The little wife of the demon president

Chapter 809 You Are Unhappy Without Him

He looked at me: "Chihiro, you have lost a lot of weight, but you are in good spirits."

I laughed: "Isn't that good? It's good to do things every day. I learned a lot of things that I can't learn in books, but I will go back to class soon after the Chinese New Year."

Classes must still be completed. Although a diploma is not very important, I don't want to admit defeat easily.

"Go get a cup of coffee."

"Okay." He must have something to tell me, and it's also been a long time since I had a good chat with him.

I pressed the elevator and went straight to the first floor.

There is a place for drinking coffee. I picked a good place and ordered a cup of coffee with milk. He looked at me and smiled: "Now you start to add milk?"

"Yeah, drinking pure black is not good for your health."

He smiled: "It's good to know how to take care of your own body. Chihiro, it's great. It's really good to see you reborn."

It made me sigh a lot in my heart. Looking back now, I look back at how self-willed and ignorant I was.

He suddenly asked me: "Qianxun, you and Ji Xiaobei broke up, is it because of the French incident?"

I looked up at him in surprise, and he held my hand: "I know, you love Ji Xiaobei very much, so you will not leave Ji Xiaobei easily, I also know that he was injured in Beijing, at that time I was at that party, and he drove very fast and hit a tree, and he lost a lot of blood."

"Is he seriously injured?" My heart aches, Ji Xiaobei, why don't you drive honestly, why do you have to be so rude.

"It shouldn't be too heavy. You don't have to worry too much. There are many people around him taking care of him. Don't worry."

"Yeah, he's fine without me."

In fact, I really want to be by his side, even if I just take a look, I will feel a little relieved.

"Chihiro, is it because of those things?"

I took a breath and nodded vigorously: "Yes."

"Qianxun, why didn't you tell him, I can see that he cares about you very much, tell him, if he loves you, he will forgive your helplessness, if he doesn't love you enough, then our Chihiro , it won’t be so sad.”

I really want to cry, the person who knows me is Lin Duan.

"Qianxun, tell him, if you can't open that mouth, I'll tell him, I don't want Qianxun to make you feel so uncomfortable, even though you have something to do now, everything in your eyes is empty."

I used to be attracted to you, I used to be crazy about you, I liked you so much, I was already very discerning at that time, you know me so well.

Everyone can see that I am very busy now, I have something to do now, I can't stop busy, I put on a smile to deal with it, but Lin Duan knows the loneliness and worry in my heart.

"Qianxun, leave me, you will have a better life, like Ji Xiaobei, you will be happier, I really bless you, Qianxun, you have suffered so much, you must be happy."

But in this world, happiness cannot be obtained by suffering a lot.

I sighed, stirred the coffee, and took a sip.

Added a lot of milk, still a lot of bitterness.

"Chihiro, I'm calling Ji Xiaobei now."

I pressed his hand: "No, Lin Duan."

"Then let me ask you, do you still love Ji Xiaobei?"

"Love, love so much, love so much that I don't even know how deep it is." I didn't dare to touch it, it was so uncomfortable and painful, thinking of him that he would not be able to sleep at night, I worried a lot.

I really hope he can forget me, so maybe I can comfort me a little bit.

"Why, Chihiro?" Lin Duan called out in a low voice, "Who hasn't passed, right?"

"Do you really want to know?"

He nodded: "If you tell me the reason, I will definitely help you sort it out. What I don't want is to see you smiling when you look sad on your back. It's so painful."

"My benefactor in France is Ji Dabei, Ji Xiaobei's elder brother." To Lin Duan, there is no secret, and there is nothing wrong with telling it.

Lin Duan picked up the coffee and was about to drink it, but he was shocked by my words. The cup fell on the table, and the coffee dripped everywhere.

My clothes were also stained by the splashed coffee. Once this color is stained, it will probably not be washed clean, just as my life is stained with those black stains, and it cannot be washed clean.

He was very uncomfortable and clenched his fists tightly.

I lowered my head and drank my coffee. I was wrong. I really wanted to order a cup of black coffee. It would be so bitter.

"I'm sorry Chihiro."

I squeezed a smile: "How do you say sorry to me?"

"If I hadn't left then, it would have been different."

"It can't be changed. Before you came, I was already dyed black. Lin Duan, you were standing under the street lamp at that time, and you were as clean as an angel. Do you know that when I saw you, I didn't dare to approach you. I'm very afraid of blacking you out, but I can't control my missing of you. It's good to see you more, or to say a word when I see you. I still drove you away, because I'm really afraid of seeing you The pity and pain in your eyes, Lin Duan, I am no longer worthy of you."

While speaking, tears flowed on the other side.

He managed to get me out, and I suffered the most painful days alone in France, and when my mother died, I was the only one with me.

Back in Beijing, I want to rely on Qiao Dongcheng, but relying on will only bring a lot of disrespect and a lot of contempt. I dare not look at me in the mirror, don't think about who can think highly of me.I walked resolutely, with only one belief in my heart. I want to wait for Lin Duan to come back. If he comes back, he will probably be able to forgive me, and he will probably be able to accept my past. to be with him.

This belief has accompanied me through so many days.

You don't even know, but you would rather, you don't know.

"Although I love him very much, but Lin Duan, we have to end, and I don't want him to know. If he knows all this, he will be very sad. One is his brother, and the woman his brother used to have is his girlfriend , How can he accept it, if I knew about these relationships from the beginning, I don’t think I would know Ji Xiaobei.” I would not let him have the opportunity to know me.

"Does Lin Xia also know about these things?"

I nodded: "Yes, he went to France, and when he came back, he protected me even more, saying that I am a pure and beautiful girl. I think he knows it, but it doesn't matter. That's how I am, Mo Qianxun. It doesn't matter to me, as long as I don't give up on my own life."

Lin Duan came over and hugged me tightly: "Qianxun, Qianxun, give me all your pain."

I'm telling you everything now, aren't you in pain too, aren't you also in pain with me?

(End of this chapter)