Jinzhu "Sweet Pet Love" Collection

Chapter 9 If you don't give up, hold hands and depend on each other (9)
your soft spot

It turns out that there is such a kind of feeling in the world, crying for distressed happiness, the name is what you can't ask for.Is it she who can't ask for it, or Chen Mu who can't ask for it?She doesn't know, all she knows is that she is very distressed now, the first love that was too late to grow when she was young.

According to Qin Suoyi's usual practice of performances, she would spend the day to replenish sleep on days of rest, and then at night, eat, drink and have fun according to the local customs.Although his sleep was disturbed this time, it did not affect the drowsy Qin Suoyi.She still slept until three o'clock in the afternoon before getting up, and then put on makeup and dressed herself up beautifully before going out.

Passing by Fu Yuxiu's room, she couldn't help but pause, and the idea of ​​knocking on the door and inviting him to eat, drink and have fun flashed across her mind.

Woo, she must be crazy.Qin Suoyi shook his head frantically, shaking off this incredible thought.

City B is a county-level city, not to mention prosperous, there are not many places to go.The few places Qin Suoyi inquired about disappointed her greatly. Not only was her dream of eating, drinking and having fun shattered, but her feet were also nearly disabled.She is a woman who only wears high heels, and she is much better at controlling high heels than ordinary women, but no matter how tough she is, she can walk for more than three hours in a row, plus she will never have high heels that don't rub her feet, walking has become a problem.

At first, she was thinking about going back to the hotel to sleep, but during the rush hour, she was impatient with the traffic jam, so she took out her mobile phone from her bag to pass the boring waiting time, only to find a deposit receipt in her bag. One day, on a whim, she ordered a pair of shoes for that boy Qin Suobai.She directly asked the driver how far away the shoe-making address was, and the driver said that it was just enough to avoid traffic arteries and avoid traffic jams.Qin Suoyi asked the driver to drive over.

The closer she got to the shoe store, the deeper her memory became. Fortunately, she remembered well, this is not an easy store to find.When Qin Suoyi came to the shoe store, the handmade shoemaker was sitting on a low chair, wearing presbyopic glasses to stamp the shoes.Qin Suoyi limped over, found a chair and sat down, and showed the order to the master.The master took the order, pushed the reading glasses, took a closer look, and then glanced at Qin Suoyi's feet: "Girl, your feet are worn out!"

"It's okay, it happens all the time."

"You girls, for the sake of beauty, you don't always worry about the feeling of your feet. It's great to find a pair of flat shoes that are easy to wear. High heels are only suitable for certain occasions. Come on, take off your shoes, and I'll help you soften the skin and dress nicely. will be more comfortable."

Qin Suoyi was very happy and hurriedly took off his shoes.She didn't know if she didn't take it off, but when she took it off, she was startled, her whole foot was covered with injuries, the heels and toes were worn out and bleeding, and there were several blisters on the instep, some of them burst, and the water that flowed out was unknown. Still pus.No wonder Qin Suoyi felt such pain, he made a mistake in wearing shoes today!

The master looked at it and shook his head distressedly, and shouted to the inner room: "Apprentice, bring Yunnan Baiyao here, and bring the shoes for order 2987 by the way."

"Okay." A man's deep voice came from the inner room, followed by the sound of turning over a box.

The master said to Qin Suoyi: "Your pair of men's shoes were made by my apprentice. They are no worse than mine. I think you should also make a pair of custom-made shoes. It is guaranteed to be easy to walk, not to rub your feet, and comfortable. Yes. But you can’t make the heel too high, even if it’s custom-made, it won’t last long.”

Although the master said to Qin Suoyi with a smile, Qin Suoyi was not very interested, thinking that he was selling melons and boasting to Wang Po.She could only smile at the master with a dry smile, and then point to the injury on the sole of her foot with her legs crossed.

After a while, footsteps came from the back room, because Qin Suoyi lowered his head, the first thing he saw was the pair of shoes.A very ordinary old-fashioned leather shoe, a bit old, the leather is folded and deformed, and the shoe size is quite large.She looked up, and when she met those eyes, her pupils suddenly constricted.

Fu Yuxiu... No, Chen Mu!
Chen Mu was also very surprised to see Qin Suoyi, looked down and saw her bruised feet, frowned, walked over, knelt down and tried to give her Yunnan Baiyao.Qin Suoyi shrank his feet and refused to let him touch it.Chen Mu looked up at her with a serious face: "It doesn't hurt when I take the medicine, but can you guarantee that it won't hurt when you take the medicine?"

Qin Suoyi was a clumsy woman, she felt that she couldn't guarantee it, so she stopped shrinking and let Chen Mu help her with the medicine.

At this time, the master still looked kindly and said: "Girl, don't worry, Xiao Chen came to me as an apprentice, and the first skill he learned was to help the guests with medicine. Most of my customers here have disabled feet, and they walk very fast." Hurt your feet, take off those shoes, I don’t know how much worse than your feet, it can be described as bloody and bloody.”

Chen Mu's strength suddenly increased, and Qin Suoyi let out an "ah" in pain.Chen Mu looked up at Qin Suoyi in a panic, without saying a word, and continued to apply the medicine.Qin Suoyi looked at Chen Mu's head, and could smell a faint smell of shampoo on his short hair.

Chen Mu at this moment made Qin Suoyi a little strange.Unlike the arrogance of his youth, he is a little more restrained and simple.Has he been making shoes for a living all these years?Why did he let the young master of the Fu family do nothing and travel here alone?She was momentarily confused.

Chen Mu gave the good medicine and wanted to help Qin Suoyi put on his socks, but Qin Suoyi hurriedly refused: "I will do it myself."

If they are still together, how can these be counted?Chen Mu withdrew his hand in embarrassment and stood up.Chen Mu opened a box, took out a pair of exquisitely crafted men's leather shoes, showed it to Qin Suoyi, and said, "How about we discuss the details in the back room?"

Obviously avoiding the master and wanting to chat with her alone.

Qin Suoyi understood his intention and nodded.

When the two entered the room, Chen Mu asked her to sit down, then poured her a glass of boiled water from the kettle and handed it to her.Qin Suoyi felt like a lifetime away from using a kettle with an inner liner. She hadn't seen this kind of antique for a long time, and it seemed that this thing was not in the same world as her.But looking at the indifference on Chen Mu's face, it seems that he is quite used to boiling the kettle.

Perhaps, Chen Mu is not in the same world as her anymore.

"Don't wear high heels when you go shopping in the future." This was Chen Mu's opening remarks.

Qin Suoyi didn't answer.

"How are you recently?" This was the second sentence Chen Mu said to her.

Qin Suoyi curled his lips: "It's okay."

Chen Mu was silent for a moment: "Have you got a boyfriend yet?"

"I'm afraid that a man like you will not be able to get together in the end, and I can't afford to be hurt, so I haven't dared to make friends." Qin Suoyi said it was an excuse.She has never accepted other men because she feels that they are not suitable.To put it bluntly, she is also a woman with high vision.The reason why I said that was just to choke Chen Mu, to balance the depression of breaking up at the beginning.

Chen Mu smiled self-deprecatingly: "Yiyi, I proposed to break up because of unavoidable difficulties. It's not that I don't love you anymore."

