Chapter 221 If I Had You, What Would I Need in My Life (31)
We want to be good (1)
I can't get out of bed all my life, and when I stretch my waist, I feel that my bones are falling apart, and there is no one next to me.Even if a beast finishes its work and puts on clothes, it looks well-dressed, but in essence it is still a beast in clothes.

As soon as he went downstairs, he saw Song Anchen was dressed neatly, standing in the kitchen making breakfast, and when he heard the sound, he looked back and smiled: "Morning."

Song Anchen looks in good spirits!Sitting on the dining chair, staring at his busy back, for some reason, his chest felt tight.After Song Anchen brought the breakfast, Yisheng suddenly felt his nose sore.

That's a very distant memory.She looked at the black bean and glutinous rice porridge made by Song Anchen in the bowl, and her memories flooded back.When they were very young, the two of them had just entered the first grade of junior high school. Although it was already September, the sun was still shining brightly, and the horizon was still like a steaming oven.They always leave school together, even if they are on duty for cleaning.But that day was Shengsheng's turn to clean up. Song Anchen sat on the seat and waited for her to do his homework. Shengsheng lay still on the seat because of an unknown stomachache.Song Anchen put down his pen and asked her what's wrong?She only said that her stomach hurts and she can't sweep the floor.Song Anchen put down his homework and helped her finish the duty. After finishing the work, he told her to wait for her at her place, and he would be back right away.On such a hot day, he was already sweating profusely when he came back, holding black bean glutinous rice porridge and an unknown dress in his hand.

When he was a teenager, his face was red, and he put the porridge in front of her: "Your skirt is red."

She looked back, and suddenly found that there was a red spot on the hem of the white skirt. It was her menarche, and she didn't understand anything.

"When my mother is in pain, she drinks hot porridge. She said that this kind of porridge works best for women." He moved the bowl with a shy expression on his face.

I still remember in my life, the feeling of drinking hot porridge on a hot day, feeling hot all over my body, and my heart is flustered.When the clothes borrowed from the old man in the reception room were wrapped around her waist, it was only in her life that she realized that Song Anchen was the one who took care of her for the first time in a girl's growth.

That period of memory has never been turned over, but now that I think about it, I can't help but smile all my life, Song Anchen is so closely related in her life, sometimes what she forgets, he may not necessarily forget.

Perhaps, this is also part of his life.

Song Anchen sat down and said, "After drinking, let's go to work."

Yisheng glanced at him: "Aren't you on vacation today?"

Song Anchen suddenly leaned on his head and laughed, raised his eyebrows, and glanced at Yisheng with a pair of eyes full of affection: "If you don't finish your work, you can't get married."

Yisheng blushed: "Aren't you already married?"

Song Anchen smiled slightly: "I still owe you a wedding." After speaking, he scooped up a spoonful of porridge and fed it into Sheng Sheng's mouth.

After the two finished their meal, the two went to work together.What surprised Yisheng was that the clothes Song Anchen brought from the sofa were the windbreakers that Yisheng bought yesterday?She watched Song Anchen put on the windbreaker in surprise.It's too much, give him a gift, at least say thank you!

Seeing that Sheng Sheng was full of anger and glared at her uncontrollably, Song Anchen said innocently, "I returned the courtesy last night."

"..." Life wanted to refute, but couldn't find the words to refute.He really worked hard yesterday, but...

She's not alone!When he was so angry that he wanted to stomp his feet, Song Anchen, a man, would never let himself suffer!

It turned out that Song Anchen would have surgery in three days, after which he could take a vacation.In other words, in less than a week, they can get married and have a wedding reception.

Originally, the car was driving well on the way, and the journey was only about ten minutes, but at a corner, a red sports car suddenly came out from the alley. Song Anchen was good at driving and braked in time to turn, avoiding a small car accident.But the red sports car seemed to be unskilled or panicked, and crashed directly into the sycamore tree on the sidewalk.

Lifetime looked at the red sports car: "Shall we go down and have a look?"

