my contract husband

Chapter 38

Mo Yuan and I both came from the orphanage, and we have struggled all the way until today——

I understand Mo Yuan's pain.

He just wanted to live a good life too much, and his true identity was discovered at that time. Even though I had reminded him that the rich and beautiful on the surface, there is much darkness behind, but he still walked into this storm without hesitation.

Forgive me for not being able to accompany him into this bloody storm of a wealthy family, because when I know all this, I can no longer step into his world...

Up to now, he has laid out all his weaknesses and unbearables in front of me, and I am willing to forgive him.

I also... can only do it to forgive him.

He hugged me tightly and didn't make a sound for a long time.

I was a little scared in my heart, afraid that he would fall asleep like this, so I suppressed crying and said, "In my heart, no one in this world is more qualified to sit in that position than you."

Hearing this, he froze slightly, and his hands tightened around me even more.

I breathed a sigh of relief, but worried even more.

His tears finally soaked my collar, "But I also feel unworthy, because... I chose to hurt you because of it..."

I shook my head with a wry smile.

"It's okay, I understand."

"Good Ah Li, I know you understand me, but I can't bear to part with you. I'm so worried about you..." He cried bitterly, "Seeing that Ah Li who left me is still doing well, I don't worry, but I I'm also worried. You are always holding on, the more you grit your teeth and say yes, the worse it will be."

I gently moved him down his back, and he tightened up a bit, as if he wanted to rub me into his body——

"I'm annoyed, why, I have everything I don't have, but I don't have you! I think about A Li without me day and night, but my life is as usual! A Li, you know, how heartbroken I am!"

"That day, I finally saw you in despair..."

"But you said... you're married."

"A Li, I know you are not married, how can you have someone you like..."

"Aren't you right, you lied to me—"

He seemed to want to tell me everything he hadn't said to me these days, my hand slowly stopped to comfort me, maybe, I should tell him the truth.

"No, Mo Yuan. I already have someone I like."

Those days were also the hardest days for me.

Only I am luckier than him, Gu Qingchen will never leave me.

I don't know if Xu Yanran will never leave him, but this road...

It was the path Mo Yuan chose.

"who is it?"

He was slightly taken aback, a little unbelievable, and let go of his hand to look at me.

I hugged him tightly so he couldn't see my eyes.

That way, he must be able to see whether what I said is true or false.

I said softly, "You don't recognize that person."

"No! I don't believe it!"

Mo Yuan spoke loudly, and coughed violently again, I buried my head on his shoulder, and continued to whisper softly as usual: "At that time, I almost hugged him..."

He seemed to miss my posture in his arms, suppressed the pain and asked in a deep voice: "And then?"

"Then?" I closed my eyes, and tears soaked his clothes——

"Then, I woke up..."

His nervous body froze, and then he hugged me fiercely, "A Li!" He hugged me tightly, his body was shaking, and his tone was also——

"Ah Li, I knew it, I knew it."

"How could Ah Li fall in love with someone else..."

I smiled wryly and remained silent, letting him think about it so wrongly, maybe I can give him the best explanation and answer.

Suddenly, he said: "A Li, Xu Yanran and I... have nothing."

"Ah."

What's the use of saying this now.

I caressed his back with tears in my eyes, and he choked up and said, "A Li, I'm actually so scared, I'm afraid that you will dislike me when you see my ghostly appearance now... you will think it's disgusting when you think about it later."

I shook my head lightly: "Why, we are not just a couple...you are also my teacher, my friend, and my confidant."

In the face of death, everything can be turned into a passing cloud.Hearing this, he finally laughed, "Oh, yes, so... Even if I think you will hate me and blame me, I don't care, I just want to see Ah Li for the last time..."

Speaking of this, he suddenly trembled.

"A Li, I suddenly feel so cold, can you hold me tight?"

"……it is good."

I closed my eyes, tears rolling down from both sides of my cheeks onto his thin shoulders.

"Well, if I just fall asleep like this, I will have no regrets..."

As he spoke, he tilted his head on my shoulder, my body froze, and the tears burst into the bank——

"What nonsense!"

There was his chuckle in my ear, just like when he saw me for the first time decades ago, he murmured to me: "A Li, your body smells so good..."

A coldness was stripped from his body, and Mo Yuan, whom I hugged tightly——

Slowly let go of the hand.

I hugged his still warm body and didn't look back. I was afraid that he... would miss me and refused to leave, but the coldness did linger behind my back for a long time, and the two waves of coldness in front of the door floated here.

My body trembled, and I hugged Mo Yuan in my arms more and more tightly.

Two waves of cold have come behind me, my heart shudders, I can hear the sound of chains!

Finally, the sound of the chains gradually faded away, but I couldn't help but let go of Mo Yuan in my arms, and tried to raise a smile towards the window where I left coldly, lying on the window and saying loudly——

"Mo Yuan! I will definitely take care of myself!"

The coldness paused for a while, and finally drifted away.

"I will definitely take care of myself..."

I smiled and murmured with tears, with the corners of my mouth raised, hoping that he would see it and leave with peace of mind.

Finally I couldn't feel the coldness, so I fell to the ground and covered my face and cried bitterly.

Finally, my Mo Yuan... also left me.

Finally, I was truly alone.

In the past, no matter how difficult the night was, as long as I thought of him doing well, I could bear it.

But now, I see that he is not doing well, and I know that he treats me as before... how can I not be heartbroken.

I had no time to take care of the familiar cold air drifting by, but I didn't want to hear a sigh from the hospital bed, "A Li, he has already left, you can talk about it after getting up first."

I slowly lowered my hand and looked at him in disbelief, but when my eyes touched his eyes, I frowned and stood up: "You are... Qingchen?"

"Yeah." He nodded seriously and didn't wait for me to say anything. He frowned and said in a deep voice, "Mo Yuan, he was indeed killed by Feng Shui."

"what!"

"Judging from the speed of life failure and the message this body gave me, it's true."

"How come?" My eyes widened in disbelief, "Who is it! Who is going to kill him!"

"Zhongli, if you are still willing to believe me, then this body...let me control it from now on, and I...help you find out the truth."

I clenched my fists, trembling all over, thinking about Mo Yuan's unwillingness, and the cynicism of those people outside——

No way, let them succeed!
I looked at Gu Qingchen with tears in my eyes and nodded: "Okay!"

(End of this chapter)