Jinzhu "Sweet Pet Love" Collection

Chapter 212 If I Had You, What Would I Need in My Life (22)
Longing is a disease (1)
Life has been relatively sluggish recently, and Zhao Jixiang obviously felt it.During working hours, as long as I am free, I will always lie on the table all my life, playing with the pen in my hand, wiggling my fingers, and making a few circles with the pen in my hand.The pen is dropped, and it continues to be picked up throughout life. This cycle makes her even more boring.

If the other nurses are idle, they will go to chat, beaming with joy, and talk freely, which is not like a lifetime of boring writing.

Zhao Jixiang couldn't stand it anymore, walked to Yisheng's side, sighed, and said earnestly: "Dr. Song is not in the hospital, you are like this, you are stuck." She patted Yisheng on the shoulder with a look of regret.

Lifetime looked up at Zhao Jixiang pitifully: "When will they come back?"

Zhao Jixiang looked up to the sky and patted his forehead, he asked the sky speechlessly, and gave him a blank look: "I will see your dear bamboo horse in five days."

Yisheng sighed: "There are still five days..."

Zhao Jixiang squinted, with a look of contempt: "Is it so unbearable?" Then a look of regret: "Hey, a woman in love."

"Why didn't they stay longer? Come back so soon?" When Yisheng said this suddenly, Zhao Jixiang almost lost his footing and was about to fall.I sighed and sighed all my life, and my heart was in a panic.She was very contradictory, she was afraid of seeing Song Anchen would be embarrassed, she didn't dare to see him, she hoped that time would pass slowly, but it was not like that from the bottom of her heart, she still wanted to see him very much.Such a contradiction made her quite contradictory.

She gave injections to patients all her life, and just happened to give Yan Yan a bottle. From the beginning to the end, she didn't even smile. Yan Yan couldn't help asking curiously: "Miss my brother?"

"Huh?" I don't know why in my life.But being reminded by Yan Yan, she did find that Yan Heng seemed to have evaporated in the days since she came back.

"My brother seems to want to go to the academy to study again, and he may go abroad after a while."

Yisheng blinked his eyes, slightly surprised: "Senior brother is going abroad?"

"It seems that your hospital picked a doctor with potential for further study, but I don't know how the spot was transferred to my brother. I heard that the popular candidate is not my brother, and my brother is upset."

Yisheng gritted his teeth, suddenly feeling heavy.With her senior brother's aptitude, there is nothing wrong with going to study further. Back then, their school also had a place to study abroad at public expense, and there was also a place for her senior brother, but her senior brother didn't go.

She asked her senior brother, but the senior brother just said nonchalantly: "Study, you can study anywhere, why go so far? Going abroad is too troublesome, I am a person who is afraid of trouble."

His senior brother is really afraid of trouble, he doesn't like to eat fish, he thinks it's troublesome to spit out the thorns after eating a piece of meat.A person who is so afraid of trouble has agreed to go abroad this time?

Yan Yan saw Yisheng's ecstasy, squinted his eyes and smiled: "You can go abroad with my brother, don't be so sad."

Yisheng squinted at him, feeling that his words were not reliable at all.Yan Yan seemed to feel the contempt of his life, he immediately muttered and defended himself: "My parents are both in the United States, wouldn't it be better if you marry my brother and immigrate there?"

This was the first time in her life that she knew about Yan Heng's family background, but she was very puzzled, since they were all in the United States, why did Yan Heng stay in China instead of going abroad?
"Why have you and senior brother stayed in the country?" Yisheng still couldn't help asking.

Yan Yan crossed his legs and said triumphantly: "I have been abroad for five or six years. I went back to China to see my brother. I didn't expect such a serious illness." She lowered her head and sniffed like a little daughter-in-law.

This is obviously a play on the spot.But I have always been curious all my life. Yan Yan is a patient with chronic myeloid leukemia. The bone marrow transplant surgery arranged for him was ready in less than a month. When the nurses were chatting, they said that Yan Yan’s family was not small. Later, I found out that it was Yan Heng. His younger brother logically thought that it was Yan Heng who took care of him.