"You sit down, I'll go out and have a look." After finishing speaking, Song Anchen got out of the car by himself, and someone walked out of the red sports car. A lot of things, it can only be said that it feels a bit punk.

Why do you feel that this woman is so familiar?She couldn't help being taken aback, isn't this the wild woman who made her windbreaker?Isn't it Lin Ruohan's best friend?I saw what Song Anchen was talking to that woman outside the car, but I couldn't quite hear it for the rest of my life.

When Song Anchen turned his head and pointed at Yisheng, the wild woman waved to Yisheng.I feel inexplicable all my life, what did they say?The two didn't chat for a long time, Song Anchen came back and asked, "What did you say?"

"She said you have a good eye." Song Anchen glanced at Sheng Sheng, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Ah? Why do you say that?"

"You can marry a man like me." Song Anchen continued to laugh.

Yisheng couldn't laugh, and couldn't help but look back at the woman, only to see her gaze was still here.This can't help but make Sheng Sheng's heart skip a beat, and his face turns red.Intuition and routine, when a woman's eyes stay on a strange man for more than five seconds, she is either excited or dreaming.

When Yisheng went to work, he saw Zhao Jixiang crying with swollen eyes.Zhao Jixiang sat dully on the chair in the duty room, staring at the table and weeping silently. This was the first time in his life that he saw Zhao Jixiang with expressions other than smiling.

Life came early today, and there were no other nurses in the duty room, except Zhao Jixiang.Yisheng walked over and patted Zhao Jixiang on the shoulder, only to see her tearfully looking up at Yisheng, her expression seemed to have been wronged.

"Jixiang, what's wrong with you?" Yisheng looked at Zhao Jixiang worriedly.

I saw Zhao Jixiang pulling up Shengsheng's sleeve and rubbing his nose: "I want to break up with the little table."

"Ah? Why?" Sheng Sheng was really taken aback.Unexpectedly, Zhao Jixiang sniffed suddenly, and said with a frown, "He's really a fucking inhuman, he got better with me, and even contacted his ex-girlfriend, and kept it from me."

"What happened?"

"After breaking up with me, he fell in love with a high school classmate in his hometown again! I thought he was some kind of infatuated, but I didn't expect to have a new love so soon." Zhao Jixiang was extremely disgusted.

Lifetime was a little surprised, she really didn't know what kind of person the little table would be, maybe there was some misunderstanding?
Seeing the disbelieving expression on Zhao Jixiang's face, Zhao Jixiang became more emotional: "He is with me again and still cares so much about his ex-girlfriend, so what am I?"

Yi Yi also frowned, thinking that such a small table is really bad.

"It's better to be your bamboo horse. I would rather be misunderstood by others as gay, and I will be loyal to you and protect my chastity." Zhao Jixiang sighed suddenly, and tears stopped flowing like a faucet.

"Then are you really willing to break up with him?" Sheng Sheng asked tentatively.

Zhao Jixiang nodded to her without blinking his eyes: "We must divide."

"Zhao Jixiang!" Suddenly a person stood at the door, it was a small table.He didn't even have time to change into a white coat, and walked towards Zhao Jixiang in a hurry: "How many times have I explained to you that I and that woman are in the past tense."

Zhao Jixiang ignored him and turned his back to him.

The little table snorted: "She came to City B alone and was helpless. Her foot was injured and she couldn't live. I took care of her as a friend."

"Fuck your grandma, do you know how disgusting it is to have an affair with your ex-girlfriend?" Zhao Jixiang was also angry, and she looked at the small table with disdain, "Don't talk about your kindness like that Holy, you know what you think in your heart."

The little table tried its best to stabilize the anger that was about to erupt, and took a deep breath: "Have you ever experienced helplessness? Have you ever experienced the helplessness that you love someone very much, but that person abandons you?"

I knew in my life that the little table got angry, or touched his sensitive place.It was Zhao Jixiang who left him and broke up with him back then. When a man is helpless, he will have different ways to resolve it.

