Shanyue doesn't know what's going on

Chapter 38 The Abyss
"No, it's not Xiang Yuan."

After Ye Qianze finished speaking, he didn't know what he thought of, but he seemed to be in a daze, and remained silent for a long time.This question has troubled Xiang Yuan for a long time, so she has enough patience to wait for an answer.

"Xiang Yuan, you seldom shed tears. But I have seen too many tears, too many. When I was young, I lived with my mother. She was a stronger woman. When my father was going back to the city, she She didn't hold back a word, even the divorce was proposed by her. My dad left, and she cut off contact as if nothing happened, and didn't even leave a chance to make up. Others said it was because she didn't love my dad. He was thinking about another man." He glanced at Xiang Yuan, who also thought of his father Xiang Yunsheng, and sneered inexplicably.

He went on to say, "Before my dad picked me up, she seldom mentioned my dad in front of me, and she never even cursed at me. I was still young at that time, and Ayun and I slept with her at night. The next day When I woke up in the morning, the pillow she had slept on was often wet. At first I didn’t understand why, but once I woke up in the middle of the night, I saw her crying with her teeth tightly on the quilt, shaking all over, and there was still no sound. No. Everyone said that she wished for my father to leave, but no one knew about these tears except herself. From then on, I was very afraid of waking up at night, and I was afraid that she would see her crying, but I closed my eyes. My eyes felt wet and full of tears. Later, she asked my dad to pick me up, but she refused to admit that Ah Yun was a child of the Ye family, and took him to marry Zou Laizi until she Death, didn't let us come back and take a look."

Aunt Zou's family was the woman who took care of Xiang Yuan the most after her mother's death. In Xiang Yuan's memory, she has always been sharp and capable. "Then did you tell Uncle Ye about this?" Xiang Yuan asked.

Ye Qianze smiled wryly: "If I talk about this, besides making my dad feel more uncomfortable, what else can I do? Let's not say it's impossible, even if my dad is willing to turn around, can everything be done again? Besides, my dad and After the aunt remarried, the relationship has been very good. At one point, I thought there was at least one person who was happy between my father and my mother. Auntie is very good to me, she is good to everyone, but she is not happy , when I was young, Ah Ling was very sick and took a lot of medicine, and cried when he felt uncomfortable. My dad had just started his career and was away all day, and Aunt Yang hadn’t come yet. Auntie took care of Ah Ling alone. I saw her sitting on the edge of Ah Ling's bed blankly, like watching a monster, and I didn't know when it was time to take medicine. At the age of 14, Ah Ling had a high fever that could not subside, and she was groggy. Don't worry, I went to see her when I got home from school, I didn't expect to see Auntie holding a pillow and slowly covering Ah Ling's face..."

Hearing this, Xiang Yuan also shuddered, but she seemed to be able to understand the desperate and pitiful viciousness, the evil seed planted by a nightmare, who didn't even know whose flesh and blood it was, dared not and didn't want to pursue it, and couldn't even Touching, it happened to be her own daughter.

"I was terrified and threw the pillow away without thinking about anything, but my aunt actually smiled at me and said don't be afraid, if she could do it, Ye Ling would have died countless times. Then she begged me not to tell My dad, I didn't understand anything at the time, I just thought she was such a scary woman, so I questioned her, 'Are you scared?' She told me that she is not afraid of anything now, except that my dad is sad. That day when she left Ah Ling's room, Ah Ling woke up, didn't say a word, just grabbed my sleeve and trembled, I guess she knew everything in her heart. Only then did I know about my aunt’s past, and I began to understand her slowly. I can imagine that she must have shed a lot of tears when there was no one around, just like my mother... Xiang Yuan, how many tears can one person shed? ? I am afraid of these tearful eyes. Too paranoid feelings and too strong sorrows and joys are actually obsessions, and it is precisely because I can’t let go that there is so much pain.”

Xiang Yuan began to understand a little bit, "So, Ye Ling's feelings are also obsessions?"

"Since I saw what my aunt did to her, I have tried my best to take care of her. There must always be someone who treats her well, otherwise it will be too hopeless to live. For a long time, we lived with each other The center of gravity, the human heart is full of flesh. It is a lie to say that there is no emotion. I often can't tell whether I pity her or like her, but what is my liking compared to her feelings? Ah Ling is too dependent on me. She feels that there are only two of us in the world. She can do anything for me and ignore everything, but I can't. This kind of relationship is too absolute and too crazy. I can't breathe. I'm just a cowardly man with no promise. I can't bear the heavy feelings, and I'm even more afraid of letting him down."

Xiang Yuan said: "You said that you are afraid of obsession, so you hope to see it openly, but do you really see it? If you are a person who can't let go of your feelings, isn't it a kind of obsession to deliberately let go of your obsession?" Thinking? It’s like being too obsessed with being right, which is itself a kind of mistake.”

