Shanyue doesn't know what's going on

Chapter 71

Ye Ling is dead.

Even the best surgeon in the best hospital in G City failed to save her life. In fact, when the 120 emergency personnel finally arrived at Ye's house, they shook their heads silently when they checked Ye Ling's injuries.

The person was covered with a white cloth in the emergency room, and Xiang Yuan stood there covered in blood, listening to the doctor say, "Miss Xiang, let's be sorry. Speaking of which, I have come into contact with many patients who died on the operating table, but This is the first time that the intention to commit suicide is so firm. Ordinary people choose to cut their wrists, and most of the knife marks on their hands are messy, and there are more than one. Because of the survival instinct, no matter how desperate they are, they always hesitate when they cut their wrists. Unfortunately, Ms. Ye, who just passed away, only had a knife mark on her left wrist. The wound was about 15 millimeters deep. Not only the soft tissue, but also the cartilage of the wrist was scratched. , she swallowed nearly [-] sleeping pills with spirits, [-] pills... even candy, it takes courage. Young girl, I don't know what can make her die without hesitation. Nor stay."

The male doctor who is known as the number one surgeon in G City's surgery has seen too much about life and death. He didn't seem to expect Xiang Yuan to get the answer to his questions, and sighed, "Some people work hard for a little happiness, but they die unexplainably." Bai, some people want to die wholeheartedly, and I don’t know why.” After he finished speaking, he handed an object into Xiang Yuan’s hand, “This is what the deceased held in the palm of his left hand before he died, and she held it very tightly. , It took a lot of effort to take it out, I think your family members may leave it in your mind."

Without bothering to identify it, Xiang Yuan recognized the thing in his hand at first glance. It once belonged to her, but was sold to Ye Ling's Broken Neck Guanyin by mistake.Presumably this Guanyin was completely soaked in human blood before, and the blood seeped into the cracks on the inferior artificial glass, making the cracks on Guanyin's neck shocking. brown.

It turns out that Ye Ling's tightly clenched fist is hiding this. She has been inseparable from this Guanyin since she was alive, and she can't let it go until she dies. Why is she cherishing it so much?Is it because this Broken Neck Avalokitesvara symbolizes her hopeless love, born crippled, destined to be ominous, worthless in the eyes of others, and only those who have it are as precious as pearls?

Ye Ling is dead, and no one will ever know the answer.

Ye Yun and the driver of Ye's family completed various procedures and appeared at the other end of the emergency room. Before they approached, Xiang Yuan quickly put away the ominous thing. She still has a lot of things to do to deal with the routine The policeman reported the funeral to father-in-law Ye Binglin, and dealt with the subsequent funeral, and of course, the mess on the Mo family's side.

From the first time he saw Ye Ling in a pool of blood, Ye Qianze has always been like that, never crying or laughing, never saying a word, like a wooden man, as if his entire soul has been taken away, and what is left is just a stinky skin .

Xiang Yuan understands Ye Qianze's shock and grief, he is the most empathetic person, and Ye Ling is too special to him, it is impossible for him to recover from this shock immediately.Ye Qianze needed time, so Xiang Yuan gave him time.After instructing Aunt Yang to take good care of Ye Qianze, she started to deal with the aftermath of Ye Ling's death. Anyway, she was used to being busy alone, and it's not that she couldn't handle it. Moreover, Ye Yun was sensible and could help her.

However, Ye Qianze's worrying state did not change until the day Ye Ling was buried.Since Ye Ling was an unmarried girl, she died young and committed suicide in such a grisly manner. This is a very ominous thing in the local area. There are still all kinds of gossip and rumors in the market.The funeral was kept simple, and no one was notified except the close relatives.According to the custom, Ye Binglin was not allowed to be there. White-headed people sent black-headed people. Even if he was dedicated to the Buddha, he couldn't help crying after hearing the news. Those who live here will die, sooner or later."