Her senior brother is just the chief surgeon, does he have such great ability?For the first time in his life, he had a question and asked Yan Yan. Although Yan Yan was surprised that he didn't know his brother's details all his life, he still answered truthfully, "My father is a diplomat and my mother is a psychiatrist."

It turned out that Yan Heng was also a child of a high-ranking cadre, and he was from a relatively well-established family.

"Actually, brother Yanyan, my senior brother and I are innocent." Yisheng felt that this misunderstanding should be explained.

"I can't see it." Yan Yan looked her up and down: "My brother gave up the foreign girl and stayed in the country, and he didn't go back to the capital. He came directly to City B, for whom?"

"Isn't this city B your hometown?" Sheng Sheng rolled his eyes at him, talking nonsense with his eyes open.

However, this rhetorical question in the whole life surprised Yan Yan, staring at a pair of big eyes that were bigger now, and said in disbelief: "We are born and bred in the capital, and the relationship between our hometown and City B is as small as a dime." No."

Yisheng also opened his eyes wide at the same time, blinking at Yan Yan, suddenly a little bored.His senior brother is not from city B, but at school, why did he tell her that he is from her hometown?And he also knows the human geography here like the back of his hand?All of a sudden, I was puzzled all my life.

One afternoon at work, she kept wondering about this matter, and wanted to ask clearly, but she felt that it was unnecessary. Even if the senior brother lied to her, he still treated her so well. What does it matter if he lied to her or not?
She was just very curious in her heart, and she definitely didn't mean to criticize.

When I got off work, Yisheng went to the locker room to change clothes. I wanted to call her senior brother to express my condolences, but Zhao Jixiang, who had changed his clothes and had not found the number yet, was holding her mobile phone in his hand. On his shoulders, he was so frightened that he broke out in a cold sweat, he squinted his eyes slightly and looked at her: "What's the matter?" Generally, when Zhao Jixiang is very enthusiastic, nothing good happens.

Zhao Jixiang seems to have nothing to ask for today. She is straight to the point. She didn't make a pity for the entrustment today. I saw her still smiling: "Life, [-]th long holiday, let's go to Thailand."

"..." Going abroad for a long vacation?
"It's organized by the oncology department, and most of the internal medicine and surgery departments go, so it's not easy for us to place orders?" Zhao Jixiang frowned with a sinister smile, with an extremely wretched expression.

Lifetime rolled his eyes, "Aren't you going to live a two-person world with your little table?"

"Wouldn't it be more interesting to live in Thailand?" She clasped her hands together, looking fascinated.

When he learned that the small table would go, and that Song Anchen, who had always been friendly with the small table, would definitely go too, thinking about it all his life, he immediately forked off this long vacation trip: "I won't go."

"But..." Zhao Jixiang showed a pitiful and miserable expression, "I have already signed up for you."

She smiled all her life, but her eyes were enough to kill people.Zhao Jixiang held his face that had been twitching all his life, and pouted: "We two are the best, the so-called happiness alone is not as good as everyone."

"Then don't use interrogative sentences to discuss with me in the future, just use affirmative statements to talk to me."

Zhao Jixiang stuck out his tongue to hide his guilty conscience. At this time, the two had already walked to the door of the hospital, and the small table was already waiting for her.When Zhao Jixiang saw the savior, he immediately waved goodbye to Yisheng and said, "Don't forget."

Yisheng rolled his eyes towards the sky, picked up his phone to check what time it was, but unexpectedly a call came.She froze for a moment, it was her senior brother's.She paused and answered the phone.

"Hello, brother."

"Junior Junior Sister, do you have time to enjoy dinner?"

Yisheng smiled and said, "Yes. Where can I eat?"

"Just where we were last time."

"Okay." She turned off the phone and called to the restaurant where they ate for the first time.Although it took only 15 minutes to walk, she didn't want her brother to wait any longer.When he got out of the car, he saw Yan Heng who was still sitting in his original position by the window.

He was dressed very formally, with a suit and leather shoes, and his hair was combed neatly. Those talking eyes were looking at a certain place, as if to say, why hasn't the person I was waiting for come yet?

