Chapter 190 The Mystery of Life Experience 3
"What's the use of being sorry, can being sorry make up for the pain and suffering I have suffered over the years? Can being sorry make up for not coming to me for so many years, and not fulfilling the responsibility of being a parent for so many years? Can being sorry make up for this The absence in my life for many years?" Li Tianqi's mood, which had been calmed down, broke out again after the man's words.She loudly asked the two relatives with the deepest blood in front of her.
"If being sorry is so useful, then what binding laws are needed in this world. If being sorry is useful, then there won't be so much hatred of life and death in this world every day." Her voice even choked up a little at the end. .
And the woman was bitter and even more sad after hearing her words.She kept saying, "I'm sorry, it's all our fault, I'm sorry. I couldn't take good care of you and protect you."
Apart from Lan Lan and Lin Feng, the other four people present were supposed to be a harmonious and happy family of four.His eyes were filled with crystal clear teardrops.
"Kiki."
"You have no right to call me that!" Li Tianqi roared sharply.
There was a flash of pain in the man's eyes, and he said immediately, "Your mother and I really have nothing to do. If we don't send you out secretly, then what awaits you will be death. We can't bear you, how can we see this?" Until you die in front of us." Nan Ren said in the end that his voice was full of sobs, and the afternoon of difficult choices and heartache seemed to be still vivid in his memory.
He paused for a while, recovering his emotions.He continued: "Later, your mother and I went to beg the second uncle, begging him to send you to the world secretly, and find a better family to put you down. Please don't tell other people in the family. "
"For so many years, we have wanted to find you countless times, and returned countless times after departure. We are afraid that your family will find out and endanger your life. We are also afraid that our arrival will disturb your current life. Every time I made up my mind to look for you for a long time, but I didn't go, and finally died without a problem."
"I know it's our fault. We shouldn't have given birth to you but couldn't even give you the most ordinary care. Instead, we abandoned you in a human family. You have suffered so much for so many years. We have no right to expect you extravagantly." I don’t expect you to recognize us. Today we just want to meet you and see how you are now. See what you look like. See if you are living a happy life.”
"Seeing that you are well now, we are satisfied. Seeing that you have grown up safely, we can finally feel relieved. We couldn't be by your side in the past, and we won't be able to give you any help or care in the future It's our fault, it's all our fault. After today, we even ask you to forget all this and continue to live. We are sorry. There is nothing to excuse, but Mom and Dad want to say, we will always love you. Whether you are Well, whether we're with you or not. But we'll always love you."
After the man finished speaking, he left with the weeping woman.Li Tianqi took a step forward, as if wanting to keep them.Finally, he retracted his foot.However, her clenched fists and slightly trembling body revealed her uneasy mood at the moment.
She turned her head to look at Lan Lan, there were begging, sadness and despair in her eyes.She opened her mouth and said, "Lanlan, let's go." The trembling voice was unreasonable, just like her turbulent heart at the moment.
Without even saying goodbye, she left.Only Lin Xiao, who was still standing there without reacting, and Lin Feng, who was deep in thought, were left behind.
Li Tianqi, who had calmed down originally, began to surge with chaotic emotions after the man said just now.She didn't know how to describe the emotions in her heart at the moment, and she didn't know how to soothe her inner emotions.
Sometimes she was moved by this kind of family affection, and sometimes she felt sad.She just felt that her mind was going to be messed up.Lan Lan and Xiao Liang beside her of course also felt her chaotic emotions at the moment.
After returning to the base, after Li Tianqi greeted Nan Nan and the others, they locked themselves in the room without even letting Lanlan accompany them.Everyone and Lan Lan are very worried about her current state.But she knew that only she could figure out this kind of thing, and what other people said was useless.
To everyone's surprise, she stayed inside for one afternoon and one night before coming out.After coming out, no one offered to mention what happened to her.She also just treated everything that happened in City J in the afternoon as if it never happened.
After eating in the morning, I chatted with Nan's father and Nan's mother for a while.She then revealed her next plan.Said his plan to go far.Although Li Tianqi hid it well, everyone could still feel the pain in her heart.
So, everyone just asked her to pay attention to safety.There was no further hindrance.Although they don't know exactly what happened, they do know that what happened had a great impact on her.It would be counterproductive to stay bored here all the time, so it's better to let her go out for a walk.
So, after finishing speaking, he bid farewell to Nan's father and Nan's mother, and left with Lan Lan and Xiao Liang.He didn't even have time to meet Uncle Gu.
When Gu Ziyu returned home excited because he was about to see his sweetheart, what he learned was that his sweetheart had already left.Where to go specifically, did not say.Just leave a message for him not to read.
After hearing the news, Gu Zixi was stunned for a long time.After that, he ran out without even thinking about it. He planned to chase Li Tianqi and his party.
But at this moment, Li Tianqi, Lan Lan and Gu Liang are already thousands of kilometers away from G City.We are about to reach Moonlight Lake Forest.
Before arriving at the Moonlight Lake Forest, Li Tianqi sent Zhang Yan to the G city base where her father was.It turned out that Li Tianqi thought that she didn't know when she would come out this time, so she thought about fulfilling Zhang Yan's wish.
Unexpectedly, after arriving at the H city base, they learned the news that Zhang Yan's father disappeared inexplicably, so the group could only stay temporarily, planning to investigate why Zhang Yan's father suddenly disappeared.What is hidden behind this.
After arriving here, Li Tianqi discovered that the H city base turned out to be the base she saved last time when she passed by.Therefore, as soon as he entered the base, he was once again greeted and bowed by all the people.After finally arriving at the base chief's office, he encountered a big gift again.Finally, I was able to ask about Zhang Yan's father.
But I didn't expect that the news given by the base chief had something to do with Zhang Yan's remaining family members.
