all, she followed Jiang Yuanzhou not for any love. Now that they are separated, the first thing to consider is The most important thing is my future life.

"This child, I must stay. If you want to ask me why, then I can only say clearly. In Dongcheng, it is not difficult for your Xu family to live a peaceful life. It depends on whether you want it or not."

Xu Qing frowned her pretty eyebrows, "Are you threatening me?"

"Yuan Zhou protected you in the past, what can you do later? I'm afraid you know it best in your heart."

Xu Qingshen shook his hands, Jiang Dongting obviously came prepared, but even if he wasn't prepared, Xu Qingshen didn't have the right to say no.

"What do you think Jiang Yuanzhou will do if I tell him?"

Jiang Dongting's face was serious, and there was an element of threat in his tone, "Even if you know, so what, you can give birth to a new life, but you can't make Suiyun come back to life. In the final analysis, you are still the murderer who caused her death."

Xu Qing's throat seemed to be cut by someone, and the pain spread with each breath. Jiang Dongting knew that this was a hurdle they would never get over, so just a little mention could drive Xu Qingshen to the end.

"Miss Xu, you have to know that for children, following the Jiang family is definitely the best way out."

Xu Qingshen clasped her hands, her eye circles turned red, and if she handed it over to the Jiang family, would she also hand it over to Ling Shiyin?How she grew up since she was a child, those experiences are still vivid in my mind today, how could Xu Qingshen allow her children to suffer the same crime again?

She shook her head, and many pictures in her memory flashed out. Although she had worked hard since she was a child, Xu Qingshen never regretted living in this world.What a wonderful thing it is to be alive?So when she heard Jiang Dongting say that she was pregnant, she never thought about not wanting the child.

Xu Qing sucked her nose lightly, so that she had enough courage to face the next thing, "I want this child."

"you sure?"

"Yes."

Jiang Dongting's expression didn't change in the slightest, "It's fine if you want it, after all, you are your biological mother, and you will definitely not treat him badly. But there is a condition, you must agree to me."

"What conditions?"

"In this life, you can't let Yuan Zhou know that the child is his."

Xu Qingshen was not surprised by his request, after all, Jiang Yuanzhou was about to have a family of her own, so she agreed, "Okay, I won't tell him."

"It's not a question of whether to tell or not. There is no impenetrable wall in the world. Some things will reach his ears sooner or later."

"Then what do you think of me, leave Dongcheng?"

All Jiang Dongting's foreshadowing in front of him was for the next words. His eyes caught Xu Qingshen, "You grew up in Dongcheng, and I will not force you to leave. I just want my son to take care of him completely. If he knows It is not a good thing for you to have a child if you have to fight for custody. Therefore, you can give yourself a marriage and completely cut off all possibilities between you and him. "

Xu Qingshen's almond eyes widened, because she was so surprised that she couldn't speak at once.

Jiang Dongting waited for her answer, Xu Qingshen said after a while, "You want me to marry someone else?"

"Isn't that the best way?"

Xu Qingshen still finds it unbelievable, "The child in my stomach is the blood of your Jiang family after all, and you are so generous that you even give him the father's seat?"

"Since you refuse to give it to the Jiang family, then this child has nothing to do with the Jiang family. He is just alive with the blood of the Jiang family."

Hearing this, Xu Qingshen felt an unprecedented pressure of sadness, she slowly straightened up, "I will never let Jiang Yuanzhou know about this child, as for my future life, I don't need you to point fingers !"

"Only in this way, once Yuan Zhou finds out about it one day in the future, he will think that it is your child and someone else's child. Xu Qingshen, what I say now may not sound good, but the starting point is that it is good for you. If you rise up in the future When it comes to the issue of custody, you will definitely not be able to compete for a long time."

Xu Qingshen's complexion gradually turned pale. She knew that what Jiang Dongting said made sense, but such a retreat was forced to be paved at her feet, and Xu Qingshen's mind was in a mess. "I will never go back on what I promised, don't worry."