"Well, I know." Qin Suoyi responded generously, not wanting to talk about the past, she directly changed the subject: "By the way, you have been here all these years? Didn't you study abroad at the beginning? Later I heard You disappeared, so you returned to China and hid in this small city as a shoemaker?"

"It's a long story. I was very depressed abroad and didn't have the mind to study. I went to see a psychiatrist. The doctor said that I had depression and I had to relax. Then I traveled around the world and finally returned to my motherland. Then At that time, City B had just experienced a major earthquake, and I felt so pitiful, so I came to have a look. It was probably because of the flood of sympathy. I have been a rural teacher here for two years. I have a student who lost a piece of clothing during the earthquake. The other leg is deformed. The road in the mountains is not good, and it takes several hours to walk. Every time he comes to school, his feet are horrible. I want to help him. Later I found out that my master can make shoes for the disabled. Ben I want to order a pair for my students. Unexpectedly, one of my strings was touched, so I decided to apprentice. The master said, if it weren’t for me, this skill would have been lost.”

"Because you feel pity for these handicapped people, you work hard to keep this craft and do your best?" Qin Suoyi couldn't help asking.

It's not like the Chen Mu she knew.Although Chen Mu in her memory was kind, he was not compassionate.It is definitely not pity that can touch him to do these things!

Chen Mu didn't answer directly, neither admitting nor denying it.He just handed the custom-made shoes in his hand to Qin Suoyi: "Your brother will wear these shoes much easier than buying them. Don't bother buying shoes in the future. Call me and report the size. I'll make it and send it to you." for you."

What else can Qin Suoyi say?Can only say "oh".Then there was a long silence.

The boiled water on the table was cold, so Qin Suoyi said quietly.This sentence seemed to have drained a lot of her strength and courage.

"Chen Mu, is it impossible for us again?" She has been wanting to ask this question since Chen Mu proposed to break up until now. After holding back for so long, she finally had the opportunity to ask.After all, she likes Chen Mu, maybe it has faded a lot over the years, but only Chen Mu has ever been in her heart.What she hopes most is him.

Chen Mu obviously didn't expect Qin Suoyi to ask this question.He was stunned for a moment, then bowed his head silently, and after a while, still bowed his head, but smiled bitterly on his face: "It's impossible."

"Why?" Qin Suoyi's heart seemed to be strangled at that moment, and it hurt.

"I'm not good enough for you." Chen Mu still didn't look up.Are you afraid to look at her?

"This is not a reason, don't take me for a fool." Qin Suoyi pursed his lips, and suddenly held Chen Mu's head with both hands, forcing him to look up at her.When Qin Suoyi tried his best to raise Chen Mu's head, Qin Suoyi was startled.

Tears were all over Chen Mu's face. When he looked at her, he was so infatuated with admiration, and he still couldn't let go.

He loves her very much, loves her very much.But we can't be together anymore, there will never be a chance.

"Chen Mu..." Qin Suoyi's nose became sour, "Why are you crying?"

"I love you, Qin Suoyi. What should I do? I really love you." When Chen Mu was crying, he pulled away Qin Suoyi's hand holding his head.He turned his head fiercely, wiped his face heavily with his hands, wiped away his tears, and took a deep breath: "I won't give you away. There is my business card in the shoe box, give me your brother's shoes .”

Qin Suoyi sat on the sofa dejectedly, quietly looking at Chen Mu who was still crying.She knew that something must have happened between them that made him not be with her even if he loved her deeply.She also knew that she couldn't ask about this matter, nor could she change it.

At this moment, Qin Suoyi really understood one thing.

It turns out that there is such a feeling in the world, the happiness that cries to the heartache, and the name is what you can't ask for.Is it she who can't ask for it, or Chen Mu who can't ask for it?She doesn't know, she only knows that she is very heartbroken now, the first love that didn't bear fruit when she was young.

First love, never again.First love, goodbye.

Qin Suoyi sat in the taxi with a shoe box in his hand, staring blankly at the busy traffic outside the window.Because of Qin Suoyi's foot pain, the shoe store was in a small alley, a little far from the street, so Chen Mu took her to the street to take a taxi on a bicycle.When she was young, she also sat behind his bicycle, smiling so brightly.Now, time has passed, and she is also sitting behind his car, wiping away her tears quietly.

Years change people's appearance and mentality, but they can't change the person hidden in the memory.

That was the last time Qin Suoyi hugged Chen Mu's waist, leaned his head on his broad back, and when he closed his eyes, tears fell.She was saying goodbye, she was reluctant to part, she said: "Chen Mu, goodbye."

Qin Suoyi obviously felt that Chen Mu's back was stiff, and the wind in her ears was a bit loud, but she could still hear Chen Mu's soft "hmm", it was so soft, as if she didn't want to Admit the same.When Qin Suoyi got into the taxi, she saw Chen Mu standing there looking at her.Just like looking at her before, his eyes are soft and soft, and he is deeply infatuated with her.

She has met many boys' admiring gazes towards her, but she has never seen such a gentle and infatuated gaze like Chen Mu's.

Thinking of Chen Mu's gaze, Qin Suoyi, who was sitting in a daze in the car, tightly grasped the shoe box in his hand and hugged it in his arms.

The most painful ending of a relationship is not the breakup, but the fact that there is still the other party in the heart, but it is so nothing, it is impossible.

When the taxi arrived at the hotel, Qin Suoyi was giving money when he caught sight of Fu Yuxiu who got off from the car in front.In order to avoid embarrassment, Qin Suoyi deliberately slowed down the motion.The movement was completely slow. In order to appear natural, Qin Suoyi had to exaggerate the foot injury.When she finally came to the elevator entrance, she found that Fu Yuxiu was still waiting for the elevator at the elevator entrance.

This time, she neither advanced nor retreated, holding on to her feet, unable to move an inch.

The perimeter of the elevator is smooth metal, like a mirror.Fu Yuxiu had already seen Qin Suoyi through the mirror.Originally, she wanted to pretend that she didn't see her, and avoided seeing her as she wished.But when Fu Yuxiu saw something wrong with Qin Suoyi's feet, he was limping, he couldn't ignore it, and turned to look at Qin Suoyi.

Well, it has been seen... Qin Suoyi declared his surrender before finishing his last dying struggle.She smiled dryly at Fu Yuxiu twice, walked over with a limp, and smiled silly at him: "What a coincidence."

Fu Yuxiu gave a faint "hmm", glanced at Qin Suoyi's feet, and asked casually, "What's wrong with your feet?"

"It's been too much walking, and the skin is worn out. It's nothing serious."

Fu Yuxiu twitched the corners of his mouth: "Why do you wear such high heels when you go shopping? You are not short, flat shoes are also a good choice."

Even Fu Yuxiu made her wear flat shoes.She has always only worn high heels, and no one has ever asked her to change them. Today, for some reason, people she didn't expect to meet and people she didn't want to meet told her not to wear high heels, and let her get rid of her years of habits?Is she going to try to change it?Are there things that would be better viewed from a different angle?
Qin Suoyi said to Fu Yuxiu: "I'm used to wearing high heels. I don't care about flat shoes."

"Some things, it's better to choose what suits you, rather than what you're used to or like." Fu Yuxiu was a little angry when Qin Suoyi declined.

Qin Suoyi pursed his lips, resisting and said: "If you don't like it, you don't want to use it, and it's useless if it suits you."

