The little wife of the demon president

Chapter 900
Lin Xia gritted her teeth: "Enough, Chihiro."

"I don't want to talk to you."

"How did you promise me, Chihiro, you have to see if the email he sent you is correct, I'll just find it for you."

He tapped his fingers on the keyboard, and quickly found the deleted email: "Look, read it if you like."

I sat in frustration, it was a heavy weight to open these emails, all the old ones and unread ones were there.

But looking at it now, what's the point?

Now that I see it, what can I change?

I closed my eyes, feeling very uncomfortable.

"Be obedient, Chihiro." Lin Xia said softly, "Come out for dinner if you don't watch."

I read it, why not.

The last email he didn't read was the Midsummer Feixue recorded by him, it was as beautiful as a dream, much better than the one he watched on Ji Zhixian's phone.

How much I want to see such a magnificent scene, he watched it for me, he sent it to me, he is my eyes, even if we are far away.

After watching it again and again, my eyes were filled with tears. After wiping away the tears, Lin Xia Ruruo prepared the meal for me as usual.

"Let's eat, Chihiro."

"no appetite."

"Eat a little even if you don't have an appetite."

He came over to grab me, pushed me to the dining table, and filled a small half bowl of chicken soup: "Mother He bought the local chicken."

Sighing lightly, he still drank the half bowl of chicken soup.

He said lightly: "Qianxun, don't let anything about him affect you anymore. I don't care what the reason for your acquaintance with Ji Zhixian is. Qianxun, I don't want to care too much about you. Only with your freedom can you have your beauty.”

Beautiful style, do I still have it?Didn't it have been wiped out by you long ago?

Put some food in the bowl, he advised me: "Have some food."

I couldn't sleep all night, my heart was sore, I was afraid that the phone would ring suddenly, but I hoped that it would ring sooner.

How far is it to transfer from Beijing to Switzerland?Then what kind of news will come from Ji Zhixian?But Lin Xia is also right, no matter what kind of news, it has nothing to do with me.

We all choose each other's liberation, we can't take another step forward, and if we take a step forward, we are afraid that even the goodness in the past will be obliterated.

Why do I want to love someone, I am so brave and desperate to love someone, is it so difficult in the end?
why why?Could it be that in my whole life, I can't love a person I love, can't I be with the person I love?

Lin Xia is of course good, and the relationship between me is not innocent, but if you don't love, you don't love, it's as simple as that.

He sleeps next to me, but I feel quite far away from him.

He guesses all kinds of my thoughts, but I don't want to know what he is thinking, and I don't want to study his various preferences, and I don't want to please him.

I couldn't fall asleep most of the night, with my back to him, I knew he hadn't slept either, the sound of breathing was so light.

I sighed and reached out to touch his hand: "Sleep, Lin Xia."

In the dark, he said softly, "I'm worried about you."

"There's nothing to worry about. Go to sleep. Turn on the bedside lamp. It's too dark." I don't feel safe at all.

"Chihiro, don't carry me behind your back, don't bury your world and only allow you to be alone, don't do this, it will make you more lonely."

I turned around and lay on my back: "I'm really sleepy, Lin Xia."

"In the future, I won't touch your personal things again, and I won't delete your things on my own initiative. Don't be angry with me, okay?"

"I'm sorry, I'm not angry now."

"Are you thirsty?"

"Not thirsty."

"are you hungry?"

"Not hungry either."

He reached out and hugged me: "Qianxun, why do you think I like you so much? Even if your heart is not on me, I feel very satisfied when I am with you. The sky is full of sweetness every day." Yes, it's all sunny, Chihiro, don't be angry, I feel bad."

I buried my head on his chest: "Sleep well, I'm really sleepy."

"it is good."

He turned on a bedside lamp, and the faint yellow brilliance illuminated the room so warm, they hugged each other, but their hearts were still far away.

You said you don't know why you like me so much, but I don't know why I don't like you, if I like you, then how happy I am in this life, there will never be cloudy days in your arms .

I fell asleep in a daze, Lin Xia woke me up at nine o'clock, and took me to school after breakfast.

In the afternoon, Zhixian called me during recess, and said in tears: "Qianxun, the search and rescue team found Xiaobei's luggage, but the snow below it was impossible to walk, so we couldn't go down to search and rescue. Jiu... Chihiro, I only have such a younger brother."

I stood there in a daze like a fossil.

Xiaobei, the living Xiaobei, the domineering Xiaobei, just being crushed below, can never stand up again?
Xiaobei, it can’t be like this, I have to go to you, I have to ask you, you told me that I won’t marry you, you betrayed me, no, no, you have to tell me the answer yourself, Ji Xiaobei, I can't let you go.

"Mo Qianxun, what are you standing there for?" Chen Jingjing called me from behind, "Class is about to begin."

At the moment, I am extremely calm: "Please help me ask for leave."

"Ah, you asked for leave again?"

"Yes."

"how long?"

"I don't know." Until I find Xiaobei, even if it's... the last time I have to see him.

The man I used to love so hard, I would be desperate for you, how could you just walk away.

Xiaobei, I don't believe it. Those people say that you are buried in the snow in all likelihood, but I don't believe it. Unless you let me see you motionless, you won't open your eyelids no matter how I call you, I cry When it falls into your palm and you don't move for me, I believe that the man I love the most has gone to heaven.

Tears slipped quietly, blurring the road in front of me, I wiped them away with one hand, and I had a severe headache, but every time, I never hesitated.

Ji Xiaobei, you bastard, I'm crying, do you know, you bastard, you will kill yourself in Beijing, why did you go so far away, why did you take risks.

When I went up, I hurriedly looked for my things. Without a luggage bag, I stuffed a few clothes in my backpack, and then went to look for my passport and my documents.

Seeing me carrying something, He Ma was quite surprised: "Miss Mo, where are you going?"

"Travel."

"Does he know, sir?"

"do not know."

(End of this chapter)