Yin is love: the reversal of women chasing men

Chapter 42 If there is God's will in love (2)
"You rejected me with such a reason, which makes me very unconvinced. I don't want to be looked down upon by you. I want to work hard so that you can see another me, not the lazy Zhou Chengyin who didn't care about anything!"

She stared at him, "Are you satisfied with my explanation?"

"But when you met Lin Ruhui at AST, your mind changed." Yang Fan crossed his arms and looked down at her.

The sarcasm in his tone made Cheng Yin angry, and she glared at him, "I have nothing to say if you insist on thinking that way. This is your freedom, but don't forget, I also have my freedom, whoever I want to be with Who are you with, what position do you have to control me? Is it because you said you love me? But," she looked at him fixedly, "why don't you ask yourself——do you really love me? Have you passed me?"

When Yang Fan was in a daze, she said again: "I don't think we need to talk any more, I'll go first."

After finishing speaking, she decisively picked up the handbag beside her and stood up to go to the door of the box.

But Yang Fan was faster than her, rushed up and grabbed her wrist, dragged her back, his unreasonable action aroused Cheng Yin's anger again, she struggled desperately, even punched and kicked him, In the confusion, his fingers scratched Yang Fan's neck, leaving a long and thin red mark. Yang Fan had to wrap his arms around her body and elbows tightly, making her unable to move.

"Let go of me!" Cheng Yin yelled at him.

"I'm not used to being strong on women, I just want to talk to you properly." Yang Fan said in a deep voice, "You hate me so much?"

There was a ray of sadness in his deep eyes, Cheng Yin's eyes swept across his face, and slid to his neck, which was close at hand, and he could clearly see the masterpiece he "painted".

Her heart softened inexplicably, she turned her head, and after a while, she asked sullenly, "What are you trying to tell me? I don't want to argue with you every time we meet."

Yang Fan stared at her blankly.

Yeah, what on earth did he want to talk to her about?He just wanted to see her, even if he didn't say anything, it would be good to sit opposite each other for a while just like before.

But she always avoided him and didn't give him any chance to explain. He felt that he was going crazy.

However, after finally meeting, he failed to get along with her happily as he wished. She was like a vigilant little beast, with sharp claws shining all the time, scratching him suddenly, which made him feel pain.

He was suddenly a little discouraged, and the strength in his hands relaxed a lot.

"I just want to know," he asked sadly, "how did we get here?"

"Are you asking me?" Cheng Yin looked up at him, and the flames piled up again in her eyes, "Didn't you say that there is no possibility between us? Didn't you say that you want to be brothers and sisters with me? You don't want me to like you, Okay, I admit it! Why did I finally adjust my mentality and really treat you as my brother, but you said you fell in love with me?"

The tears of grievance could no longer be restrained, and came out of my eyes.

Cheng Yin thought that the grievances buried in her heart for a long time had long since left her, and she would never show them to others in this life, but now, as they flowed freely and joyfully along with her tears, she realized that, For a long time, she didn't forget, but just suppressed herself.

"Yang Fan, what do you think is the human heart, which can be changed at will? I also want to ask you, what do you want me to do? What should I do to satisfy you?"

Yang Fan's hands tied to her body finally fell down helplessly, he suddenly cast aside his behavior just now, and he forced her to cry again.

Scenes of the past flashed before his eyes, and he suddenly found that they were so unequal, she brought him joy and laughter, but he brought her only pain.

She fell in love with him, which caused her pain, and now that he fell in love with her, it still caused her pain.

Her tears made his heart ache, he sighed and gently embraced the crying Cheng Yin into his arms.

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault." He whispered.

What he wants to see is a Cheng Yin who can laugh heartily anytime and anywhere, not the face blurred by tears in front of him.

"Okay." He caressed her hair, a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and finally he was willing to compromise, "Brother... just brother. At least... better than strangers."

His sudden retreat made Cheng Yin hold her breath for an instant, and her heart sank rapidly as if she had fallen into a cliff. She didn't know what this feeling represented, but she just realized in a panic and confusion that she seemed to have done something wrong again. .

In a daze, Yang Fan held her cheeks again and stared into her tearful eyes, "Don't cry, I'll take you home now."

The corner of her mouth twisted, and she sobbed again.

He didn't say anything more, but moved his lips together and pressed a kiss on her forehead.

Another working day with good sunshine.Cheng Yin followed Lin Ruhui to bid farewell to Mr. Zhao and walked out of Ruiyuan's administrative hall.The corner staircase had a perfect arc, and she stepped down it step by step, feeling as if she would never finish walking.