"..." Fu Yuxiu narrowed his eyes and approached Qin Suoyi.Qin Suoyi was frightened by the situation, couldn't help but took two steps back, and leaned against the wall.After Fu Yu corrected it, he swept her cheek with one hand and pressed it against the wall, followed by the other hand against the other side of her head.

Qin Suoyi was completely trapped.

Fu Yuxiu was tall, and he was able to look at Qin Suoyi's eye level by bowing his head and bending over.As the distance between the two got closer, Qin Suoyi became more and more nervous.She said, "What are you going to do?"

Fu Yuxiu said: "If you don't like it, you not only don't want it, but throw it away, destroying the corpse and destroying the trace, right?"

"Ah?" Qin Suoyi didn't expect this irrelevant question, and answered honestly: "If you don't like it, you won't use it, and if you don't use it, of course you should throw it away! As for the destruction of corpses and traces, it's a bit serious. Will the tattered ones like it? Hehe..."

"Oh, what you don't like is rags." Fu Yuxiu suddenly realized and nodded, then laughed at himself: "What you like is treasure?"

Qin Suoyi nodded sharply.

Fu Yuxiu laughed, faintly, but with mixed emotions that were indescribable.

Qin Suoyi didn't know why Fu Yuxiu had this series of behaviors.Her words touched him?

"Qin Suoyi." Fu Yuxiu suddenly let go of her restraint.

Qin Suoyi took a breath and looked at him blankly.

"Do me a favor, would you?"

"Ah?" Qin Suoyi was a little surprised, she didn't expect Fu Yuxiu to ask her for such a day.

"After this endorsement event is over, it will disappear from my world forever." Fu Yuxiu looked at her seriously.

Qin Suoyi was stunned for a long time.The positions seem to be swapped?This seems to be what she wants, right?As stubborn as she was, Qin Suoyi said to Fu Yuxiu sarcastically, "I'll help with this."

Coincidentally, the elevator finally came.Qin Suoyi bowed, stretched out his hand, and made a "please" gesture: "Boss Fu, please first."

Feeling glaring, Fu Yuxiu clenched his fists tighter and tighter, angrily pinched Qin Suoyi's head, and directly kissed Qin Suoyi heavily in public.Simple lips touched lips, but because of the force of the collision, Qin Suoyi opened his mouth in surprise, and his front teeth hit Fu Yuxiu's delicate lips directly, bleeding!
Fu Yuxiu frowned, covered his bleeding lips, and gave Qin Suoyi a hard look, then angrily got on the elevator, and childishly refused to let Qin Suoyi get on, and directly closed the elevator door.

Qin Suoyi felt that he was very innocent.Wasn't she the one who was kissed?Why did the roles switch again, and it was his turn to stare at her?What a world this is!

After thinking carefully for a while, Qin Suoyi recovered from his resentment and was entangled with another problem.

Why did Fu Yuxiu kiss her just now?So rude, so violent, definitely not love!

Qin Suoyi struggled with it for a long time, eating, bathing, and sleeping. Finally, the next morning, with panda eyes on her face, she called Fu Yuxiu.She wants to ask what happened.

"Hello." Fu Yuxiu answered the phone, always very official.

"Why did you kiss me yesterday?"

"..." No one can accept Qin Suoyi's straightforward approach, right?
Fu Yuxiu didn't speak.Qin Suoyi urged him several times before Fu Yuxiu replied, "Why do you want to know?"

He actually asked her why?Qin Suoyi was angry: "I was kissed for no reason, why don't you want to know the reason?"

"I haven't figured out why yet."

"..." Qin Suoyi was completely angry, and his voice raised eight tones: "I'm asking you why, not an excuse!"

"Beep beep..." A busy tone came from the other end of the phone.

Fu Yuxiu actually hung up on her directly?Qin Suoyi was so angry that he threw his phone on the bed and screamed manically.After the endorsement is over, she must not say a word to Fu Yuxiu, or she will wear flat heels!

When she was in grief and anger, her cell phone rang.She thought it was Fu Yuxiu who called to apologize, and immediately slandered all kinds of abuse, picked up the phone, checked the caller ID, it was the band leader, her heart sank.

She picked up her cell phone, returned to normal, and connected the head of the group.

The group leader told her that the orchestra had an urgent performance, and a group of people would go back to the Netherlands. She was on the list of the Dutch group, and asked her to prepare for the plane at twelve o'clock at noon.Qin Suoyi was very excited.Firstly, she misses her brothers and sisters in Holland; secondly, she doesn't want to face Fu Yuxiu anymore; thirdly, Chen Mu is in this city, and she is afraid that she will not be able to control herself to see him.To put it bluntly, it is much more evasive.

So, Qin Suoyi packed his luggage with cheerful steps, returned the card, took a taxi, and waited for the plane.During the boring time waiting for the plane, Qin Suoyi finally realized that it was too impolite for him to leave silently.So she sent Fu Yuxiu a WeChat message.

——The room card has been returned, the benefit performance in city B is over, see you in city A.Thank you for the hospitality these two days, I have gained 3 taels, and the kiss yesterday will be regarded as repaying your debt of favor, and the two are cleared.

In less than 3 minutes, Fu Yuxiu replied to WeChat.Qin Suoyi is looking forward to what Fu Yuxiu thinks about the forced kiss incident yesterday.

——Safe trip, see you in City A.

No mention at all, default?Or in Fu Yuxiu's heart, a forced kiss is just a way of greeting?Qin Suoyi was very annoyed by Fu Yuxiu's attitude but could do nothing about it. In the end, she miraculously found that she cared too much about this matter, and she was a little abnormal.

Qin Suoyi thumped his head in frustration, blaming himself for making a fuss out of a molehill and making others laugh at him. From now on, this matter, Over!

According to the usual practice, when Qin Suoyi returned to the Netherlands after going out to perform, he would call his grandfather and ask Amu to pick her up.Because grandpa passed away, Qin Suoyi called Dr. Bate.Dr. Bate was not as easy-spoken as his grandfather, who would directly tell the story cheerfully. Instead, he seriously accused Qin Suoyi of not taking care of the disabled and causing trouble for the disabled.Qin Suoyi just smiled stupidly, and then the nagging Dr. Bett knew that his strictness was useless to the rogue Qin Suoyi, so he had to tell Amu honestly.

When Qin Suoyi reached the exit, he saw Amu standing in the conspicuous old place looking out.For some reason, Qin Suoyi felt as if he had passed away.This trip back home was like a dream.Probably because her world has been without Fu Yuxiu and Chen Mu for too long, their appearance made her feel strange and unaccustomed.Seeing Amu, she felt that she was awake.

Qin Suoyi stepped forward, hugged Amu, and shook his body: "Amu, I miss you so much."

Amu embraced Qin Suoyi, smiling gently: "Amu also misses Yiyi very much. When Yiyi comes back, will you celebrate my birthday with me?"

Qin Suoyi's brain became active in an instant.Yes, there are two days left for Amu's birthday.It just happened to be the day of her performance, which was not a coincidence.Qin Suoyi is not a dead-headed person, she will take care of both sides.She let go of Amu, and smiled at Amu: "It's your birthday, when will I miss it?"

Amu also smiled: "Except for three times, Xiuxiu has never been left behind, although each time it is one day late."