This is the end of Jiang Dongting's words, and I plan to save some words for later. After all, the performance of a certain aspect of the B-ultrasound... still needs more time.He couldn't push Xu Qingshen into a hurry at this time, let alone talk to death.

"Now that you understand, I won't say more. I know Miss Xu is a person who knows the importance. There are some things you need to think about. I'll give you time."

After Jiang Dongting said these words, he turned and walked out. Xu Qingshen watched him open the door and go out. Sunshine scrambled to come in from the door, but it was only for a moment before the door was closed again by Jiang Dongting.

Jiang Dongting walked down the stairs, and the car stopped not far away. He brushed off his sleeves. The Xu family's house was not only small, but also not transparent from north to south. He couldn't stand it after standing for a while.

Xu Qingshen sat in the room for a while, but the more she sat there, the more at a loss she felt.

After confirming that Jiang Dongting had left, Xu Qingshen walked out of the house, and there was a hospital nearby, so she went directly to the obstetrics and gynecology department.

The small hospital is not like Xinggang, where you have to wait in line for a long time, Xu Qingshen took the report card and walked down the steps step by step, the sun was shining on the face, it was not warm enough.I have mentally prepared in advance, so when I see the results of the inspection, there will be no more surprises.

This child came suddenly, but there was nothing to make Xu Qingshen feel at a loss. Her current situation is already embarrassing, could it be worse?
When they got home, it happened that Zhao Fanghua came back to cook with vegetables, Xu Qingshen walked into the house, and Zhao Fanghua poked his head out of the kitchen when he heard the noise.

"mom."

Zhao Fanghua didn't agree, she looked at Xu Qingshen, "Where have you been?"

"I feel a little uncomfortable, I went to the hospital."

"Are you okay?"

"fine."

Zhao Fanghua stood at the door, "You were fired by Xinggang?"

"En." Xu Qingshen replied with a voice like a mosquito.

"Then what are your plans for the future?"

"Go look for a job again, prepare your resume in the afternoon, and go tomorrow."

When Zhao Fanghua heard this, his face relaxed slightly, this time he was no longer aggressive, "Then you go and prepare."

"it is good."

Xu Qingshen returned to Xu Mingchuan's room and closed the door. The bedroom belonged to his younger brother, and the family simply couldn't accommodate so many people at once.Mingchuan's room is larger than hers, and it's much more spacious, but the boy also has a lot of stuff, and it's piled up in a mess, such as basketballs and scooters are all thrown away.

Zhao Fanghua looked towards the door of the room. She actually admired Xu Qingshen. She was able to stand up under such circumstances, and she didn't want to die.

Kowloon Cang.

Dr. Mei followed Lao Bai into the living room, and at a glance, the atmosphere was overwhelming.

Jiang Yuanzhou was sitting on the sofa, and he came back to his senses when the two came to him.

"Yuan Zhou, let's be sad about your aunt's matter."

"Uncle Mei, please sit down."

Dr. Mei sat on the sofa, "I know you called me here because of your aunt's examination results. Yuan Zhou, I'm sorry, when your father found me, I didn't agree with the autopsy. After all, your aunt and I also knew each other. One. But since everyone is gone, it is the best explanation for her to understand, I hope you can understand."

"I know," Jiang Yuanzhou leaned back with a tired face, "Uncle Mei, if you hadn't carefully treated my mother's illness back then, she would have suffered even more in her last days."

"I won't mention the past. This is the detailed report of your aunt's autopsy. Due to the special circumstances, I sent someone over overnight to make the report."

Dr. Mei handed over what was in his hand.

Jiang Yuanzhou didn't look at it, but suddenly opened his hands to support his forehead, his eyes were closed tightly, and Lao Bai hurriedly picked up the report card when he saw this.He read it carefully, and then said, "Miss Jiang was indeed killed by drugs."

"Yes, the drug can be held accountable. For patients who have been taking the drug for a long time, it is not only a side effect, it can almost be regarded as a fatal poison."

