Half-life immortal

Chapter 64 Revisiting the Realm of Illusory Heart Grass

No matter how many excuses there are, no matter how legitimate the reasons are, she still can't just watch Feng Yutian die like this, no matter how small the chance is, she has to try her best to find out, otherwise she will have a restless conscience for the rest of her life, worse than death .

She grabbed his hand, leaned down, leaned close to his ear, and whispered: "Listen, you are not allowed to die, you know? You must get well before my spiritual energy is exhausted, otherwise we will both die without any problems." It's meaningless! You have to fight for my breath! If something happens to me, you... you will live a few more years."

He didn't know if he heard her voice, and his brows seemed to frown deeper.

It was rare for Xue Qinglan to make up her mind, she held his wrist tightly with both hands, placed it on his chest, desperately mobilized all her spiritual energy, and poured it into his body desperately, while shouting in her heart: "Come on, Huanxin Crap! Can I still be planted in your hands forever? This lady will be so stupid that I will be tricked a second time?! This time I must accept you!"

Her aura quickly poured into his body. This is a gamble, betting that both of them can survive or die together!

The reason for this choice is because she believes in his consciousness, and believes that he will be able to survive; at the same time, she also believes in herself, and believes that she will be able to overcome the Phantom Heart Grass!
Suddenly, she felt a pain in her neck, as if she had been stabbed by a sharp knife, and then her eyes suddenly went dark, and she fell on Feng Yutian.When she was in a coma, she was still holding on to his hand tightly, lying on his chest, frowning deeply.

She once again came to the dreamland of the magic heart grass, but this time was different from the last time.The last time she was completely unprepared, she didn't even know that she had the poison of the phantom heart grass in her body, so she fell into a dream in a daze, and naturally became seriously ill.But this time, she knew the root of the matter, knew what the Illusion Heart Grass was, and also knew that only by strengthening her will and not being confused by it, could she have a glimmer of hope to overcome the illusion.

Her mood was very calm, or she deliberately suppressed her emotional ups and downs to a minimum.She can imagine what she is about to see, and with this mental preparation, the rest depends on her own willpower.

There was a flurry of excitement around her surroundings, which quickly turned into being sold for the first time as a child.She was only one year old at the time, looking at the adoptive parents who sold her and the man who was about to become her new adoptive father, they were all tall and irresistible in her eyes.It's like the sky is falling, and you can't change it even if you don't want to.Similarly, even if a one-year-old baby girl can vaguely distinguish things, it is still impossible for her to resist her fate of being sold.What's more, she didn't understand what it meant to sell at the time.

The circles of her eyes were slightly red, and an uncontrollable hatred and unwillingness gradually emerged in her heart.But fortunately, she noticed it right away, and quickly calmed down, reciting the mantra of Wuxiang Sutra in her heart.

This is her realm of consciousness, and the Wuxiang Mantra will naturally not play a substantial role, but she subconsciously feels that as long as she uses the Wuxiang Mantra, she will be more calm. In this sense, the formula is still very useful , Sure enough, her mood that was about to lose control quickly stabilized.

Then there were countless pictures that left a deep impression on her repeatedly, and there was no pattern at all during the period. Sometimes she was one or two years old, sometimes she was twelve or thirteen years old, some she was very scared, and some she didn't have much fear. Feel.

Suddenly the screen changed again, and a man with a bloody head appeared in front of her eyes!
Her pupils shrank, and she recognized that this person was the only person she ever recognized as her "father" in this life—the farmer father who adopted her when she was three years old!He was someone she would never forget in her life, and he was also the first person she killed with her own hands!

She remembered that the farmer's skin was very dark, it was exposed to the sun all year round, and his hands were rough, his feet had a thick layer of calluses, and there were wrinkles on his face, and he didn't look very old. I am old, but I can find some gray hairs on my head.

He doesn't know a single word, and the only thing worth cherishing is the food he has grown with hard work, and a small half of the food is distributed to Xue Qinglan. In order to raise this daughter, he is a rough and humble girl in the village. Ask them how to take care of little girls.