Mo Jianguo brought Mo Heng here. After Ye Ling died, Mo Jianguo was furious for a time. He felt that the Ye family had deceived and insulted them with this situation, but as Xiang Yuan explained, no matter how despicable the Ye family was, they were desperate. , and it would not be possible to use one's own family's life to cheat Dingsheng's help.Ye Ling's death was unexpected by no one, and the Ye family couldn't accept this result more than anyone else.Xiang Yuan told Mo Jianguo frankly that if the Mo family hit Jiang Yuan in his career because of this matter, he would have to let it go.

Mo Jianguo is a sensible person. He knows that Xiang Yuan is telling the truth in these words, and it is inevitable that he will feel aggrieved, but the matter has come to this point, what can be redeemed by treating Jiang Yuan by any means?After all, he watched Ye Ling grow up. Everyone is dead, and the past can only be written off.Fortunately, so far not many people know about the marriage between the Mo family and the Ye family, so let's not mention it, as if nothing happened.

Ye Qianze ignored everyone in the already lonely burial ceremony, his expression was numb, Xiang Yuan was also tired, his face was sullen and he said nothing, Ye Yun's eyes were red, and he didn't know what to say. In the end, the only one who cried bitterly was fat The silly Mo Heng, his beloved little girl, turned into a handful of ashes, never to be seen again.

The ceremony was about to end, and Ye Bingwen, who was dressed in black, also came. Without taking off his sunglasses, he went straight to Ye Ling's portrait, put down a bunch of white lilies, and said in a low voice, "Alright, your mother is alone. Very lonely." He gently stroked Ye Ling's face on the portrait, stepped back a few steps, and arrived at Xiang Yuan's side.

"Laugh, why don't you laugh, you will get what you want, and everyone you don't want to see will die, just show it when you are happy, won't it be uncomfortable if you hold it in your heart?" Ye Bingwen pointed to Xiang Yuan and said, holding back his hand Before reaching Xiang Yuan, Ye Yun who was standing behind Xiang Yuan grabbed her.

"Second Uncle, at this time, let's not say a word." Ye Yun spoke earnestly.

Ye Yun and Ye Bingwen never had conflicts, and Ye Bingwen didn't expect that he, who didn't care much, would intervene at this time, relying on his status as an elder, he said: "Ye Yun, it's none of your business."

He thought Ye Yun would let go in response, but this well-behaved boy has no intention of retreating.Ye Bingwen gave Ye Yun a warning look, and unceremoniously struggled hard, but the few fingerprints clasped on his wrist did not move at all.The boy standing in front of him looked thin and quiet. Ye Bingwen boasted that he had benefited from the exercise and gritted his teeth, but in the end he was defeated by a burst of pain in his wrist.

"It's all reversed, what are you trying to do?" Ye Bingwen became more and more annoyed. Suddenly, he glanced at Ye Yun suspiciously, then turned his gaze to Xiang Yuan with a cold face, said "oh", and made a look of sudden realization, He laughed sarcastically, "Let me tell you, you are more distressed than your brother, that's right, isn't this the consistent family tradition of our Ye family?"

Ye Yun was immediately embarrassed by this sentence, his fair skin was almost bleeding, he was so embarrassed that he couldn't even speak, he felt like he was stripped naked and exposed in front of others, a little bit of thought, thought It was well hidden where no one would see it, but it was suddenly uncovered naked.

Ye Bingwen's hand was finally able to break free easily. He moved his stiff wrist, his expression was both smug and complicated, "I really should let my self-cultivated and self-proclaimed gentleman come and see, every generation is more exciting than the next, but you guys Remember, no one will end well!"

It took a long time after Ye Bingwen left, Ye Yun couldn't help but cast a guilty glance at his elder brother Ye Qianze, but Ye Qianze was still immersed in his own world, as if he didn't realize it.Xiang Yuan didn't make a sound the whole time, Ye Yun was very close to her, but he didn't even have the courage to look at Xiang Yuan, so he couldn't detect her disappointment at the moment.