Jiang Yuanzhou opened his eyes slightly, "Did my dad say anything when he brought my aunt here?"

"He told me to find out how Suiyun died no matter what. Yuanzhou, don't worry, Uncle Mei has been a doctor for decades, and he has never violated his conscience once. I am only responsible for the result, so I am out The report will never be mixed with other people's wishes."

Jiang Yuanzhou put down his hands and glanced at him, "I believe you."

After sending Dr. Mei out of Jiulongcang, Lao Bai returned to the living room. Jiang Yuanzhou was still sitting on the sofa as before, with his hands clasped and his face lost in thought.

His appearance is much better than before, at least he can still talk to people.

Lao Bai sat down opposite Jiang Yuanzhou, "Mr. Jiang, before Ms. Jiang's dressing was changed, a medical representative did enter Miss Xu's office. The nurse at the medical guidance desk knew that person. It happened that a medical representative went to Longgang today. Detained that person. She refused to admit it at first, but then she couldn't hold back the threat, and she let go, saying that she had indeed negotiated terms with Miss Xu, and Miss Xu also agreed to use that new medicine."

Jiang Yuanzhou's temple felt as if someone had been pricking it with a needle, Lao Bai continued, "She also provided the bank card Miss Xu gave her, saying that we can check it."

Lao Bai only found out here. As for whether to pursue it, he had to ask Jiang Yuanzhou what he meant.

The man raised his palm lightly, apparently not wanting to hear any more, "If Xu Qingshen really wanted money, it would be faster to prescribe a few medicines and get them directly from my card. I have never doubted her about this."

Lao Bai nodded lightly, "You are right."

"She has never had high requirements for material and money, and this kickback will not be able to pull her."

When Lao Bai heard this, his face was a little relaxed, "Then this matter..."

"My dad was afraid that Xu Qingshen and I would rekindle our old relationship. Some things just happened to happen. If he put it together like this, it must be convincing. There must be an extra sum in Xu Qingshen's bank card. Money, not much money, just a part of the rebate."

"Mr. Jiang, in this way, you still trust Miss Xu, then you..."

"Old Bai," Jiang Yuanzhou said in a low voice, that is, today, he can sit here and talk to Lao Bai, "I said that I don't care about other objective reasons, and I don't take it to heart. In my opinion, Qingshen’s unforgiving attitude towards my aunt will not cause us to separate. The only thing I care about is that she prescribed the medicine, and that medicine killed my aunt. It's over."

Lao Bai listened and understood that the greatest sorrow is nothing more than this, right?
Even if Jiang Yuanzhou believed in Xu Qingshen, it was useless. No matter what the reason, she was the one who prescribed the medicine, and Jiang Suiyun died after taking the medicine. This seems to be a knot that cannot be unraveled.

Jiang Yuanzhou got up and took the report and went upstairs, Lao Bai looked around, the silence of more than a year ago had returned to Nine Dragons Cang, the lifelessness was unbearable.Two days later.

Xu Qingshen walked out of a hospital. The sun was shining brightly. There was a bus stop in front of the hospital. She walked over and sat down.

The light was too dazzling, Xu Qingshen picked up the resume to cover her forehead, her right hand fell on her lap, her fingers unconsciously moved a few times.

She had just been rejected by the nearby hospital. The person in charge of the interview saw her resume and stared at her with an expression that she dared to come out to find a job.Xu Qingshen remembered the feeling at that time, it was like sitting on pins and needles, and she didn't dare to stay any longer.

In the end, the man simply opened the skylight and said, "The news of your death has been spread in hospitals large and small. Our qualifications are no better than Xinggang, but it does not mean that we can ignore the patient's life and death. You have that Can you still expect to be a doctor again?"

Xu Qingshen wanted to try her best to explain, and wanted to give herself a chance.

But the other party obviously couldn't listen, even if she said that the reaction of the drug is uncontrollable in everyone, "You should give up this idea, no hospital will agree to let you work, even if it really gives you In this job position, do you think there are still patients who will rest assured to entrust their lives to you?"