"Fanny, why do I feel that you seem to be a double-faced person recently?" Lin Ruhui glanced at Cheng Yin who was counting the floors of the stairs.

"Ah?" Cheng Yin was startled, and immediately turned her thoughts back, "What do you mean?"

Is it insinuating that she is in Cao Ying and her heart is in Han?

"As soon as you enter the working state, it's like clockwork. Your ears and eyes are sharp, but when you're free, you're listless. Haven't you noticed that you talk less now?"

Lin Ruhui's explanation made Cheng Yin secretly heave a sigh of relief, but at the same time she was a little embarrassed, "This project is really too big, I don't want to disappoint you, maybe I've invested too much, and I'm a little bit exhausted."

"The pressure is all imposed on yourself. The psychological burden is too heavy, so you may not be able to do good things." Lin Ruhui comforted her, "In fact, you have great potential, but you don't even realize it."

"Really?" Cheng Yin laughed, it is always pleasant to be praised by the boss.

At this time, they had already walked out of Ruiyuan's office building, and there were several stone steps in front of them.

Lin Ruhui suddenly smiled, "I thought you were worrying about personal affairs!"

Cheng Yin seemed to have been touched by a sensitive nerve, her heart was flustered for a while, and she instinctively turned her head to see the expression on Lin Ruhui's face, did she dare to let everyone know her thoughts?

The face that entered her field of vision was not as playful and cunning as she had guessed, but was surprised and dignified. At the same time, she heard him call out, "Be careful! The steps!"

But it was too late, Cheng Yin stepped on the air with her left foot, followed by a nervous volley with her right foot, and just a few seconds later, she fell down under the stone steps in embarrassment.

This miraculous and rapid scene is really too embarrassing.

Lin Ruhui ran down the steps and helped her up with a concerned face, "Does it hurt from the fall? How is your foot?"

Cheng Yin was ashamed, and she didn't care about the shame, she twisted her feet alternately a few times, her left foot was fine, but her right foot hurt when she moved it, which seemed to be a tendon injury.

Lin Ruhui frowned and said, "You wait here, I'll drive over and take you to the doctor first."

Cheng Yin was ashamed and depressed.

Lin Ruhui drove over quickly and helped Cheng Yin into the car. She apologized in a murmured voice, "I'm really sorry for taking up your time again."

"Don't say that, of course health is the most important thing, just give us a half-day vacation." He shrugged, and couldn't help laughing, "Just when I was on the stairs, I was worried that you would not be able to step on them correctly, thinking that something happened. The building is fine, but I still tripped over it unexpectedly, go back and check the imperial calendar, isn't it inappropriate to take the stairs today?"

A few jokes relieved Cheng Yin's guilt a lot, "You still believe this!"

Lin Ruhui called the company in advance and explained the whole afternoon.After entering the hospital, Cheng Yin realized how wise he was.

There were more people seeing the doctor than in the vegetable market. Lin Ruhui went to register and checked on the display screen at the service desk. It would take at least an hour for Cheng Yin's turn.

It was already lunch time, he ran to KFC near the hospital to buy some food, and sat in a chair by the window with Cheng Yin to enjoy it slowly.

Cheng Yin suddenly screamed, startling Lin Ruhui, "What's wrong?"

"Aren't there dance rehearsals in the afternoon? I'm going to perform this Sunday night." Cheng Yin's expression paled, "But my feet definitely can't be cured so quickly."

Lin Ruhui also thought about it, "I'll call Jack and ask him to adjust."

"Well, Jimmy," Cheng Yin looked at him, "Why don't you change your partner?"

Lin Ruhui dialed the number without raising his eyes, "I'm not going to participate either, I just want to dance with you."

After speaking, she put the phone to her ear, and glanced at Cheng Yin with a half-smile.

Cheng Yin bowed her head and counted the fries in embarrassment, pretending not to understand the hidden meaning of his words.

Lin Ruhui is a very measured person, he never rashly says something that makes people's ears flutter, but when Cheng Yin is not paying attention, he will pop up a sentence or two that are quite interesting, both true and false.

Not long ago, Cheng Yin was quite interested in these little tricks of his, and when she occasionally thought of them, she would feel a little sweet.

However, after explaining everything to Yang Fan, she seemed to have suddenly lost the desire to explore the emotional world. She even felt that the trace of affection she had for Lin Ruhui was just a mist in the morning, and evaporated as soon as the sun came out. In fact, she never fell in love with him.

She also wanted to love seriously and well once, but she always failed, so she felt that everything was boring.