After Ye Ling's funeral was settled, Xiang Yuan continued to go back to work at the company. The company had just encountered a major shock and was waiting to be done. Fortunately, the most difficult moment has passed. The operation of the villa is still in good condition, and the future is still possible Seeing a little light, Xiang Yuan breathed a sigh of relief, but she found sadly that she was the only one who cared about this matter in the entire Ye family.It was an outsider like Vice Li who was busy all night with her, anxious and anxious.

Just like this moment, it was not the first time that Deputy Li held the documents in person and stood in front of Xiang Yuan's desk, worried.

"No matter how sad Mr. Ye is, the matter has passed for a while, but he doesn't show up in the company at all now. Can a lot of things just be left there?"

Xiang Yuan gave Deputy Li a helpless expression. Ye Qianze is in charge of administrative work other than market operation, which is not irreplaceable. The problem is that the company uses a large amount of funds. It can be regarded as a restraint on the high weight of the far position.This is the company's system, and Xiang Yuan can understand that in the past, it rarely had a substantial impact on her. Ye Qianze's signing was usually just a routine process, but now that he disappeared from the company, she just She deeply realized that, whether she wanted to admit it or not, Ye Qianze was the owner of this place after all.

"Baosteel's piece of steel has already sent letters to urge several times. If the money is not settled, I think they will not send the goods over. Our inventory is also limited, and some special types of angle steel have been sold out. I can't find substitute materials, so why is the machine parked and waiting for someone? Why doesn't Mr. Ye even answer the phone." Deputy Li said with a frown.

Xiang Yuan unconsciously flicked the pen on the table, "It's not like you don't know, he doesn't have such thoughts at all now, I tried to persuade him, but he didn't seem to hear anything after talking for a long time."

"You said, if this goes on..."

"Let's do this." Xiang Yuan interrupted Vice Li's speculation, "I'll take these documents back, no matter what, he just needs to sign it."

When Xiang Yuan returned to Ye's house, the lights in Ye Ling's room were off, and she knew that Ye Qianze was definitely not there.After Ye Ling's death, he spent most of his time sitting here, sitting on the stool where Ye Ling cut his wrist, turning on a desk lamp, thinking about things that he only understood, and no one paid attention to him.Several times, even Aunt Yang went in to clean, but he was kicked out.

Xiang Yuan stood at the door of this room for a while, just as Aunt Yang tiptoed past.

"What are you doing?" Xiang Yuan asked puzzled.

Aunt Yang laughed twice, then lowered her voice, and said to Xiang Yuan mysteriously, "You don't know, these days, I feel more and more gloomy in this room, and it's really unlucky for people to die in it. When I passed by, my back was chilly, and I couldn't figure out how he could still sit in it for a day and a night."

The "he" in Aunt Yang's mouth was naturally Ye Qianze, and Xiang Yuan gave a "tsk" and scolded, "The older you get, the more confused you are, what nonsense, don't talk about these gods and ghosts in the future, be careful to scare yourself." Broken myself... By the way, where did Qianze go?"

Aunt Yang ate the head of the table, a little disconcerted, "I went out early in the morning, where else can I go, let's accompany Miss A Ling's ashes at Liurong Temple, that's good, both father and son call the temple their home..."

The old nanny was old, and she was born with a broken mouth. Xiang Yuan knew that she would not be of much use, so this time he simply pretended not to hear, turned around and went downstairs.

"Well... do you still have dinner?" Aunt Yang asked after her. She secretly hoped that if she didn't have to do it, then it wouldn't delay the evening TV series.

Xiang Yuan took a few steps, stopped for a while, and said patiently, "We've all gone out, and if Ye Yun comes back from get off work, he must not be hungry."

She drove out, and she was familiar with Liurong Temple. In the past, she always visited Ye Binglin when she went there, but now it's better, and there is another Ye Qianze. The men in the Ye family are very similar in this point, they are all affectionate.

Sure enough, in the side hall where Ye Ling's ashes were temporarily placed, Xiang Yuan found Ye Qianze sitting on one side with lowered brows and narrowed eyes. There was an old thread-bound book that couldn't be more dilapidated in front of him. Looking at the posture, it seemed that he had been sitting there for a long time. None have been turned.

