unstoppable beauty

Chapter 510 43 Go to the hospital and see my son

Jiang Yuanzhou was entangled in not letting Xu Qingshen know the truth, fearing that she would find it difficult to accept it, but now that he knew it, he was entangled in why she was so cruel and heartless.

This is the contradiction of human beings, right?

"Mr. Jiang, even if you go there now, Ms. Xu hasn't been to the hospital yet."

Jiang Yuanzhou glanced at Lao Bai, "I don't believe it..."

What does he not believe in?

If you don't believe it, you have to have a basis for your disbelief. Xu Qingshen didn't come to the hospital. Isn't this enough to dispel all the disbelief in Jiang Yuanzhou's heart?

For the second half of the sentence, Jiang Yuanzhou couldn't say it himself, and was stunned, not knowing what was going on in his heart.

Polly is on top.

When Xu Qingshen went out, she glanced at the sky outside.

Fu Liuyin got up early, sat by the window and looked out, and couldn't help turning her head when she heard the movement. "sister in law."

"What are you looking at?"

"Be careful when you go out today, it's still snowing."

Xu Qingshen walked over to have a look, "This year, the snow has been falling for a long time."

"Yes." Fu Liuyin's eyes were cold, and her beautiful features were slightly wrinkled.

"What? Are you worried?"

"I want to get a job."

Xu Qing was surprised and couldn't help squatting down, "You haven't finished your studies yet, so you should continue studying after a while."

Fu Liuyin showed anxiety on his face, "Can I go back to my previous school? Besides, I disappeared for two years. If I go back, where will I start again?"

"Of course you can go back. You can make up your homework in college. We will gradually make up for some exams. You are still young, so you still need to accumulate some knowledge. Don't worry, you are so smart, you can definitely do it."

Fu Liuyin pursed his lips lightly, "Yes."

When Xu Qingshen was about to go out, Fu Jingsheng also went downstairs. She stood at the entrance and picked up the umbrella hanging beside her.

"Wait." Fu Jingsheng walked over a few steps, and put a transparent thermos cup into Xu Qingshen's hand, "I'll drink it when I get to the office."

Xu Qingshen raised her cup and glanced. "It's ginger tea again."

"Yes, drive away the cold."

Xu Qing smiled softly, put the cup in her bag, "Okay, I'm leaving."

"Drive slower."

"it is good."

Xu Qingshen opened the umbrella and pushed the door to go out. Fu Liuyin came to her brother's side. The door was not closed yet. The siblings watched Xu Qingshen walk out with one kick and one shallow kick.A series of long footsteps stretched out, "Brother, you are really living your life."

Fu Jingsheng couldn't help laughing, "Don't you think we are fake?"

"No, I never thought that during the two years I was missing, you would have your own home and such a good wife."

The cold wind lingered outside the door for a while, and then sneaked in without hesitation. Xu Qing entered the garage. Fu Jingsheng reached out and closed the door, "When people reach a certain age, they want to get married. I want to have a stable home."

"How good it is now. I see you treating my sister-in-law well every day, and my sister-in-law is also treating you well. I feel very happy."

"Really?" Fu Jingsheng's voice was soft, "I never thought that I could still have such happiness in my life."

Indeed, he hadn't thought of it.

It turns out that the meaning of home is not just enough to have him and his sister, it is far from enough.

After Xu Qingshen got into the car, she didn't start the engine immediately, and when she got outside, she couldn't laugh at all.Her heart was so heavy that she would think of Xinggang even when she was at work, and the torment in her heart tormented and tugged her.Xu Qingshen looked out of the window, she didn't know if Jiang Yuanzhou would be able to survive, but just as the thought came up, she forcefully pushed it back.

Some things cannot be chosen.Since she doesn't want to get back together with Jiang Yuanzhou again, once Jiang Yuanzhou knows the truth, who can guarantee that he won't come to ask for Lin Lin?
Xu Qingshen didn't want to be caught in a bloody battle. Linlin was her daughter, and she didn't want to let anyone go.

Perhaps, she was a little selfish, but when the Jiang family wanted to replace the child, they also did not consider that she was the child's biological mother.

Xu Qingshen started the engine, and then drove to Ruixin.

In Ruixin's underground parking lot, a black car was parked at the corner. It was a parking space specially reserved for internal doctors by the hospital.

Xu Qingshen swiped her card to get down to the basement, she turned the steering wheel, and the car headed towards her parking space. When she came to C352, she found that the parking space had already been taken.