Yisheng approached slowly, and smoothly saw his eyes move to her side, and he smiled heartily at her.Life also returned a smile to him.However, I didn't notice the stiff smile on his face in my whole life.

The two sat opposite each other, and Yan Heng spoke first: "This time brother is going to do a bloodletting, so just ask what you want to eat."

"Brother, I should practice it on you."

Yan Heng froze for a moment, and smiled awkwardly at her: "The news spread so fast, you knew it so quickly."

"Congratulations." Yisheng pursed his lips and smiled.

Yan Heng just made an arc, seeming indifferent.

"Brother, from the time I met you to now, you have always bought me delicious food, and you have paid for me to eat. You have never forgotten to give me a gift on birthdays and festivals. Sometimes I don't know How should I repay your kindness to me." Yisheng took a deep breath and continued, "Actually, I thought you liked me before. Hehe." She smiled awkwardly, not daring to look into Yan Heng's eyes, she Knowing that at this time he will definitely look at her with very focused eyes, she can't bear that look.

"I wish you success in your studies as soon as possible, and it's best to marry a foreign girl in the future." When she finally raised her eyes to look at Yan Heng, there were no focused eyes as she imagined, but only a slight smile at her, and a smile on her face. A hand on the back of her hand.

Yan Heng held Shi Sheng's hand tightly, wrapped her whole hand with his big palm, and said: "Pursue what you want, don't be too passive."

Life stared at him blankly.

"If Song Anchen and I asked you to choose, who would you choose?"

"Senior brother..." It was a rare time for her to see her senior brother asking her such a question intently, and she was a little taken aback.

"I missed your childhood and youth, the two purest stages of your life." He held her hand a little harder, and he even felt a little pain in his life: "Even if you miss it, you miss it, but..." Yan Heng But he didn't say any more, with a trace of sarcasm hanging on his face: "In your life, you have to know one thing."

"Huh?" Yisheng stared at him.

"There is no purely one person in the world who is nice to another person, each has his own hidden secrets."

"Brother..."

"Okay, let's order a meal. This can be regarded as the last supper." Yan Heng summoned the waiter, ordered a lot of dishes, and even ordered a bottle of 80-year-old red wine.Yan Heng returned to the former sunshine: "In three years, you should all be married."

"No, I'm not married."

"Silly girl, you can't do without getting married, you're too bad at taking care of yourself."

Yisheng puffed up his cheeks and pretended to be angry: "Nonsense, I can already take good care of myself."

Yan Heng smiled but said nothing, picked up the wine glass, and sipped the red wine: "You like to eat spicy food, but you don't know how to take care of the aftermath; you just know how to endure a little discomfort, and never think about taking some medicine, maybe it will make you feel better Fast and it won’t get worse; you don’t know how to read the weather forecast and understand the weather conditions, you know how to shiver when it’s cold, you wait for the cold to come, and when it rains, you know how to run wildly in the rain, drenched in water, and don’t know how to eat drug prevention."

These are all things I have done in my life. Every time I finish eating spicy food, the senior brother will always force her to eat some stew that nourishes the stomach; if she feels a little uncomfortable, the senior brother will always be the first to find out and send the medicine downstairs to the dormitory He told her to take the medicine. She didn't pay attention to the weather forecast, but the brother did. Every time he sent a text message to tell her what the weather was like, keep warm, and remember to bring an umbrella. If she didn't reply to the text message, he would call.

Her senior brother took good care of her.

When Yisheng thought of college, his nose suddenly turned sour, and he pursed his lips to prevent his emotions from being too strong. Her senior brother treated her so well, but she couldn't reciprocate half of it.

"Doctor Song is a careful person, Junior Sister, you have to hurry up, not only the nurses are coveting in the hospital, but also the female doctors often hook up behind their backs." Yan Heng seemed to be making a small report, not as deep as before.Sure enough, it was a senior brother, and his face changed quickly.

I couldn't laugh in my life, so I smiled: "I'm too different from him, it's not suitable."

"How do you know it's not suitable if you're not together?"

"Brother, I can't see through him."

"Then can you see through me?" Yan Heng asked suddenly.

"Of course, brother is a gentle and kind man."

