The Emperor's Favorite: The Beauty Disturbs the World

Chapter 391 Reunion (End)
Under the long-term depression, I almost got depression. The worst time was in the middle of the night, I almost picked up the fruit knife beside me to end my life.

But I am still so unwilling!I am not reconciled to never seeing him again in my whole life, but as humble as me, what can I do?

Giving up my current job, I am worried that I will no longer have a source of income to support myself; I will not be willing to stay in the same place for the rest of my life.

We lack the courage to break out of the cocoon and become a butterfly, dare not embark on that unknown path, and dare not take the remaining years of our lives as a gamble.Since then, I have gone from a generous person to an 'iron cock' that my friends joke about!
Yes, I need money badly.

I need money to fulfill my unfulfilled dream, and I need money to travel all over the world to pursue him.In order to fulfill this promise, I saved money desperately, without caring about my image or even my body!
I, who used to be a teetotaler, have become a master of this.Why worry?Only Du Kang, what I love the most is to get myself very drunk. When I am drunk, I can see his face clearly in the illusion. Ten years have passed, and I can hardly recall the time when he was sitting high and holding his hands. Yuan Dian's majestic demeanor could not recall the coquettish words he said to himself while stroking his back.

I desperately went to fortune-telling, went to pray to Buddha, and went to all supernatural places to find out his whereabouts, even if I only gave me a word of guidance, telling me that he is also living in this world, rather than disappearing into smoke and dust in the hustle and bustle of thousands of years.

In the past year at the work unit, I finally made the final decision. I thought it was the most courageous time for me who was weak.

I quit the job that everyone admired, returned to my alma mater, and prepared for the next postgraduate exam.

In this life, if I don't go back to Chang'an once, I can't be reconciled.

In the years that followed, I read in the library all day long. From the first day of Chaoyang until the corridors of the huge campus became sparsely populated, I sat for a whole day. It was harder than working before, but I enjoyed it.Because sitting in the quiet library, listening to the rustling of students turning pages, I feel that I am getting closer to him.

Once upon a time, I also complained about him.At the same time, reincarnation, why didn't he come to look for me, but I had to search for his traces in the smoke and dust of the years, is it really because I owed him in the previous life?

On the day of the exam, I was very nervous, because I had failed here before, and it was much harder to get up again. I almost finished the four exams with some trembling, maybe because there was no way out, maybe because of the determination to sink the boat, when I received When I received the postgraduate admission notice from a certain university in Chang'an, tears fell down my face.

For the first time, I felt that life was bright again!

Sitting on the train and looking at the scenery outside the window, I recalled how I felt when I came back from the heyday of the Tang Dynasty and watched the passers-by while sitting on the train.Until I saluted with a simple salute, and looked at the mottled ancient city wall from a distance among the shuttle crowd, with the word 'Chang'an' written in small seal script on it.

In March of Yangchun, I casually stroked the tender willows next to the Baqiao. This is the place where I bid farewell to Xiao Yu.It turns out that under the vicissitudes of thousands of years, it is still people's obsession to go south to Baling'an and look back at Chang'an.I took a deep breath, walked along the avenue in my vague memory, and retrieved the memories that had been scattered over the years.

Lishan, Furong Garden, Qujiang Pond and even Xingqing Palace are all there!But it can also be said to be completely gone!

I looked at the familiar and unfamiliar things, and suddenly felt that life is so wonderful. After a struggle, I changed from a situation where things are not people and things are not people.

There is everything in the past here, but there is no him.

I have made the greatest determination to come here, why don't you still show up?For the first time, I felt annoyed and resentful, since you caused me such pain, I don't need to look for you!

Time passed by little by little, but in the vast sea of ​​people, I still couldn't find the slightest trace of him. I was discouraged. Under the night of this day, for the first time, I changed into a blue Hanfu, wrapped in a simple silk, and walked on the road alone. Mottled walls.

Under the erosion of the years, it has lost its original appearance. In the overflow of the moonlight for thousands of years, it is like an old man with vicissitudes, silently recording countless joys and sorrows.

