Jinzhu "Sweet Pet Love" Collection

Chapter 92 Bamboo Horse, also known as Lanyan (10)
How dare you grow old if you don't come
His dream is not Columbia University, his dream is you!
three years later.

Xi Qingnuo was going to attend the graduation ceremony, and Columbia University's graduate study was finally over.She was elected as the speaker of the graduation ceremony with honors.Xi Qingnuo never expected that human potential would be so great.Because I always felt that I was dull, and could only study hard, but found that I had a bright future, and I was the first in my Ph.D., so I was directly retained by my tutor as a teaching assistant.Probably because he studied too hard. While studying and healing his injuries, he lost weight suddenly. After three years, he lost a lot of weight, and returned to his good figure and pretty appearance in college.

After taking the graduation photo, Xi Qingnuo looked at her intellectually beautiful photo and sent it to Wei Chenming in awe.

That's right, when she chose to leave Liang Yue, she was afraid that Liang Yue would find her.Family and friends can't rely on it, so they can only ask Wei Chenming for help.She originally entered Columbia University as an exchange student, and then was admitted to the graduate school through her own efforts.In the past three years, she only knew how to study and kept away from outsiders. Her classmates thought she had autism, and her tutor took her to see psychological counseling. The test showed that she was normal.She is so withdrawn, she just wants to be alone and spend time to heal her wounds.

She is going on stage.

She looked up at the lectern emblazoned with the Columbia University crest, lost in thought.When they were young, both she and Liang Yue aspired to Columbia University, but only Liang Yue was qualified.That year, he gave up the opportunity to fly to Columbia University to study as a graduate student, and resolutely stayed by her side to take care of her bruised and bruised.

Really meticulous!

When Xi Qingnuo thought of Liang Yue's handsome face that always smiled at her, his heart twitched fiercely.Three years later, she still couldn't let it go, this time the injury was so hard to heal.She dare not watch TV, dare not go online, and she dare not touch anything about the outside world, just because she is afraid of knowing the news of Liang Yue and Ning Wanting's marriage.Deep love, deep sorrow.that is it.

"Nuo Nuo, it's your turn to go on stage." The instructor reminded Xi Qing Nuo who was in a daze.Xi Qingnuo nodded with a smile, took a deep breath, and stepped onto the podium that belonged to her peak.At that moment, there was thunderous applause from the audience.Xi Qingnuo smiled and nodded towards the audience, and said solemnly: "Hello, everyone. I am Xi Qingnuo. I have studied at Columbia University for three years. I think I am relatively famous. My grades are so good." The humor was amused.Xi Qingnuo went on to say: "You must be thinking that Xi Qingnuo's good grades are inevitable, she spends all her time on textbooks. You must look down on students with good grades like me. I accept your criticism with pleasure. Being able to stand here today is the result of my hard work, and you have no objections, right?" The audience was silent. "In this famous university, as a foreigner, I am very proud to be able to study in this university. To be honest, I didn't even dare to think about it before, because I defined myself. Stupidity is not about studying. Now I can only say that if you don’t force yourself, you don’t know how good you are. Many people may ask, why did you choose Columbia University when there are so many famous universities? Harvard seems to be more famous in China, right?
"Aha, it's true, Harvard is more famous in China than Columbia University, but it doesn't help. Because my favorite man only likes Columbia University, if it wasn't for me, he might be yours My senior. He paid a lot for me, lost his dream, lost his love, just for me. I think, he is the kind of man who would not even take his life for me. I really want to do something for him , After thinking about it, I realized how incompetent I was, and all I could do for him was to leave him and help him complete his unfinished dream."

Xi Qingnuo smiled wryly.A girl closest to her couldn't help shouting: "His dream is not Columbia University, his dream is you!" Xi Qingnuo was taken aback, and the others applauded in agreement.For a moment, Xi Qingnuo forgot the lines he had prepared long ago, and his mind went blank.The instructor standing aside coughed heavily, signaling the students in the audience to be quiet.

Students will respect their instructors, and the bottom is calm again.Xi Qingnuo had long forgotten the prepared lines, and blurted out: "But there may be someone else around him." "That means he is not the one who will die for you." "I arranged it." Xi Qingnuo immediately He retorted, as if he was afraid that others would deny his love for her. "Then...you are sick!" Xi Qingnuo pursed his lips and did not refute.It was indeed sick that she gave up such a good man, but when she thought that Liang Yue would have nothing for her, she didn't have the courage to stay by his side.She hopes that Liang Yue, whom she loves, will not worry about life, and she hopes that Liang Yue, whom she loves, will not choose the reality of bread and love.She was not afraid that Liang Yue would cruelly choose bread to abandon her like Wei Chenming, but she knew too well that Liang Yue would give up everything for her and have nothing left.

