my contract husband

Chapter 230 The tree is still there, but the people are gone

Gu Shenglan only told me that her father's name was Zhong Xu, but she didn't tell me what her mother's name was.Fortunately, it is impossible for me to call my mother's name directly. I was forcibly supported by them, even though I said I was not that weak...

In the end, there is only a compromise.

I don't know how Gu Shenglan turned things around and found my father and mother for me.

But I really appreciate him.

I finally felt the love of my parents.

As I walked, I said calmly: "Mom, Mo Yuan broke up with me, I plan to study hard and stop falling in love, when I get my doctorate..." Before I finished speaking, my mother interrupted, "Okay! Mom supports you! You're already like this, and he's still not around..."

On the side, Zhong Xu frowned slightly and said, "Well, Ying is right."

Ying, my mother, is her name Ying?

Good to hear.

I dare not say that I do not remember them, for fear of frightening them.

Later, in the conversation, I learned that my mother's name is Zhang Shuying.

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I really can't imagine that my home is in the small courtyard.Looking at the two lush trees in the courtyard, my heart, which I thought I could let go, instantly ached.

Gu Shenglan is not in this world, he cannot bear my pain for me.

those two trees...

Those two trees were planted by my lord and I!

They are alive and have grown to the height of two people.

It seems that I can still hear my innocent words at that time——

"My lord! I...I'm going to plant trees!"

I still remember Gu Qinglan's surprised voice——

"at this time?"

"Yes! What a commemorative significance! If it is a baby, then I will tell it when the time comes, look, this tree is the proof of your arrival!"

In an instant, memories came flooding back.It hurts so much, my heart is going to die of pain...

"Xiao Li, what's wrong with you, Xiao Li!"

"Xiao Li!"

Zhang Shuying looked at me suddenly bursting into tears, and panicked, I suddenly collapsed on the ground, looking at the two trees, tears could not stop streaming down.

"Xiaoli..."

The farthest distance in the world is not the distance between birds and fish, but the distance between me and adults.

"Mom..." I threw myself into Zhang Shuying's arms, weeping uncontrollably under the tree.

The voice at that time seemed to be heard again in my ears - I thought how happy I was laughing at the beginning, but how painful I am now!

"My lord, it's too lonely for a tree, let's plant another one next to it."

Gu Qinglan squinted at me and said, "I don't mind having one more child."

But my lord...the apple tree and the sweet-scented osmanthus tree have grown up.

It was agreed that apples represent peace and happiness, and sweet-scented osmanthus is Mo Qianxiu...

But there is no peace for adults, and Qianxiu no longer exists.

grown ups……

Do you know that your little monster misses you so much.

My tears fell down uncontrollably, I knew I shouldn't cry, and I didn't want my mother to worry about me, but I couldn't control it, and neither could my memories.

This damn memory, every time I thought I could let it go, it jumped out to remind me, and slapped me hard with my past.No matter how much you pretend, you still can't forget it.

I miss him so much, I really miss him, I miss him so much...

Thousands of years ago, he didn't even remember me!
I could pretend to be a fool and spend the rest of my life with him, but when I think about it now, I feel sad no matter what!I am not reconciled, I am really not reconciled!Why, why must we separate and miss like this!
"it's okay no problem."

"Mom is here, it's a big deal, mom will bear it for you, ah...don't cry..."

Zhang Shuying let me down and down the hair.

I hugged her tightly, sobbing hoarsely: "Mom...I feel so uncomfortable, in my heart...so uncomfortable...Mom, I miss him so much..."

Zhang Shuying thought I was talking about Mo Yuan, so her body froze, and then she kept stroking my back and said, "It's okay, it's okay, baby... just cry."

I choked and bit my lower lip.

I know that I have no face to beg Gu Shenglan.

It's not easy to stay with an adult for a lifetime, but... I... I'm really not reconciled.

Suddenly, my heart no longer hurts.

"Idiot! What's wrong with you!" Gu Shenglan's anxious voice came from his heart, and before I could answer, he said, "Stay where you are! I'll go there right away!"

Following Gu Shenglan's voice, I was slightly taken aback.

In the next second, he came out from the ground next to Zhang Shuying.

My tears were still hanging, he frowned and looked at me with an angry face: "Why are you so stupid?"

Coincidentally, Zhang Shuying said: "That kid Mo Yuan is hateful... Let's just ignore him, there will be better ones..."

Hearing this, I feel even more uncomfortable. There will be good ones, but the one I love the most will no longer be there.

My heart no longer hurts.

It was accepted by Gu Shenglan.

Gu Shenglan looked at me and said angrily, "Did Mo Yuan look for you?"

"What's going on! Talk!" Gu Shenglan roared angrily.Zhang Shuying couldn't see him, and Zhong Xuying couldn't see him either, not to mention that Zhong Xu had already gone to help someone with Feng Shui.I sucked my nose and looked at Gu Shenglan, and said to myself, "No, I just..."

I can't go on.

I can't say to a man who has a deep obsession with me, I just miss the person I love very much, and when I think of it for a moment, I can shed tears and cry hard.

Thinking of an instant, all comedies turn into tragedies.

Tears welled up in my eyes again, I bit my lower lip and looked at Gu Shenglan, Gu Shenglan's expression gradually turned cold.

He said, "Don't cry, I'll beat him up."

He turned around to leave, and I said, "It's not him, it's..."

Can't he hear me?I looked at his back and said, "I'm just happy."

He paused and said, "You should rest early, I have something to do, so I'm leaving first."

I watched his back disappearing slowly, and felt like crying but also relieved, because I couldn't beg him, and I didn't want him to help me again.

Just adults...

I hurt so much, you know?

I said I'd be fine, but in the end I couldn't lie to myself.

Suddenly, I understood Gu Shenglan's pain, the kind... the pain of not being able to get it.

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Back to school.

I saw my former friends again, and I didn't have much interaction with them without staying.

Xu Yanran is still playing tricks behind her back, making me not accepted by everyone.It's just that I have experienced so much, especially the intrigues of the three aunts and six wives in ancient times, and I can see through Xu Yanran's schemes at a glance.

I turned a deaf ear to the rumors, put on a posture, and only read the books of sages and sages. I can only read books hard and live strong.

It's just... Behind this strength, it's too sad.

Perhaps, behind all the strength, there is unspeakable pain.

It doesn't hurt, how strong is it?

It's just that I'm most afraid of midnight and falling asleep.

Because the dreams in the middle of the night, the sweet dreams, are obviously good memories, but why did my tears soak the pillow!In my dream, I saw that the river was brightly lit and the river lights were flickering.

In the dream, I smiled like a flower, and wrote with a pen——

"First, I wish my husband a thousand years; second, I wish my concubine a long and healthy life; and third, I wish that I will be like Liang Shangyan and see you again every year."

"May the soul of heaven sleep peacefully again."

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(End of this chapter)