Yan Heng simply smiled, took a sip of the red wine in the glass, and poured another glass: "It's good not to see through the relationship between people, as long as you know that I treat you well, as long as you know that you love Song Anchen and want to Just be with him."

After Yan Heng finished speaking, he drank the red wine in the glass in one gulp, but he drank the red wine like plain water.Lifetime feels that today's brother is very abnormal.

The two ate for a long time and chatted for a long time. When the bill was paid, night had already fallen.

Yan Heng was drunk and couldn't drive.Yisheng temporarily takes Yan Heng home as the driver.Yan Heng taught her all her life to learn to drive. There was no formal teaching, but she still had a certain talent in driving, and she drove fairly well. It's a pity that she didn't take the driver's license test for a long time.

Also in Lingtian Community, if he used to be worried about meeting Song Anchen all his life, he is not afraid today, after all, he is out of town and cannot come back until the time comes.She drove the car to the basement garage, just entered an entrance, and wanted to turn into Building C, but accidentally rubbed against a car entering from another entrance, making a louder sound, the two cars at the same time Brake, stop.

Yisheng braked suddenly, just as he stabilized his body, he looked at the opposite car, and immediately lost his mind.

Song Anchen was sitting in the car, staring at her, but his eyes were extremely indifferent, holding the steering wheel with both hands expressionlessly, and he didn't know what he was thinking.In my whole life, I suddenly felt the embarrassment of "catching the rape in bed", and I lost my sense of proportion for a while.

Suddenly, Song Anchen reversed the car, turned a corner, and drove out of the garage quickly. She could even hear the sound of the wheels rubbing against the ground above her head, which made her uneasy.Yan Heng, who saw the whole process from the side, stroked Sheng Sheng's hair: "I lend you the car, you explain it."

"No need." Yi Sheng continued to drive the car and parked it properly.There was also no expression on her face, showing no emotions.

Lifetime feels that I am very sorry that a brand-name car was scratched by her driving like this.Although the senior brother joked that this was a farewell surprise for him, he still felt bad in his heart.

Song Anchen's calm face that night would always flash in her mind suddenly, but the eyes that stared at her firmly could not get rid of it, making Yisheng feel that she had really done something wrong.

But what was wrong with her?She has nothing to do with Song Anchen, what can he control her?A lifetime of persuading myself like this is how it passed.And Song Anchen seemed to be really angry. He used to send a text message to greet her from time to time. Since he came back early, let alone a text message, even when he met her at work in the hospital, he directly filtered her and treated her as air.Life is very contradictory.

It was obvious that she didn't want to see him, and rejected him from the bottom of her heart, but now that she really ignored her, she felt aggrieved and wanted to explain, but felt that she was committing an idiot.

The cold war between the two lasted for about ten days. At the same time that the senior brother was going to study in the United States, Yan Yan was also discharged from the hospital and returned to the United States to continue treatment.Yisheng helped Yan Yan arrange the discharge procedures, running around in a hurry.

Yan Yan folded his hands on his chest, plugged his ears with earphones, took off his usual hospital gown, and squinted a pair of slender eyes to watch the busy life.In the end, Yisheng finally collected all the formalities and handed them over to Yan Yan. She said, "Remember, you need to continue treatment when you go back. This disease may recur."

"Bah!" Yan Yan spat at her, "You crow's mouth."

Life is a hehe smile, nodding to admit his mistake.

"Hey, I'm going back to the United States, don't miss me, sister lover." Yan Yan stared at Sheng Sheng in silence, quite reluctant to part.I paused for a while, and always felt that the newly changed title was a bit wrong.

When he was still pondering, Yan Yan's eyes didn't know where to go, and he waved behind Sheng Sheng: "Doctor Song."

I was stiff all my life.

"What? We're leaving now?" Song Anchen's voice was getting closer and closer, Shengsheng took a deep breath, and glanced sideways at Song Anchen who had already arrived beside her.Wearing a white coat and a pair of gold-rimmed glasses on his tall nose bridge, he immediately looked mature and stable.He had a stethoscope hanging around his neck, and his hands were in the pockets of his coat. He had a laid-back and peaceful look, which was completely different from him in casual clothes.

(End of this chapter)