That would be even more unfair to Liang.She wasn't good enough to deserve what he did.

Xi Qingnuo directly said to the girl who scolded her: "I study so hard to improve myself, maybe because of this. I want to become better. If there is a chance in the future, I will not feel that I am not worthy of him." Treat me so well and give up everything for me. At that time, I had the capital to open my arms and say to him, Liang Yue, I can protect you, I will support you, and I will not let you suffer. My value concept is no longer self-sacrifice What I want is to make the person I love happier because of falling in love with me."

The girl didn't speak any more, just looked at her quietly.Xi Qingnuo looked up at the classmates under the stage, she wished Liang Yue could appear in front of her when she missed him like before.A familiar figure appeared in front of her eyes.Her eyes suddenly lit up.The man just met her eyes and smiled at her.Although it wasn't the person she expected, but meeting acquaintances was also a warm spring in this lonely country.After the speech, the instructor gave a speech, and the graduation ceremony ended in a regular manner.After the show, Xi Qingnuo and Wei Chenming went directly to the Columbia University coffee shop.Wei Chenming opened his mouth first: "For three years, do you know why I came to see you for the first time?" "Witness me graduating?" Xi Qingnuo was actually curious.Their relationship is already very ordinary, there is no need to travel across the ocean to see her, but she can't think of other reasons.

"Your father knows about our past. Of course, including the ins and outs of our breakup." Wei Chenming sighed and frowned, "Your father is quite a person who does not distinguish between public and private. He reduces the interests of the company and opposes my company everywhere. , In the past six months, my company has almost been out of breath."

Xi Qingnuo was shocked immediately.Where is Xi Tierong such a wayward father?He is unsmiling and meticulous in his work.Probably because of this personality, he was able to make a breakthrough after retiring from the army. "If possible, I hope you will go home and talk to your father. You have been missing for three years, and you have left a letter to inform them of your situation. Don't you think you are heartless?"

Xi Qingnuo was silent for a while, and then said: "You don't know the situation in my family. I have a very good sister. It can be said that she is the sun and I am the dust. Which parent doesn't love good children? When my mother passed away, It was my sister who made my dad happy, and took my dad out of the pain of losing his wife. She can be said to be my dad's spiritual sustenance. My dad loves my sister, and I never feel wronged, just a little sad, sorry for my own badness. "

"You're wrong. For parents, children have meat on the palms and backs of their hands. Your father fights against my family. It's head-to-head. No one benefits. However, your father still wants to do this. Why? You should understand."

When she was a child, her father was always harsh on Xi Qingnuo, telling her to study harder.When she didn't live up to expectations, her father always scolded her sharply, but when she was about to graduate and her future was bleak, her father called her.She cried and said that she couldn't find an ideal job, and her father said: "If you don't listen to the old man's words, you will be at a disadvantage now. Your major is not good enough, so you have to study at the top. Forget it, it doesn't matter. , I can’t find me to support you.”

Dad loves her dearly, but he is hard-spoken and soft-hearted.

For her father's willful confrontation with the Wei family, she really didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

Xi Qingnuo said: "I don't dare to go back now. I'm afraid I will collapse when I see Liang Yue."

She still couldn't let go.

Wei Chenming curled his lips: "Ning Wanting is married, and the groom is not Liang Yue."

"Huh?" Xi Qingnuo was startled.Why didn't she follow her script?
Wei Chenming said: "Things don't seem to be what you said. Yuehua Group has been increasing in value, and there is no sign of bankruptcy at all. The stock price has more than doubled compared to last year. Could it be that they have solved the economic crisis long ago? Now they have turned the corner?"

Xi Qingnuo's head was also a little confused, and he didn't know how to proceed to the next step.If it is true what Wei Chenming said, will she still have face when she returns to City A?Standing in front of Liang Yue, would he slap her to death?He probably hated her.Seeing Xi Qingnuo's sad face, Wei Chenming also understood that Xi Qingnuo was very conflicted at this moment.He said: "Even if it's not for him, is it okay to go home for me, an ordinary friend? If my family confronts yours head-on, it will seriously hurt your vitality." "Wei Chenming, you should understand that I don't owe you." Wei Chenming slightly With a bitter smile: "I understand." "I'm not going home for you, but for Liang Yue." Wei Chenming was startled, and looked up at Xi Qingnuo in astonishment, and Xi Qingnuo smiled back: "Liang Yue guarded you." I've been here for so many years, this time, it's me."

