occupy your heart

Chapter 65
Yan Tingting stopped talking, is this how things are?It's all Qin Xi's fault, but you can't blame Qin Xi for everything, because Qin Xi did that because she likes her. So, isn't she the culprit? !It's not others or other things that caused brother Shen to suffer so much, it's because of herself, and it's all her fault.She is the broom star in brother Shen's life. She fell off the cliff because of herself at first, and now she is hurt because of herself.

She was so well protected, but she still felt that she was the most injured person. Compared to the shock of Qin Xi's confession, her heart is now full of distress and self-blame for Shen Yi.

"Qin Xi, don't be like this. If you continue like this, we won't even be friends! Isn't it good for us to be friends? Didn't we get along very well in the beginning? Why do you want to do such a thing? Qin Xi, don't go on like this anymore, forget it, please."

Qin Xi was stunned, the strength of her hand was so strong that it crushed the bottle, "What? Don't be like this?!! Do you know, no, you don't know, you don't know how important you are to me. If you knew, you wouldn't say such things to me, I like you, I can do anything for you. Just like now, as long as you stay, I can give you everything back, Shen Yi also Well, friendship is also good! But please remember, I really like you."

Yan Tingting was frightened again, really shocked by Qin Xi's strong feelings.Yes, we can't ignore her feelings again, but so what, Qin Xi just pushed himself away from her by doing so.Yan Tingting didn't dare to approach her any more.

"No, even if you say such things..." Yan Tingting wanted to politely reject her, but Qin Xi grabbed Yan Tingting's hand, "Don't worry, I won't give up even if I die. If you care about Shen Yi, go back now, if you leave now, it will be impossible for you and Shen Yi for the rest of your life. If you really love each other, I am just a small obstacle, am I not?"

Yan Tingting was persuaded, she wanted to go back, she really wanted to go back!Brother Shen is over there, and Brother Shen loves her, even if it hurts in the future, she will catch him now, "I'm sorry Qin Xi, thank you for your feelings, but please forget it. Really, really forget Well, if you still want to be my friend."

"I don't care! Yan Tingting, remember, the people I like, Qin Xi, will love with my life. When I didn't know anything before, you taught me a lot. It doesn't matter whether it's friendship or compassion. "Qin Xi's words were out of order, and Yan Tingting felt that she was confused and didn't understand what she wanted to express at all, but she began to alienate her unconsciously in her heart.Such a woman is too scary.

"Xiao Xi, I..."

Qin Xi raised her hand to stop what Yan Tingting wanted to say, "Don't say anything, don't say anything, I know, you can't accept a person like me. But, what I said today comes from the bottom of my heart, I hope you remember That's good." Qin Xi was silent for a while after saying this, "A Ting, although I don't want to say it, but Shen Yi really likes you." Standing up, "I'm going back, I just came here to Let me tell you this, if you still want to leave, I have no choice but, are you really willing to leave Shen Yi alone? Maybe he will die." Turn around and leave.

Yan Tingting stared blankly at Qin Xi's back, really couldn't understand what she was thinking, said that she liked her, and helped Brother Shen to speak.What is she thinking?

Maybe it's because she wants to keep herself. If things are really as Qin Xi said, then, doesn't Brother Shen still love her?And in order not to make myself sad, I bear all this alone.Suddenly feeling ashamed of her behavior, did she not try to trust Brother Shen in the first place?Does it prove that she doesn't like Brother Shen deeply enough, so she can't trust him unconditionally?

Although what happened to Qin Xi shocked her a lot, but the most important thing was her touch by Shen Yi.It seems that I like him more and more.So, she decided!Yan Tingting stood up, glanced at Shao Feng who was standing not far away, and walked towards him, looking straight into his eyes, "Shao Feng, I won't go abroad anymore." Her voice was unusually firm.

"Miss, even if you say that, I will..." Shao Feng was very embarrassed.

