The little wife of the demon president

Chapter 1169 Don't Blame You
The more medicine I took, the greater the reaction. I vomited so pale that I vomited blood together. The nurse was a little scared and went to call the doctor.

I don't even have the strength to reach out to grab a glass of water. It's so close, it's clearly within reach, but I just can't get it.

One hand picked up the water and brought it to my lips.

I looked up and saw Shui Xia Ziye, looking at me with sorrow and pity on his face, took out a tissue, and gently wiped the blood from the corners of my lips.

I could feel his fingers trembling slightly, and I forced out a smile: "Why are you here?"

"If you have anything, you won't tell me. If I want to find you, I always have to ask others to find out where you are and what's wrong with you."

"Ha ha."

"Xiaomi, why didn't you tell me in the first place." He said softly, "Look at you, your condition is very serious now."

"I know, it's okay, isn't this in the hospital? Doctors and nurses are here."

"Where's Pei Feng? Why isn't he by your side? Why doesn't he take good care of you?" He called out a little angrily.

I knew that he and Pei Feng must have agreed on something.

"He has something to do. He went out. I'm fine. I don't want him to stay by my side all day and see me in such a mess. Midnight, I will be fine."

He just squeezed my hand tightly and couldn't say anything.

After drinking water, the pain in my heart subsided a little.

After a while he put down my hand and put all the colorful roses he brought into the vase: "Xiaomi, let me take care of you too, okay."

I shook my head: "No, you have to go to work, I don't want all the people around me, midnight, it's okay, I will get through it, and then I will be fine, come and see me occasionally when you are free , I'm very happy."

"Did I always do less than Pei Feng, Xiaomi?" He asked me sadly.

I was startled: "No. You are fine, Ziye."

A little silent, don't know what to say.

It's not that he's bad, it's not that I don't love him, it's just that we've already passed, and we can't go back, and we have let go of each other, but talking about it again, I still feel a little embarrassed.

"Xiaomi, does he know that you vomit so badly?"

I smiled and looked at the thin fingertips, because the color of the disease faded so quickly, almost no luster at all.

Who would believe that in the first half of the month, I was still an independent person. Sometimes the illness came so hard that people couldn't believe it, it was too fast.

"You used to sleep when you were uncomfortable. Do you want to lie down and sleep for a while? I'll be here to watch over you. You don't have to worry."

I lowered my eyes and said softly: "No, I'm very afraid of going to sleep now. Sometimes I don't know if it's a dream or real. When I find myself falling asleep, it's hard to wake me up. I'm afraid I'll sleep all the time, and then I won't wake up." coming."

"Xiaomi." His voice was a little hoarse: "Don't think so, I will help Pei Feng find the best doctor, and I will definitely cure you."

"Hehe, I don't want to put any pressure on him. I don't even want to ask him about my current situation. I'm afraid that the more I know, the less I can face it calmly. Ziye, he is more anxious than us. .”

He didn't say anything, he held my fingers resting on the quilt in the palm of his hand, and gently let go as if he was afraid of scratching me.

I raised my eyes and looked at him seriously: "Midnight, Pei Feng is not here now, I want to ask you, I'm sick, did you already know, you didn't want to let me go at first, you come back, are you You want to get me back, right?"

He didn't dare to look me in the eyes, just looked at my fingertips.

"Midnight, you look at me, you tell me, everyone doesn't want me to know, they all say it's for my own good, but I really don't like this feeling, I want you to tell you?"

After a long time, he nodded: "Yes."

"In the millet bar, he went to find you, and he told you, right?"

He said: "Yes, I'm really shocked, and I feel sorry for you, Xiaomi, I'm sorry, I lost you, I didn't protect you well, if I protected you before, you wouldn't be There will be no more of these things."

I shook my head: "It's none of your business, I think, the problem with my head may be left over from many years ago. At that time, I had a car accident and it was very serious. I have no memory, and when I get better, you will go to the United States and marry someone else. I have hated you for many years, and I have never let go. I am alone in China, and Lu Yun is with me. I tried to accept him, but I found that I really couldn't let go, until Pei Feng appeared, and I didn't know why he was relying on me alone at that time, I guessed, the one I lost my memory, I knew I fell in love with someone, and that person is him, but I don't remember my relationship with you, I betrayed you, and you left."

He nodded with difficulty, his eyes full of distress.

My tears also slid down, it really is like this.

I just said, why would Pei Feng love me so much and be so desperate for no reason? In fact, we were together many years ago, but I don't remember it either.

I owed Xia Ziye, and later, I also owed Pei Feng. If it weren't for the fact that my condition is getting worse, maybe no one will tell me, and I will just let myself guess why?
"Xiaomi, don't blame yourself. Everything is predestined. Whoever you meet and who you lose in your life is predestined. You don't want to blame me. You just don't remember me. Then, we had too many misunderstandings."

I know that it is really helpless to miss some love, but I still feel ashamed of him.

"Get better soon, okay, Xiaomi, don't think about anything, don't feel sad, I will be fine, I was able to marry others before, and I will have my feelings in the future, don't think about it I have suffered too much, I just need to fight hard and must overcome this disease, so I quit with heartache in vain."

I could only laugh weakly, there was a knock on the door, we both looked up, and I saw the stern face of the third brother.

"Third brother, why are you here?" I asked softly.

He immediately scolded me loudly: "Chen Xiaomi, are you treating your brothers as if your family members are all dead? In your eyes, is there really no one except Pei Feng?" My position as the third brother is gone, it’s useless for me to think about you, it’s useless for me to pamper you since I was a child,
I feel guilty: "Third brother, I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry, we are the ones who are sorry for you, so you don't have any of us in your heart. When such a big incident happened, we, the closest people, didn't know it until the end. Your wings are hardened. The third brother knows."

(End of this chapter)