Xu Qingshen looked around, she couldn't occupy someone else's parking space, she turned her gaze back to her own parking space, and saw that there were still people in that car.Xu Qingshen hurriedly honked the horn, but the man sitting in the driver's seat was unmoved.

Xu Qingshen wanted to push the car door open, but a flash of thought drove her to look at the license plate number.

She froze immediately, and retracted the hand that fell on the doorknob. It was clearly Jiang Yuanzhou's car.

Xu Qingshen held the steering wheel tightly with both hands, and no one got off the car, and the two sides were deadlocked.Xu Qing looked at the time, she didn't want to waste it like this, so she honked the horn vigorously.

But in the black luxury car, even the driver didn't move, Xu Qingshen wanted to look at the back seat of the car, but the light was not good, and she couldn't tell whether Jiang Yuanzhou was inside or not.

The two cars stalemate again.

After a long time, Xu Qingshen reversed the car and wanted to park it in the temporary parking lot.

As soon as the wheels rolled, she saw that Jiang Yuanzhou's car was also moving, half of the front of the car was already out of the parking space.

Xu Qingshen slammed on the brake, and the other party's car also stopped.

She picked up the bag next to her and went on like this. Xu Qingshen slammed the car door and walked to Jiang Yuanzhou's car.

The driver rolled down the window, "Miss Xu."

Xu Qingshen went straight to the back seat, she opened the door and saw Jiang Yuanzhou sitting inside, "What are you going to do?"

Jiang Yuanzhou turned his face away, his eyes caught Xu Qingshen, "You should be able to guess why I came here."

"I can not guess it."

"Xu Qingshen, Rui Rui was sent back to the intensive care unit."

Xu Qing's deep throat rolled softly, the peculiar smell in the garage made her feel sick, she wanted to be heartless to the end, what did that have to do with me?But the words had reached her throat, and she just couldn't speak them.

A person's nature can't be changed no matter what.

Xu Qingshen was not born to be extremely heartless. "How is the situation now?"

"Do you still care about him?"

Xu Qingshen turned her face away, "I'm just like you, and I hope he's okay."

"In this case, why can't you go to the hospital?"

"Even if you tell me now, I still won't go."

The disbelief in Jiang Yuanzhou's eyes revealed little by little, even though the words Lao Bai brought to him were even more hurtful, but after all, they were passed on through the word, which is different from face-to-face.Jiang Yuanzhou stared at Xu Qingshen's face, "He is your own son!"

"You just found out about this, right?" Xu Qingshen sneered, "Did Jiang Dongting tell you before?"

Jiang Yuanzhou's face was obviously covered with a layer of obscurity, "But this is the truth!"

Listening to these words, Xu Qing felt inexplicably sad. The child was replaced by Jiang Dongting, and every step was carefully calculated and every step was done carefully, so Jiang Yuanzhou would not have thought that Fu Jingsheng was involved in the process.

Her eyes were a little sore, and she raised her hand to wipe it lightly, "Since it's changed, that's fine, I've been with Linlin for more than a year, and I've already had feelings for him..."

Jiang Yuanzhou heard these words one by one, his legs moved, and his tall body got out of the car. "Old Bai said, you don't recognize Ruirui, is it true?"

Xu Qingshen's lips twitched. If she insisted that she had feelings for Linlin now, and that's why she thought she didn't have that son, Jiang Yuanzhou would definitely become suspicious, because as a 'biological mother', she had just learned that the child was replaced. She could be hysterical after the truth, but after two days, she should have calmed down a little.

Xu Qingshen felt tired, as if even one wrong step would bring disaster.

Her eye circles were red, she stared at Jiang Yuanzhou and asked, "Recognize? How should I recognize?"

"Don't you want to see him?"

"What about after we met?" Xu Qingshen asked back, "Don't tell me there's still a difference, I can't stand it."

Jiang Yuanzhou thought of Ruirui's current situation, many things were unknown, he leaned tiredly beside the car, "No matter what, I should take you to the hospital."

"I'm not going." Xu Qingshen turned around to leave, but Jiang Yuanzhou strode forward, and clamped her arm tightly with his palm. "Where are you going?"

"I still have my job."

"Xu Qingshen!"

"Jiang Yuanzhou!" Xu Qingshen yelled back at him, "You want to say, how can I still think about my work at this time? Then tell me, what should I think about? Think about my child , and hate you even more?"

Jiang Yuanzhou dragged her back, walked a few steps, hugged Xu Qingshen's shoulders with both hands, and stuffed her into the car.

After she sat down firmly, Jiang Yuanzhou said coldly, "Drive!"