The small table is invested in another relationship.

Zhao Jixiang covered his ears and refused to listen. The faucet that had been tightened suddenly poured down, and tears streamed down his face.

The small table seemed to be even more powerless, and he only left a sentence: "You can do whatever you like, break up if you want." After that, he left the duty room without looking back.Zhao Jixiang immediately lay down on the table and burst into tears.For a while, I could only sit in place, silently staring at Zhao Jixiang crying.

If one day, Song Anchen had too close a relationship with another woman, she didn't know, how would she feel?Cry bitterly like Zhao Jixiang and break up, or face it calmly and ask thoroughly?

Zhao Jixiang was in a bad mood, and even she was in a bad mood.She didn't go home immediately after get off work, but went to the shopping mall for a stroll, anyway, she was idle anyway.

She lowered her head and waited for the elevator.As soon as she pressed the third floor, the elevator was suddenly opened, and there was a man standing inside, wearing a gray-black suit and an irregular white shirt, with a pair of surprised eyes under the standard sword eyebrows, he was looking at the opposite side in surprise life, but soon, he looked at it with a smile: "Life, long time no see."

Lifetime looked at this man with the same gaze, and pieced together the memories in her mind, one of which was somewhat similar to him now, but she was not sure, so she called out tentatively: "He Jin?"

He smiled, apparently right.I was frightened by my own speculation, and even thought I was dreaming.Was that heartless boy who was more likely to riot back then really this noble and calm man in front of him?

The two chose to sit in the revolving restaurant on the top floor.

He Jin said: "I haven't seen you for almost seven years, and you are still the same."

Sitting across from him, Yi Sheng was appalled by his scrutiny, and said with a dry smile, "You have changed a lot."

He Jin said with a smile: "I've been in society for a few years, it's impossible not to change."

Yi Sheng raised the cup in front of his hand, took a sip, and did not answer.The man in front of her was no longer the naughty boy who complained to her in high school, and she was no longer a woman with girly feelings.

She accidentally saw the ring on the ring finger of his left hand, and couldn't help asking: "Are you married?"

He Jin followed her gaze to look at the ring finger on his left hand, playing around with the ring around the phalanx: "It's just a cover. In case someone disturbs my life, being unmarried has become a burden."

The life of a married man can actually be enriched, I am afraid it is a matter of personal understanding.

"What about you? Do you have a boyfriend?" He Jin said very normally, as if he had seen through his whole life that he would never have a boyfriend so early, and there was an inscrutable smile in his eyes.

"I'm already married, and the wedding will be held in half a month." Yisheng replied truthfully.

He Jin heard such an answer from Yisheng, his eyes were unpredictable, and suddenly dimmed, and he tried his best to pull out a faint smile: "I will attend your wedding, meet the groom by the way, and see who is so unlucky to marry you .”

Yi Yi puffed up his cheeks: "The mouth is still so poisonous."

"Hehe." He Jin chuckled, picked up the cup in his hand and sipped it, and there was an indissoluble mist in his eyes, making it elusive.

"Actually, you know the groom."

He Jin paused, raised his eyes slightly, raised his eyebrows, and looked at Shi Sheng intriguingly.Sheng Sheng looked very calm, calmly picked up the cup and drank the red tea: "He is Song Anchen."

There is no such scene as imagined in a lifetime.She thought He Jin would be surprised and then sneered.But he acted too calmly. He continued to lift the glass, sipped it, and said in a flat tone, "You are finally together? It's not easy."

This time, I fooled my whole life.With He Jin's personality, he would laugh and scold her for turning her back, but when he heard that the two of them were together, he didn't show any emotion, as if he was listening to something very ordinary.

He Jin said: "Is Song Anchen still the same? Is he still the aloof and indifferent prince back then?"

Yiyi smiled and said: "The appearance hasn't changed much, it's just..." Yiyi felt that Song Anchen's heart was getting more and more unpredictable. She hadn't been able to figure out the reason before, but at least she could be ambiguous. But now, she is always in a state of panic. Can't see through either.