"Killing someone's life, but still wanting to save someone, what a joke."

A bus came into the station, blocking the sunlight, Xu Qingshen held the resume in his hand, and slid his fingers across the column of previous positions.

There was another tearing pain in his heart, Xu Qingshen hurriedly closed his resume, when is this, is it useful to remember the past?Crying and laughing are meaningless in front of survival.

Back at Xu's house, the house was empty again. Xu Qingshen went to the kitchen to check. There were vegetables in the basket, and she picked them out non-stop.

During dinner, the whole family was there, and Zhao Fanghua ate fried pork with gusto, "Love is deep, have you found a job?"

Xu Qingshen already felt that her appetite was not good at this moment, she flicked her chopsticks in the bowl twice, "No."

"It doesn't make sense. If you go out with the conditions like you, you should find out who you are."

After Xu Wang heard this, he took up the conversation. "Look for it slowly. It's a job. Don't be in a hurry. You have to do what you want, and you can't just settle for it."

"That's right, sister, we don't want to go if the conditions are not good."

Xu's love is as deep as a stick in his throat, facing the comfort of others, but the big stone in his heart can't be let go. "Dad, I'm afraid it will be difficult to find a job."

"What?" Zhao Fanghua put down the bowl in his hand, "Why?"

"I tried several hospitals in the past two days, but there was no result."

"Why?" Zhao Fanghua raised her voice.

Xu Mingchuan looked at her impatiently, "Mom, if you can't find it, look for it slowly, don't rush."

He looked at Xu Qingshen opposite, why else?It must be because of the death of Aunt Jiang's family.

Xu Wang's face also became heavy. When the family provided for Xu Qingshen to go to school, he had a lot of disputes with Zhao Fanghua. Now that his daughter is finally promising, but suddenly encountered such an accident, it is a lie to say that it is not a pity.

"Don't worry, take your time. If you really can't do it, you can go to work in a pharmacy, which is considered to be in line with your profession."

"Well, I'll try again tomorrow."

Zhao Fanghua took a few mouthfuls of food, threw away the bowl, and got up to watch TV. After dinner, Xu Qingshen was busy cleaning up, and Xu Mingchuan brought the leftovers into the kitchen.

"Mingchuan, you go out, I will wash."

"Sister, let me help you..."

Zhao Fanghua looked into the kitchen, "Mingchuan, come out for me! People who are usually too lazy to even clear the table, what are you doing in the kitchen?"

Xu Qingshen pushed towards Xu Mingchuan, "Go out."

"sister……"

Xu Qingshen turned on the faucet, and the water splashed on her stomach. She subconsciously reached out to touch it.

For the next ten days, Xu Qingshen went to various hospitals in Dongcheng, but the results were obviously the same.

Today was the weekend, she was sitting in the Luyu shop in Yincheng, and Song Jiajia was waving outside, but she didn't see her at all, so Song Jiajia had to walk quickly towards the shop.

"Deep love!"

Xu Qing lowered her head, "Come on, I've already ordered fish, and I've ordered your favorite kimchi flavor."

Song Jiajia sat across from Xu Qingshen, "Honey, are you okay?"

She shook her head. "fine."

The two had contacted by phone before, and Song Jiajia probably knew what happened, but she didn't know many details, but she wouldn't ask at this time. "Qingshen, do you still live at home?"

"Yes."

"Come and live with me. Just like your stepmother, she must have given you a lot of face in the open and in the dark, right?"

"It's okay." Xu Qingshen gave her the small spoon in hand, "I ordered mango smoothie for you, eat it quickly."

"I have a spare room there, you can come over anytime."

"Yes," Xu Qingshen agreed. "If I can't live anymore, I will live with you."

"it is good."

A whole grilled fish was quickly brought to the table, Xu Qingshen ordered rice, and the smell of the grilled fish wafted into her nostrils, she quickly stepped back, "Jiajia, I can't even be a doctor now, I'm sure if this continues There is no way, you can help me and ask my friends around me if they can introduce me to a job."

