Yin is love: the reversal of women chasing men

Chapter 9 Love is colder than love (2)
Yang Fan seemed a little dumbfounded, but the tense lines on his face finally eased, "Stop talking, go and change your clothes."

Cheng Yin paused and looked at his expression quietly, showing no sign of comprehension. Sure enough, he didn't misunderstand himself?
In addition to underwear, Yang Fan bought everything from shirts to coats in sets, and didn't even have time to cut off the hang tags. Each piece was expensive, and Cheng Yin changed them one by one, but they all fit, but she is not in the mood to go to the mirror right now. Appreciate your own beauty.

She stuffed the dirty clothes into the bag, hesitated for a moment, and put Yang Fan's clothes that had been worn for a while.

When she came out, Yang Fan was standing in front of the window sill looking at the market outside and waiting for her.

"Your clothes, I will return them to you after I wash them. I will also return the money to buy those clothes."

Yang Fan didn't raise his eyebrows, "No need."

He took out a bottle of wine and a wine glass from the cabinet next to the dining table, poured half a glass of whiskey and handed it to Cheng Yin, "Drink some to warm yourself up, it's cold outside right now."

Cheng Yin took it silently, took a sip, and poured the smoky taste straight down his throat into his stomach. Soon, his body felt warm.

After leaving the apartment, Yang Fan's car was already downstairs, Cheng Yin was a little puzzled, how he picked up the car and bought clothes for himself in less than an hour.

But she didn't ask anything, she didn't say she was depressed, and Yang Fan's stern face couldn't arouse her desire to speak.

It was almost ten o'clock at home, Cheng Yin said Xie was about to get out of the car, Yang Fan suddenly called her back.

"Cheng Yin, you've grown up, you can't be so self-willed in the future, you know?" He resumed the tone he had in the western restaurant, speaking earnestly.

Cheng Yin immediately understood that he still thought that she fell into the river on purpose, she was so aggrieved, "I really didn't want to jump, I..."

Before she finished speaking, Yang Fan interrupted her, as if his forbearance had come to an end at this moment.

"Then what are you doing sitting on the stone railing? I called you so many times, why didn't you answer? Do you know how anxious I was at that time! Also, what if I can't swim? What if you What happened, how can I explain to your family?"

This series of questioning made Cheng Yin speechless. She opened her mouth, wanting to justify herself again, but looking back carefully at everything that happened, wasn't it just a farce caused by her alone?

Yang Fan is so innocent, he was dragged into the water by himself, and he had to save face for her. Although the words he said to him were not pleasant, they were not unreasonable.

But it was also because of the reason that she couldn't bear it all the more. No one would willingly admit their failure.

"...I'm sorry." She muttered, desperately holding back the tears that were about to fall.

She had never felt so humiliated in her life, and this humiliation was simply brought on by herself.

The tears still couldn't be held back, they fell on the clothes patter, and her intermittent sobbing made Yang Fan's heart soften.

"Don't cry, wipe your tears away, it won't be good for your parents to see." He took out two tissues for her, pondered for a while, and said: "Xiaohui and Yao Yuan, I will find a way to explain, You don't have to worry about these things... When you go back, stop thinking about it and live a good life."

The more he thought about her, the more uncomfortable Cheng Yin felt. She really wanted to yell at him angrily, "You don't need to hide it for me, I will do things by myself!"

But in this way, he will definitely feel that she is capricious and ignorant.

In the end, without saying anything, she thanked her again, said goodbye again, and got out of the car silently, leaving Yang Fan with a fairly free and easy back, and the frustration and pain in her heart were probably only felt by herself.

When I got home, Father Zhou was still watching TV in the living room. Seeing her come back, he rubbed his eyes and asked, "Why are you working overtime so late today? If you don't come back, I plan to go to your company..."

In the middle of speaking, he suddenly found that Cheng Yin's attire had completely changed, and her mental state was also very different from before she left the house, she was disheveled.

"Yinyin, your clothes..."

Cheng Yin didn't say anything, she went into the bathroom and threw all the clothes into the washing machine.

The mother who was sorting out the materials in the room also ran out when she heard the news, she couldn't see the slightest ecstasy, "Yinyin, my mother will treat you at noon tomorrow, my grades this month are the best in the whole department, it's really..."

Cheng Yin brushed past her mother with straight eyes, entered her room, and closed the door with a "bang".

Zhou's mother was puzzled, and then blamed her father, "Look at this child, you are used to it!"

"It's all on me, it's all on me." Father Zhou echoed, but with a thoughtful expression.

Turning off the lights, Cheng Yin curled up under the quilt, the sound of parents packing up and entering the room came from outside, and soon, the surroundings became silent.

She opened her eyes in the dark, but she was not thinking about anything, her whole body was extremely tired, and she was hot and cold, as if she had malaria.

She thought that she would suffer from insomnia again tonight, but after a while, the deep drowsiness conquered her. She closed her eyes resignedly and sneaked into the dreamland. Let's talk about the future later.

In the middle of the night, Cheng Yin developed a high fever. She gritted her teeth to hold on, moved outside her parents' room, and knocked hard on the door.

Half an hour later, she was already on an IV in the hospital.

Cheng Yin's illness lasted for more than a week, and she couldn't even get out of bed for the first three days, which made her father and mother feel very distressed, and her father even changed ways to make delicious food for her every day, but unfortunately she didn't have any appetite at all. .

For her sudden illness, the old man couldn't help being suspicious, but no matter how he asked, the little girl refused to speak, and only reasoned that it was caused by fatigue.