Qin Suoyi was stunned.

Amu went on to say: "Xiuxiu said that you can't meet, so he has to be late one day. But this time Xiuxiu said that you can meet, the three of us can finally be together, so happy."

Looking at Amu's happy smile, Qin Suoyi knew how eager he was to resume the threesome.That's right, the three of them have been inseparable since childhood. Although Fu Yuxiu always bullied her and Amu, Amu is still very clingy to Fu Yuxiu, and she also has a kind of unexplained dependence.

Well, she should take things back then calmly, let the past be like wind, and go back as much as possible.

Qin Suoyi returned to Amu: "Well, the three of us lived together."

When he arrived at Holland's home, Qin Suoyi called Fu Yuxiu directly, but he couldn't get through.Only then did Qin Suoyi remember that the Netherlands was more than seven hours later than in China, and it was early morning in China.What a shame, every time I tried to find him, I couldn't get through.After more than ten hours of flying, Qin Suoyi was also tired. After taking a shower, he rolled on the bed and fell asleep.

Qin Suoyi was woken up by the phone call.She closed her eyes and answered the phone without looking at the caller ID: "Hello."

"It's me." Fu Yuxiu also seemed very tired.

"Hmm. What's the matter?" Qin Suoyi returned, still half awake and half asleep.

"When I turned it on, I saw your call."

"Yeah." Qin Suoyi replied, and there was no more to say, because she fell asleep right away.Fu Yuxiu fed him many times, but got no reply, so he immediately hung up the phone with a worried look on his face.

Qin Suoyi was completely woken up by the knock on the door this time.She bounced impatiently, scratched her fluffy hair frantically, and got up irritably to open the door.When Qin Suoyi saw Fu Yuxiu standing in front of him who could not be in the Netherlands, he was completely dumbfounded.

Seeing Qin Suoyi's frightened look, Fu Yuxiu knew that his worries were unnecessary.He coughed twice in embarrassment: "I woke you up, sorry."

"That's not the point. Why are you in Holland? You came here by rocket?"

"I just got off the plane when I called you back."

"Flying here overnight?" Qin Suoyi asked in disbelief.

"Yeah, it's rare to be able to celebrate Amu's birthday on time." Fu Yuxiu said a little sadly.

Qin Suoyi suddenly felt uncomfortable.In those years, she was so decisive, and he worked so hard to keep his promise. If it wasn't for his younger brother, they might never see each other again.Qin Suoyi invited Fu Yuxiu to sit in the room, knowing that he didn't drink coffee, so he poured him a glass of boiled water.

Fu Yuxiu was a little curious about Qin Suoyi's bachelor apartment, his eyes wandered non-stop, and what he saw most was the giant photo hanging on the wall in the living room.In the photo, Qin Suoyi is playing the cello quietly, the beautiful curve of the neck, the long black hair, and the slight smile at the corner of the mouth are fatal temptations.Coupled with those affectionate eyes, looking at her cello vaguely is like looking at a loved one.She is beautiful and has a good temperament.There are really too few women in Fu Yuxiu's contact. For a moment, his heart beat faster and his palms were sweaty.

Seeing him staring at her picture like this, Qin Suoyi couldn't help asking: "Am I beautiful?"

Forgive her for being smelly and shameless, this is her disease!
Fu Yuxiu looked back at Qin Suoyi, and after looking at it for a long time, he replied: "The photo is prettier than the real person." It means that the photo is not real.

Qin Suoyi puffed up his cheeks, unconvinced: "Many people say I'm beautiful!"

"Do you care about my evaluation so much?"

Qin Suoyi was speechless.Yes, why should you care about yourself in his eyes?
Fu Yuxiu said: "In these years, if you don't find a boyfriend, you can't forget Chen Mu?" Fu Yuxiu suddenly mentioned Chen Mu, which surprised Qin Suoyi.She didn't know how to answer for a while.When she acquiesced, Fu Yuxiu said, "Don't wait for him. If he is willing to come back, he would have come back a long time ago. Find a good man to marry, and don't delay yourself."

Fu Yuxiu didn't know that Qin Suoyi and Chen Mu had already met each other, and they already knew the result.Fu Yuxiu's words hit Qin Suoyi's sensitive nerves, and she said unhappily: "This is my business, don't worry about it, there are many men who like me, you should deal with your own business first, you have a bad temper If it's so bad, a good woman won't want to be with you."

Fu Yuxiu smiled and didn't care about Qin Suoyi.After a while, Fu Yuxiu suddenly said, "What if I like you too?" His eyes locked on the surprised Qin Suoyi.

Qin Suoyi blinked blankly at him, apparently he didn't expect Fu Yuxiu to confess to her suddenly?

Fu Yuxiu suddenly laughed, with self-mockery and sadness in his smile: "I don't like you anymore. You are a stupid woman, no good."

"Hi!" Qin Suoyi muttered dissatisfiedly.

Fu Yuxiu shrugged: "Let's leave it to those men who are tempted by your beauty. That's the end of this topic, what are you going to do for Amu's birthday?"

"I was going to perform that day, and the show ended at 10 o'clock. So I think you took Amura to the theater that day, watched my performance first, and then the audience left, and I went on stage alone and sang Happy Birthday to Amura, how about it?"

"Very good." Fu Yuxiu nodded in agreement.

"Then it's decided." Qin Suoyi was very happy to get approval.

Fu Yuxiu didn't stay long, Amu's birthday was arranged, so he got up to say goodbye.Before leaving, Fu Yuxiu suddenly asked Qin Suoyi: "Will I get your birthday present this year?"

Qin Suoyi was startled.

Fu Yuxiu curled his lips, said nothing, and waved away.Qin Suoyi stared blankly at Fu Yuxiu's slightly lonely back, and then realized that Fu Yuxiu's birthday presents in the past were all expensive gifts bought with money.The value here is just money, maybe there is no heart at all.At that time, every time she gave Fu Yuxiu a gift, it hurt her heart.But in Fu Yuxiu's eyes, her gift was really too bad.

She has been cursing Fu Yuxiu for treating her badly, why has she ever been kind to him?Even a little thought?

Qin Suoyi was quite popular in Amsterdam, and there were many suitors among her fans, and she couldn't remember how many suitors she had rejected.Among them, the most persevering is the blue-eyed little prince Hall, the son of Qin Suoyi's band leader, who can play the piano well, and is three years younger than Qin Suoyi. For three years, he said "I love you" every day.

Hall knew that Qin Suoyi had returned to the Netherlands, so he waited for Qin Suoyi at the training ground early.Qin Suoyi found the "enemy situation" 50 meters away from the training ground, and immediately turned around and ran away.She was afraid of this kid, who would pester her too much.Qin Suoyi also complained to the head of the group, and the head of the group always shrugged his shoulders and said he was helpless, and only said that unless she had a boyfriend, Hall would not give up.Qin Suoyi once went to the doctor in a hurry and asked Amu to make up for it. As a result, Huoer became angry and said that he would not give up unless he found a better boyfriend than him.

So, she was gone.Hall is called the little prince, of course he has his excellence, but she doesn't feel it, she is like a stone, no matter how hot she is, she won't be hot...

Qin Suoyi ran too fast, and when she stopped, she realized that she had come to Amu's flower garden consciously.She was wearing high heels, and her feet were very unsteady in the soft soil, so she had to move slowly into the flowerbed.

