The little wife of the demon president

Chapter 908 Secretly changed my medicine
I was a little impulsive, and Lin Xia hugged me tightly: "Qianxun, don't be excited, maybe something is really wrong, you can try it again yourself."

"Okay, I'm going to let you watch, I'm not pregnant or not."

The doctor gave me several pregnancy test sticks of various brands. I went to the bathroom, but it turned out that I was pregnant.

I have taken medicine, how is this possible?
Lin Xia came over to support me who was exhausted, and I looked up at the doctor waiting outside: "I have taken post-mortem medicine, why did I get pregnant?"

"After-the-fact medicine may not be really safe. I tell you this news now to let you have a mental preparation. It is not okay to have children after chemotherapy."

"The child who has taken the medicine, can he still have it?" he yelled at him angrily.

"Qianxun, you are taking vitamins." Lin Xia whispered in my ear.

I pushed him away, and when he hugged me tightly, I pushed hard, no matter what, he pushed me away, as if he was afraid that I would be hurt, so he let me go: "I replaced your medicine with vitamins."

"Lin Xia, you are so selfish. Not only do you want me to be your woman, you also want me to give birth to you. I don't want to put my whole life in your hands. Let me tell you, you really So ruthless, you really have a good idea, don't come here."

"Chihiro." He called anxiously.

I leaned against the wall: "Don't come here, I hate you so much, how can you be so selfish, I can destroy myself and be as obedient as a doll, what else do you want from me? Ah."

My heart was in a mess, very messy, and I didn't want to hear anything, and I didn't want to stay here for a moment.

I didn't allow him to get close to me, and wept and wiped away my tears.

When Ji Xiaobei and I were together, having children might really bring us directly to happiness, but Xiaobei respected me and would not force me.

But Lin Xia, I've already taken my medicine, and you have to change my medicine.

Lin Xia, do you want me to tie my whole life, my heart, and all my soul to you?In the future, the child will be like an invisible thread, pulling me along.

My life is very bitter, what will happen to a child without love?
I don't want to have a child for you. To this point today, everyone says that I am living a good life now, and that no one can do the kindness you treat me.

But without a proud soul, I don't feel very much about everything you do, do you understand?
If Xiaobei and I had a child, then we might not be separated, he would not go to Switzerland, he would not leave like this.

I got in the car and kept wiping away my tears. Lin Xia's car was just outside the taxi. I wish I could open the door and roll in front of your car, and let you run over my body to see you Will it hurt?

"Miss, you haven't said where you want to go?"

"Keep on, keep on."

"Miss, I have to turn in at five o'clock."

"It's okay to drive to the place where you take over the shift. Don't bother me, okay. I'm so uncomfortable now."

I don't want to think about anything, and I can't figure out the ridiculous relationships between them.

The driver arrived at the destination, and I was still sitting there after the shift was over. Another driver asked me where I was going, and I said I was going to Tiananmen Square.

After getting off the car, I walked through the underground passage. The evening wind brought a long figure drawn by the red sunset. I was here looking at the majestic Tiananmen Square.

The wind blew across my face, which was very painful.

Lin Xia followed up and said softly, "Qianxun, I'm sorry."

Don't talk to me, I don't want to hear anything.

If I'm sorry, it's useful, so go kill people, set fires, and just say sorry?
I walked with big strides, went outside the National Grand Theater, watched the big ball, and sat next to the pool.

Lin Xia also sat down, squatted in front of me and hugged my feet: "Qianxun, don't be angry, okay, Qianxun, Qianxun, it's all my fault, don't be like this again, you scold me It’s fine, you can hit me, as long as you don’t act like this.”

I looked at him quietly: "Lin Xia, do you know what I saw just now?"

He shook his head: "You have seen too much, I don't know what you want to say?"

"Lin Xia, I give up everything, no treatment, no miscarriage, I will not be so cruel to the child, let God bet, life is life, death is death."

He held my hand tightly: "Chihiro, don't."

"I have nowhere to go, Lin Xia, don't force me, you have no right to force me, from now on, I don't want to live with you, and I don't want to talk to you anymore, yes, you have seen through me Don't try to convince me, I don't want to live anymore, I'm too tired. I'm not just for Ji Xiaobei, although I really like him, love him so much that I can do it for him Give up everything I have, but right now, I'm still rational."

"Don't do this, Chihiro."

"If I was still alive at that time and the child was born to you, wouldn't you have always wanted a child? Besides, there is no chemotherapy when you are pregnant."

"We don't need it now, as long as you heal your body, Chihiro, okay, I don't want all the promises I asked you for before, as long as you cooperate and heal your body."

"It can't be cured."

"can."

"My blood type is not very common at all. The chance is very small, and I don't want to go. You don't want to decide my life anymore. My life is my own decision."

I stood up, and he hugged me tightly from behind: "I don't want a child, I just want you."

I pulled his hand away, not wanting to look at him, and walked away without looking back.

You want me, but I don't want you.

I don't want to live so much, I can't find a reason to live well.

I took a taxi back to the place opposite the school, I packed up all my things, and pulled the suitcase to leave, Lin Xia said softly: "Qianxun, I'll just go, you can live here."

"I don't want to live at your place."

"Chihiro, where can you go?"

I took a breath and smiled: "Yeah, look at how I, Mo Qianxun, got into this field today. I don't even have a place to live. There is always a place to go. The world is big."

"Chihiro."

"Don't call me, I hate you to death." Roar, I also have no strength to yell at you.

He has a face full of injuries, but what's the use of being injured now, we shouldn't have started, we were doomed to be hurt from the beginning.

He still grabbed my suitcase tightly: "I have to drag it down and see that you have a place to settle before I leave."

He was so stubborn that he refused to give in, so I went down first with my bag in hand.

When I got in the car, I told the driver, "Just go."

(End of this chapter)