Xu Qingshen didn't struggle anymore, she sat there quietly, Jiang Yuanzhou was already ready to restrain her, but seeing her motionless now, he forcibly suppressed the fire in his chest. "Do you want me to open a window and let you run?"

Xu Qingshen buried her face in the palms of both hands, Jiang Yuanzhou looked at her, the anger in his chest was pressed back little by little, Jiang Yuanzhou looked out the window, "Even if you have hatred in your heart, can you really not even kill your own flesh and blood?" Want to take a look?"

Unexpectedly, Xu Qingshen answered his words. "able."

Jiang Yuanzhou glanced over, Xu Qingshen raised his head, and met his gaze, but there was sadness and sorrow in his eyes, which he couldn't hide, "If I let me go out by myself, I really won't go there, Jiang Yuanzhou, if you want If you didn't take me away forcibly, I wouldn't be able to go to the hospital."

Jiang Yuanzhou felt as if his heart had been torn apart, and felt that the face in front of him was a little unreal, "You..."

As Xu Qingshen spoke, tears came out, "I can't take that step, really."

"You just...hate me so much? I just learned about Ruirui..."

"Can you not hate? When I had a caesarean section, I was completely anesthetized. When I was lying on the hospital bed dripping with blood, the child had already been sent away."

Jiang Yuanzhou listened, there seemed to be a bloody smell in his nostrils, and his eardrums were pricked very painfully. He didn't dare to imagine that scene, and swallowed lightly in his throat, feeling uncomfortably painful.But Xu Qingshen shook her head at this moment, "I don't go to the hospital because I can't face that child."

"why?"

"Haven't you ever thought about what I would do if he left?"

Jiang Yuanzhou pursed his lips, and Xu Qing looked at him with tears in his eyes, "You tell me now that I have a son who is my own, then I will tell you too, if Ruirui can't pass this test, I will hate him." If you die to your Jiang family, I will suffer for the rest of my life. Also, if Ruirui can live, he will surely live. This is what I have been praying in my heart. Then let me ask you, Jiang Yuanzhou, after Ruirui recovers, what should I do? What should we do?" Jiang Yuanzhou's eyebrows were no longer as cold as before, "Ruirui is our child, Linlin was replaced, that is to say, you and Fu Jingsheng..."

"We haven't had children so far because Linlin is still young, but that doesn't mean that our husband-wife relationship doesn't exist."

Jiang Yuanzhou gritted his teeth, but Xu Qingshen did not let him go, "Tell me, should I compete with you for the child?"

The man's breath was stuck in his throat, unable to go up or down, "Can you?"

"The child is my own, do you think I will?"

Jiang Yuanzhou narrowed his eyes slightly, and Xu Qingshen said, tears streaming down his face, the tears were uncontrollable, "You have raised Rui Rui for more than a year, and you will not give him to me, but we can't be together Together, the child is doomed to only follow his father or mother, this should be the greatest sorrow, right?"

Jiang Yuanzhou stared at her, his eye circles were red, and his dark eyes gradually became moist.

Xu Qingshen forced herself to harden her heart, to be harder.

Fu Jingsheng told her that if Jiang Yuanzhou wanted to give up, it was the most correct not to go to the hospital to see Ruirui.But Xu Qingshen and Jiang Yuanzhou know each other so deeply, no matter how much she hates her heart, no matter how difficult she is, since she didn't kill the child under such circumstances, why is she now at the moment when the most innocent child is in danger? Why don't you even take a look?

She knew that Jiang Yuanzhou could easily think of some clues, Xu Qingshen couldn't be a little sloppy, she wanted to smash all the possibilities to pieces!

When Lao Bai came to pick her up, Xu Qingshen refused to go because she was too sad to accept it, and secondly because she was afraid. Jiang Yuanzhou came here today, and Xu Qingshen didn't agree with Fu Jingsheng's statement, so she felt that she should go.

Jiang Yuanzhou looked out the window, then lowered his head, he thought that Xu Qingshen would not see her.

Xu Qingshen could see the man's finger lightly on the phoenix eyes, but she didn't speak clearly, but was completely immersed in her emotions.

"Lovely..."

"Jiang Yuanzhou..."

The two spoke almost at the same time, and Xu Qingshen continued, "Let me talk first."

"Jiang Yuanzhou, I felt like I lost my soul yesterday. After prescribing the medicine for the patient, I have to check it several times. You see, I refuse to go to the hospital. I should thank you for forcing me to go like this. , because I also want to go and see my children, but if I go by myself, I..."

At the end of Xu Qingshen's speech, she choked up and seemed to be speechless, and it took a long while before she caught up with the previous words. "Let me go by myself, and I will think of you and what your father did."

