my contract husband

Chapter 130

Thinking about how warm my heart was at the beginning, it hurts now. I suddenly remembered that my professor once said that when you don’t know the direction, you must remember the way you came. It’s better to go back, or never to go back ...But you have to remember that part of the road.

Because without that road, there would be no present self.

Of course I will remember the way I came here, because the way--
Now, I too have become one of the monsters.

Should I laugh or cry?

Laughing and I have a thousand-year lifespan; crying that I will fall into the belly of a dragon after a thousand years.

Millennium, whether it is long or not, is not short.

Hasn’t Gu Shenglan come here in the past thousand years? There’s nothing wrong with it. If you want the wind, you need the rain. Now, when I think back on the perverted and twisted things he started, it’s nothing compared to what I’ve learned about the past. .

But he didn't explain it to me.

I guess I guessed that I didn't want to hear it.Because—what do these pasts have to do with me?

I'm just me, Zhongli.

My heart was full of things, I couldn't fall asleep, so I simply got up.

Glancing at the time, it was only four o'clock.

When I saw the time and thought of the [-]:[-] when I first met, I felt a sudden panic in my heart.

Alas, I only blame myself for being too young. There are as many pits as there are pies in the sky.But, I never thought, I misunderstood Qingchen Tianhun.

It's all because he is so unfeeling, it's just that the soul of heaven and the soul of fate become two completely different individuals?
Afraid of disturbing Mo Yuan, I groped my way to the kitchen in the dark, and suddenly there was a rustling sound in the dark, and just as I walked to the door of the kitchen, the light was suddenly turned on.

"Hiss." I gasped involuntarily, closed my eyes, and after getting used to the darkness, what the light brings is no longer light, but glare.

just like--

I just got used to being surrounded by deception, and suddenly I knew that Tianhun was treating me well, and I didn't know how to treat him.

Alas, very awkward.

Mo Yuan moved his nose slightly, then turned around, "looked" at me and said, "A Li, are you hungry?"

I looked into his eyes and felt sad.

When Gu Shenglan comes to look for me again, I have to ask him if the matter of Mo Yuan's becoming a fairy is true, if it is...then I'd better not delay him.

"Well, do you want to eat together?"

"Okay. But, I... my eyes are not very convenient now. If you are not too slow, let me do it." He said lightly, in the room, cleverly avoiding obstacles, and moving towards I walked over, "I've made a note of where things are placed in this house, the kitchen...not yet, but it should be soon."

My eyes turned red, and my nose became sore uncontrollably——

"No, not in the future."

I turned around and quickly closed the door.

With a "bang", I leaned against the door and covered my mouth and nose——

Tears slid down the fingers.

Mo Yuan, I really appreciate you accompanying me through the best time in my life, but... I can't ask for anything more from you.

As you said, I - I am Gu Qingchen's contract wife.

I am sorry.

……

I almost finished cooking this pot of noodles crying.

At the dining table, Mo Yuan couldn’t see, and he ate slowly with his head down. He could always be quiet and not noisy, but the more he was like this, the more worried I was. I used the sound of eating noodles loudly , to hide my little cry.

After I really gave up on the soul of fate, I finally discovered——

It turns out that the A Li that Fate Soul spoke of was never me.

But the soul of heaven...

The expression on his mind when he said that night when he said you want me, and...

That sound of grandparents.

I couldn't help crying and laughing through my tears, that fool, he didn't get angry when he was misunderstood?

Unfortunately, I didn't know how to face her for a while.

After going through this great catastrophe, I suddenly found that I... seemed to be getting stronger and stronger, a little strange.

More and more, not like myself.

This is the rumored death and rebirth, right?

After Mo Yuan finished eating, he put down the bowls and chopsticks, as if he was going to wash them, but I snatched them away, "Let me do it, from now on, you don't do these things."

He didn't object, but he didn't agree, and changed the subject: "Do you want to sleep again?"

sleep?I frowned.

More than 1000 years, enough for me to sleep.

Now, not very sleepy.

Suddenly, I couldn't find my goal, as if I was taken away from all my thoughts. To put it mildly, I became a lost lamb and couldn't find the way forward.

There was an empty space in my head.

I wish I could make Gu Shenglan suffer more, but I want to solve all these troubles as soon as possible, but I can't find a clue.

Wouldn't it be great if... Tianhun was here?

Alas, I was too lazy to wash, so I just swept the bowls and chopsticks with spiritual power, and they were as clean as ever.

"No, I, I want to go out, just walk around."

I looked at the clean white bowls and chopsticks, it was so trouble-free, I would have been terribly happy before, but now I feel a little irritable.

Remembering that Crane Qianxiu used to wash the dishes every time, it was even more annoying.

Do you have powerful spiritual power but can't get back the original happiness?
I unscrewed the faucet irritably, there was no stain, and I wanted to rinse it...as if it could wash away my troubles.However, no matter how I washed it, I couldn't find the happy feeling of washing off the stains.

"I'll accompany you."

There were footsteps outside, and after a while, he pushed open the kitchen door. I was startled and quickly put away my angry expression. The next second I saw his eyes closed and his hands were a little stiff.

I always thought he could see, but he... well.

Pointing to the hat on his head, he smiled at me and said, "A Li, do you think this is okay?"

The hat just covered a pair of dog ears, I said: "Of course, it's just right, let's go for a walk, and when we get to the city, I'll make you a pair of glasses. But, your hair...can you shorten it?"

His long hair is really... Eye-catching, smooth as silk, without any forks, hanging straight in the middle of the black robe, I'm afraid that if he pulls it on the street, he will be regarded as some celebrity who came out for a private visit...

"No problem." He hesitated a little, and then his hair gradually shortened, and his robe changed into simple casual clothes, but he was still dressed in black.

"That's right, you can teach me this Taoism anytime." I deliberately smiled, shook off the water on my hand, and when I was drying, I heard him laugh and say: "If you want to learn, you can do it now."

I frowned, thinking about the dishes and dishes, and shook my head again: "Forget it, I won't learn for a while."

I don't want to deprive myself of other joys.He smiled softly: "I will listen to you."

……

I took Ziyuan and the dagger in my backpack, and walked along the suburban road with Mo Yuan, but there were memories everywhere I went, I tried my best not to think about those memories, but the pain in my heart, where? Will you forget it so easily?

In the busiest neighborhood, I gave Mo Yuan a pair of glasses, only to suddenly realize that I have no money.

"Miss, do you still want to buy it or not?" The proprietress looked at me and then at Mo Yuan.

"Uh." I looked at Mo Yuan with some embarrassment, wondering if he could still get Crane Qianxiu's card now?
"How much!"

A familiar voice sounded from the side, I was slightly startled, and looked at Long Bai in a white sweater in astonishment, she was holding a white wallet, opened it, and threw a golden card over.

(End of this chapter)