"What? You can't be a doctor anymore?"

"Well, there's nothing else I can do."

Song Jiajia took a bite of kimchi and felt the sour taste in her nose, "I won't be a doctor..."

Seeing Xu Qingshen's gloomy expression, she quickly changed her words and comforted her, "It's nothing, in fact, you can rest at home for a while, and take your time looking for a job."

"If a person loses his job, he really loses his final sense of security."

"Okay then, I'll ask you, it's on me."

Although Song Jiajia usually has a lot of nerves, she is actually the kind with a delicate mind. She knows that Xu Qingshen is feeling uncomfortable now, and asking some words is tantamount to exposing her scars. She can ask her doubts later, as long as she Seeing Xu Qingshen is fine.

A few days later, Song Jiajia came back to make an appointment with Xu Qingshen and brought another friend.

"Qingshen," Song Jiajia introduced the girl next to Xu Qingshen as soon as she saw her, "This is my friend."

"Hello."

"Hello."

Song Jiajia ordered a few drinks, and then got straight to the point, "She is a medical representative, and she is very affectionate. If you want, you can let her take you to do it together."

Xu Qingshen looked at that girl, subconsciously she rejected this profession, especially after Jiang Suiyun's incident happened.Xu Qingshen held her hand lightly, and Song Jiajia could see that she was unwilling, "Qingshen, it doesn't matter if you don't want to do it."

Xu Qing let out a deep breath, and the girl opposite said, "Actually, being a medical agent is pretty good. Isn't survival the most important thing when we go out at our age? We don't steal, we don't rob, and we don't do illegal things." Besides, those medicines are also legal, and I heard Jiajia say that you were a doctor before, which is the most favorable condition."

Xu Qing hesitated, Song Jiajia naturally respected her decision, but the reality will never give you too much time to breathe, at present, self-reliance is more important than anything else.

"Okay, let's do it first, we can't stay like this without work."

"But I'm in charge of Wu Jiang's area, and the past is far away."

Xu Qing listened deeply and thought it was a good thing. It was better than sending her to the hospital in Dongcheng, right? "It's okay, it's better to be far away."

"Then I'll take you there tomorrow."

"it is good."

Song Jiajia answered with a smile, "Qingshen, try it first, if it doesn't work, we'll think of another way."

"Well, thank you."

After two or three days, Xu Qingshen was actually devastated. Since she was a medical representative, she had to go around the doctors in various hospitals. Alright, just get kicked out.

However, Xu Qingshen didn't talk much on weekdays, so it was very difficult for him to persist.

On this day, Xu Qingshen came to Hushu Hospital early in the morning. This is a relatively large hospital in Wu Jiang and is famous for its oncology department. It was only after seven o'clock in the morning, and the door was full of cars ready to go in.

Xu Qingshen entered from the other side, carrying a bag in his hand, which was filled with various things.

A car lined up at the back of the queue. This hospital did not have a so-called dedicated passageway. Xu Qingshen stood in front of the outpatient building, holding a bag in one hand, and raised the other hand to check the time.

It was still early for the doctor to go to work, so she stood in a relatively secluded place next to her. Before she had breakfast, she took out a steamed stuffed bun and a box of milk from her bag.

With her current body, she was most afraid of starvation, and would feel like vomiting when she was hungry. Xu Qingshen thought about going in after breakfast, after all, she couldn't stand the smell inside.

Lao Bai sat in the passenger seat, looked out, and saw Xu Qingshen's figure at a glance.

He glanced at the man behind him, Jiang Yuanzhou looked out of the window and retracted his gaze, seeing Lao Bai staring at him, he couldn't help saying, "What are you doing?"

Lao Bai hurriedly turned his gaze away, "It's nothing."

Jiang Yuanzhou's eyes brushed Laobai's cheeks and moved forward, Xu Qingshen's figure bumped into his eyes without any defense, he saw it at a glance, the driver honked the horn, the car started slightly, and drove into the hospital .

(End of this chapter)