The black-bellied prime minister's red makeup

Chapter 137 Afterword
As a habit formed, Zibai will write an afterword to record the mood of writing the whole work after writing almost every work.

How should I put it, this work was meant to be sweet, but in the end it turned into abuse. I can't control it. Every time I finish writing, I dare not go back and read it for a second time. It hurts so much.

Thinking back to these four novels, they are all abusive, heart, liver, spleen, lung and kidney pain. Each novel has a tragic character throughout the novel. The first character is the male second Duan Chimu, who was framed by his brother since he was a child. Devil, finally died to save the heroine.

The second part is also the second male lead, Ling Yi. His whole life was completely murdered by his parents, but in the end he died protecting the heroine's mother.

The tragic character in the third part is the heroine. I think this should be the most tragic heroine in the history of novels.He was taken away when he was just born, and he was indoctrinated to protect his younger sister since he was a child. He was beaten by his adoptive mother for his younger sister, entered an orphanage, and was constantly calculated. After being adopted, he was beaten and imprisoned by his adoptive father.The only purpose of my life is for my sister to be happy. I remember crying with blurred eyes when I wrote about her.

The fourth part is also the current one. I think everyone should know who is the most tragic character. That’s right, it is our male second Liu Xiaoran. His family was brutally slaughtered in his teens, in order to give the heroine a chance to escape. He lured the enemy away and fell off the cliff. God is cruel, but the owner of Qinglong Palace picked him up. Then he practiced the Hundred Poison Body in order to be able to return to the heroine. Later, in order to save the heroine, he will protect his own heart. The pill was given to the hostess, and when the hostess was in danger, he agreed to take Wangqing Dan in order to ask the palace host to save her, but even though he forgot, he still protected the hostess with his life.

I really like a comment left by a reader, she said: I feel sorry for Ye Qingran in "Dandy", he loves so humblely.

I feel sorry for Han Mingyue in "The Prosperous Age", his love is persistent.

I feel sorry for Zhong Limo in "The Black-bellied Prime Minister Ben Hongzhuang", he loves desperately.

Shen Qingnan doesn't like Zhonglimo, she has a family affection for Zhonglimo that transcends blood, but to Zhonglimo, Shen Qingnan is his sunshine in countless dark nights, the person he wants to protect with all his might.Zhonglimo's love is different from Ye Qingran's humbleness, but with Han Mingyue's persistence. He hopes to use Shen Qingnan's love to fill the vacancy in his life in the past ten years.But God likes to play around, he let Zhong Limo get Shen Qingnan's "care", but he couldn't get Shen Qingnan's "heart".Only one word is missing, and the difference is the true love of the whole life.

In fact, she was somewhat resentful to Shen Qingnan: I don't know if she couldn't understand, or couldn't see Zhong Limo's love for her.But Zhonglimo had already shown with actions that he wanted to get her, and she had already made it clear in her heart that she liked Xia Hanming.Why can't you make it clear that the current situation is nothing more than hurting others and yourself.

I don't want to see someone end up with the same ending as Ye Qingran Han Mingyue at the end of the novel.

I really like this comment because it was written from my heart.

I replied to her like this: How should I put it, the feelings of a person are very realistic. It can be said that Shen Qingnan likes Zhonglimo, but what she likes is the gentle and kind Zhonglimo who was desperate for her. Zhong Limo is still willing to do everything for her, but his nature has changed, he is no longer kind but cruel and bloodthirsty.

In addition, now that Xia Hanming appeared beside Shen Qingnan, he was very similar to Zhong Limo in the past. A refined and upright gentleman would never intentionally hurt innocent people, and he has always paid for Shen Qingnan. His contribution was that even though Shen Qingnan hurt him time and time again, he still showed his sincerity.

In fact, there are too many paranoia and helplessness in a person's life. What would happen if Zhong Li's family hadn't been exterminated?What would have happened if Zhong Limo and Shen Qingnan hadn't separated back then?What if Zhong Limo was not so paranoid and wanted revenge?Maybe everything is different.

But there is no if in the world, everyone has everyone's life.Really, I cry every time I write about Zhong Limo, because I feel very distressed, really distressed, sometimes I really want to let them be together like this regardless of everything, but is it possible?May I?A person who has fallen into darkness and a prime minister who wants to bear Xia Qing's people, where is their hope?So Zhonglimo is doomed to be miserable, I can only promise to give him a happy ending as much as possible.

I tried to give him a good ending, but in the end I let him fall from the tower and died. Maybe death is a good ending for him.

I don’t know how many readers have been with me to the end, but I really really appreciate you, thank you for being with me and giving me motivation. I also hope that no matter where I am in the future, you can continue to love my novels .

Originally, I wanted to continue this story about the heroine’s child, Qin Shuangshuang. After all, I revealed her and that Xu Liancheng, but I didn’t dare. I was afraid that Xu Liancheng, the shadow of Brother Mo, would be another tragedy. It will really hurt to death, so let’s put it aside for a while, and write a modern one with a different mood.

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