He may not be such an outstanding person, but the young Xue Qinglan once thought that he was the best father in the world.

In her short 14 years of life, she had not known many good people, and the farmer was the best one she had ever known.He is kind, honest, and hardworking, and he has shown great patience and love to her, which is far beyond what ordinary parents can do to their children.Xue Qinglan was once proud of having such a father.

But when the disaster came, everything changed.

The natural disaster allowed Xue Qinglan to recognize his true face, or maybe it was hunger that changed a kind-hearted farmer from the beginning.

Unable to bear the hunger, he chose to eat people. After tasting the delicious food, he chose to kill people. When there was no one to kill, he wanted to kill his dependent daughter Xue Qinglan.

Would a father kill his daughter just to feed himself?
Xue Qinglan doesn't have parents, she doesn't understand.According to the people around, tiger poison does not eat its offspring, even tigers will not eat their own offspring, and people will not eat their own flesh and blood.If there are parents who want to kill her and eat her, it proves that they are not her parents!
To be honest, Xue Qinglan didn't really believe this.In her value, if it is really necessary, why can't she kill her own child?How great is the love of her parents? Of course she doesn't understand it if she hasn't seen it.But she also understood from then on that no one in this world is qualified to be her parents, no one is qualified to make her give willingly without asking for anything in return, these people are not worthy!

So she hates the word "parents" very much, and she would rather die than do anything at the price of being adopted, because she feels that if the word "father" or "mother" comes out of her own mouth, she will be hurt. Will be disgusted to death.

From the moment she made up her mind to enter the phantom grass illusion again, she knew that she would see the face of the farmer's father again.So when she actually saw the bloody head, she wasn't surprised at all.

Back then, a stone fell from the roof of the house and smashed the farmer's head until he was bleeding. Then he plunged into the boiling water.So at this time, this bloody farmer should be made for her to identify, right?It can be seen that there is still a wound on his head, and the marks of the wound look like they were hit by hard objects such as stones.

The farmer stretched out two skinny hands that were skinny due to hunger, and walked towards Xue Qinglan swaying, his twisted mouth kept chanting "Qinger Qinger", like a ghost.

Last time in the illusion, Xue Qinglan ran away in fright when she saw the farmer, but this time it was different, she looked directly at the farmer calmly, without any intention of dodging, she stood upright, and there was no loophole in her heart .

Her red lips parted slightly, and she said: "Father, this is the last time we see each other, my daughter has a few words to say to you."

The farmer was just a phantom, so naturally he couldn't respond to her, so he still swayed towards her, looking at his posture as if he wanted to tear her apart and eat her skin.

Xue Qinglan was not afraid at all, and continued: "I killed you back then, and you have always appeared in my sleep these years. I admit that I still feel very guilty about killing you back then."

"But!" She changed the subject, "I never feel that I did something wrong, maybe I will make a different choice again, but now, I am very glad that I survived. Because I am alive, it is possible for me to see More, I will be able to realize my dream of becoming a fairy, and meet some people who care about me. They care about my life and death, and I am willing to live for these people."

"The living and the dead are two worlds. I'm sorry that I can't accompany you, because I have more important things to do. What I want to do, what I want to do, and what I should do have not been done yet. I'm sorry, Dad , I'm sorry, but I don't regret it."

She took a deep breath, seeing that the phantom of the farmer was approaching, she drew out her Cicada Wing Sword without hesitation, or in other words, the Cicada Wing Sword appeared in her hand automatically because of her thoughts.

There was deep emotion in her eyes, and she said leisurely: "If there is nothing worthy of my nostalgia in this world, I will personally go to hell to atone for your sins. As for now, please be killed by me again!"

After finishing speaking, she swung her sword without hesitation, splitting the phantom of the farmer in two.Before he died, the farmer showed a frightened, unwilling, and resentful expression, hoping to continue to influence Xue Qinglan's mind, but Xue Qinglan closed her eyes wisely and did not see this scene.

