The little wife of the demon president

Chapter 720
Feiyan held my hand tightly, and her palm was a little cold: "Qianxun, I'm a little scared. I haven't been in good health for a while, and I feel like the baby can't hold it."

I comforted her softly: "Don't be nervous, after seeing the doctor for a while, you will be at ease."

She sighed: "Qianxun, I'm not afraid of your jokes. This child, Lin Duan, doesn't look forward to it. Although he is a responsible person, he really has someone else in his heart, which can't fool me. I really I love him so much, I can bear all these grievances."

I don't know how to say that if you love someone, you have your own freedom, even if you pay wishful thinking, it is also your own freedom.

Taking the order and queuing up, I calmly sat outside with her and waited.Many pregnant women with big bellies come and go, all of them have joy and worry on their faces.

I looked at these pregnant women fidgeting, but I was very nervous when I saw Feiyan, and I calmed down again.

After a while the nurse read Fei Yan's name, she turned pale: "Qianxun."

"Go, I'll wait for you here, don't think too much."

She came out quickly, but she clenched her teeth, tears welling in her eyes.

I hurried forward: "Sister Feiyan, what's wrong?"

She closed her eyes and sighed: "Chihiro, the baby really doesn't belong to me. The doctor said it's an ectopic pregnancy, and it's very dangerous. The pregnancy must be terminated as soon as possible, or your life will be in danger at any time."

Like a bucket of ice water, from head to toe.

That is to have an abortion, to strip out the little life, which is alive, bloody, and painful.I couldn't even stand, I leaned back against the wall, my whole body ached.

She squatted on the ground, buried her face in her palms and cried, "without a child, I will have no Lin Duan. He will break up with me, woo."

Weeping so sadly, I knelt down and hugged her gently: "Sister Feiyan, Lin Duan is a responsible person."

"But he told me to break up. If there is no child, I really have no chance of keeping him. Qianxun, I really, really like Lin Duan." She cried so sadly, with tears and snot in her eyes flow.

I took out the tissue and wiped her face carefully: "Try to trust Lin Duan."

"The doctor said that the operation should be performed as soon as possible." She sobbed and said the doctor's words.

I said softly: "Then as soon as possible, contact the doctor now."

She went to the other end to call Lin Duan, but she was disappointed.

"Is Lin Duan not free?"

"His secretary said he was in a meeting." She gritted her teeth: "It's okay, I'm fine if I go in alone. A man should put his work first. It's good to have you with me."

It can only be like this, it is doomed that the baby does not belong to her, and cannot be forced.

Endure the pain and have no choice but to give up.

How many things can come true in this world, now that she is in the operating room, at least someone is with her, it is always better.

I was in France at that time, I was in the operating room alone, I came out alone, I was walking on the street bleeding profusely and almost never woke up again.

Because I have no money, I can't afford to go to a regular hospital.

Those memories are too dark to see the light, they can only be hidden in the deepest part of my heart.I am sitting outside the operating room, a person is a world, my own cold world.

Lin Duan finally came in a hurry and stepped into my world.

"Chihiro, what's wrong with you?" He asked me anxiously.

"It's not about me, it's Sister Feiyan, she's inside. She's had an ectopic pregnancy, so the child can't be kept, and she's undergoing an abortion."

He sighed and sat next to me.

His hand, gently trying to cover mine, I shrank away.

Looking at the tips of her toes, she said word by word: "Lin Duan, if a woman is willing to give birth to you, she loves you very much, so it is worth cherishing. A woman who lost the child of the person she loves the most , she is very sad, you should take good care of her."

"Chihiro." He called out rustlingly.

I raised my head and smiled at him: "The Lin Duan in my memory, no matter what it is, he takes it seriously and is a very responsible person. I, Sister Feiyan, will be happy."

My past feelings are unimportant because they are already in the past.

He stood up and patted his shoulder: "Lin Duan, goodbye, I think I have to go, what Sister Feiyan needs most now is your company."

He grabbed my hand, and the warm touch made me sigh. It was these hands that held me when I first fell in love. We walked through so many streets and alleys, and we went to eat Benbang together. Vegetables, let's do volunteer work together, we go mountaineering, skiing, and climbing trees together.

How familiar, what warm hands, they have been holding me back then.

However, you can't be nostalgic, you can't indulge in the past and you can't get out.

Gently pulling back his hand: "Promise me, let my sister Feiyan be happy."

He shook his head: "I don't promise you, because I also want my happiness, my love."

"Lin Duan, we can't go back to the past, Lin Duan, if you really have me in your heart, don't let me lose more things, you know, I have almost nothing now. When you are not in Beijing, I use memory to burn to keep warm, I always think that you will come back, you still hope that you will come to me, the mobile phone number has changed, the address has changed, all contacts have been cut off, I am afraid that you will not find me, I work in a taxi company, and I take the line at the airport every day, because I want to meet you again by fate."

He closed his eyes, his face full of pain.

I said: "Lin Duan, forget it, I have adapted to the current life now, and I have also begun to learn to forget a lot of things in the past, whether it is sad or happy, it always belongs to the past, we cannot always I lived thinking about the past. My father paved the way for me to marry Qiao Dongcheng, so that I would not be afraid of wind or rain for the rest of my life, and I would not be alone. Even if this home is not very warm, but It can be a home after all.”

"Chihiro, I'm sorry, I should have come back earlier, is everything different?"

I nodded gently: "Yes."

It would be nice to come back earlier, I always set a deadline for myself, and I will find you in the end for one month, two months, one year, two years.

"When I tell you this, I just want to tell you that when you come back, I feel that you are not as important as I thought, so Lin Duan, don't live in the past anymore."

I left alone, somewhat relaxed and somewhat painful.

Such as peeling, the layer of skin in the heart, it will be painful to peel off, but new skin will still appear.

Love is like fireworks, it flutters and blows brightly, and the smoke will still make your eyes ache and cry.

I really can't be selfish to go and enjoy your love.

(End of this chapter)