Madam is leaving today

Chapter 351 Don't Hate Me (Part [-])
Where is he going in the middle of the night?

Su Yun hesitated for a moment, got off the bed, put on his shoes and went out.

As soon as she walked outside, she saw that the light in the study was on, and Su Yun frowned, feeling a little uneasy because of a premonition.

She stood there for a few breaths, walked over slowly, and could see a person standing at the door of the study from a distance, it was Qing Lai frowning.

Sensing the sound of footsteps behind her, Qing Lai turned her head vigilantly and saw that it was Su Yun who was slightly taken aback, but his face was slightly moved, and he called in a hoarse voice: "Madam..."

Su Yun looked at the closed study door, and was about to say something, when suddenly there was a "wow" sound from inside. Qing Lai's expression changed, and she immediately turned around and whispered, "Your Majesty! But what happened?"

However, his question was like entering an abyss, and there was no reply at all, not even a slight sound came from the study room.

Su Yun was agitated by the sudden voice just now, his heart beat faster little by little, feeling a little terrified, couldn't help but sharpen his eyes, and said in a low voice: "What's the matter, sir!"

Qing Lai's lips moved, but before she could speak, the woman in front of her had already passed him and stretched out her hand towards the door.

Qing Lai hurriedly took a step back, stopped in front of her, and said in a low voice: "Madam atones for her sins, Mr. Lang ordered that no one should approach this study, especially...Madam."

Su Yun looked at her, and because of his eagerness and some kind of indescribable anger, he kept speeding up his speech, "Just pretend, if you really want to obey Langjun's order, you should let me go when you saw me the first time. Leaving, you hesitated, which means that you are also uncertain in your heart, you don't agree with Lang Jun's order!

Now that you let me hear the movement inside, how can I really go back to sleep as if nothing happened?Do you think I'm really hard-hearted? "

Qing Lai pursed her lips, then knelt down on one knee and saluted suddenly: "Madam is worthy of being Madam, this subordinate has nothing to say. On the first day Lang Jun asked his subordinates to guard in front of this study, this subordinate was looking forward to seeing Madam Come out of the room.

Madame, please persuade Mr. Lang, although stomach disease is not a serious illness that kills people, but like Mr. Lang who is unwilling to take medicine and eat well, even ordinary people with minor illnesses cannot bear it. "

Qing Lai's words carried more and more bitterness, but hearing Su Yun's heart almost stopped beating, she gritted her teeth and said, "How long has your husband been like this!"

"Since the day my wife came back, my husband is no longer willing to take medicine, and these two days, my husband is not even willing to eat properly."

He had been looking forward to his wife coming out of the room for five days, but the lady who was supposed to be sleeping next to the gentleman, never realized that the person next to him went out in the middle of the night and only came back in the early hours of the morning.

He waited in despair, this was the sixth day, and he had already given up the idea that his wife would come out suddenly, not to mention his wife's behavior today showed that her heart was not fully placed on Lang Jun.

Although he knew that Madam could not be blamed entirely, he still vented his anger emotionally.

Su Yun took a deep breath, and opened the study door without hesitation, feeling both angry and distressed.

However, seeing the scene inside, all the anger in her heart turned into heartache, and there was no room for other emotions to stay.

In the study room, only a kerosene lamp was lit, and under the faint light, a man wearing a simple black robe outside was sitting in front of the bookshelf, with his body slightly arched and his black hair hanging around his shoulders. Clutching his stomach tightly and supporting the ground with one hand, even though he couldn't see his expression, Su Yun could feel that he was in great pain, and his whole body tensed up.

Books were scattered on the ground near him. Su Yun could almost imagine the scene of the man hitting the bookshelf because of the pain and slipping to the ground in embarrassment.

She had no time to think about anything else, so she said in a low voice, "Invite Doctor Qin to come here immediately!"

Then he ran over quickly.

Because of Madam's arrival, Qing Lai, whose heart finally fell to the ground, immediately turned around and went to Qin Huan's yard.

Mr. Lang is simply torturing himself these days. When he got sick, he only locked himself in the study and did not let them go to invite Doctor Qin. It is no exaggeration to say that Mr. Lang was tortured inside these days, and he was tortured outside.

Well now, madam is here. For the lord, the madam is a more effective weapon than the young lord.

Su Yun quickly walked over and squatted down, put his hands on his shoulders, and immediately felt that his outer robe was soaked in cold sweat. She has never been tortured by stomach pain, but she also knows that people with a bad stomach can suffer from pain. After losing half-life, her heart was in a mess for a moment, and she wanted to help Gu Junwei up, "Go to Ruanta and lean on it, and I'll get you a glass of warm water..."

However, how could she support a tall and burly man? After trying several times, she could only lift his shoulders, and she couldn't even move his body.

Gu Junwei seemed to be a little dazed from the pain. She tossed him and sweated profusely, but she just looked at her with a pair of rare phoenix eyes that were a little distracted, and then closed them again in pain.

Su Yun couldn't help cursing secretly that his brain was eaten, and Qing Lai should help him to the soft couch before going to the doctor.

Seeing Gu Junwei's pain, the anger in her heart that had been extinguished by the heartache suddenly ignited again, and she couldn't help holding his shoulder tightly and screaming: "What do you want? It's hard to torment your body like this. Is it fun? Didn’t I say that you have something on your mind, you can tell me whether it’s good or bad! It’s just that you didn’t look at you for a while, do you need to make yourself look like this? You are doing it on purpose Does it make me feel bad..."

Before she finished speaking, she was hugged into his arms by the man, feeling his icy embrace, Su Yun, who was about to struggle, felt his heart skip a beat, and subconsciously hugged her tightly with his backhand.

The man buried his head deeply in the socket of her shoulder, and the scorching breath, which was completely opposite to the temperature of his body, sprayed on her neck one after another.

She frowned and said, "Let me help you rub your stomach first..."

"Yun'er..."

A hoarse voice suddenly sounded, "I don't mean to make you feel bad..."

Su Yun couldn't get angry at this time, even though he had vaguely thought of the reason why he tossed himself like this, he still asked: "Then why are you tossing yourself like this?"

"I always have some very dark thoughts in my heart... I have had it a long time ago... But I'm afraid you will hate me, such a self, even I hate myself..."

The moment I saw Qi Congming, I felt that he had no good intentions for his wife and children, and all I could think of was the image of piercing his heart with a sword.

Knowing that Zhang Da used to be unusual to her and the baby, he couldn't suppress the violence in his heart.

Not only Qi Congming and Zhang Da...

As long as someone else approached her and the baby, the darkness in his heart would overwhelm him. He was even afraid that she and the baby would take a step out of this general's mansion. He felt that there were people outside who were not good for his wife and children.

But that won't work, she will hate him...

Obviously four years ago, he suppressed his inner demons well, and he didn't understand why four years later, he seemed to have completely lost his mind. If it wasn't for the temporary distraction of his stomachache, he might He had already done something that would push his wife away.

"Yun'er," the man's hoarse and tense voice slowly rang out, "Do you hate me like this?"

Su Yun unconsciously burst into tears.

She has seen too many examples of mentally ill self-mutilation due to the torment of demons, but there has never been one that made her feel so distressed that she wished to suffer for him.

　The second is a little later ~ about eleven o'clock ~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)