(End of this chapter)
"What's the use of being sorry, can being sorry make up for the pain and suffering I have suffered over the years? Can being sorry make up for not coming to me for so many years, and not fulfilling the responsibility of being a parent for so many years? Can being sorry make up for this The absence in my life for many years?" Li Tianqi's mood, which had been calmed down, broke out again after the man's words.She loudly asked the two relatives with the deepest blood in front of her.
"If being sorry is so useful, then what binding laws are needed in this world. If being sorry is useful, then there won't be so much hatred of life and death in this world every day." Her voice even choked up a little at the end. .
And the woman was bitter and even more sad after hearing her words.She kept saying, "I'm sorry, it's all our fault, I'm sorry. I couldn't take good care of you and protect you."
Apart from Lan Lan and Lin Feng, the other four people present were supposed to be a harmonious and happy family of four.His eyes were filled with crystal clear teardrops.
"Kiki."
"You have no right to call me that!" Li Tianqi roared sharply.
There was a flash of pain in the man's eyes, and he said immediately, "Your mother and I really have nothing to do. If we don't send you out secretly, then what awaits you will be death. We can't bear you, how can we see this?" Until you die in front of us." Nan Ren said in the end that his voice was full of sobs, and the afternoon of difficult choices and heartache seemed to be still vivid in his memory.
He paused for a while, recovering his emotions.He continued: "Later, your mother and I went to beg the second uncle, begging him to send you to the world secretly, and find a better family to put you down. Please don't tell other people in the family. "
"For so many years, we have wanted to find you countless times, and returned countless times after departure. We are afraid that your family will find out and endanger your life. We are also afraid that our arrival will disturb your current life. Every time I made up my mind to look for you for a long time, but I didn't go, and finally died without a problem."
"I know it's our fault. We shouldn't have given birth to you but couldn't even give you the most ordinary care. Instead, we abandoned you in a human family. You have suffered so much for so many years. We have no right to expect you extravagantly." I don’t expect you to recognize us. Today we just want to meet you and see how you are now. See what you look like. See if you are living a happy life.”
"Seeing that you are well now, we are satisfied. Seeing that you have grown up safely, we can finally feel relieved. We couldn't be by your side in the past, and we won't be able to give you any help or care in the future It's our fault, it's all our fault. After today, we even ask you to forget all this and continue to live. We are sorry. There is nothing to excuse, but Mom and Dad want to say, we will always love you. Whether you are Well, whether we're with you or not. But we'll always love you."
After the man finished speaking, he left with the weeping woman.Li Tianqi took a step forward, as if wanting to keep them.Finally, he retracted his foot.However, her clenched fists and slightly trembling body revealed her uneasy mood at the moment.
She turned her head to look at Lan Lan, there were begging, sadness and despair in her eyes.She opened her mouth and said, "Lanlan, let's go." The trembling voice was unreasonable, just like her turbulent heart at the moment.
Without even saying goodbye, she left.Only Lin Xiao, who was still standing there without reacting, and Lin Feng, who was deep in thought, were left behind.
Li Tianqi, who had calmed down originally, began to surge with chaotic emotions after the man said just now.She didn't know how to describe the emotions in her heart at the moment, and she didn't know how to soothe her inner emotions.
Sometimes she was moved by this kind of family affection, and sometimes she felt sad.She just felt that her mind was going to be messed up.Lan Lan and Xiao Liang beside her of course also felt her chaotic emotions at the moment.
After returning to the base, after Li Tianqi greeted Nan Nan and the others, they locked themselves in the room without even letting Lanlan accompany them.Everyone and Lan Lan are very worried about her current state.But she knew that only she could figure out this kind of thing, and what other people said was useless.
To everyone's surprise, she stayed inside for one afternoon and one night before coming out.After coming out, no one offered to mention what happened to her.She also just treated everything that happened in City J in the afternoon as if it never happened.
After eating in the morning, I chatted with Nan's father and Nan's mother for a while.She then revealed her next plan.Said his plan to go far.Although Li Tianqi hid it well, everyone could still feel the pain in her heart.
So, everyone just asked her to pay attention to safety.There was no further hindrance.Although they don't know exactly what happened, they do know that what happened had a great impact on her.It would be counterproductive to stay bored here all the time, so it's better to let her go out for a walk.
So, after finishing speaking, he bid farewell to Nan's father and Nan's mother, and left with Lan Lan and Xiao Liang.He didn't even have time to meet Uncle Gu.
When Gu Ziyu returned home excited because he was about to see his sweetheart, what he learned was that his sweetheart had already left.Where to go specifically, did not say.Just leave a message for him not to read.
After hearing the news, Gu Zixi was stunned for a long time.After that, he ran out without even thinking about it. He planned to chase Li Tianqi and his party.
But at this moment, Li Tianqi, Lan Lan and Gu Liang are already thousands of kilometers away from G City.We are about to reach Moonlight Lake Forest.
Before arriving at the Moonlight Lake Forest, Li Tianqi sent Zhang Yan to the G city base where her father was.It turned out that Li Tianqi thought that she didn't know when she would come out this time, so she thought about fulfilling Zhang Yan's wish.
Unexpectedly, after arriving at the H city base, they learned the news that Zhang Yan's father disappeared inexplicably, so the group could only stay temporarily, planning to investigate why Zhang Yan's father suddenly disappeared.What is hidden behind this.
After arriving here, Li Tianqi discovered that the H city base turned out to be the base she saved last time when she passed by.Therefore, as soon as he entered the base, he was once again greeted and bowed by all the people.After finally arriving at the base chief's office, he encountered a big gift again.Finally, I was able to ask about Zhang Yan's father.
But I didn't expect that the news given by the base chief had something to do with Zhang Yan's remaining family members.
(End of this chapter)
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