I sat under the wall indifferently, letting the moonlight shine on my white veil, and the passers-by originally cast amazed eyes on my strange clothes, but as time went by, finally, no one bothered me anymore !
I unscrewed the liquor bottle and took a few sips without hesitation.A hot breath came out of my belly, and my head began to dizzy.

I don't know when, in the distant night, there was a low sound of xun, sobbing, and it was the one I was most familiar with-Long Xiangshou!

I was dreaming again, I leaned against the cold city wall and looked at the bright moon in the sky.It's good to be able to immerse yourself in your dreams forever like this!
"Under the moon in Chang'an, a pot of sake and a bunch of peach blossoms!" Before I knew it, I sang softly.

The sound of the xun stopped abruptly.

"Why did you wake up so soon from the dream?" My mouth was full of bitterness.

Hurrying footsteps, "Do you... also like this song?" A familiar and pleasant voice came from my ear, I suddenly looked up, and in front of me was a man in black Hanfu, holding a xun in his right hand.

"You played it just now?" It turned out that it was not a dream, and a flash of inspiration suddenly appeared in my desperate mind. Could it be... Could it be him? !

He smiled slightly, "You sing very well, it seems to remind me of something, can you sing it again!"

"Okay!" I nodded seriously, because this strange man made me feel at ease.He solemnly picked up the Xun in his hand and put it to his lips again.

Sobbing with a xun sound, I sang the long-lost song Changxiangshou again.

This time I stared at his beautiful eyes very deliberately, he was not shy at all, and he looked at me like this. Under the moonlight, two strangers who were also dressed in strange clothes traveled through time like this, standing quietly in maybe where they used to stay.

"Where did I meet you?" Qu Bi, he looked at me a little confused, but there was a love like the previous life in his eyes.

Two lines of clear tears rolled down my cheeks, and finally...Finally there is such a day, we can meet again!
There was an untimely ringtone next to his ear, his confused eyes were broken, and he took out the phone from his pocket.

"Well! I'm on the edge of the city wall, I'll be back in a while!" He turned off the phone, looked at me with tears streaming down his face, a little at a loss, "It's so late, it's not safe for you as a girl here, I'll send you back! "

He was a little hesitant in saying this, not because he didn't want to send it, but because he was afraid that I would misunderstand him, he is a pervert!
I was crying, my thinking was already stagnant, I only saw his lightly moving lips, but I didn't know what he was talking about!
He was a little disappointed, he seemed to think that I didn't trust him so he didn't make a sound, and he asked something earnestly, so he reluctantly left.

I stayed where I was, until his back disappeared under the moonlight!I suddenly realized that I still don't know his name in this life!
I rushed over, hoping to catch a glimpse of his silhouette, but it was still in vain, he had already disappeared under the neon lights.

Missed?When I returned to the dormitory like a walking dead and fell into a deep sleep, this was the first sentence I said when I woke up.

I began to wonder again whether last night was real or just a drunken dream.

In this way, I took the book listlessly and walked into the long-lost classroom, where my good friend was sitting.

"Come on!" The bedmate patted the seat, "Mentor, I'm coming soon!"

I took advantage of the opportunity to sit where she clapped her hands, opened the book, and waited for the instructor.

The door was pushed open, and behind the instructor stood a man nearly 1.9 meters tall, with a pair of eyes shining on his face as smooth as a knife, and wearing a simple shirt. .

"This is your master who has graduated, a high-achieving student majoring in Tang and Song literature!" The instructor cheerfully introduced his most proud student in his life to us.

"Ah - so handsome!" All the bedmates made nympho voices together.

He walked straight towards me who was in a daze, "I've seen this junior sister before!"

"Nonsense!"

"A long time ago!" He suddenly picked me up and drew a perfect arc in the astonished eyes of everyone.

I haven't waited for me to slow down.

"Chang Xi—" he clung to my ear, exhaling a warm breath, "This time I will hold on to it firmly and never let go!"

　This time it's really over!This episode is a cure. I admit that my modern writing is sloppy. In short, they are happy together. Maybe two hugs in three years. It depends on the salary of our dear Comrade Xiao Li and the good wife and mother of Chang Xi Meimei. degree!In the preparation of the new book, it will never be abused, and it will have a happy ending, so stay tuned!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)