Now the only thing that can arouse her passion is probably Ruiyuan.

Lin Ruhui's jokes are always to the point, seeing that Cheng Yin didn't respond, so he didn't extend it any further, after a brief discussion with Jack, the backbone of the dance group, he told Cheng Yin, "They plan to re-arrange the dance - Twisting Big Yangko , is it funny?"

The two laughed at the same time.

Cheng Yin spent a few weeks practicing Rumba hard, but she didn't expect to be ruined by a sudden moment of her own, but she didn't feel it was a pity, instead she felt an indescribable sense of relief.

The time waiting for the doctor is always boring, and being with Lin Ruhui is not completely enjoyable. He is the boss, and it is impossible for Cheng Yin to speak without scruples. Even though she once joked with Xie Mei that she must take him down, she still keeps Remember a certain workplace admonition-never try to be friends with your boss.

Seeing that she was reticent, Lin Ruhui took the initiative to find some topics to talk to her, but he was a cautious person, and his conversations were nothing more than going around the topics he had talked about before.

Cheng Yin heard a few words very clearly.

"I hope that one day we can let Americans learn from our experience, instead of importing everything from the United States like now, and we will always be in a state of bowing our heads and learning."

"This is not easy to achieve!" Cheng Yin sighed, his dream was too far away from reality.

"It depends on man's will." Lin Ruhui smiled confidently, "Many wishes seem unattainable, but as long as there are practical plans, there is a chance of success."

"You also have such a plan? How exactly are you going to do it?" Cheng Yin became curious. One thing she was sure of was that Lin Ruhui was not the type to talk big and talk, but he was telling the truth.

Lin Ruhui glanced at her, "Yes! If you want to become the No. Opportunities, you can’t stop doing them just because you have difficulties, you have to constantly challenge yourself and not let yourself relax.”

After listening for a long time, Cheng Yin realized that his ideal did not refer to the current consulting situation in China, but only to his own career.

"You...Why did you think of transferring here from the Southern District?" Cheng Yin asked cautiously but couldn't help being curious.

Lin Ruhui smiled faintly, "Because there is an opportunity here."

Cheng Yin was silent for a long time, Lin Ruhui probably also realized what she was thinking, without explaining much, watching the bustling crowd in the hospital lobby reflected on the marble floor.

"Are you familiar with Yingrui's Andy?" Lin Ruhui suddenly turned his eyes and stared at Cheng Yin and asked.

Cheng Yin's heart beat faster, and she hesitated a bit, "Uh...we've done things together, and...we're not very familiar...what's the matter?"

Lin Ruhui paused for a moment and said, "He will compete with us for Ruiyuan's list."

"There is such a thing?" Cheng Yin's eyes were filled with astonishment, it was the first time she had heard of it.

Lin Ruhui nodded, "He used Mr. Fan's line. Mr. Fan and Gordon have a good relationship. Gordon used him to get into Ruiyuan before."

Cheng Yin suddenly understood what he meant, and took a deep breath. In this way, Gao Xiang probably introduced Mr. Fan to Yang Fan. It is very taboo in AST to eat inside and outside.

"Jimmy," Cheng Yin said in a serious tone, "I have a question, can I ask it?"

Lin Ruhui shrugged.

"If one day you succeed, what will happen to Gordon?" She bit her lip and asked her doubts.

"My success is not at the expense of other people's failure." Lin Ruhui's eyes were as clear as water, "You ask me what will happen to Gordon, I can't answer you now, because I don't know. But everyone has to pay for their own Behavior bears consequences, once you choose, there is no way out."

Is this really the case?
Cheng Yin really wanted to ask again, but she knew that Lin Ruhui would not tell her any specific information. He had the patience to explain to her so metaphysically today, which showed the greatest trust in a subordinate.

At one time, Yang Fan and Lin Ruhui were on par in Cheng Yin's mind in terms of professional standards and career pursuits. She felt that they were the same kind of people, who loved work, pursued perfection in everything they did, and were also very knowledgeable in the professional field.

But at this moment, Cheng Yin suddenly realized that Lin Ruhui and Yang Fan are actually two completely different people, the former is aggressive and the latter is gentle.If obstacles are set up in their direction of progress, Yang Fan may sit down and study the obstacles first, and even try to turn the obstacles into a driving force for his own progress, but Lin Ruhui will definitely bend down and lift the stone without hesitation, far away. put aside.

Gao Xiang is the stumbling block in front of Lin Ruhui, what will happen to him in the end?

Looking at Lin Ruhui's sharp expression, Cheng Yin felt a little fear in her heart.

(End of this chapter)