She opened the door, put her head in first, and saw a tall figure standing inside.Qin Suoyi knew that this person was not Amu.Amu's shoulders are not as wide as this person's, his waist is not as narrow as this person's, and his legs are not as long as this person's... Well, this back is perfect, his figure is really good, and he must have exercised a lot.Qin Suoyi couldn't help squinting his eyes, feeling that the figure from the back looked familiar, and a flash of light came to his mind, yes, Fu Yuxiu!
Knowing that the person inside was Fu Yuxiu, Qin Suoyi reflexively wanted to run away.However, she stopped leaving in the next second.Didn't you just make up your mind yesterday, go back to the past, and continue to be a little partner?Qin Suoyi took a deep breath, turned around and walked in, and called out, "Hey, Fu Yuxiu."

Fu Yuxiu turned around and looked over.

Qin Suoyi knew that there is a saying in Chinese called "Looking back and smiling, Bai Meisheng", Fu Yuxiu didn't smile, even his face was expressionless, but his face was really charming.Holding a bouquet of golden tulips in his hand, he has a slightly innocent face.

If he gave flowers to a woman like this, that woman would definitely fall in love with him.

Seeing Qin Suoyi walking towards him, Fu Yuxiu was slightly surprised, put the flowers in his hand into a vase, and asked casually, "Why are you here?"

"Oh, yes... ah!" As soon as he walked in front of Fu Yuxiu, Qin Suoyi's high-heeled shoes finally couldn't bear the soft soil under his feet, and sprained.Fu Yuxiu had quick eyesight and quick hands, and promptly supported Qin Suoyi, holding her tightly in his arms.Qin Suoyi fell on Fu Yuxiu's chest, smelling the faint fragrance of tulips on his body.Qin Suoyi couldn't help but close his eyes to feel it, and tightly clutched Fu Yuxiu's clothes.

The thumping heartbeat in Qin Suoyi's ear obviously accelerated.Qin Suoyi looked up at Fu Yuxiu, followed his graceful chin, and saw that he was obviously uncomfortable: "What's wrong with your feet? Can you get off the ground?"

Only then did Qin Suoyi realize that he had put all his weight on Fu Yuxiu, standing on one foot...

Just now, Fu Yuxiu's heartbeat accelerated, was it just a simple physical reaction of being affected?

"Oh!" Amu, who was standing outside the door, covered his eyes with a snicker, and said with a smile, "Excuse me."

The two immediately separated like an electric shock.Qin Suoyi yelled at Amu uncomfortably: "Come back." Amu immediately came back, winking at Qin Suoyi: "This time Xiuxiu kissed you secretly, did you find out?"

Qin Suoyi didn't react for a while, and said "ah".Fu Yuxiu immediately grabbed Amu and tapped his head lightly: "Remember some useless things."

Amu made a face at Qin Suoyi and kept laughing.

Fu Yuxiu turned the topic back to the question just now: "The feet seem to be all right?"

"Yes." Qin Suoyi replied.

"Why is Yiyi here? You don't want to rehearse today?"

"Forget it, Hall is blocking the door and dare not go in."

"Hall?" Fu Yuxiu asked curiously.

Amu, who knew the details, replied eagerly as if grabbing credit: "I know, I know. Hall likes Yiyi, but Yiyi disagrees. Yiyi used to let me pretend to be her boyfriend to force Hall to leave. But I am not good enough, and Hall does not agree." I am willing to retreat despite difficulties." Being rejected by Hall, Amu was slightly frustrated.

Fu Yuxiu stroked Amu's head reassuringly.

Amu muttered: "If Xiuxiu becomes Yiyi's boyfriend, Hall will definitely stop harassing Yiyi."

Fu Yuxiu was startled.Qin Suoyi's eyes suddenly lit up.Qin Suoyi blew a kiss to Amu: "Oh, Amu is so smart." Then Qin Suoyi folded his hands together and begged Fu Yuxiu: "Please help, please help!"

"..." Fu Yuxiu was speechless.

As a result of the matter, Qin Suoyi hugged Fu Yuxiu's arm happily, stood in front of Hall, puffed out his chest, and proudly introduced to Hall: "This is my boyfriend, Fu Yuxiu. He has assets exceeding [-] million yuan. .Beauty and financial resources.”

Fu Yuxiu nodded politely to Hall.

Huoer's eyes turned red, and he looked at Qin Suoyi sadly: "Where did you find that little boy? So pretty!"

Qin Suoyi rubbed Fu Yuxiu's arm shyly: "My vision is so high. That's why I don't like you."

Hall snorted angrily, and asked Fu Yuxiu, "Are you really Qin Suoyi's boyfriend? Do you love her?"

Fu Yuxiu nodded twice, fully agreeing.

Hall gritted his teeth: "What kind of vision do you have? You are so good, how can you like Yiyi! Can you choose another person to like?" In the end, she was a little crying.

Why does this sound a bit wrong?Qin Suoyi frowned and thought.

Fu Yuxiu smiled, a little helpless: "I have been thinking about you every day for a while, and I didn't figure it out myself. I can like so many people, why don't I like someone else? This is probably Fate. I can only fall in love with her, there is no other way."

Hall looked at Fu Yuxiu seriously, and finally sighed in frustration: "Okay, I bless you. I can see that you are sincere." Hall then looked at Qin Suoyi who was snickering .Seeing Huoer looking at her, Qin Suoyi immediately became serious, pretending to be arrogant.

"I said, if you have a good boyfriend, I will quit automatically. It's not that I lost, but I know that there is a good person who loves the goddess in my heart, and it is better than I love my goddess." Huo Qin Suoyi was dumbfounded by Er's words.

Seeing Hall leave resolutely, Qin Suoyi couldn't recover for a moment.

Fu Yuxiu said: "You missed a good man."

Qin Suoyi laughed innocently: "I don't like it, there's nothing I can do. My love can't be casual."

Fu Yuxiu was speechless.

Qin Suoyi suddenly slapped him with his arm: "What you said to Hall just now is so true. Your acting skills are good."

Fu Yuxiu changed the subject with a smile: "Go to the rehearsal. I'm going back."

"OK, bye."

"Goodbye."

The two waved goodbye and walked in opposite directions, getting farther and farther away.

The furthest distance in the world is not when you stand in front of me but don't know that I love you.Rather, you stand in front of me, but you don't know that it is true that I said that I loved you so seriously.

Qin Suoyi is a romantic person at heart.On the day of Amu's birthday, she and Fu Yuxiu celebrated Amu's birthday according to the plan. After the performance, they specially ordered the venue to lock the gate of the theater and refuse to allow outsiders to enter.In the huge theater hall, only Fu Yuxiu and Amu sat in the front row.Qin Suoyi sat alone on the stage, a beam of light that was not too strong hit her pretty face, as if it had made her transparent, the fur on her skin could be seen, and a pair of long eyelashes Fluttering, fluttering, like a fluttering butterfly.

Qin Suoyi loves to put her beautiful hair on one side, pretending to show her most beautiful long neck naturally.She elegantly played the birthday song with a low cello tone, which was long and sad.A head of flowing hair flows like a waterfall with the movement of playing the violin.Most of the time, Qin Suoyi always has an unscrupulous appearance. Only by picking up the cello can he be a dignified and elegant beauty.