She was gnashing her teeth.

Jiang Yuanzhou rolled his throat several times, and suddenly leaned back weakly, "I knew it was like this, why don't you just let me say it first." He looked out of the window again, and tears flowed from the corner of his eyes, Jiang Yuanzhou quickly wiped them away. . "When Lao Bai told me those words, I was thinking, is this the Xu Qingshen I know?"

"Last night, I kept thinking in the lounge, I even wondered, is there another reason why you are so heartless..."

Xu Qingshen felt that the air in the car was becoming more and more stuffy, but the tension in her heart was relieved a lot. Her compromise and Jiang Yuanzhou's suspicion were one step behind.

"If it were you, would you have followed Lao Bai at that time?" Xu Qingshen asked, then shook his head sadly, "No one can do it. You can change when you want, and don't let me When they found out, they tried everything, but when they wanted me to go, no one considered the family behind me."

"Fu Jingsheng is my husband. After I learned about Ruirui, he took me into the house and only asked me if I wanted to start over with you? His words woke me up, Jiang Yuanzhou, We have a child between us, but between me and others, we have a family."

All the puzzles in Jiang Yuanzhou's mind seemed to have been given the most reasonable explanation at this moment.

However, such an explanation is nothing more than adding a sharp new wound to his scarred heart.

The car drove quickly towards Xinggang, along the way, you can still see snowplows, Xu Qingshen wiped his eyes, Jiang Yuanzhou didn't say a word, and the two of them remained silent like this.

Arriving at Xinggang, after the car came to a complete stop, the two pushed open the door without waiting for the driver to get off.

Xu Qingshen followed Jiang Yuanzhou to the elevator. They quickly arrived outside the intensive care unit and pushed open the door of the lounge. Lao Bai had been waiting inside. When he saw Xu Qingshen, there was no surprise on his face, "Miss Xu .”

He knew that Jiang Yuanzhou would go there in person, so he must have kidnapped her too.

The two entered the intensive care unit, Xu Qingshen changed clothes and stood at the door, Jiang Yuanzhou walked a few steps and turned around to see that she was still standing still.

With a glance, she could already see the child lying on the hospital bed, and the soreness in the corners of Xu Qingshen's eyes came out again. She was a doctor and was used to seeing life and death, but sometimes she couldn't let go.

Xu Qingshen walked over with heavy steps and came to the hospital bed. She saw Ruirui lying there with her eyes closed, not moving.

Fu Jingsheng said that Ruirui was an abandoned baby who was born by his mother in the toilet of the hospital. Xu Qing bent over and looked at the child's face. It must be a good thing to be adopted. After entering the Jiang family, is it luck or misfortune?
Xu Qingshen's vision was blurred, and her palm fell on Ruirui's forehead. This child almost became her treasure, right?

This is the first time she has such an idea, if it was really changed at the beginning, Ruirui would definitely not suffer from following her.

Xu Qingshen has seen Ruirui a few times before, and the most times she has seen it should be in the amusement park, right?He also played with Lin Lin, but she could tell that because of Ling Shiyin, Jiang Yuanzhou was more or less unable to get 100% close to this child.

Jiang Yuanzhou stood on the other side of the bed, Ruirui was still asleep, and didn't know what he dreamed of.

Jiang Yuanzhou stretched out his hand to cover the back of Xu Qingshen's hand, and said in a hoarse voice, "Ruirui, mom is here to see you."

Her tears flowed again, some words were too poignant, Xu Qingshen's lips were tightly closed, and her thumb stroked between Ruirui's brows twice.The child couldn't feel it, Jiang Yuanzhou was in so much heartache, he put his head against Ruirui, "Baby, wake up, take a look... Do you remember the little girl who played with you last time? Her mother hugged her in the playground. She, she is also your mother, can you open your eyes and see?"

These words, even if Rui Rui is awake, he can't understand.But Xu Qing heard it in her ears, and her heart was tense to the extreme. She was really afraid that she would collapse.

Xu Qingshen's other hand was bitten in her mouth, and she withdrew her palm from Jiang Yuanzhou's. Xu Qingshen didn't know where to touch Ruirui, so she could only lean down and talk to him, "Ruirui, I am mother .”

She said this with a complicated mood, "Don't say you don't remember your mother, how is it possible? When you were in your mother's womb, your mother played with you every day, and I read stories to you, and my mother would still talk to you every day. Say good night, do you remember?"

