Jinzhu "Sweet Pet Love" Collection

Chapter 217 If I Had You, What Would I Need in My Life (27)
you are my sleeping pills (2)
I swallowed the words that had been wet in my throat for a lifetime.She doesn't know what's going on with her recently.I have been worried about pregnancy. After my aunt came a few days ago, although I breathed a sigh of relief, my heart was still empty.Today, another incident happened by surprise. Her own brain conditioned reflexes were relatively slow. Only now did she realize that she was at the end of her rope. Her parents knew about their "relationship". Even if she wanted to escape this time, she would not Can't escape the bondage of family.She raised her head and looked at Song Anchen's clear and slightly tired side face, feeling heavy in her heart.

Song Anchen has always been a very responsible man. Even if that kind of accident happened, he would take all the responsibility on himself. He thought that he would definitely get pregnant in his life, but he didn't want it to be unexpected. The only one who could hold her back was not him, but children.

The two went up the stairs one after the other, Sheng Sheng kept his head down, not daring to look at him, until they reached the door, Song Anchen turned his head to face Sheng Sheng, took her hand and opened the door to enter the room.

This is the second time in his life that he has come to Song Anchen's house. It is still the same, clean and spacious. Before going out, he must close the windows tightly, draw the curtains, and unplug the plug.This is Song Anchen's habit.When Song Anchen came to wait for her at school, he always closed her window first and unplugged it. In his words: "You must close the window before going out. It's not to prevent theft, but to prevent the rain from messing up the house. Be sure to unplug the plug before going out, not to save electricity bills but to prevent fires.”

Song Anchen is this kind of overly careful man.

As soon as he entered the house, Song Anchen didn't even greet her, but went straight to the kitchen, sat on the sofa and waited for him awkwardly, not wanting to wait for him to come out, he carefully walked over to hand the white porcelain bowl in his hand she.

Brown sugar ginger water.Yisheng blushed: "My aunt just left today."

"I know, it's easy to get cold hands and feet in autumn now, and it's even worse if the woman is short of blood after this incident." Song Anchen's tone was very light, and he sat down next to her.Yi Yi held a white porcelain bowl with both hands, blew on it, and took a few sips. The sweetness is slightly spicy, but it warms the heart.

Yisheng took a sneak peek at Song Anchen, and said in a weak tone, "That...shall I sleep with you tonight?"

Song Anchen was leaning on the sofa, squinting his eyes a little tiredly, but when asked by Sheng Sheng, those deep eyes suddenly opened, which frightened Sheng Sheng.Song Anchen didn't take it seriously, and chuckled lightly: "Don't you want to make a child hard? Do you think it's possible to make a child in separate beds?"

She gritted her teeth for the rest of her life, and even she herself didn't know how to tell the whole story, so she could only go all out and say: "I couldn't conceive at that time last time, and this time it's even more impossible." After all, she couldn't say what was in her heart. a secret.

In fact, this is what Song Anchen has been wondering about. In that case, with the time of that night, plus his performance that night, he didn't win the lottery?Song Anchen laughed uncontrollably, stopped thinking about it, blinked his eyes at Yisheng and said: "Wash up and go to sleep." After speaking, he stood up and walked into the bathroom, but within a few seconds he poked his head out again: "I have thought about it for a while, tomorrow We got the certificate after get off work, and the child will be settled within a month."

A whole life of smiling and not smiling, is this also called deliberation?It's only a few seconds.And what tone is he, to solve the child's problem within a month?When she is the object of medical research, anatomical analysis, implementation of the goal?She was dizzy and completely speechless to Song Anchen.

After a while, Song Anchen poked his head out again: "Do you want to wash together?"

Yisheng ran upstairs directly this time so that he would poke his head out and say something again.Song Anchen watched her run away, feeling much better immediately, and went into the bathroom with a smile on his face.

