my contract husband

Chapter 144 Forget You, Giving Me Ten Years Is Not Long

I failed again.

Lost to my soft heart, I can't let him go.

I think Lord Tianhun shouldn't blame me.

This has nothing to do with passion. In the first half of my life, all my warmth was given by the people in front of me.

He asked me anxiously: "A Li, where did you get hurt?"

"You... Are you digging your palms again? Every time you feel uncomfortable, you dig your palms... It's my fault. I shouldn't say such things to embarrass you. "

He was extremely flustered and nervous, and I didn't speak any more, just crying silently.

Just why, we have come to where we are today.

One wrong step, one wrong step!

"You, don't scare me, where are you hurt!" Mo Qianxiu grabbed my hand, and my tears stopped: "Stop talking! Let's get out of here first."

He was forcefully lifted up by me, but he couldn't stand up after two or three attempts. He said angrily, "Ah Li... I'm really useless!"

"Stop talking, come on, one, two, three... get up! Let's get out of here first." He clenched his fists, and finally stood up. The white light slowly healed his wound.

Tears fell silently.

It really hurts, my heart hurts.

I'm really afraid that once I open my mouth, it will make him even more reluctant to let me go. What Gu Qingchen said is right, we are all torturing each other, and there is always one who has to be ruthless!There used to be a saying that what is left... is the most painful.

However, the one who leaves first may not be without pain!
I was the one who knew the ending first. He hadn't seen me answer for a long time, bit his lower lip, and swallowed the rest of the words, "Okay, let's go first."

After checking out and going out, I helped him walk on the cold street.

His body was almost on top of me and he was really drunk.

The footsteps are weak, and almost half of his body weight is on me. If he is not drunk, he will never be willing to part with it.The black ribbons on his eyes fluttered with the north wind and swept across my side face. I raised my head and looked at the gloomy sky——

God, can you not tell me that I...

In the end how to do!
However, snowflakes suddenly fell in the sky, and there were fewer and fewer pedestrians on the streets in the suburbs, and it was extremely cold.I helped him walk home, he may never know, in fact, for a while, I really hated myself, not only him.

At the beginning, I was a little bit revengeful, thinking that I would be with a ghost that has lost its soul, and I don't want to be with you... But then, how did everything become what it is today?

Suddenly, he who had been silent all this time murmured, "A Li, I'm sorry."

"Ok?"

I paused, and there was a wry smile on the corner of his mouth: "My existence must be embarrassing for you."

I thought he was talking drunk, and said with a smile: "Don't say that, you are my most important relative, not to mention... I will go to the underworld soon, when the time comes... we will be separated."

He seemed to remember this incident, his body froze, and then he let out a very pleasant chuckle, "Dear family? That's fine! That's fine!"

He suddenly got up from me, and he seemed to get up a little too violently, staggered two steps, and almost fell to the ground, but he said loudly to me: "Leave me alone! I can do it!"

I watched him struggle to keep his balance, and my heart ached.Finally, he stood still, and smiled at me: "A Li, do you still remember the farewell words?"

I, of course, will not forget.

He knew what I was thinking, Xie Mei laughed and said: "At that time you said that you envied that kind of relationship, no complaints or regrets, and you will be with you all your life."

My heart ached, what did he... want to say?
"Now, I finally did it."

"you……"

I saw him raising his hand to wipe away his tears, but he could only stand there, unable to do anything. I liked him once, but... I can only like him to that point, and I can't... no more.

Some things, lost, really never come back.

He smiled miserably and said to me: "I didn't cry, Ah Li, I really didn't. I just, just..." He hesitated a little, but still choked up, "I just laughed a little sadly."

"Obviously I was the first person to meet you, but with just one turn around, you no longer belong to me."

He lowered his head as he said, the street lamps stretched his shadow very long.

I heard him speak clearly, and frowned, "You're sober, aren't you?"

He smiled mockingly: "Yeah, I woke up, I hope, I never wake up..."

"..."

Then he moved his nose slightly and said, "Haven't you healed yourself yet?"

I forgot, he bowed his head and said sullenly: "Hands hurt, but it's not as good as heartache."

I was stunned, but relaxed, "Yeah, you can always know what I'm thinking." He raised his hand with a light smile, covered his heart, and said with a smile, "It's not that I thought, but here— It hurts too..."

His voice was very soft, snowflakes scattered among us, he said: "A Li, you are still the same as before, so strong, brave and kind, I am fascinated."

I didn't answer, the street was empty with heavy snowfall.

"God is really fair. If someone owes you, someone must make it up to you. I owed you in my previous life, and I should pay it back. You don't have to feel guilty, but——I hope he really loves you more than me. In this way, I can leave in peace."

leave, leave!

I looked at him in surprise, how...how did he figure it out!

"Thousand... thousand repairs."

I felt a little uneasy in my heart. Although I was ready to let him go, I was still a little worried when he suddenly said that... He said: "In the past, I always said that we are made for each other. -"

"But now it seems that it should be more appropriate to reverse."

"Mo Yuan is far away."

I didn't know what to say to him, but he smiled faintly and said, "Do you still remember that little poem we read?"

"what."

He smiled and began to recite——

"The alley is curved and long."

"No doors, no windows."

"I took an old key and tapped on the thick wall."

"A Li, we miss those things in the past, maybe not because of how beautiful they are, but because they can never come back. Let go of one thought, and feel at ease. I will try my best to forget you and stop making you feel bad. You And go to hell with peace of mind!"

"Qianxiu."

I looked at him, wondering how he figured it out.

Is it because I'm leaving?
"Mo Qianxiu is a good name, isn't it? Don't want Qianxiu anymore. If you can't love, hate, ask for, or want, you'd better be a dog!"

Hearing his words, I became more and more worried, "Qianxiu, don't act recklessly, you finally became a fairy, you..."

"Oh, good. I won't say these anymore." He walked towards me slowly, and the streetlights pulled his shadow on me: "A Li, can I still hug you?"

I shook my head, and he obediently stood in front of me, "Then I'll just stand up and talk."

"If there is an afterlife, I can meet you again, and I will never give up on you. If there is an afterlife, at the gate of the orphanage, I am still willing to approach you...to protect you. Of course, for me, there is no if." , In this life, I disappeared, and I will never come back. And I became a fairy queen, so I can no longer have any entanglements with you."

I didn't expect him to say that, the next second he smiled slightly, "So—"

"Give me ten years and forget about you."

"Ten years, forgetting you is not too long."

"I will wait for you to come back from the underworld. Ten years later, if you don't come back, I will go to the underworld to find you."

(End of this chapter)