"I don't care what you say, I'm not going anyway! You can figure it out, I still don't believe you guys dare to tie me up." Yan Tingting raised her head stubbornly, yes, no matter what it is now, she doesn't care. As long as she can return to brother Shen's side, she will be fine.

Grandpa, I'm sorry.

Walking back without hesitation, such a decision now made her feel relaxed.Perhaps deep down in her heart, she resisted leaving.Unknowingly raised the corners of her mouth, Yan Tingting ran away from the airport and got into the taxi parked beside her, "Hello, go to XX Square, thank you." Waiting for her, now, she is back, Brother Shen!
After returning home, Yan Tingting did not find anyone there, she searched the whole room, and finally confirmed the fact that Shen Yi was not in the room. "But now, where would he be?" School?Or a bar?

I heard from Yu Ling that Brother Shen hasn't been to school for a long time, and the school has given him an ultimatum, so it doesn't make sense for him to go to school today. "That's in the bar." Honghe Bar, the place Yu Ling told himself last time.It should be where Brother Shen is now, "Okay! Brother Shen, I'll go and bring you back right away, and then I'll settle accounts with you!" He dared to hide such an important matter from her.

To be honest, she is really angry and in love with him now.

Throwing down the things in her hands, Yan Tingting went upstairs to find out her remaining living expenses, and hurried outside to hail a taxi. Of course, she didn't forget to bring her ID card, because she was stopped outside last time. .Now it's just being prepared, it's not that she doesn't have confidence in herself, it's not that she thinks she has the body of a child. ． ． ．
Walking into the bar, Yan Tingting patted her head, "Sure enough, it's a clear choice to bring an ID card, otherwise you won't even be able to enter the door." Does she look like a minor? !
Although a little angry, but now is not the time to care about these things.The most important thing is to find brother Shen first.This time, it was not as easy to find as last time, Yan Tingting's eyes went back and forth among the crowd many times, but she didn't find any trace of Shen Yi.She had no choice but to go down the sea of ​​people and walk around looking for it.

Wiping the sweat from her head, "What should I do? I can't find Brother Shen anywhere." Yan Tingting, who was extremely anxious, heard such a conversation.And the person who spoke happened to be the woman she knew, the woman who was naked and hugged by Brother Shen last time! !
"Ah, Sister Yan, seeing how happy you are, could it be that you have knocked down that boy Shen Yi?" A woman with heavy makeup asked the woman in a strange tone.

The woman covered her mouth with her hand and giggled, "Yeah, he was finally put down by me. In the past, no matter how drunk he was, even if I tempted him in every possible way, he would never touch me." Just a moment. But today he climbed into my bed by himself, if not for this, I would have thought that my method of dealing with men had failed. "

The two of them didn't know what to say again, they giggled together, but Yan Tingting couldn't hear anything in her ears.Brother Shen. ． ．Could it be that he indulged himself because he was leaving today?Then, if he won't come, is it possible that he wants to live like this for the rest of his life? ! !

"That idiot!!!" For her sake, how far did he want to exile himself.Brother Shen, he is such an excellent person, why did he become like that for himself.Is she really that important to him?It is so important that you can abandon your own principles.

Impatiently grabbed the woman who wanted to leave, "Sister Yan?! Please tell me, where is the man who was with you just now?"

Perhaps because she was afraid of Yan Tingting's expression, Sister Yan didn't embarrass her too much, she told her the location, but she still felt unwilling after holding back, and said a few words to her, "Oh, I can tell you. Sister Yan The things I have fucked are not rare, I will give them to you, you go and watch him well, don’t let him have a chance to come back to me, I will bother you.” After finishing speaking, she twisted her buttocks gracefully and walked away .