But she has obviously lost weight, and she speaks much less than before, and the melancholy that appears between her brows from time to time makes her father feel worried and helpless.As soon as the girl grows up, she has worries, and she is not willing to communicate with her parents.

Yang Fan sent Cheng Yin a greeting text message the day after the date. At that time, she was on an IV drip, so she replied with difficulty, "I'm fine, thank you!"

Since then, he has not contacted her again.

Another weekend came, and Tang Ye came to see her. He learned from Zhou's mother that Cheng Yin had been ill for almost a week.

When Tang Ye knocked on the door and came in, Cheng Yin was still lying on the bed reading a novel, and he stared at her with a half-smile, "Why, you don't even want to see me anymore?"

On the second day of her date with Yang Fan, Tang Ye called her, but she faltered and didn't want to say anything, so Tang Ye didn't ask any further.

Cheng Yin smiled awkwardly and motioned for him to close the door.

Tang Ye sat down in the small soft chair beside her bed, first reached out and stroked her short hair, the relief in this manner suddenly made Cheng Yin's nose sour.

"Third brother, do you know everything?"

"Ah."

Cheng Yin's eye circles immediately turned red.

Looking at her aggrieved appearance, Tang Ye somehow remembered the time when she went to the Children's Palace to learn calligraphy during the summer vacation of the fifth grade.

At that time, Zhou's father and Zhou's mother had to go to work during the day, so it fell to Tang Ye to pick up Cheng Yin.

Usually, he would take her to the station, there is a bus that can go directly to the Children's Palace, and she would also take the bus when she came back, and he would wait for her at the station.

One day, Cheng Yin’s car broke down on the road when she was on the way back. She didn’t understand that she could transfer to another bus for free with just a ticket, and she wouldn’t talk sweetly with the bus driver. As a result, it exploded for more than half an hour under the scorching sun.When she saw Tang Ye who was waiting at the station, already anxious, the expression on her face was exactly the same as now.

Since she was a child, Cheng Yin had this kind of temper that didn't know how to turn around and go to the dark, but when she really bumped into the south wall, she would cry again in pain.

Tang Ye put his arms around her shoulders, "Cry if you want, I came here to change into old clothes, it doesn't matter if they get dirty!"

Cheng Yin's stomach full of grievances was over, and she couldn't cry even if she wanted to, so she gritted her teeth and pushed Tang Ye away, "You're so beautiful!"

She suddenly thought of something, "Third brother, how did you know? Yes, he told you?"

"No, I guess."

Cheng Yin stared at him, "So, you already knew this was the result?"

Tang Ye was silent.

Cheng Yin suddenly felt tightness in his chest, and he couldn't help but get angry, "Then why do you still push me out to embarrass me?"

Tang Ye smiled and said: "Don't worry, listen to me slowly. In fact, after I raised this issue with Yang Fan that day, he has been noncommittal, and I understand that it's probably useless. I can't blame Yang Fan, you two are far apart. They don’t know each other at all, let alone him, I’m very surprised.”

Cheng Yin said angrily, "You've said this tune more than 800 times, let's get to the point!"

"The point is, if I want to tell you the result like this, will you be willing? Will you give up on Yang Fan from now on? You, you have been immersed in your own illusions, and you are not allowed to have a good talk with Yang Fan , you can't wake up."

Cheng Yin was stunned, she really hadn't thought about this question, maybe it was what Tang Ye was worried about, even if she knew it was impossible, she still had an inexplicable affection for Yang Fan.

Tang Ye continued: "Besides, Yang Fan also insisted on meeting with you. I have been dealing with him for more than a day or two. I know he is a measured person, so I agreed."

"Yinyin, although you feel sad now, it will be good for you in the long run. Do you know what your problem is?"

"What?" Cheng Yin was confused.

"There is a statue in your heart, and you always feel that others are inferior to him, but in fact this statue is created by yourself. If you don't break it, you will never be able to see the goodness of others. Then you will never be able to see the goodness of others. How can you have a good relationship, and how can you marry someone else?"

Cheng Yin carefully chewed on the third brother's words, it seemed quite reasonable.

Seeing her serious expression, Tang Ye understood that she had listened to her words, so he relaxed and joked cheerfully, "Yang Fan asked me a lot of questions about you before meeting you, you usually do some What, what do you like, what books do you read, do you like fantasies, etc. I have forgotten a lot. You see, there is nothing shameful in being in the hands of a consultant, at least he will take it seriously. Have this patience!"

"The results are not all the same." Cheng Yin was listless.

"It's always going to be a little different. Yang Fan likes to tell the truth, but he never hurts others. If he was a villain, I wouldn't even open my mouth to him." Speaking of this, Tang Ye challenged Mei asked her, "By the way, you have gotten along with him, do you still think he is the white horse in your heart?"

Cheng Yin couldn't answer this question for a while, and after thinking for a long time, she muttered, "I really don't know him at all."

"Look, you finally understand a little bit."

Father Zhou knocked on the door and shouted at the door, "Xiaoye, Yinyin, it's time to eat!"

"Come on!" Tang Ye replied in a loud voice, then turned his head and said to Cheng Yin: "Okay, this matter is over, anyway, the three of us know, I definitely won't say it, neither will he, and you won't either Now, let’s digest it internally and pretend nothing happened.”

Cheng Yin coughed, her face flushed, and she faltered: "Eldest brother and sister-in-law know too."

"Ok?"

(End of this chapter)