Xiang Yuan didn't make a sound to disturb him, walked over gently, picked up the book, and saw the sentence at first glance, "Death with obsession, life with obsession, is for all beings..."

She closed the book and sighed, "Have you sat here for so long, have you figured it out?"

Ye Qianze shook his head slowly.

Xiang Yuan smiled wryly, "Yes, if you can penetrate it, why are you still like this?"

He didn't speak, his cheeks were sunken in his originally gentle face, making his cheekbones protrude high, and he felt even more haggard, Xiang Yuan couldn't help but feel distressed, she leaned down and said softly: "Qianze, shall we go back?"

Ye Qianze still shook his head, as if there was nothing else in the world to do besides shaking his head.

"I remember that you believe that a soul exists after death, so you want to stay here with Ye Ling, right? But, the first seven have passed, if there is a soul, why not let her go well? "

"She wants me to be here with her."

This was the first sentence Ye Qianze said after Ye Ling's death. His voice was rough and hoarse. Hearing the words, Xiang Yuan had mixed feelings.

"She's gone, you're alive, you can't be with her all the time. Qianze, if she misses you in her heart, she doesn't want to see you like this."

Ye Qianze seemed to have returned to the old monk's state of meditation, he didn't speak, he didn't listen, and everything had nothing to do with him.

The flames in Xiang Yuan's heart began to rise. His appearance made her feel uncomfortable and sad.She grabbed Ye Qianze's arm and couldn't help but drag him up, "Come, come with me."

He still wouldn't move.Xiang Yuan's voice trembled slightly, "Ye Qianze, do you still remember how you dragged me away the day you asked me to marry you? If you still remember something 'other' in your mind besides this urn matter, follow me now!"

Ye Qianze finally let go, he no longer resisted, let Xiang Yuan drag him, stumbled out of the temple gate, and got into her car.

"Let's go home...don't be like this, okay?" Xiang Yuan started the car and left, while looking at the walking corpse on the passenger seat beside him, at a loss, the scenery outside the window flashed by in the night, those The neon lights of the city became a cloudy ray of light in the dark night.

Xiang Yuan looked ahead, "Didn't you say that from now on, we will have a good life. You said it, Qian Ze, have you forgotten?"

His eyes were looking at an unknown distance outside the window, "What qualifications do I have to live a good life?"

"What about me? I'm your wife, what should I do, Qian Ze, Ye Ling is dead, I know you are sad, but are you willing to bury her with the whole world? Why don't you think about me, even if I beg you Okay, you cry, and live a good life after crying, okay?" Xiang Yuan forgot her documents, forgot her purpose, she is not an omnipotent strong woman, but a sad wife, sitting on her heart The further away the husband is, I only hope that I can call it back in a low voice.

Xiang Yuan saw Ye Qianze turn his face sideways to cry, she freed a hand from the steering wheel and put it on the back of his hand, but he pulled away little by little, "I'm sorry, Xiang Yuan, I'm sorry..."

Xiang Yuan opened his hand, and then clenched it tightly in the void.She smiled, and when she saw herself in the rearview mirror, she felt a little terrified, "I'm sorry, what's the use of being sorry? Ye Qianze, you said you didn't want to hurt anyone, so am I not human?"

"I'm sorry..." He still said the same words, but his voice gradually became weaker, exhausted infinitely.

"I hate what you said, I hate how you look like a ghost now. Don't force me to say what you want to hear, you think she is more important than the whole world now, but what are you doing when she is alive Why didn't you take her away, why did you marry me?" Xiang Yuan raised his head slightly, the car had already driven into the downtown area, the city's night was too bright, too bright, so bright that there was no place for people's sadness.

"She was burned to ashes. If you want to be bloody, you can let her die. Otherwise, you can live well! Otherwise, I look down on you, you are the most shameless coward!"

