Madam is leaving today

Chapter 21 Desperate Desire to Survive
Su Yun followed the three women's carriage and drove all the way to the outside of Shangjing.

She opened the curtains and looked at the gradually desolate scenery outside, and couldn't help frowning slightly, but Qing Lai didn't say anything in front, Su Yun guessed that they were not going to any dangerous place.

Suddenly, she heard a low groan coming from behind her, turned her head to look, and happened to meet the slowly opened eyes of the woman called Liu Niang.

In the beginning, Liu Niang's eyes were out of focus, and her face had a lifeless expression because she couldn't see a glimmer of hope.

Gradually, she saw Su Yun who was sitting across from her and looked at her. She opened her eyes suddenly, and the next second she shrank back, with her hands wrapped around her knees, and her head buried deeply in her knees.

It's a very insecure position.

It seems that because she was facing her, a woman, her reaction was not as extreme as before.

It was only at that moment that Su Yun realized that although Liu Niang's hair was disheveled at this time, her facial features were beautiful and elegant. If she wanted to dress up properly, she was a beauty.

That's why it's a disaster.

Su Yun looked at her quietly for a while, judging from her reaction, she should be suffering from PTSD, that is, post-traumatic stress disorder, which is the delayed appearance and persistent mental disorder after an individual has suffered a serious injury. obstacle.

PTSD is very common among women who have been sexually assaulted.

Patients suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder will have three main symptoms. One is traumatic re-experiencing symptoms, that is, whether the patient is willing or not, the process of being hurt will always appear repeatedly in his thinking, memory or dreams , Let the patient experience that feeling of despair over and over again.

The second is avoidance and numbness symptoms, that is, patients will try their best to avoid events or situations related to traumatic experiences for a long time or continuously. Like Liu Niang, what she avoids is the man who caused her harm. Some patients may even appear selective forget.

The third is the symptom of increased alertness, that is, the patient will become startled, and a little trouble may make him lose control.

People with PTSD are also more likely to exhibit aggressive behavior, self-harm, or suicidal behavior.

When Su Yun was a graduate student, she worked as an intern in a psychological consultation room opened by a friend for two years. During that period, she received three women who had been sexually assaulted.

There are two women who dare not speak up after being hurt, but they can't get over the test in their hearts. They even come to a psychological counselor secretly.

There was a woman who bravely reported to the police and took the criminal to court. However, the social intolerance towards women and the strange eyes cast on her by family and friends finally caused her to suffer from serious psychological problems.

She was very impressed. When the woman found her, she cried confused and helpless, "Did I do something wrong? But I didn't think about it either. That night, I didn't expect him to hide downstairs in my house. I really I don't know anything..."

Obviously she was the victim, but the society blamed her and looked down on her. All these caused more serious secondary injuries to this originally strong woman, and completely crushed her.

Therefore, looking at the woman in front of him who was obviously avoiding everything around her, Su Yun felt familiar pain and pity in his heart.

She looked at her for a while, feeling that she was gradually adapting to the new environment, and after her tight shoulders relaxed little by little, she said softly, "My name is Zheng Yunge, and you fainted beside our carriage just now on the street , Three women came over and said they were your companions, I was worried, so I followed them myself."

Liu Niang's shoulders, which had been relaxed just now, immediately tightened up again, but she didn't speak, but she didn't act aggressively either.

It seemed that she did recognize the three women, so she was so calm at this moment.

Su Yun waited patiently again, then picked up the snack basket left by Su Niang beside her, and gently placed it beside her, "Want something to eat?"

The woman seemed to move, but she still didn't raise her head.

Su Yun already knew it in his heart, it seemed that she had not been out for a while, she was already hungry and thirsty, her appetite was tolerable, but water is more needed by the human body than food.

So, she picked up the water bottle, put it away gently, and said with a smile, "If you don't eat, let's drink some water."

This time, the woman was only silent for a few seconds, then raised her head, gave her a lifeless look, suddenly grabbed the kettle next to her, took a few sips of it, and then yanked the basket containing snacks, He grabbed a few pieces and stuffed them into his mouth desperately.

While plugging, his eyes quickly turned red.

Su Yun froze for a moment, and was startled by her face full of despair and wolfing down. The next second, he heard her cough uncontrollably, but she was choked.

Qing Lai's voice rang out immediately, "Young Madam, are you alright?"

As soon as the woman heard Qing Lai's voice, she immediately shrank into a ball again, with an expression of extreme fear on her face, she kept shrinking back, as if she was going to lose control again in the next second.

At this moment, she felt a pair of warm hands suddenly hold her icy hands lightly, which made her slightly startled, and suddenly forgot the fear that almost broke through her body just now, and for the first time, looked at her seriously. Pick up the woman in front of you.

Su Yun first said to Qing Lai: "It's okay, don't worry." Then, he turned his head to look at the woman who still looked terrified, and smiled slightly, "Don't worry, Qing Lai won't hurt you, I won't let anyone hurt you, you're safe here."

This sentence seemed to touch a certain nerve in her, she suddenly trembled, and tears welled up in her eyes.

Su Yun acted as if he hadn't seen him, and still smiled and said, "I only know your name is Liu Niang. Look, I already told you my name. Can you tell me your name?"

In order to avoid arousing the visitor's resistance, the first thing the psychological counselor will do is to establish a relationship with the visitor and gain trust, which is also the premise of psychological crisis intervention.

The woman looked at her with teary eyes, but still did not speak.

Su Yun waited quietly for a while, then smiled and said: "It's okay if you don't tell me, but you came to the city without shoes on, there must be something important, can you tell me? Or, I How can I help you?"

The woman looked at her blankly, and suddenly, tears burst into tears, crying desperately, looking at her, choked up and said: "Please, please take me to the Zuixiao Pavilion in the city, please, I beg you!" I beg you……"

Su Yun was taken aback for a moment, and for some reason, he remembered the desperate look of that woman gobbling it up just now.

She could feel that she had a strong desire to survive. When she was on the street, if Qing Lai's approach hadn't made her terrified, she might not have rushed to the wall on impulse.

Desperate but with a strong desire to survive, what is in her heart?
But what is certain is that the thing that made this woman run out with the overwhelming fear in her heart must be very important to her. At this time, she must follow her, otherwise once she loses hope, she will easily lose hope. Suicide again.

Thoughts turned in his mind for a few rounds, Su Yun patted her hand comfortingly, and then said to Qing Lai outside: "Qing Lai, you tell the three ladies in front, let's go to Zui Xiao Pavilion first."

The carriage stopped suddenly, but Qing Lai outside did not speak for a long time, Su Yun was surprised and couldn't help asking, "Qing Lai?"

"Young Madam," Qing Lai's voice sounded strange, "The Zuixiao Pavilion was on fire yesterday morning, and it has been burned down. Mr. Wang went to the Zuixiao Pavilion early this morning."

Su Yun was stunned for a moment, and suddenly a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind. He left suddenly in the middle of talking with Gu Junwei yesterday, and it was because of this matter!

　Thank you guys for your recommendation tickets. Although you all play diving [drawing circles on the wall], I know you are all supporting me, okay~
　　


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