Wei Chenming felt sore when he heard it.In such a situation, Xi Qingnuo can still make such a decision, which shows that she really loves Liang Yue.Wei Chenming asked: "You are like me back then, and Liang Yue is like you back then. As the one who was abandoned, you should understand the hurt. Are you sure he will forgive you? Look at you, you haven't forgive me."

"In the past, I was probably afraid that I would not try. Since I came to Columbia University to study, I have deeply understood one thing, how will I know how capable I am if I don't try." "You say, if I try Give it a try, and beg your forgiveness with shamelessness, do you think we still have a chance?" "I don't know." Xi Qingnuo shrugged, "It's impossible now." Wei Chenming smiled helplessly, that's what Xi Qingnuo is like. Straightforward.He was really curious if there was any possibility for her and Liang Yue.Before returning to City A, Xi Qingnuo called home and said that he was going back.Xi Tierong was still the same as before, responding in an orderly manner, unable to hear emotions.Before hanging up the phone, Xi Qingnuo said to Xi Tierong: "Dad, I miss you." Xi Tierong didn't speak for a short while, and then said "hmm" unnaturally, urging her to hang up, saying that international calls are very expensive.Xi Qingnuo couldn't help laughing.With such a rich family, do you still care about the phone bill?Obviously Dad is shy.Xi Qingnuo didn't expose it, and agreed to hang up the phone.She made this call because she was really homesick, and of course there was another meaning, she knew that Liang Yue would know that she would return to City A.What will it be like to greet her then?She didn't know, she only knew... If Liang Yue was still alone, she would return to him.

City A.Liang Yue received a call from Xi Tierong, saying that Xi Qingnuo was coming back.Liang Yue gave a quiet "hmm" and didn't answer anything.

Xi Tierong paused, and wanted to say something, but he couldn't get it out of his mouth.With Xi Tierong's personality, he would hang up the phone neatly, but at this moment, he put down his face and asked Liang Yue: "Will you and Nuonuo...will you still be together?"

"I'll think about it again. I'm a little tired, uncle." Xi Tierong also had a certain understanding of Liang Yue.Liang Yue is a very decisive person, and this kind of ambiguous answer obviously rejected him.Xi Tierong felt a little regretful, said good night, and hung up the phone.From now on, I can only rely on Xi Qingnuo.

City A, the airport.

Xi Qingnuo walked out of the exit lightly.She looked around, hoping to see Liang Yue.If Liang Yue is willing to come, it means that the chances are great, and she doesn't even need to spend a lot of trouble.If he refuses to come, then... She needs to use her brain.

Xi Qingnuo did not see the familiar shadow.She was a little disappointed, and a little... She had thought of it a long time ago.It was Xi Lingzhi who succeeded Xi Qingnuo, which Xi Qingnuo did not expect.At that time, Xi Lingzhi was about to graduate from university, and her eyebrows were much more mature than before.Xi Qingnuo sat in the co-pilot seat and looked at Xi Lingzhi who was wearing lipstick.Feeling Xi Qingnuo's gaze, Xi Lingzhi asked casually, "What's the matter?" "You put on beautiful makeup today. I didn't expect you to take me seriously, and even put on makeup when you came to pick me up." Xi Qingnuo joked explain.Xi Lingzhi tilted her head unnaturally: "It's interesting to tease my sister?" "I didn't tease you. Didn't you always disdain me? Are you used to being valued by you?" Xi Lingzhi gave Xi Qingnuo a sideways look, signaling her Shut up.Xi Qingnuo was very unconscious, and then said: "Do you miss your sister? Do you feel that you have gone too far?" Xi Qingnuo said this just as a joke, without any malice.Xi Lingzhi suddenly fell silent, staring at the front of the car, driving wholeheartedly.Seeing Xi Lingzhi like this, Xi Qingnuo shut up. "Sister." Xi Lingzhi said suddenly.Xi Qingnuo was stunned. "I'm sorry." Xi Qingnuo suspected that his ears had misheard.Xi Lingzhi said: "You have always known that I am not father's biological daughter." Xi Qingnuo was silent.Xi Lingzhi curled her lips: "I stole your father's love, you are so calm and silent. I forced you not to rob Liang Yue from me, and you have done such excessive things to you, and you have always kept your mouth shut. Why? ? I don't believe you are so kind." "You already believe in my kindness, otherwise why would you apologize to me?" Xi Qingnuo smiled.Xi Lingzhi glanced at her again: "I haven't seen you in three years, I feel that your teeth are sharp." "You are confident."