She asked herself, Xiang Yuan, what should you do?This road has passed through mountains and rivers, and you think that nothing can be difficult for you, but you have already asked for what you should ask, and you have said even the most ugly words. In front of this man, what else can you do?Are you going to cry with him?Tears are the most hypocritical and useless thing, you look down on them, but aren't you just as weak now?
No, there must be a way to overcome this hurdle.Xiang Yuan didn't dare to move, tears fell to the ground, which was tantamount to admitting that she was helpless in the face of grief.

"Don't make me think that marrying you is the stupidest decision in my life."

Ye Qianze turned a tear-stained face to her, this face was so unfamiliar. "I'm sorry, Xiang Yuan, I can't help it. It's my fault. I'll pay it back to you in my next life."

Xiang Yuan finally heard his own choked sobs, and all his words were fragmented, "No, no, no... this life is enough, even if there is a next life, I don't want to meet you anymore. Qian Ze, if you want to pay it back, take advantage of this For the rest of my life, while I'm still by your side, can you hold my hand... Hold my hand, you see, it's warm."

He raised his hand, but in the end he slowly covered his face for a long, long time.

Xiang Yuan was wrong, she couldn't even feel the temperature in her hands, she flinched, the power of despair was too domineering, and her heart was easily chilled.Trembling, she took out the blood-stained Avalokitesvara with a broken neck from her body, tightly grasped the rope in her palm, and burned herself.

"Death by obsession, life by obsession... She has already died under her obsession, so you will follow in her footsteps?"

When Ye Qianze saw the dazzling green Guanyin, there was finally something alive in his eyes.

"So it's here with you, give it to me, please give it to me..."

Xiang Yuan smiled, "Okay." Then he gritted his teeth and threw the thing in his hand out of the open car window.

Ye Qianze glanced at her quietly, without the slightest hesitation or a word, loosened his seat belt, opened the car door with his backhand, and jumped out of the moving car.

Xiang Yuan didn't even have time to shout, like a nightmare, she slammed on the brakes, the sharp sound of the brakes and a series of collisions behind her were startling.Her hand that opened the car door stabilized, as steady as her footsteps... She just approached the man who threw herself on the road step by step. Luckily for him, none of the vehicles following him Even if it collided with him, the huge friction still left him covered in scars and covered in blood, but he was still crawling, searching in vain for the missing Guanyin.

The bustling Zhongshan Avenue, the busiest center of the city, is full of traffic, and the lights are like daylight... Xiang Yuan felt very quiet, passing through the traffic quietly, even the car owners who got out of the cars behind, and the onlookers who gradually gathered around She couldn't hear what was being said in those opening and closing mouths.Xiang Yuan cried bitterly under many pairs of strange eyes in the silence.This is the man she loves, this is the happiness she is looking for, this is Ye Qianze who said under the moonlight of 13 years, "We will never be apart"?No, no, what she loves is the boy who is as gentle and bright as the moonlight in her memory, definitely not him in front of her eyes.

Xiang Yuan found the Guanyin from his body again, it was just a small trick, but who is the person who has been unable to see clearly?She gently placed the Guanyin on Ye Qianze's bloody palm, and then closed his hands together.At this moment, she suddenly remembered a question that Ye Ling had asked countless times, but hadn't gotten an answer before he died—"Ye Qianze, what else do you want to say to me?"

Xiang Yuan answered silently in his heart, "He didn't dare to say it, I'll say it for him...he still loves you after all."

Yes, Ye Qianze still loves Ye Ling after all, although the balance in his heart has been habitually tilted towards Yuan in the day-to-day relationship, but death finally changed all the chips to Ye Ling's side.The happiness you want from far away is like the earring in the mountain stream many years ago, you searched for it thousands of times, but lost it in your hand, leaving you with endless regret.

"Xiang Yuan, just let me do this."

Ye Qianze grabbed the Broken Neck Guanyin and stood up slowly from the ground with difficulty.

Xiang Yuan stretched out his hand, and gently brushed the dust off his shoulders, "Okay, I want you to promise me something, after the injury is healed, sign the power of attorney, and you don't have to ask about the company's affairs anymore, you You can slowly die of old age in your memory." After she finished speaking, she nodded again, as if convincing herself for the last time, "Yeah, let's do it this way."

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