Yisheng went upstairs and found that there was a change upstairs. It was no longer a lonely bed and bedside table. A set of rattan tables and chairs was added beside the floor-to-ceiling windows, and a white flower pot of spider plants was hung beside the window.It looks more interesting than before.

Lifetime walks over, sits on the chair, has a feeling of being suspended in the air, and the mind is rippling.This bedroom is no longer empty and big, cold and tired for a lifetime, but has a faint warmth flowing through her cold heart, so warm and comfortable.

She didn't know whether she was too comfortable or too tired, she felt sleepy while sitting, and when she closed her eyes, she lost consciousness.It wasn't until he realized that he suddenly had the feeling of flying through the clouds, that he opened his eyes suddenly, and it turned out that Song Anchen was hugging her to bed.

"I haven't showered yet." Yi Sheng said when he fell on the bed.

Song Anchen was not wearing pajamas at this time, but wrapped his lower body with a bath towel, and half-bent towards Sheng Sheng, who could touch the watery skin on his chest with a single touch of Sheng Sheng's hands, this posture really made people feel ashamed .

Song Anchen's star-like eyes stared at her almost obsessively, like a giant black hole, trying to take her in.Unable to resist, I pushed him away and rolled out of bed: "I'm going to take a shower."

Song Anchen leaned on the bed with one hand, turned half sideways and raised his head to look at Shengsheng's embarrassing gesture, narrowing his eyes and smiling slightly.

It took more than an hour for her life to take a shower, and when she went upstairs again, the light changed from the original bright incandescent lamp to a psychedelic orchid wall lamp.Under such an intoxicating light, Song Anchen was lying on his side, wrapped in a quilt, without any dust, sleeping like a baby.

Life is a bit dumbfounding.She nimbly walked to the other side of the bed, lifted the quilt, and lay down herself.

But I couldn't sleep all my life, staring blankly at the snow-white ceiling, thinking about seeing the suddenly bright shadowless lamp on the operating table, it hurt my eyes so much that I couldn't open my eyes, I could only keep crying, and endured the sadness and bitterness alone .

Yisheng turned sideways, and suddenly found that Song Anchen had opened his eyes, staring at her silently.There were tears in the corners of her eyes, but because Song Anchen saw her, she was a little at a loss.

The two looked at each other in silence.One is stunned, and the other is extremely deep.

Until Song Anchen stretched out his hand to gently wipe away her tears, took her into his arms with one hand, hugged her tightly, and even crushed her, he didn't say a word for a long time, until he said it hurts , he let go of his hands a little, and said deeply: "For the rest of your life, why can't you open your heart to me?"

Yi Yi closed his eyes slightly, bit his lower lip: "That's all in the past tense."

She didn't know how to explain her ignorance at the beginning, she didn't know what Song Anchen would do when she knew about it, she just kept telling herself that it was all in the past tense, she was the one who was ignorant back then, just a bewildered girl.

Song Anchen suddenly felt powerless. He has always been her outsider.He smiled embarrassingly: "I am your husband for life."

Yisheng was startled for a moment, a little stunned.

Song Anchen didn't say much, and patted her on the back lightly: "Go to sleep, I have to go to work tomorrow."

However, she still hid in his arms and refused to leave. She murmured: "If I can't get pregnant in the future, will you still want me?"

Song Anchen's body stiffened, and he frowned.

Life seemed to be a kind of despair. She just wanted to withdraw from Song Anchen's embrace, but was hugged by Song Anchen. He didn't ask her why she couldn't conceive, nor did she ask why she asked such a question, but simply answered one word: " want."

It is no longer a matter of one day and one night for him to want her, but in the long years of year after year.

Nestled in Song Anchen's arms for the rest of her life, she suddenly burst into tears. The doctor told her back then that the operation to clear the uterus might cause salpingitis blockage. She didn't take it to heart at the time. Her menstruation was normal. She just forgot about it, until she had sex with Song Anchen at that time and she was not pregnant, so she recalled what happened back then.