When Qin Suoyi raised his head at the end of the song, he happened to meet Fu Yuxiu's eyes.At that moment, her mind went blank for a second.Because she saw the eyes that only Chen Mu would show her - infatuation.It was an admiration that could be seen at a glance, so easily displayed.The aloof Fu Yuxiu, he has always been supercilious, as if everything in the world could be trampled under his feet, he dismissed it.Just like how Qin Suoyi first met Fu Yuxiu.

Well, this boy is not easy to get close to, his heart is covered tightly with a membrane.His eyes were always cold.

Where did Qin Suoyi think that Fu Yuxiu's eyes would also be hot and emotional sometimes?She thought she saw Chen Mu, but she clearly understood that the person sitting under the stage was Fu Yuxiu.

After Fu Yuxiu met Qin Suoyi's eyes, he turned his head unnaturally and pretended to talk to Amu: "Happy birthday, Amu."

Amu smiled: "Xiuxiu, are you going to kiss Yiyi again this time?"

Fu Yuxiu was taken aback for a moment.Amu winked at Fu Yuxiu: "One year when I celebrated my birthday, we all drank and fell asleep in the living room. I got up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, and saw you hugging Yiyi and kissing her, like a thief. "

Fu Yuxiu raised his finger and put it on his mouth: "You know this, I know it, don't let others know about it, especially Yiyi."

Amu smirked: "Are you afraid that Yiyi will come back with a kiss?"

Fu Yuxiu smiled without saying a word.

At the end of the song, Qin Suoyi stood up, walked directly to the edge of the stage, and waved to them.Fu Yuxiu and Amu got up and walked over.Amu asked Qin Suoyi: "Is Yiyi going to jump off?"

The stage is about 1.3 meters high, neither high nor low.Qin Suoyi grinned at Amu, he really had this plan.It was a long way to go to the backstage and then to the front desk. The high heels she was wearing were quite uncomfortable. It is estimated that after walking a few more steps, her feet would be useless.So she just jumped right in and let them catch it.

Qin Suoyi directly took off the high heels on his feet, opened his arms, and asked with a smile: "Amu, come and pick me up."

Amu hid behind Fu Yuxiu: "You are so heavy, you will hurt me." Then Amu pushed Fu Yuxiu: "Xiu Xiu."

Fu Yuxiu took a step forward, opened his arms, and smiled faintly at Qin Suoyi.

Qin Suoyi never expected that Fu Yuxiu would be so generous and selfless in helping each other.She shook her eyebrows, repeatedly confirming whether he would really catch her, instead of stopping suddenly and letting her fall to hell.Fu Yuxiu nodded his head several times, and finally got impatient: "You have the strength, why don't you just walk around from the backstage."

Fu Yuxiu knew Qin Suoyi's careful thoughts like the palm of his hand.Qin Suoyi felt that he couldn't hold back his face anymore, so he quickly rushed towards Fu Yuxiu.Fu Yuxiu hugged Qin Suoyi...

The two hugged tightly.

Qin Suoyi seemed to feel Fu Yuxiu's strong heartbeat, and it was pressed against his chest, so he felt safe.She couldn't help but bury her face between Fu Yuxiu's necks, sniffing his unique body fragrance, seemed a little intoxicated, and couldn't help closing her eyes.

Fu Yuxiu carefully put Qin Suoyi down, and when he let go, he found that Qin Suoyi was still hugging him tightly.He was stunned for a moment, and separated Qin Suoyi slightly: "It's safe, let go."

Feeling the pushing and shoving from outside, Qin Suoyi suddenly opened his eyes, flicked away from Fu Yuxiu, and said with a very embarrassing smile: "Thank you."

Amu stood watching from the sidelines, and said unintentionally, but unexpectedly fanned the flames: "When Yiyi hugged Xiuxiu, she was so comfortable that she closed her eyes."

Qin Suoyi put on his shoes, and glared at Amu by the way: "I closed my eyes because I was afraid. Also, you heartless little white-eyed wolf, who am I for! You know that I sing a birthday song, I have to How much is it? Not even a thank you, and still fanning the flames!"

Amu felt very innocent, he just told the truth, nothing else.

Fu Yuxiu smoothed things over: "Okay, let's make cakes."

In the past, no matter whose birthday it was, the three would always get together to make a black truffle cake and celebrate together.After so many years, it is really a long-lost blessing to be able to make a cake with a peaceful heart to celebrate like when I was young.

The three went to Fu Yuxiu's old house.When Qin Suoyi entered this house again, he felt quite emotional in his heart, counting his fingers, he hadn't been here for about eight years.Because Fu Yuxiu has already settled in China, the house here usually has cleaning workers and gardeners, and when he comes in, it is deserted.

Fu Yuxiu took off his coat and rolled up his sleeves: "Sit whatever you want, I'll turn on the heater."

Qin Suoyi nodded, sat on the sofa, casually flipped through the weekly magazines on the table.Amu leaned over and smiled at Qin Suoyi: "Yiyi, I saw someone smear cake on their face in a TV show, it seemed very fun, how about we go and wipe it on later?"

How embarrassing should that be?Qin Suoyi hesitated.She had her hair done for more than two hours today, and she was not very willing to waste it, but seeing the expectant look on the face of the birthday star, Qin Suoyi reluctantly agreed.

When Fu Yuxiu came, the room was already much warmer.Fu Yuxiu said, "Let's go, go to the kitchen."

Qin Suoyi took Amu to the kitchen. As before, Qin Suoyi was in charge of making the cake, Fu Yuxiu was in charge of arranging the cream and black truffle, and Amu helped them both.They didn't say anything, still in that tacit understanding.When Qin Suoyi needed help, he would always call out to Fu Yuxiu, just like before.Fu Yuxiu watched Qin Suoyi treat him as before, and felt that time was really delicate, some dependence became a habit, and some dependence became envy.

Unfortunately, Qin Suoyi's dependence on him has become a habit, while his own has become an admiration.Therefore, if she doesn't love him, he doesn't blame her, it's because he doesn't have this blessing.

When the cake was baked, Amu applauded happily, and then secretly gave Qin Suoyi a look, Qin Suoyi responded to Amu understandingly.One, two, three...the two acted at the same time, grabbed a handful of cakes and directly spread them on Fu Yuxiu's face.

Amu laughed wildly.Qin Suoyi also giggled when he saw that Fu Yuxiu's face was full of embarrassment with black truffles.Fu Yuxiu narrowed his eyes and asked dangerously, "Whose idea?"

"He (she)!" The two unscrupulous partners bluntly shirk responsibility.

Fu Yuxiu immediately grabbed a handful, and as a matter of principle, directly wiped it on Qin Suoyi's face.

Qin Suoyi screamed: "You know how to bully me." Then she also grabbed a handful and wiped it away at Fu Yuxiu.Fu Yuxiu hides and hides, but Qin Suoyi doesn't succeed, playing tricks, covering his stomach and screaming for pain.Fu Yuxiu didn't believe it at first, but thinking of Qin Suoyi's dysmenorrhea, he couldn't help leaning over.Qin Suoyi immediately wiped it on when he saw the opportunity, and Fu Yuxiu had quick eyesight and quick hands, and hid again.Unwilling to give up, Qin Suoyi rushed over, with too much momentum, and directly threw Fu Yuxiu down...