"Columbia University is so good? I happen to be studying at the school of choice, so Columbia University is the best."

Xi Lingzhi answered. "Welcome to be my school girl!" The two laughed at the same time. "Liang Yue these three years..." Xi Qingnuo couldn't help asking about Liang Yue.Xi Lingzhi replied calmly: "There is no special change, no girlfriend, no drinking to soothe your sorrows, just living a normal life without you." "Oh." Xi Qingnuo replied absentmindedly. "Sister, when you come back this time, you plan to be with Brother Yue..." Xi Lingzhi couldn't help asking.Xi Qingnuo joked: "Don't rob me, I'm bound to win." This is the third time Xi Lingzhi hates Xi Qingnuo, what a shameless Xi Qingnuo!After Xi Qingnuo laughed, his face was full of worry.How could she have such confidence that Liang Yue would forgive her easily?
After all, he was hurt.Just like her, she never forgave Wei Chenming, never.When I went to Wei Chenming for help, I went there with the feeling that Wei Chenming owed her.She was not sure about Liang Yue.After returning home, it is naturally the warmth of family affection, coupled with the traditional family banquet.Xi Tierong drank a little wine and was a little tipsy.Xi Lingzhi wanted to help Xi Tierong back to bed.Before leaving, Xi Tierong patted Xi Qingnuo on the shoulder: "You would be too stupid if you gave up on Liang Yue." Xi Qingnuo smiled back.She doesn't want to be a fool.The next day, Xi Qingnuo called Liang Yue.The number has not changed, which is gratifying. "Is something wrong?" Liang Yue's attitude was very cold. "Come out to meet and have a meal?" Xi Qingnuo pretended that nothing happened, and extended the invitation shamelessly. "No time." Liang Yue flatly refused. "When will you be free?" Xi Qingnuo persevered.

Liang Yue took a deep breath: "Xi Qingnuo, do you want to be shameless?" "It's not like you don't know, I've always been shameless, otherwise how could I tolerate myself being fat for so many years?" Something?" Liang Yue regained his composure and got straight to the point.Xi Qingnuo answered honestly: "I'm chasing you." "Hehe." Liang Yue sneered, "Where did you get the courage?" "I have courage because I love you." Xi Qingnuo felt that what he said was quite reasonable. "Love me? Love me and leave me suddenly? You should know better than me what it's like to be abandoned." "You can ask Ms. Gui for the reason." Liang Yue fell silent for a while, and then hung up the phone rudely .Xi Qingnuo knew that it was wrong to do so, and she shouldn't put all the responsibility on Ms. Gui. In fact, the choice was in her own hands, and she voluntarily gave it up.For the original choice, Xi Qingnuo has no regrets at all. People have their own obsessions in judging things in a certain period of time.For love, because I have dedicated myself, I feel that self-sacrifice is not the best, but letting the other person live well is the best.At that time, she left Liang Yue because of this obsession.

After a while, Liang Yue called.Xi Qingnuo looked at the caller ID, his palms sweating a little.She was very nervous, not knowing whether what happened next was good or bad, and whether her move was right or not. "Hello." Xi Qingnuo answered the phone. "Leaving me for that reason?" Liang Yue asked. "Yes." "You don't love me. If you love me, you should understand that what you do is the cruelest choice for me." Xi Qingnuo said, "I don't want you to have nothing, I don't deserve what you do for me." Lost everything. At that time, I felt that the best love is to let the other person have a better life."

"Then do you know that you are all I have? Do you know that the best love is actually three words, being together. You don't know anything, you only care about your own feelings, and judge me willfully The future. Xi Qingnuo, love cannot be chosen with bread. Love is irreversible, but bread can be reproduced. We can’t go back. Go back and study, Xi Qingnuo.”

Xi Qingnuo's palms were sweating more and more, and she no longer knew how to answer. "Don't see you anymore. Good night." Liang Yue hung up the phone directly.Xi Qingnuo was stunned for a while, then silently put down the phone.She thought that Liang Yue would understand her difficulties, she thought that Liang Yue would immediately rush over to hug her and call her a fool, she thought that the decision she made back then was so epic.It turned out that she was still too self righteous.

