Chapter 228 If I Had You, What Would I Need in My Life (38)
Spoiler: Yan Heng

The first time Yan Heng heard Sheng Sheng's name did not come from asking on the first day of school, he knew her name only by chance.That summer vacation, he spent at home in the capital.His father is a diplomat, and he was approved to be stationed in the United States last month. He was promoted to two ranks, which is gratifying.Yan Heng's mother is the happiest one, because his mother is very adored.

The aunt who moved to City A came back the night before, and Li Hua sat in front of Yan Heng's mother crying in the rain.Yan Heng is not a nosy person, so he flashed back to his room to play on the computer very interestingly.

He didn't know how long he had been playing, but he was thirsty and wanted to go downstairs to pour a cup of tea. When he passed the guest room, he heard a sentence: "Cousin, you ask brother-in-law to help me fix Song Zheng and that Ye Tianming, they will come back after a while." Running for the election, I want to ruin their reputation. I almost lost Ruohan, she is my lifeline, if there is no little fairy Ye Yisheng who hooks up with that kid from Song Zheng's family, my family Ruohan will not end up like this, every time Seeing the scar on my family's Ruohan's arm, my heart hurts like a knife. I don't know how happy that dead fairy Ye Yiyi is now, making my daughter like this."

Yan Heng's mother comforted her: "I'll just ask your brother-in-law to pay attention to this matter."

Yan Heng stood outside the door, and the key words he could extract in his mind were undoubtedly: his father was going to punish his aunt who disliked people named Song Zheng and Ye Tianming.Another one is that Ye Yisheng is a goblin, nothing more.

Afterwards, Yan Heng also filtered out this accidental listening, he was still the obedient son of their family, living an ordinary summer vacation.Until... the summer vacation was coming to an end, he was watching TV in the living room, when a phone call came from his aunt.He passed the call to his mother, who was also watching TV.

"Song Zheng is not bad as an official, and there is nothing wrong with it. Ye Tianming is a little flawed. He embezzled [-] yuan. From here, we can get something out of it."

There was a grinning voice from the other end of the phone: "The bigger the better, I used to be so virtuous, no wonder my daughter is like that, like a father, like a daughter. Hmph..."

It was the first time Yan Heng saw his aunt like this.In his impression, Auntie is a relatively high-profile woman who loves face very much. Although she is sometimes a little bit harsh, she is not a vengeful person. He has never seen her attack someone so full of righteous indignation.

And Yan Heng thinks that his mother is not the kind of person who meddles in other people's business.There must be something unusual in this, right?Yan Heng looked at his mother who had hung up the phone with an inquiring gaze, his gaze was full of exploration, projecting a hint of surprise.

Yan Heng's mother curled her lips: "Your aunt is mad, it's just a matter of lifting a finger."

Yan Heng still looked at her mother suspiciously.

"Your cousin was raped because of Ye Yisheng."

It was the last thing he got.The cousin who didn't know him very well and only met him a few times was ruined by someone because of Ye Yisheng, that little fairy.Out of sisterly loyalty, the mother begged the official father to deal with the little goblin's family.

At that time, he just let out a casual "oh", his eyes were very light, and he seemed indifferent.Indeed, in this matter, he was an outsider, an outsider who just went through the theater.

Until in the hospital, he met what he thought was a goblin.

"Ye Yiyi." A nurse came out of the abortion room and called out.

When he saw the girl sitting on a chair with tears in her eyes, curled up in a corner, surrounded by large and small luggage, raised her head and looked around helplessly, he thought, this could be the little girl Goblin?Not like, not at all.

Goblins don't look like this.In his imagination, the goblin should have fox eyes, with a charming smile, ecstatic eyes, the kind of wind and dust.It's not the injured deer in front of me, who looks frightened and pitiful.

He kept denying in his heart.Although he knew the name Ye Yisheng...it was very special.

At that time, Yan Heng was only a little emotional. The girl went to the abortion room, and her behavior must be the result of an unwanted pregnancy. Maybe it was committed by youth and ignorance. She ran away from home in anger or feared that her parents would blame her?

While he was speculating like a spectator, the girl ran away, and there was an elusive treasure hidden in her frightened eyes, as if she didn't want to kill the child.

He was stunned, stunned by this unexpected girl.

Every time Yan Heng thinks about it, he always smiles wryly.In fact, Ye Yisheng is really a goblin, she doesn't have all kinds of charms, which makes men have primitive impulses.She is the kind of bone-biting elf, seeping into the blood and bones little by little.

And he didn't have that kind of fate with that little fairy.She has her story, without him in it, he missed the purest years of her first half of life, but he was bloody.

He knew he had no fate with her.

When he got Ye Yisheng, from city A, who suddenly appeared in the freshman roster given to him by the secretary, his heart beat faster, that kind of unknown panic.That little goblin, one day, was able to have an intersection with him.

Yan Heng was standing at the gate of the school, watching a petite girl walking towards him step by step with big and small bags in her hands.He just looked at her like that, with unspeakable distress in his heart.

Little fairy, it turns out to be painful.

Yan Heng didn't know, what happened to him?He could have nothing to do with her in the future, but he wanted to lie to her, saying that he was her fellow villager, and asked for his phone number.He doesn't know what's wrong with him, as long as she has a little difficulty, he can't restrain himself from thinking about solving it for her, so as to save her from all troubles, and only hope that she will be well.

Yan Heng has never been able to believe that she looks so delicate, she will be so calm when faced with a miscarriage, maybe this is the deepest secret in her heart, she doesn't want others to know, she tried her best to keep her calm, but in the end, she couldn't hold fire.

He knew it, and felt even more distressed.

He thought, because of this incident, he couldn't let her go even more.