"Sometimes I often feel that people's life is like walking on muddy ground. It's too light and breezy. When I look back, I regret that I left nothing, not even a footprint, but the things in my heart are too heavy. If I'm not careful I would sink into it, unable to extricate myself. Whenever I approached Ah Ling, I felt that there were a pair of invisible hands on her body pulling me deep, to a place surrounded by damp and no light; The current state of the Ye family is more like a bottomless quagmire, a little over my head... They are all people I love, what can I do? Xiang Yuan, give me a hand, please?"

Xiang Yuan slowly pulled his finger out of Ye Qianze's palm.

She said, "Qianze, I'm not a god."

She was afraid that she would not be able to pull him, so she let herself sink in instead.

The meeting that was scheduled to continue discussing the proposal of the hot spring resort the next day was not held as scheduled. Ye Qianze's secretary said that he had something to do and didn't come to the company. Ye Bingwen also walked in with dark glasses and a gloomy expression after working for more than an hour. Office, even the people around him dare not knock on his office door to touch the bad luck.

Xiang Yuan came very early. The two persons in charge of the security department had just made themselves the first cup of tea in the morning and were still chatting about what they saw yesterday when they saw her unexpectedly appearing at the door of their office.Unlike Jiang Yuan's other managers in the center of power, Xiang Yuan doesn't usually put on airs. She doesn't look as sinister as Ye Bingwen, nor as polite and reserved as Ye Qianze, or even as serious as Vice President Li. Most of the time, she treats people with a smile and is more reasonable than anyone else, but Jiang Yuan knows that everyone who knows her fears her unconsciously.The less easily angered, the less troublesome a person is, the easier it is for people to take it easy in front of her, especially Xiang Yuan is known for his style of saying one is one and two is two.

"Morning, Section Chief Yang, Section Chief Wu."

When Xiang Yuan knocked on the open door of the security department with a smile and walked in, Yang and Wu stood up quickly. "To the director."

She had never been to the security department before, and she would go to the Three Treasures Hall for everything, and the two section chiefs, the principal and the deputy, were a little uneasy.

"It's nothing. I have something to go to the personnel department. I'm passing by your place. I want to see the guard's duty schedule for these few days."

"Ah...no problem, no problem." Deputy Section Chief Wu hurried to find him, while Section Chief Yang asked cautiously, "Director Xiang, is there anything wrong?" Still in the dark.

"If there's anything else, I'll just take a look." Xiang Yuan had already taken the guard duty schedule for this month from Section Chief Wu, glanced at it, and said casually, "On duty last night. Is that young man named Teng Jun?"

"Yes, it's Teng Jun. He has been in our guard class for more than a year, and the young man is usually quite honest. Did he get into some trouble?" Section Chief Yang finally found what Xiang Yuanlai was referring to.

Xiang Yuan smiled, "Section Chief Yang and Section Chief Wu usually manage well, so there is nothing wrong with it. But you know, the theft of metal parts in the workshops below the company has become more and more serious recently. It is good to pay more attention Yes, besides night watch, the checkpoints at the gate should also be responsible. There is nothing else to do, the two of you will continue to drink tea, this Tieguanyin smells good."

Since she called Teng Jun by name, she was already planning to ask him to leave. The two chiefs of the security department are both veterans. Although she didn't say the specific reason, they should know what to do.But when he saw that name, Xiang Yuan was slightly taken aback. It couldn't be such a coincidence, she thought.However, she is a cautious person after all, as long as there is a trace of doubt, she will not let it go.So after saying goodbye to the security department, Xiang Yuan made a special trip to the personnel department.

The director of the personnel department is familiar with her, and she easily found the information of the security guard named Teng Jun. According to the information, he is 22 years old this year, from Hengyang, Hunan Province, and served three years in the border military service. Yuan did security.

"What's his relationship with Teng Yun of Guangli?" In fact, after learning of Teng Jun's native place, Xiang Yuan already knew it in his mind. The surname Teng is rare in City G, let alone a house with more than 2000 people in Jiangyuan. In the enterprise, people from the same place, it is too far-fetched to say that there is no relationship.

When Ye Binglin was in charge of Jiangyuan, he advocated humanized management. Except for important positions, the family members of internal personnel were given priority in hiring employees. This was actually good for the stability of the workforce, but it also made the company's nepotism complicated. .

Just like the current Jiangyuan, there are already three relatively large factions. One is the locals. It is still dominated by locals, but because of the convenience of occupying the "home court", they have a natural sense of superiority, but they are not united.

The second is from Jiangxi. Ye Binglin jumped in the queue in Jiangxi in his early years, and once got married and had children there. Therefore, Jiangxi is his second hometown. Her family members are employed in her own company, including Xiang Yuan, who are regarded as elites and proud of Jiangxi, but she herself is not interested in forming cliques, and she is quite repulsive. She avoids things like gatherings from her hometown if she can.Her group of fellow villagers, there are many smart people who learn skills quickly, and many of them are working in the technical work at the grassroots level. The number of them is not too large.