Amu stood aside and said, "Yiyi is going to kiss Xiuxiu." Then she squatted beside her and watched carefully.

Qin Suoyi propped his hands on the ground, fixedly looking at Fu Yuxiu, whose face was covered with black truffles.He had long since lost his handsome appearance, but Qin Suoyi thought Fu Yuxiu was very good-looking.Qin Suoyi became very playful, and actually, as Amu said, he slowly leaned over to kiss Fu Yuxiu.Fu Yuxiu was stunned for a moment, and when their lips were about to get close, Qin Suoyi smirked mischievously: "When you wipe the cake, you are very skilled, why do you let others slaughter you when you want to kiss you?"

Only then did Fu Yuxiu narrow his eyes, knowing that he was being played by Qin Suoyi.

Qin Suoyi was about to get up, but Fu Yuxiu grabbed Qin Suoyi's neck, forced her head down, kissed her hard, and then sneered at Qin Suoyi's disbelieving face: "Understood." What do you mean losing your wife and losing your army?"

"..."

"Ah, Xiuxiu kissed Yiyi again. Why do you like kissing Yiyi so much?" Amu leaned over and asked.

Fu Yuxiu replied: "Because Qin Yiyi doesn't need money, it's free."

"Fu Yuxiu!" Qin Suoyi roared angrily.It's too shameful for such a person to get cheap and act good!

They drank again in the evening.Fu Yuxiu never liked to get drunk, but today he drank very hard, as if he deliberately got himself drunk.Qin Suoyi was puzzled, but she didn't stop it, because she knew that Amu would stop him and ask why.Sure enough, Amu persuaded her to drink as she wished, and asked, "Xiuxiu, you'll get drunk after drinking so much, what's wrong with you?"

Fu Yuxiu raised his finger to his mouth: "Shh, if you can sleep till dawn when you're drunk, you don't want to do bad things."

"..." Both Qin Suoyi and Amu were speechless.What are the so-called bad things?
Fu Yuxiu got drunk as he wished, and fell directly on the sofa to sleep.Qin Suoyi looked at Amu helplessly: "Amu, let's go to sleep too."

"Ah."

Qin Suoyi covered Fu Yuxiu with a blanket, and took Amu upstairs.

Fu Yuxiu's house has exclusive guest rooms for Qin Suoyi and Amu.What left Qin Suoyi speechless was that Amu's guest room could be opened, but Qin Suoyi's was locked.Qin Suoyi was speechless.Amu explained: "Xiuxiu said, you won't come to live again, I'm afraid I can't help but miss you, so I locked it."

"..." That's right, who would have thought that she and him could get back together again?Isn't it that she has a lot of adults?Well, she won't admit that she longs for them to go back, too.

Qin Suoyi didn't care about it anymore, arranged for Amu to sleep, and went directly to Fu Yuxiu's room to sleep.In the middle of the night, Qin Suoyi suddenly woke up for some reason.She stared at the ceiling for a while, but still didn't feel sleepy, so she turned on the light, trying to find something to do to pass the time.

Fu Yuxiu's room is very big, with computers, bookshelves and a theater...

Qin Suoyi wanted to find a movie to pass the time, but found an old video tape.Only the time was written on it, which was ten years ago today.She remembered that it was the video tape of Amu's birthday, and it was the grand birthday party that Fu Yuxiu had prepared for Amu.

Qin Suoyi wanted to savor the aftertaste, so he looked up.Ten years ago, Fu Yuxiu was arrogant and arrogant. He walked downstairs with Amu, very solemnly said to the crowd who came to the party, and said with a London accent: This is my best friend.His eyes are precious and friendly.In the eyes of others, Amu is a person with low intelligence, but in the eyes of the mighty Fu Yuxiu, Amu is his best friend.It turned out that he didn't look down on others, but on the hypocritical people who followed him because of his family's influence.

No wonder Fu Yuxiu looked down on her too.Didn't she, Qin Suoyi, intentionally please him because of his family background?

Thinking about his past self, Qin Suoyi felt that he deserved to be bullied by Fu Yuxiu.

The party was huge, and there were a lot of people I didn't know.When Qin Suoyi saw himself ten years ago, he felt unspeakable pride in his heart.When she was still a flower bone, she perfectly showed her potential as a beauty, tsk tsk, the boys inside looked at her with light in their eyes.

But every time a boy approached her, Fu Yuxiu would always come over, and then the light in the boys' eyes dimmed, and they left in frustration.Qin Suoyi looked at Fu Yuxiu who looked like an old hen guarding chickens on the silver screen, and couldn't help laughing.

How could this be the cold Fu Yuxiu she knew, who is so nosy...

The party gradually ended, and the three of them were alone, making cakes, drinking together, falling asleep together, and then Fu Yuxiu approached the camera, trying to turn it off.

Qin Suoyi's memory is also over.She thought that the silver screen would be over, but seeing that there was still unfinished content on it, she continued watching.

The screen went dark for a second, and turned back on the next second.It should have turned off and started again.

The shot is still the one that went dark just now, but the wall clock in the background has moved by three frames, which is three hours later.Fu Yuxiu smiled crookedly at the camera, the traces of being handsome were too obvious.Three black lines appeared on Qin Suoyi's forehead. It turned out that Fu Yuxiu also had such a stinking side.

What happened next surprised Qin Suoyi...

I saw Fu Yuxiu approaching her, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, touching her sleeping face with eyes full of love, and then said a word to her silently.Qin Suoyi could understand this lip language because it was so simple and straightforward.

—I like you, idiot.

Fu Yuxiu on the silver screen carefully kissed her.

At this moment, Amu, who was sleeping beside him on the silver screen, woke up, and asked Fu Yuxiu sleepily, "Xiuxiu."

Fu Yuxiu immediately raised his finger to his mouth, for fear of waking her who was sleeping.

The video was gone, but Qin Suoyi, who had watched the video, stared at the automatic replay screen for a long time in a daze.Fu Yuxiu liked her... and it was very early.She never knew, and never dared to think.So Fu Yuxiu, who looked down on her, actually liked her...

After turning off the player, Qin Suo leaned on the soft sofa, his mind blank.Being liked is not once or twice, and it is even commonplace, but there is no time like this time, which makes her feel confused and at a loss.She has always been very sure about other men, and it is understandable that she thinks they like her.She is a beautiful woman, she has a decent career, and her family is considered superior.But what is she in front of Fu Yuxiu?She is far behind Fu Yuxiu, how could he like her?So when she saw Chen Mu, a man who was on the same level as her but exactly the same as Fu Yuxiu, she couldn't help but get close to him, because she knew that Chen Mu might belong to her, but Fu Yuxiu would never belong. she.

Qin Suoyi became more and more confused as he thought about it, he shook his head irritably, stood up from the sofa, and wanted to drink a glass of water to relieve his irritability.She went downstairs to the bar to pour a glass of water, and when she passed by the living room, she couldn't help but walk towards the sofa where Fu Yuxiu was sleeping.

The faint moonlight shone on Fu Yuxiu's flawless face, his brows were wrinkled, and his sleep was restless.This was the second time Qin Suoyi saw Fu Yuxiu's sleeping face, and both times he didn't sleep happily.Perhaps, he has been using a cold appearance to cover up the unhappiness in his heart.