The most difficult thing to grasp in this world is the human heart. Up to now, Xue Qinglan still doesn't know what kind of person a farmer is.If he was a good person, how could he have killed so many people and wanted to kill her in the end?But if he is a bad person, why would he adopt her and treat her so well?

Perhaps, there is nothing good or bad in this world, and it is even more impossible for a person to judge with a simple sentence.Maybe the farmer back then was just bewitched and lost his mind, that's why he did such a thing.If he survived by luck, would he be happy like Xue Qinglan that he was still alive, or would he blame himself for the rest of his life?
The phantom passed by leisurely, and Xue Qinglan's heart became more and more firm under the training of countless past phantoms.Xiqiuzhi once said that once the illusion of the Phantom Heart Grass can be overcome, the spiritual consciousness will increase significantly.However, this increase is not certain. If a person who has an ordinary life cannot see many phantoms, even if he overcomes the illusion, he will not make much progress. People, the consciousness harvested from the phantom heart grass will be a terrifying number.

At this time, Xue Qinglan definitely didn't have the heart to think about these things, she was all focused on overcoming the illusion, for some reason, after having this Cicada Wing Sword in her hand, it seemed that she had the strength to smash all the illusions without hesitation , the sword in her hand seemed to give her infinite power!
At this time, the Cicada Wing Sword in her hand is not the real Cicada Wing Sword, but the Cicada Wing Sword in her mind. If this sword has great power at this time, it can only be said that it is the one in her mind. The sword should be so powerful.This inexplicable meaning was too far-reaching, she didn't think much about it, and she had no time to think about it.

She overcame all kinds of hallucinations and finally reached the "last level"!
In a black bamboo forest, she saw "Feng Yutian" whom she met for the first time.At this time, he was surrounded by ferocious flames, and his appearance could not be seen clearly under the cover of black flames, only the bloody long sword in his hand was still the same, and even more murderous under the impetus of ferocity.

Before Feng Yutian intentionally or unintentionally mentioned the situation she encountered in her illusion, but she didn't say too much. At that time, Xue Qinglan was very strange, why did Feng Yutian appear in her illusion?It is understandable to say that she has some shadows in her heart, but it is not enough to put it in the finale, right?Or is it because he is the strongest in her mind, so he is "the most dangerous and most feared"?
She looked around, the phantoms here were all created based on her memory, the bamboo forest was the same as the one in Yuzhou, but for some reason it was black, it looked as if it was dyed by the black of fierce flames. look.

She looked at "Feng Yutian" again, sighed, and said helplessly: "Brother, I can't say anything about others, but you... I challenged you many times when I was in Taiqing Mountain, and sometimes I even dreamed about it." I want to win you once and beat you into a pig's head, but unfortunately this wish has never come true, you are really too strong..."

However, she did not lose confidence because of this. Instead, she became more energetic. Her big bright eyes were twinkling, and she was eager to try: "If you are a real brother, then I can only think about how to run away now. But the beauty is that You are not! A fake is a fake after all, I finally have the opportunity to beat you into a pig's head! This opportunity is so rare! Wahahaha!"

At the end, she laughed cheerfully, without thinking at all whether she could defeat Feng Yutian's phantom.

Surrounded by black fire, "Feng Yutian" still stood there blankly, unmoved.In the illusion, everything is not real. If she is timid in her heart, then the illusion that should be weak will become very strong; It can also be easily defeated!

One of the biggest reasons why she is full of confidence is that she doesn't feel the powerlessness and fear in the face of fierceness now!If it was really fierce, she would have been too scared to move now; however, she can talk and laugh now, which is enough to prove many problems.

"Okay! Come on!" She suddenly shouted, and rushed forward with the Cicada Wing Sword in hand.

The Cicada Wing Sword shines brightly, blessed with icy blue ice power, the entire sword body is covered with a layer of blue ice crystals, and even traces of cold air emanating from the sword body can be seen turning into white mist.

(End of this chapter)