The last faction is the Hunan Gang. Hunan is not too far from G City, and has always been the mainstream of migrant workers. As the company continues to grow, the number of employees from Hunan is also increasing, especially those from the rural areas around Hengyang. Hardworking, able to work, and united, he is very popular in heavy industry production workshops like Jiangyuan. Vice President Li is a college student from Hunan, who has been promoted from the grassroots for more than ten years.Except for high-level managers like Vice President Li, most of the employees from Hunan are still front-line workers. Compared with local workers on fixed-term contracts, they do the same job but receive completely different wages. In addition, some local permanent workers have always been lazy and cunning with a sense of superiority. Xiang Yuan also heard about helping Hunan people.The dissatisfaction and conflicts between the Hunan gang and the local gang have existed for a long time. Small frictions continue, but major problems are hidden, like a landmine. This is also something that Xiang Yuan is more worried about.

However, Xiang Yuan's authority is limited to market operations, and he is not good at other matters.She also indirectly talked about her thoughts with Ye Qianze. This kind of recruitment method is not ideal. Fellow villagers seek fellow villagers, and relatives seek relatives. Small gangs are not conducive to the development of enterprises, and since none of them are state-owned enterprises, there are still so-called permanent workers. , Different pay for equal work, if those local permanent workers are not suppressed, problems will arise sooner or later.

Ye Qianze also knew that what she said was reasonable, but he said that freezing three feet is not a one-day cold, especially the current employment system in Jiangyuan has been followed for a long time, and it affects the whole body. The young permanent workers are all in their 40s. He has worked with his father Ye Binglin all his life, and he has worked hard without credit. They are used to the company's preferential treatment. If their treatment is changed, it will not only hurt the feelings of the old employees, but also they will not be able to withstand the survival of the fittest in market competition after they go out. It is better to let it go Naturally, when they retire one by one, everything will be easy to handle.

Although Xiang Yuan was speechless to him, she couldn't go on. Jiang Yuan belonged to their Ye family. She knew that Ye Qianze's attitude also represented Uncle Ye's thoughts to a certain extent. With a kind heart, even though Xiang Yuan thinks that the company should not be managed in this way, she can only tell herself that Jiang Yuan is not hers.

Yes, but unfortunately it's not hers.

The reason why they care so much about the "Teng" surname is because of another person surnamed Teng——Teng Yun, the deputy general manager of Guangli Investment Company.This Teng Yun is also from Hengyang. At first, he was just a college graduate studying accounting. Ye Bingwen personally recruited him back to the company to work as a small cashier in the financial department of Guangli. However, he is more self-motivated. , Then he graduated from the on-the-job postgraduate, and got the club license.Because of his outstanding performance, Teng Yun was very appreciated by Ye Bingwen. From a cashier, he became the financial director, investment director, and deputy general manager of Guangli Investment Company. Now he is the second in command of Guangli, ranking only under Ye Bingwen.It can be said that he is a capable general who was single-handedly promoted by Ye Bingwen.

Xiang Yuan had heard about this person, and he paid attention to him. Teng Yun is a quiet and capable person, a talent, and has always been loyal to Ye Bingwen, but he is a very thoughtful person and has his own opinions in doing things. Knowing the reason, in the past two years, there has been a gap between him and Ye Bingwen, who has promoted him, and Ye Bingwen has become a little annoyed with him. Recently, the two had disagreements at work.In front of many people in Guangli, Ye Bingwen pointed to Teng Yun's nose and said, "If I can give you today, I can completely destroy you." Teng Yun sneered and remained silent.

Xiang Yuan is very playful about this joke, she knows it well, Ye Bingwen is too bossy and likes to listen to good things, but Teng Yun is not a subordinate like a dog, you must not ask him to go well when you admire a person for being smart and assertive Obedience is like when a woman chooses a gentle and gentle man, she can't expect him to cut through the mess quickly.

"Director Xiang, you guessed it right. This Teng Jun is Teng Yun's cousin. There was no shortage of people in the security department at that time, but Vice President Teng of Guangli personally sought me out, so why not let me go?" said the director of the personnel department. "Speaking of it, Teng Yun is not bad. I said at the time that being a guard is hard work. Since he is his cousin, he can arrange a better position. At that time, he said that his cousin has been a soldier and knows nothing. He has a share. Thank you very much for your work. What's the matter, did this Teng Jun do something wrong?"

"No, no, the young man is pretty good. I only asked if I felt familiar." Xiang Yuan immediately replied with a smile.

He turned out to be Teng Yun's cousin.The annoyance in Xiang Yuan's heart flashed, she had to keep him, the weighing room was opposite the guard room, maybe Xiang Yao should be transferred.

(End of this chapter)