He has been unhappy, why?
"Yiyi..." Fu Yuxiu suddenly babbled in his sleep.

Qin Suoyi was startled, his heart skipped a beat.He was talking in his sleep, he was calling her.

"I like you, why are you so cruel to me?" His brows were furrowed, and sweat seemed to protrude from his forehead.

Qin Suoyi tightly held the glass in his hand. If he could see clearly, he would be able to see that her fingernails were turning white because of the tight grip.It turns out...it turns out that what Pan Shiguang said was true.This is Fu Yuxiu's dream talk, full of despair and loss, more sad dream talk.

She couldn't help but take a few steps back, pretending to be calm, went upstairs and continued to sleep.Qin Suoyi forced himself to sleep, but couldn't sleep all night.

The next day, when Qin Suoyi got up and left the bedroom, he looked condescendingly at Amu in the living room sitting on the sofa where Fu Yuxiu lay on last night.He was still holding a bowl of corn soup in his hand, watching TV while eating, completely heartless.Qin Suoyi suddenly envied Amu's state of mind, he only knew how to survive, only knew how to give back to those who were kind to him, and had no distracting thoughts.He doesn't know what it is, he just knows that it's good to be alive.

Fu Yuxiu came out of the kitchen, took two portions of corn soup in his hand, looked up at Qin Suoyi who was standing at the stairs: "Come and have breakfast."

After what happened yesterday, Qin Suoyi couldn't face Fu Yuxiu with a normal heart.She responded slightly embarrassed.When eating, she didn't even dare to look at Fu Yuxiu directly.Fu Yuxiu also seemed to sense Qin Suoyi's different attitude, and couldn't help but ask, "What's wrong with you today?"

Wasn't it yesterday, did it all go back to the past?

Qin Suoyi shook his head, lowered his head and scooped up the corn soup in the bowl, without saying a word.Fu Yuxiu's eyes became deeper and deeper, and he was as smart as him. He knew what Qin Suoyi discovered last night.She watched the videotape in his room?If that's the case, if she doesn't tell, he won't ask.

After breakfast, Qin Suoyi took Amu out of Fu Yuxiu's old house.When Qin Suoyi sent Amu home, he couldn't help asking Amu: "Amu, do you still remember the night of your birthday ten years ago?"

Amu counted with his fingers how old he was ten years ago.Knowing his age back then, his eyes lit up, and he nodded with certainty: "Amu has the best memory."

"That year... Fu Yuxiu kissed me, did you know?" Qin Suoyi asked tentatively.

Amu opened his mouth in surprise: "Xiuxiu said that heaven knows, the earth knows, you know and I know, you can't let the third person know. Xiuxiu's words don't count, I'll tell you! Xiuxiu is dishonest."

Qin Suoyi took a deep breath, and continued to ask cautiously: "Amu, do you still remember what Fu Yuxiu said after you bumped into me after kissing me?"

Amu looked up at the sky and thought for a while.As if thinking about it, Amu grinned and laughed: "At that time, I asked Xiuxiu why I kissed you, and Xiuxiu said that I couldn't help it because I liked Yiyi. Then I asked Xiuxiu why she didn't kiss me, did she not like me? Xiuxiu said that Yiyi’s stamp had already been printed on his lips, so he couldn’t kiss others. He also told me that you can’t kiss anyone casually, only you can meet the person you love the most. But I still don’t understand the meaning of the person you love the most. Yiyi , what do you mean by the person you love the most?"

Qin Suoyi felt that her blood was flowing backwards, the blood supply to her brain was insufficient, and she was a little short of oxygen.She tried to take a deep breath, keep calm, and explained to Amu: "The person I love the most means that I really want to be with that person. If we are together, it will be the happiest thing."

Amu seemed to understand but not understand.

Qin Suoyi stopped suddenly, and said eagerly to Amu, "Amu, can you go back by yourself first? I'm going to find Fu Yuxiu."

Amu was a little dazed, but still nodded obediently.

Qin Suoyi ran back to the old house.It was very inconvenient for her to run because she was wearing high heels, so she took off her shoes and ran barefoot.She has to ask clearly face to face, she must ask clearly, otherwise she can't breathe.Fu Yuxiu likes her, is this true?She felt like a lunatic, actually in the midst of entanglement, having carnival joy.It turns out... It turns out that she also likes Fu Yuxiu, but she is too afraid to face her own love.Because she underestimated herself and knew that this love was impossible, she could only look up to Fu Yuxiu, how could she like her?What is the difference between cloud and mud, she understands.But deep down in her heart, she longed for this love. When she met Chen Mu, she was so happy that she thought she got it. After all, they were exactly the same.However, the person I love the most is still Fu Yuxiu, and only being with Fu Yuxiu is the happiest thing.

It turns out, it turns out...

When Qin Suoyi rushed to the door of the old house, Fu Yuxiu stood on the balcony in a daze.The two looked at each other up and down just like they did back then.

Fu Yuxiu was surprised by Qin Suoyi's return, and he was stunned before he asked, "Did you drop something?"

Qin Suoyi shook his head violently with tears in his eyes.

Fu Yuxiu said: "Wait a minute, I'll go downstairs and open the door." Fu Yuxiu turned around before Qin Suoyi stopped Fu Yuxiu: "No need, I just want to ask a few questions."

What should come is still coming.Fu Yuxiu has checked the theater, and the video tape is indeed passive.His eyes darkened, and he closed his eyes slightly, as if he was sinking.A few seconds later, he opened his eyes, looked at Qin Suoyi with a smile on his face and said, "You can ask. I will know everything without saying anything."

"I watched the video you recorded ten years ago yesterday."

"Ah."

"..." Just one, huh?This time Qin Suoyi got angry again, he didn't dare to ask, and he didn't dare to speak out his desire.

Fu Yuxiu pursed his lips, and finally said it: "I once loved you, the whole past. Qin Suoyi, but that's just the past. I won't love you now, never will."

Qin Suoyi heard the sound of heartbreak.I can't say anything anymore, the longing on my lips has no reason to say it.

"I hope we can still be friends, like before." Fu Yuxiu looked at her and said.

Qin Suoyi didn't know her sincerity because of her pride at the beginning, but now she wants to say things against her will because of this dirty pride.She said with a smile that was uglier than crying: "This is what I hope too. Hearing you say that, I feel relieved. I'm going back."

"I'm going back to China today, and we'll see you when we get back to China." Fu Yuxiu waved his hand, looking very calm.

"Well, see you later." Qin Suoyi turned around fiercely, and at the same time when he turned around, tears were streaming down his face, and he couldn't stop it.Some people say that you never know how much you love someone until he leaves you.Perhaps Qin Suoyi, at this very moment, deeply felt the heart-wrenching pain.If you can't get it, if you miss it, just miss it, there is no medicine for regret.

Her love will not end well.

Fu Yuxiu looked at her back as she gradually walked away, his eyes were full of loneliness.

Will not love her anymore, can he do it?He is a hard worker.Perhaps as Pan Shiguang said, if you want to let go of a relationship completely, you should start a new relationship.He picked up his cell phone and dialed a number he hadn't dialed.

"Hello, Miss Zhao Ziyan? I'm Fu Yuxiu, are you free tomorrow? Well, see you tomorrow."

Looks like he's not alone in wanting to start a new relationship.

(End of this chapter)