A good wife and a good mother

Chapter 147: To Rescue or Not to Rescue (5)
Mo Dai knocked on the door, a servant opened the door, and upon hearing that she was Mo Daxi, he immediately invited her in.

In the bosom friend's house in the East Garden, Shi Lan was threatening his mother, father, brothers, husbands, husbands, and all the maids and servants in Shi's mansion with his life as always.

"I don't take medicine, are you deaf? Can't you hear what I'm saying?" Shi Lan weakly cursed and brought the medicine over to Bai Yi, with a pale face, big sunken eyes, black eye circles, protruding His cheekbones were already the face of a dying person, and there was still half of the original delicate and pretty face.

Shi Xiyan no longer wanted to persuade her to drink medicine anymore, she knew that her daughter Shi Lan was dying soon, and she wanted her to get married and keep a daughter and a half, but she didn't want to ignore the five brothers at all after they got married. One glance, and he refused to take the medicine, apart from throwing bowls and swearing at others all day long, he just kept chanting the name Mo Daxi like a dream.Shi Xiyan didn't want to admit that her daughter was a freak who liked girls but didn't like boys, and she also felt that Shi Lan didn't just like Mo Daxi. As for what kind of affection Shi Lan had for Mo Daxi, she couldn't figure it out.

At this time, Xiaoliu, the servant, ran into the door in panic and surprise and said loudly: "Miss, Mo, Miss Mo is here to see you!"

Hearing this, Shi Xiyan understood, she knew that Fang Ling sent Mo Daxi over, but she couldn't show that she knew about it in front of Shi Lan, so she pretended to be taken aback: "Really? Hurry up, please!"

Bai Yi, who was still holding the medicine, couldn't help but froze when he heard Mo Daxi coming, and the medicine bowl in his hand couldn't help shaking.

As soon as Shi Lan heard that Mo Daxi was coming, he came back from death in an instant, very energetic, and was eager to get up from the couch to meet her.But she tried to get up independently several times but failed, and she didn't want to call Xiao Liu or Bai Yi for help, so she could only lie down on the bed again dejected.

When Mo Dai entered the room, what she saw was Shi Lan lying weakly on the couch, tilting her head, looking at her with deep-set eyes expectantly.Looking at Shi Lan, who was sick and boned, Mo Daidang even frowned, it's only been a month, how could this person make himself into such a state?
Shi Xiyan saw Mo Dai approaching, before Mo Dai clasped her fists and bowed to her, she held her hand, her mother's heartache and helplessness flashed in her eyes: "Daxi, you are here, you have been here for the past two days. Lan'er keeps talking about you, you are here now, you really have a good understanding!" Then she gave Mo Dai a look without any trace, she hoped that Mo Dai could follow her words and say that her daughter has already passed away. She couldn't bear any mental stimulation anymore, even if she was going, she hoped that she could go peacefully.

Mo Dai naturally understood what Shi Xiyan was thinking, so she said: "I dreamed about Shi Lan last night, so I came to see her today!" Mo Dai just wanted to call Miss Shi, but thought that Shi Lan disliked her He called her Miss Shi, so he changed his name temporarily, hoping that Shi Xiyan would not be offended.

Sure enough, after Mo Dai said this, Shi Lan looked at her very happily: "Daxi, Daxi, you finally came to see me!"

After Shi Xiyan secretly sighed, she walked out.

Seeing that Bai Yi was still standing there holding the medicine bowl, Mo Dai said, "Give me the medicine, you go out first!"

Bai Yi handed the medicine bowl to Mo Dai in a daze, and then walked out in a daze. Looking at Bai Yi's back, Mo Dai always felt that he was covered with a layer of death, not much better than Shi Lan.It seems that they are not doing well when they marry into Shi Zhai, also, it is strange that Shi Lan, a willful and sick wife-owner, can get well.

Mo Dai took the medicine bowl and walked to the low stool in front of the couch and sat down: "Why don't you drink the medicine?"

Shi Lan frowned and pouted: "I don't want to drink medicine, anyway, I will die if I drink it or not, and the medicine is so bitter and unpalatable, why should I make myself more bitter before I die?"

"But do you know why those dying people still drink medicine desperately before they die?" Mo Dai said, putting the medicine bowl on the low table beside him.

"I think they are asking for trouble!" Shi Lan said sullenly.

"You're wrong, it's not that they are looking for guilt, they just don't want to give up the hope of life, and another point, the reason why they desperately drink the bitter medicine that their family members grab for them is because they don't want to break the family's inner feelings. I hope that, no matter how bitter the medicine is, they will insist on drinking it until the last moment before they die." Looking at Shi Lan's pale face, Mo Dai said meaningfully, "And you? How did you do it? Are you How do you treat the family members who care about you? You don’t just break the hope in their hearts, I think you can’t wait for all of them to accompany you to suffer and die together before you are willing, isn’t it?”

Shi Lan remained silent, but after a while tears suddenly shed, and trembling lips said: "Daxi, I know what you said is right, but I, but I feel bad, I'm going to die, you see you even take the initiative to come and see me Doesn't it mean that I will die today? I beg you, don't train me again before I die, I just want to lie quietly in your arms and die..."

Shi Lan was crying, the tears kept sliding down the corners of his eyes, soaking the hair around his ears, and the collarbone under his neck, which was too protruding due to his thin body, twitched. Mo Dai suddenly felt a little sad, this girl It's just that she is too afraid of the coming of death in order to vent her pain through self-willedness. It seems that only when she sees the painful and helpless expressions of her family members after venting her self-willedness, will she feel better in her heart.

Shi Lan was afraid of death, didn't want to die, and she could save her, but did she want to save her?
She saved Wufeng, Xiaoyu, and Wuqing, because they were her family, so she saved them as a matter of course, without any worries.

She admits that she is selfish, because Shi Lan is not her family, and even friends can barely be called friends. After all, she has some instinctive resistance and disgust towards this wayward rich daughter who doesn't know the sufferings of the world, but She had to admit that Shi Lan also had a pure and beautiful side in her heart. For example, she believed that she was her friend, no matter how alienated and indifferent she was, she never gave up.

"Shi Lan, let me ask you, have you ever thought about how you will live your life without illness and pain if your illness suddenly heals?"

"Hey, Daxi, stop teasing me. I'm about to die. What's the point of saying this?"

"Don't you want to chat with me? Anyway, you won't die for a while, so let's talk about how you plan to spend your life if your illness is cured and you have a healthy body."

Shi Lan looked at Mo Dai, and when he heard Mo Dai say that she would not die for a while, a sad smile appeared on his face: "Okay, then let me who can't die for a while come if Let’s take a look at my life that will never be realized! If my illness is cured, I will definitely be a free and unrestrained ranger, visiting every scenic spot in my Great Moon Dynasty, and I will ride a horse in the vast On the prairie, I can still drink big bowls and eat meat with big pieces, just like Wu Niang in Wu Niang Fighting Tigers, I also want to wade into the mountains and forests to fight tigers, I want to be like the female military adviser in the empty city plan, Strategizing, chatting and laughing, the masts and sculls disappear in ashes, I want to be like Monkey King in Journey to the West, all the monsters and ghosts can be easily captured, of course, if one day I meet a white rabbit that is about to freeze to death, I will definitely save it, and then When I encounter difficulties, let it take the initiative to sacrifice its own body..."

(End of this chapter)