He Jin raised his eyebrows lightly, waiting for the complete words of his life.

"I can't see through him." After holding back for a long time, it was just these five words, but these five words were indeed her feelings for Song Anchen.

He Jin snorted, and said sarcastically, "Who do you see through?"

I was dumbfounded all my life.

He Jin put his forehead on his forehead and smiled, looking a little embarrassing, very sorry for his slip of the tongue: "Actually, you don't need to see through him, you just need to know whether he loves you or not. It's not good to see too clearly."

Yisheng bowed her head, she felt that Song Anchen should like her, but she was not sure.Because he never told her that he loved her.And she is the kind of woman who never dares to think highly of herself.Even when they got married, she thought he was only responsible to her.

The two of them didn't stay in the revolving hall on the top floor for long, but after a quarter of an hour, they went down.He Jin insisted on sending Yisheng back, and Yisheng agreed.When he was in high school, he knew all his life that He Jin was from a wealthy family and his parents were abroad. He also immigrated abroad to study for an MBA as soon as he graduated.Now he is the legal representative of the largest investment project in City B, the big boss of Ruili Group, he can't help but smile all his life, how could he see that this kid is so promising when he was in high school?
Sitting on the Maybach, Sheng Sheng asked, "Why did you go back to China?"

"Father wanted to return to China to invest, but France couldn't leave, so he let me come, but I can't stay long." He Jin stared ahead, with a hint of deepness in his eyes, and a rather indifferent expression on his face.This made Life feel that time is really a magical thing. How did the men she knew become so good at hiding their emotions?
"Why didn't you stay long?" Sheng Sheng asked casually.

"There's no reason to stay." He Jin's fleeting smile stunned Sheng Sheng.He Jin hesitated for a moment, then suddenly said, "One lifetime."

"Huh?" Yisheng looked sideways at him.

"Back then... you told Song Anchen that I was sorry for him."

Yi Yi said with a smile: "How did you feel sorry for him?"

"If it weren't for me, Lin Ruohan wouldn't have had that incident, causing his family to be broken. Of course, Lin Ruohan is the one I'm most sorry for." He Jin smiled helplessly, and the steering wheel he was holding on to with both hands was even trembling.Seeing it in her eyes, her heart ached for some reason, and she thought of unpleasant things.

He Jin sent Yisheng downstairs to observe Lingtian Community, and said with a smile, "It really is the highest-grade residential area in this city."

"Come and sit next time." Yisheng smiled at him.

"Why not today?" He Jin smiled with a kind of banter, as if he was waiting for a lifetime of embarrassment.Yi Yisheng lived up to everyone's expectations, immediately blushed, and murmured: "It's getting late, it's not good to go in."

"Afraid that Song Anchen will be caught?" He Jin nodded knowingly: "That guy is a jealous man, maybe even crazier than what he did in high school."

Yisheng was stunned for a moment, in her impression, Song Anchen and He Jin had almost no intersection, and what about high school?
"What's the matter in high school?" Sheng Sheng asked curiously, apparently He Jin slipped the tongue, he immediately fell silent and changed the subject: "I'll visit another day. You go up, I'm going back."

When I saw him, I didn't want to say anything, didn't ask too many questions, and watched him drive away.But she was still curious, what happened between Song Anchen and He Jin?
That night, I wanted to wait for Song Anchen to come back, so I fell asleep again.When she woke up, she saw that Song Meinan was already lying on the pillow.His appearance is always pleasing to the eye and heart-pounding.Sometimes in my life, I always thought that I was dreaming of owning such a man.

She had long wanted to keep him privately owned.And after she came back, it seemed that she had a very long dream, and then the dream came true, and the person next to her pillow was the man she was dreaming of.She couldn't help raising her hand to caress his face for a while, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but raise, this man is hers now, she can keep it private, touch it as she wants, and look at it as she wants.What she had always dreamed of in the past is now so upright, and her secret love has come true.

(End of this chapter)

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