"You ignore mom, do you blame me for not being optimistic about you?" Xu Qingshen put her finger on Ruirui's forehead, "I'm sorry, mom tried her best, really tried her best, mom wants to become a superman to protect you, but mom Can't change Superman..."

Xu Qing suppressed her voice deeply, and her words became lower and lower, as if her voice was completely hoarse.

And her words turned into a thin and long whip with barbs on it. They threw the whip at Jiang Yuanzhou and beat his heart full of holes.

He could feel his heart bleeding.

What Xu Qingshen said, and the suffering and loneliness she suffered with Ruirui in her heart, he never participated in.

Xu Qingshen felt more and more uncomfortable in her heart, as if it was her son who was lying on the hospital bed, "Ruirui, maybe God is really fair, when you were in the mother's womb, the mother said that when you grow up, you should Take you to play. But after you were born, you followed your father. You stayed with your mother for less than a year. This time is too short, but my mother wants to see you healthy and healthy. I know you love your father. , as long as you can wake up, it doesn't matter if you want to stay with Dad."

Her cool palm pressed against Ruirui's forehead, Jiang Yuanzhou glanced at Xu Qingshen's face, he couldn't help reaching out to hold her hand again, "Ruirui, when you wake up, mom and dad will accompany you, we will accompany you Go where you want to go, okay?"

Xu Qingshen withdrew her hand, but was held tightly by Jiang Yuanyi. The child was still like that, with his eyes closed.

Her attitude was firm, and she stretched out her other hand to push Jiang Yuanzhou's hand away, which was what Xu Qingshen was most afraid of.

She stood in front of the hospital bed with a sad face, Xu Qingshen suddenly thought of herself, Lin Lin, Rui Rui...

Since her mother left, although Xu Qingshen has a father and a stepmother, her situation is no better than that of an orphan.As for her Linlin, despite Fu Jingsheng's love, she still lacked a father from the beginning to the end. Ruirui is the most pitiful. She doesn't believe that he will follow Ling Shiyin, and Ling Shiyin will treat him any better.

Xu Qing bent down deeply and buried her face in the quilt beside Ruirui, many things came to her heart at once.

At the stage when she and Jiang Yuanzhou had a child, she just wanted a beautiful love.There is no impurity and cleanliness, but she, Xu Qingshen, is not qualified to step into Jiang's house, so before she lifts her leg, Jiang Dongting will drive her as far away as possible.

Xu Qingshen's palms were slowly clenched, no one was wrong, Jiang Yuanzhou was right, and she was also wrong, she didn't doubt Jiang Yuanzhou's feelings, let alone herself.But……

What's the use?
Jiang Yuanzhou looked at her heartbroken, what else could he doubt?
It is impossible for Xu Qingshen not to love his son, but even if they have a son, so what?
The man walked around the end of the bed and came to Xu Qingshen's side. His palms fell on her shoulders, trying to make her stand up, but Xu Qingshen moved her shoulders, as if unwilling to accept his touch.

Jiang Yuanzhou took a step back, and after a long time, Xu Qingshen straightened up.

"Let's go out first." Jiang Yuanzhou looked at Ruirui on the hospital bed.

She reached out to wipe away her tears, and stood still, "Can you wait for me outside? I have something to say to Rui Rui alone."

"it is good."

Jiang Yuanzhou returned to the lounge, Lao Bai closed the door, and the two stood at the door, watching Xu Qingshen standing there motionless through the glass.

"Mr. Jiang, Miss Xu is... all right?"

"fine."

"It can be seen that Miss Xu is very sad. It's not that she doesn't care about Ruirui."

The corners of Jiang Yuanzhou's eyes were still moist, he leaned against the door, "Man, what a contradiction, seeing her so sad, I regret bringing her here again."

Standing in front of Ruirui's hospital bed, Xu Qingshen bent down lightly, and pressed her palm against Ruirui's small face, "My child, everything will be fine when you wake up."

Knowing that he is her son, Jiang Yuanzhou will definitely love him more, and all his sufferings will be over, right?
Xu Qingshen wiped away her tears, then turned around and walked out, back to the rest room, where Jiang Yuanzhou and Lao Bai were sitting on the sofa.

"I'm leaving." Xu Qing said deeply.

Jiang Yuanzhou clasped his hands, Xu Qingshen's voice was still a little hoarse, "Fu Jingsheng has always been like me, thinking that Linlin is my own. I am very grateful to him and treat Linlin as my own. This incident hit him hard It's quite big, I hope you don't make it difficult for me, Rui Rui's side... I may not come here in the future."

　Are you not coming?
　　Master Jiang, do you agree?
　　
　
(End of this chapter)