This was something Song Anchen didn't know. He comforted his trembling body and used his arms to prove himself. He knew that his life at this time was fragile, and it was impossible for him to ask about things he didn't know.

The stars are shining tonight, and the warmth in the room is silent.

This is their first morning.When Yisheng woke up, the sky had just turned white, and Song Anchen had already put on his clothes. Seeing Yiyi sitting up from the bed, he smiled slightly, leaned over and kissed her forehead: "Morning."

Yisheng pursed his lips and said embarrassingly, "Morning."

Song Anchen said: "I can't take you to the hospital today, I have to go to school. Don't forget to eat breakfast, and the weather is getting colder, so wear more clothes. Well, if you wash up, wash it upstairs, and wash it downstairs. Throw away the toothbrush." ​​After speaking, he hurried downstairs, and the sound of closing the door came from downstairs.Blinking all my life, I don't know why.What is he doing at school so early?
She got up slowly, and when she walked to the bathroom upstairs, she found that all the toiletries in this bathroom were doubled.Two toothbrushes, two towels, and cosmetics such as brand-name facial cleansers on the wash rack.

Song Anchen actually prepared everything early?Life is a bit dumbfounding, it seems that she is really in his planning.She looked at the facial cleanser, and couldn't help being surprised that Song Anchen was so careful that she knew that she had dry skin, so she bought a moisturizer for her.

What an overly careful person.I couldn't help shivering all my life and began to wash.

She usually doesn't have the habit of eating breakfast, but today she went to buy breakfast for the first time, and went to work after eating breakfast.Zhao Jixiang was on duty today, and when he saw Yisheng, he happily pulled him to sit down: "Yisheng, I heard you transferred to the surgery department?"

"Well, but with Dr. Song's permission."

"Sister still has a certificate, why don't you let me go?" Zhao Jixiang patted his thigh angrily: "I wanted to go to the surgery department to get a certificate, but at that time the competition for nurses in the surgery department was too fierce, I was afraid If you can’t get in by yourself, there’s no fighting for it. Hey, your bamboo horse is in its early years, and it just happened to pull you in.”

Yisheng paused, hearing Zhao Jixiang's sour tone.She couldn't say anything right away, so she could only answer with a smile.

"Do you know who donated money for the comprehensive renovation of the hospital?" Zhao Jixiang suddenly gossiped about himself.

Life shook his head.

"The new boss of 'Broad Sea and Sky', Oh, My god, this is simply a fantasy." Zhao Jixiang praised, "The hospital recruited donations last month, and this boss donated 5000 million as soon as he made a move!" Zhao Jixiang stretched out five fingers , A slap sticks in front of the whole life.

"Isn't the expansion of this hospital funded by the state?" I couldn't help but wonder in my heart.

"It's not the state appropriation, it's the city appropriation. Originally, the city planned to allocate 5000 million yuan, but for some reason, it shrunk to 1000 million yuan. It's still a hairy expansion, but the hospital has been planned, and many instruments have been ordered abroad. I had no choice but to recruit outside, and I didn’t want to attract a big God of Wealth.”

Yi Yi pursed his lips, the boss of "Broad Sea and Sky" is Song Anchen's stepfather!
As a result, life began to feel a little uneasy. With Song Anchen's personality, if he knew the news, he would definitely think about it, and he is a person with strong self-esteem.

When Yisheng was thinking wildly, a nurse suddenly jumped out of the door and shouted into the room: "Life, your mother is here to find you."

"Cough..." I was choked on a mouthful of saliva in my life. Her mother passed away six years ago. Could it be that a ghost has come?

Suddenly a well-dressed lady appeared at the door and said cheerfully to Yisheng: "Child bride!" She was already beaming.

Zhao Jixiang opened his mouth wide in surprise, and choked on another mouthful of saliva...

Mama Song arrived suddenly. I don't know if a good thing is coming or a bad thing is coming?

(End of this chapter)