my contract husband

Chapter 221 Little monster, you are mine (repair)
After I finished speaking to Gu Shenglan in my heart, I laughed wantonly facing the sunshine in front of me.

"Ha ha ha ha……"

Gu Shenglan couldn't hear me, he could only hear my heart.

But, I have no one to tell.

I pretended that he could still hear me, but I only said these words to myself, "Hey, don't you think that I'm so cruel that I can do anything to myself?"

While I was talking, I kept telling myself in my heart, Zhongli, you can't cry.

You did nothing wrong, you cry and you lose.

But the tears fell before I could finish talking to myself.

Gu Shenglan didn't answer me.

"He said I've changed. What do you think?"

I think Gu Shenglan can't accept it either.

I stood up, laughed as I walked, tears fell as I walked.

"Actually, I also feel that I have changed."

"I admit."

"But I don't want to either."

"I hate that I always make mistakes, but no one has ever taught me what to do. I am walking step by step, all within your calculations, your arrangements, God's arrangements... I can't even count."

"I'm not you, I can tell fortunes, and I'm not Gu Qinglan, I can calculate."

"Every time I am a little careless, it will lead to a big mistake." What I lied to the spiritual girl at the beginning has now become true. I think, I am losing the courage to love.

"Now I always have doubts, this kind of uncontrollable doubts, even I hate and loathe myself... I try my best to suppress it, but I can't do it."

"I also want to believe and love without reservation, but I—"

I opened the door while talking to myself like a lunatic, and then, I couldn't continue.

Gu Qinglan, his back was facing me, and his back was trembling faintly. On the ground beside him was a curved sword that had been covered with hoarfrost.

"Qinglan..."

I looked at his stiff back, did he... hear all those words just now?

Did he stand outside the door all night?

Gu Qinglan didn't look back, the indifferent back made me panic for no reason.

I walked out quickly and walked up to him.I wanted to shake his hand, but he shook it off: "Don't touch me."

His voice was extremely indifferent.

I looked at his tightly pursed lips and face full of indifference, and at the coldness and coldness in his eyes. Those bone-piercing eyes pierced my heart like a sharp knife.

"Qinglan, I'm just talking to myself, you know, I have no friends, I... I just have no one to talk to, so I just..." But what, it seems that the more I talk, the more chaotic.I watched his hands clenched into fists.I can't go on,

Between us, imperceptibly, too many things were added suddenly...

He is shaking.

He pursed his lips tightly, and he was also in pain.

I've never seen him so pale.

I looked up at him, he must have misunderstood me.

But how can I explain it?

"Qinglan, I..."

For the first time, I felt that it would be so difficult to speak in front of him: "Anyway, it's not what you think, I..."

And he didn't want to listen to my explanation, so he pushed me away and walked outside.I watched his leaving back, and I had an intuition that he left this time, if I didn't chase him, he might not come back.

I rushed up and grabbed him, but when he raised his hand, a burst of hostility suddenly bounced me away, and I fell back into the courtyard in a state of embarrassment. Damn it, I obviously couldn't feel the pain. Why, I still felt out of breath .

I got up recklessly, rushed up again, and hugged him.

"My lord, don't leave me..."

"Don't go! I can't live without you!"

Gu Qinglan could feel her whole body trembling.

"It's really not what you think, it's really not..."

"You believe me!"

He was finally willing to answer me, with an extremely desolate voice, "Zhongli, you are right. I pushed you to this point step by step. I believe in you, so I hate myself."

"Seeing that you killed your own body without hesitation, I reflected all night."

"I'm angry, not because you killed the spirit girl, but because you really changed."

what?
My hand was opened by him, he turned around slowly, looked down at me, the blood and tears in his eyes told me that he was enduring more pain than me.

"little monster."

"I've been here, I haven't left."

"But you have gone far, I think, I can't pull back."

I couldn't breathe, I just sobbed helplessly and looked at him, "I didn't, my lord, I..." He raised his hand and slowly wiped away my tears with his fingertips. The voice is also very soft, but why, it sounds so painful.

"Zhongli, I never taught you to kill."

"I said, leave the murder to me, I don't want to dirty your hands."

"But in the end, you still forgot..."

"You have become what you are now, and I have a lot of responsibility."

After he finished speaking, a drop of blood and tears fell on my face. Suddenly, my heart seemed to be lingering. It turned out that I was really wrong, so wrong, it turned out that killing people was wrong.

The adults are angry because they think...he didn't discipline me well!

"I'm sorry, my lord..."

"sorry!"

"It was my fault, I will never do it again..."

"My lord, I will never kill anyone again."

"My lord, don't want me..."

I threw myself into Gu Qinglan's arms, weeping uncontrollably.

In the small courtyard, there are no more sweet-scented osmanthus.I choked up and cried bitterly: "My lord, we still have a lot of things to do. As you said, you want to plant a new tree with me."

"Now we are finally back..."

"Shall we plant trees? We..."

"Zhongli, do you know that I can forgive you, but I can't forgive myself! It's because I haven't been a good master... that made you want to kill and did something wrong!"

I was stunned and looked up at him, "My lord..."

But in the next second, he kissed violently, and the familiar breath swept over.He picked me up and clasped his fingertips heavily on my shoulders, trembling uncontrollably.

What's up with him?I let him mess around wantonly, he put me on the bed, his eyes were full of coquettish flowers——

"But I'd like to accompany you, to the end!"

I don't know how determined he is to say such words, I looked at the painful and struggling look in his eyes.

It was too late to reflect, and the clothes were already torn.

Among them, the white one belongs to him, and the red one belongs to me.

Clothes overlapped.

fall to the ground.

You have me I have you.

Last night was the first night of our reunion, but because of the spirit girl, we were forced to separate.

On such a cold night, he was outside the door and I was inside.

I was so wrong, he wanted to accompany me to the end.

He seemed to want to tell me his answer in such a way.

I did not know how many times I rose and fell following his movements.The white enchantment shrouded the hoarse and seductive crooning, and my whole being driven by him fell into another self, that me, only happy.

"you are mine."

When my desire was almost devouring me, when I vaguely heard what he said, a clear light suddenly flashed in my heart.On this bed, I also heard Gu Qingchen say that. At that time, his crying voice lingered in my ears for a whole month, "Say, say you are my...A Li."

Gu Qinglan, he...

In the next second, my distracting thoughts were offset by his actions.

"Little monster, you are mine."

His eyes were full of sincerity, I looked into his deep eyes, kissed the center of his brow, and climbed to the top together with him...

I smiled and agreed: "Yes, my lord, I have always been."

(End of this chapter)