Sometimes he often thinks why he loves her so much?Was it the first time you heard her name, you judged her to be a goblin, and when you met her again, it was quite different from what you imagined?Or was it when she was picking up the new students, not far in front of her, struggling to move her steps?
Or, he stepped forward, helped her pick up the backpack, and asked casually, "What's your name?"

"Ye Yisheng."

Perhaps, because of these three unreachable words.Ye Yisheng...that little fairy.

He clearly knew it was impossible.The cocoon that cannot be peeled off has already been announced, and there is absolutely no possibility for her to be with him.

A person who is originally a theatergoer enters this drama, and the ending is already doomed.But why would I ask in my life: Brother, do you like me?

Yan Heng was speechless.He never thought that this day would come, he just wanted to be nice to her, and that was enough.He kept forcing himself not to think about whether he liked this little fairy.He wanted to get away, so during the last year he took care of her, he said he had a girlfriend.

Maybe he was deceiving himself, he knew better than anyone else how much he hated this little elf?

After a few years, he thought he could let go. The high-ranking girl his mother arranged for him was gentle and virtuous, not bad.He didn't have any demands, he was always indifferent, and he treated this matter lightly.Only the little fairy in my heart can show a little ripple.

She called him and said that she was going to city B.

The next thing he said was: I am in City B.In fact, he returned to his hometown, but he was only in the capital.Without even the slightest hesitation, he flew to City B, took care of everything, and waited for his little fairy.

He just wanted to treat her, to get back all the suffering she had suffered before, that's all, nothing else.

Yan Heng knew that her bamboo horse was Song Anchen, he thought, he could finally be laid off.Because he is also a man, he sees it too clearly, and his eyes are complicated, showing deep affection.

He thought, what he lost was not necessarily affection, what he lost was time, and what he lost was God's teasing.How can he lose if he never wins?So when they were together, he just smiled, and smiled until his eyes were narrowed and no fluid came out.

With a smile on your face, the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming.

Yan Heng felt that Song Anchen was a stingy man.Really a petty man.He is just her senior brother, but he is so worried.She is willing to give up the great opportunity, hand it over to him, and keep him far away.

Originally, his mentor, Professor Zhou, had specially obtained the place to study in France, but he refused to resign and recommended him to go by name.After he learned about it, he wanted to laugh but couldn't. One reason was that Song Anchen, who was so shrewd, was so childish and so eager to chase his rival away?On the other hand he's kind of helpless, he at least has the right to defend his territorial rights, and he has nothing.

Yan Heng left almost without complaint, perhaps this is also the best time to relieve himself.Didn't someone say that time is the best medicine to heal wounds?He thought he would also confirm this statement.

He learned a lot in France and lived a fulfilling life.Every day, he always opens the email and writes some trivial things in life to send to her. Even though she has not replied, he still opens the email every night, and then writes and sends it. This has become a habit, another habit he has for her.

Until my mother wrote to say that Ruohan was sick, which happened to be the disease of his department, and told him to come back, my own, don't worry.He actually returned to city B very early, but he never told her.He treated Ruohan in Xiehe Hospital for a few days, and finally couldn't help but tell Ruohan something, something about his life.Ruohan is very miserable, but she is not the only victim, because she may not only be infertile for the rest of her life, but also her family will be ruined.And Song Anchen has not had a good time in the past few years.Why continue to hold grudges.

Ruohan didn't speak, just said; "Help me transfer to the hospital, I will go to the Third Affiliated Hospital, and I will be assigned to Song Anchen's department."

Yan Heng smiled lightly and nodded.

That little elf should be consummated.

He thought that he might never come to City B again, where he had no home and roots.nothing.He thought, he should go see that man, the man who was dragged down by his family.

Ye Yisheng's father, Ye Tianming.

When he knocked on the door and saw a hale and hearty old man open the door, his tense heart was relieved a lot, maybe it was a little happier. He said that he was a lifelong senior brother. He came here because he was going abroad and was eager to give gifts. up.

Then he talked a lot with Ye Tianming.Ye Tianming is a very talkative man. Whenever Ye Tianming smiles at him, he always feels a little bit guilty. There is an insoluble stone in his heart, which makes him unable to breathe.

He feels that there are some things that he still can't get through, even if he keeps trying to atone for his sins, he still can't get through his own test.That's how others are, and they can't see who they owe.

Seeing the little fairy again, she had a very happy expression on her face, and she seemed very excited to see him.He thought it would be all right, seeing him excited was the greatest happiness for him.

Song Anchen is still the same, he can't see him getting his hands on his treasure.He is also sensible, so he bid farewell, at least his purpose has been achieved, he can leave with peace of mind, although his chest is occasionally stuffy and sad for a while.

He knew that Song Anchen was good to her, but he thought that since they were together, he had to tell the other about the hardships he had suffered for each other.Song Anchen has the right to know the truth about the hardships in his life, but with his personality, he will never tell those things, so let him meddle in his own business for a while, since he is idle anyway.And this time, it is a once-in-a-lifetime time.

He told about the miscarriage all his life in the north, and he witnessed the slightly moved expression on the face of the man in front of him.

"Thank you for telling me about this." Song Anchen was very calm. He knew that this was Song Anchen's character, and his heart was obviously not like this. Eyes are the windows to the soul, and a series of complex emotions such as anxiety, sadness, and pity flashed in his eyes. It is what he is familiar with.Because he had been there before, no one could understand what kind of state of mind it was.

He didn't tell all the facts, he was afraid that if someone knew the truth, his goblin would ignore him.He only thought now that the little goblin could smile just because he saw him, and that would be fine.

Therefore, he wants to bury the secret bit by bit on the other side of the Atlantic Ocean, and never return.

Ye Yisheng is still a goblin, and the little goblin is also his little junior sister.And he was still her senior brother for the rest of his life...

(End of this chapter)

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