Ares Little Farmer

Chapter 77 Apology from Xu Yao

Fanhai No.1 People's Hospital, Inpatient Department.

"Do not--"

Xu Yao struggled and suddenly woke up.

His body was drenched with sweat, sticky and uncomfortable.

She stared blankly at the ceiling, tears streaming out of her eyes uncontrollably.

The time was four thirty-five in the morning.

She couldn't sleep anymore, and she was in pain all over her body.

But those pains were not enough to make her sad. What made her sad was the heartache and the unprecedented loss.

People often think of cherishing some unexpected happiness when they are lost, when they are lonely, helpless and lost.

Happiness comes from comparison, just like feeling bored with Chu Nan but now feeling lonely and lost.

With Chu Nan by her side, Xu Yao would not feel so painful, nor would she feel lonely, nor would she feel lost and hesitant.

She just needs to be his little princess quietly, and then leave all her troubles to him.

It is a peaceful harbor that accommodates her willfulness; it is a majestic mountain that accommodates everything about her.

But she left that harbor, and she toppled that guarding mountain.

Regret?

She didn't know, but the pain in her body kept reminding her that all the laughter she used to have came from Chu Nan's silent contribution.

Xu Yao closed her eyes, let the tears in them flow out, and opened them again.

In this way, her vision can be clearer, and she can see the whitewashed ceiling more realistically.

"Six days... or seven days, I'm going to die, won't he come to see me?"

"Or, he came and was chased away by his mother?"

Xu Yao thought about it, and finally, she sighed softly, picked up the mobile phone not far from the bed, and called Chu Nan.

The phone rang three times before it was answered.

Xu Yao's heart suddenly moved - he knew it was my call, and he answered it so quickly, he still has me in his heart.

"Chunan...I...I'm in pain..."

Xu Yao bit her lip lightly and said this sentence.

I don't know why, I'm obviously not sad, but when I said this sentence, tears flowed out again uncontrollably.

There was silence on the phone for a while.

Xu Yao didn't continue talking at this time either.

"Pain? That's right. Only when you have experienced pain can you know that it is a very happy thing to not be in pain."

Chu Nan actually didn't want to accept it, but he had other ideas and special plans.

However, Xu Yao's words caused him to have some very complicated thoughts.

But thinking of agreeing to my sister's words, the slight sympathy that was originally there quickly dissipated.

Therefore, he said this sentence in a very indifferent tone.

After saying these words, the trace of compassion disappeared, and Chu Nan found that his whole body seemed to have an indescribable sense of relief, as if his thoughts had been washed and became more fluent.

"Chunan...I'm sorry, I shouldn't have disobeyed you. I know that I deserve it right now. I just suddenly felt lonely and wanted to talk to someone...and then I thought of you."

Xu Yao bit her lip and spoke softly.

She didn't even know why she had to confide in her heart.

But at this time, Chu Nan's impression seemed to take root in her heart. The six-day painful experience in the hospital bed made her remember the sunny and simple person who had been silently treating her and always said that she was just a little problem and she didn't need to worry about it. boyfriend Chu Nan.

In the past, when she was feeling a little uncomfortable, Chu Nan would definitely be extremely concerned about her when she made a phone call, asking about her condition and where the pain was, and then rushing over to help her heal.

She was thirsty, and he immediately went to buy water.

She wanted to eat fruit, so he saved his meal money to buy fruit for her.

But now, after she came out of the intensive care unit and lay in the hospital for so many days, Chu Nan didn't even have a text message of greeting.

She thought that even if it was a separation, that honest and honest boy would still be unable to escape from her grasp, as long as she lowered her posture, he would immediately run over.

She thought that after all kinds of chicness and wasting enough, she still had a way out—that honest little farmer could become a spare tire.

But right now, everything doesn't seem to be like this.

Chu Nan didn't ask about her pain, nor about her condition, nor about her three months of life left, but spoke in a very indifferent tone.

She thought that after hearing such words, she could easily bear them, but she overestimated the strength of her heart.

"Well, actually, I think so too. People are like this. Even if the truth is said to the sky, if you don't understand it, go deep into your soul, you will never be able to truly understand it. Seafood is delicious. If it were me, I would definitely They will think that the other party is too poor to afford delicious food, so they make up some childish and ridiculous reasons not to let me eat."

Chu Nan smiled and said lightly.

He has already seen through Xu Yao's thoughts at the beginning. He just wanted to tell her these words - don't be so hypocritical, I know many things, but I won't say them.

"I'm sorry... I only have three months to live, I want... I want to know, did you know that I was in this situation back then?"

Xu Yao was silent for a moment, then asked.

"Well, I knew it at the beginning, but I didn't say it. Because I was confident at the time that you could recover under my treatment. Of course, I was afraid that you would feel sad because of psychological pressure, so I didn't intend to let you know."

Chu Nan replied.

"It's so..."

Xu Yao was silent for a while.

"My mother said that Su Yuyan actually just asked you to be a tour guide that day..."

Xu Yao asked some doubts in her heart.

A sneer appeared on Chu Nan's face, and he said, "That's right, I'm just a small farmer. How capable can I be? I also know a little bit of traditional Chinese medicine. Miss Su has the idea of ​​traveling to Da Cang Mountain. So I was hired as a tour guide, and it was just a coincidence that day. Wang Yunxiang, who wanted to talk to Miss Su, thought I was a big shot, and it was just a misunderstanding.

How capable I am, can you not know?If you are really capable, you won't even break the wooden stick handle of your mop, and you won't even be able to catch your mother's tricks. "

What Chu Nan said in a lightly declarative tone made Xu Yao's heart tingle sharply.

It was as if, after these words were spoken, the fate between the two had come to an end.

"Chu Nan, I didn't despise you, and I didn't mean that..."

Xu Yao wanted to explain, but she was powerless.

"I know what you mean, but why do I know it's your call and still answer it?"

Chu Nan said with some sarcasm.

"For...why?"

Xu Yao's voice choked up.

(End of this chapter)