At the beginning, she gave up everything for Wei Chenming and went to seek refuge, but what she got was being abandoned.She resented her, but at that time, did she ask Wei Chenming if she needed her to give up everything?No, it was all her wishful self-sacrifice.After the sacrifice, I couldn't get what I expected, so I felt that Wei Chenming was at fault, and felt that he was unforgivable.When she arrived at Liang Yue's place, for the sake of Liang Yue, she felt that she was not worthy of Liang Yue's loss of everything for her, so she sacrificed herself wishfully and chose to leave.Only when the past was like smoke, did she realize that her self-sacrifice was the greatest cruelty to Liang Yue.

Unforgivable, it was her.In terms of feelings, she always blindly sacrifices herself. This is not the dedication of love, but the lingering of love... That night, Xi Qingnuo stayed up all night.In the early morning of the next day, she bought a ticket for the day and planned to go back to school.Knowing that she was leaving, neither Xi Tierong nor Xi Lingzhi understood.After being sent to the boarding gate, Xi Lingzhi finally asked doubts: "Really don't try it? Really can't go back?" "It's my fault, I am willing to bear the consequences." Xi Qingnuo forced a smile, But laughing is uglier than crying. "There's no wrong or right in love, as long as we can be together, it's good." Seeing Xi Qingnuo's lonely back walking towards the waiting hall, Xi Lingzhi couldn't help muttering to herself.Xi Tierong patted Xi Lingzhi on the shoulder: "You still have the right idea." "Then why didn't dad tell my sister?" "Because kind people don't know what obsession is." "My sister has obsession, and her obsession is …What Liang Yue said is correct, I respect him." "You, you are so naughty." Xi Qingnuo received a call from Ms. Gui within half a month after returning to school.She told Xi Qingnuo that Liang Yue had an emergency and was being treated in the hospital, and hoped that she would come back to see Liang Yue.Xi Qingnuo was immediately dumbfounded, and then went to the airport in tears to buy the earliest plane ticket back home.After returning to China, Xi Qingnuo went directly to Liang Yue's house.Liang Yue stood on the edge of the window sill, with his back to the light, and his back to Xi Qingnuo who rushed into the room.Xi Qingnuo looked at Liang Yue's slightly thinner back, and burst into tears instantly. She rushed over and hugged Liang Yue's narrow waist, and said brokenly, "It's okay, isn't it just leukemia? We will work hard to find the bone marrow, and we will surely Okay. I'll accompany you, don't be afraid." Liang Yue looked at Xi Qingnuo who was crying with snot and tears, and sighed silently in his heart.Liang Yue said: "In these bloody plots, you played the heroine of the Virgin Mary to the fullest." Xi Qingnuo stiffened all of a sudden, and looked up at Liang Yue in a daze.Liang Yue counted her halo of the Virgin in detail: "My mother lied to you that the Yuehua Group is in crisis, and marriage is needed to solve it. If you believe it, you immediately choose to leave me with the halo of the Virgin. You will make such a stupid judgment. Since this is the case, I have no choice but to call you back with bloody tricks. As I expected, you came to see me again with the halo of the Blind Virgin, and you want to share weal and woe with me , take care of my patient."

Xi Qingnuo was dumbfounded.Yuehua is in crisis, is it fake?Is it fake that Liang Yue got leukemia?Liang Yue hugged Xi Qingnuo with his backhand, and sighed heavily: "I told you to go, and you really went. Why are you so obedient? Why don't you allow me to lose my temper?" Listen to your words." Xi Qingnuo nestled in Liang Yue's arms aggrievedly, rubbing and rubbing.

Liang Yue laughed, and said dotingly: "You know what? Feelings, if someone takes the first step and wants to save him, he must catch up with him in time. Waiting, it will only go further and further away, until it is impossible. I don't You should wait three years before catching up. Fortunately, you can't go far."

"I'm simply staying where I am." Xi Qingnuo muttered aggrievedly. "Got it. Idiot." "Woooo..." Xi Qingnuo hugged Liang Yue tightly, and then directly wiped his nose and tears on Liang Yue.

someday.

"Why did Ms. Gui lie to me that Yuehua is going bankrupt?"

"Because she doesn't want you to be her daughter-in-law."

"Then why did Ms. Gui lie to me again that you had leukemia?"

"Because she wants you to be her daughter-in-law."

"why?"

"Because her son will not marry unless you."

(End of this chapter)