Yan Tingting endured the disgust in her heart, turned around and left, Brother Shen wouldn't do it, even if what the woman said was true, it was also because she was not good!Brother Shen wouldn't like other girls, so what if something like that happened?Nothing can change, Brother Shen still likes himself, that woman just now is really nothing.Although she knew it, why did she still feel so cold in her heart?
When she came to the private room that the woman mentioned, Yan Tingting took a few deep breaths, and finally dared to open the door.The smell of alcohol and cigarettes rushed towards me, making it hard to keep my eyes open.Yan Tingting opened the door wide, and then turned on the lights. After a while, she could finally see the figure nestled on the sofa clearly.

Yan Tingting ran over in a hurry, but found that Shen Yi's eyes were tightly closed, and his clothes were well dressed. It didn't look like he had sex with a woman just now.Yan Tingting raised her mouth in relief, "I'll just say it, so it's just that woman is lying." She stretched out her hand and tapped herself on the head, "Brother Shen, I'm really a fool, I didn't believe you! I'm really a fool!" Big idiot!!" As she said this, she actually shed tears.Only now did she finally understand what it meant to cry with joy.

"Next, why does Brother Shen not wake up after being moved around like this~" Yan Tingting screamed in the taxi, how could she move this sleepy pig back home?With the power of a weak woman like her, it might be impossible.In the end, she pitifully asked the driver's uncle for help, and only then did she move Shen Yi back home.

Panting, she put Shen Yi on the bed, Yan Tingting breathed a sigh of relief, after sending the driver uncle out, she began to take care of Shen Yi.

Throughout the whole night, Shen Yi never stopped.Either it was snoring that woke Yan Tingting up, or she was yelling her name suddenly, after waking her up, she fell asleep alone again, Yan Tingting was so angry that she wanted to cut his neck off!But in the end, I still feel reluctant to look at Shen Yi's restless expression gently, it's so good, because it's all because of myself.

In the end, after all, she still couldn't fight against the strong drowsiness, and fell asleep lying on Shen Yi's bed.

When she woke up the next day, Shen Yi had already woken up, he just looked at him motionless, occasionally blinking very cautiously, as if he was afraid that he would disappear without a trace, he didn't dare to touch him.

At the beginning, Yan Tingting also looked at him like that, because she felt that she hadn't looked at Brother Shen so carefully for a long time.But the more she looks at him like this, the more she feels that she loves him more deeply. How can someone be so good-looking, whether it is eyebrows, nose, eyes, or lips, they are all exquisite and attractive, making her think that she will just look at him like this for a lifetime It won't be boring either.

But gradually, she began to feel a little embarrassed by Shen Yi's fiery gaze.Don't look away, "Brother Shen, why are you looking at me like this?" Her face flushed, she didn't expect her to be embarrassed! !What a shame.

Shen Yi still didn't move, but the fire in his eyes increased a bit, "Tingting, is it a dream? If it's not a dream, why are you still by my side? If it's a dream, why does my heart hurt so much. Just seeing you, just having you by my side, will hurt. What I want is to hold you in my arms, since this is a dream, you in the dream, you shouldn't reject me anymore." Shen Yi Zhang Lai Hands, looking cautious, as if trying not to scare yourself away, gently seduce, "Tingting, come to my arms, you come, I will never let go."

Yan Tingting is tempted, she wants to go!However, the current Shen Yi seems to be delirious, so is it okay for her to be like this in the past?

Seeing Yan Tingting's hesitation, the word disappointment was clearly written on Shen Yi's face, "Really? Does Tingting hate me so much? Even in her dreams, she doesn't want me to hug her..."

"No! There is no such thing." Yan Tingting was afraid that he would be really sad, so she hurriedly threw herself into his arms, not doubting that he was there.Of course, she didn't see the corner of someone's mouth raised.

Shen Yi waited until Yan Tingting slipped into his arms, he held her tightly and wouldn't let go, and deliberately breathed into her ear, "I caught you..." Yan Tingting's heart was shocked, why? What's going on, this feeling?As if his whole body was longing for something, his heart beat faster, his breathing was disordered, his mind went blank, he only thought about Shen Yi, and could only hear his breathing.

What?What is this feeling?
(End of this chapter)