Ji Liangchuan, I have loved you for so many years

Chapter 17 Love Can't Make Choices (3)
Mr. Lin got up and smiled politely: "I still have something to do in the company, so excuse me."

The three were relatively silent.I stared at the lemon juice in my hand, it was clear and light in color, and the outermost circle was shining with white light. When I shook the glass, the peace of that small circle was broken and swayed until finally it regained its calm and became a Small circles of white halo.

"I want you to tell me now what happened in the past two years. It wasn't like this when you first entered college!" Du Xiaohang stepped forward, clasping my shoulders tightly with both hands.

I don't want anyone to see through those sad past events.In a panic, I glared at him and shouted, "What does it matter to you? Why do you always care about me!"

My heart is full of hasty loss and sadness, I can only use anger to cover up my fragility, I am afraid that my tears will fall down unnaturally in a second, dripping in the quiet lemon juice, sinking , lost.

"I like you! Do you even know that!"

All was quiet.Hongdou stood where she was, staring at her shoes motionlessly.I have heard Du Xiaohang's confession countless times, but none of them made my heart hurt as much as today, the pain was like sinking in the deep sea and I couldn't catch the driftwood right in front of me, the despair, the powerlessness was as sudden as a storm Attacking, wrapping me tightly until I can no longer breathe.

"I'm going to marry Ji Liangchuan, right after graduation." I closed my eyes, holding back the tears rolling in my eyes.

I didn't dare to open my eyes to see his expression, I was afraid that that face would touch my lacrimal gland, because of the pain, because of the injury, those tears gushed out unscrupulously, and I couldn't control it anymore.

"I understand. In the future, you can do it yourself." The heavy and slow footsteps gradually moved away.My dearest little belly, I'm sorry, I love you so much, but I still hurt you, but I don't want you to know my pain, I don't want you to understand, I hope that in your heart, that Shen Meng A girl is always happy, at least she used to be happy, spending her favorite and cherished days with you.

Hongdou sat down beside me and said to me quietly: "Cry if you want."

At this time, I smiled, with big tears on my face and a silly smile.It would be great if love could choose.

Hongdou gave up the idea of ​​going on a blind date with me, and tried every means to get me to call Du Xiaohang, and on the other hand persuaded Du Xiaohang to call me, but at this time, I really didn't want to see him again.We all need time to heal that wound.

The last summer vacation of the university passed by in a flash. When I walked into the classroom again with a simple book, I realized that almost no one came to the class.Everyone is taking the postgraduate entrance examination and internship, who still comes to this small classroom every day to absorb those theoretical knowledge.

In the days that followed, Hongdou persuaded me to find a part-time job in some restaurants, and I burst out laughing: "I said Hongdou, I am not short of money, so why do I work part-time?"

Hongdou directly poked my forehead: "What do you know? Nowadays, college students do not work to make money, but to gain social experience, learn the spirit of hard work, and learn more about the many faces of social groups. Do you understand? So I thought you were Quite a fine little girl, I didn’t expect you to be an intellectually disabled person! Say you are innocent, you don’t know how responsible you are for the things you think about, say you have too many eyes, sometimes you can’t see anything through!"

I quickly waved my hand to persuade her to stop: "All right! You're the only one! By the way, during the cold war between me and Little Belly, you have to take good care of him for me!"

Hong Dou was taken aback, lowered his head and whispered softly: "Don't worry, he eats more than anyone else now, he is in good spirits."

When it entered early autumn, the tender green leaves began to reveal a light yellow corner, and the red beans dragged me to the streets when nothing happened.Although Hongdou's parents are not at home, they will still provide enough living expenses every month, but she never enjoys a penny extravagantly. She always tells me that a girl can only really spend her husband's money or her own money. happy.

Every time I went shopping with her, she always left me after shopping, and stood alone outside the window of the mall staring at a famous brand coat in a daze. I rushed in and asked the boss for that coat Clothes, take out your wallet and have to pay for her.But every time Hongdou stops me at this time, telling me over and over again her dream of becoming an independent woman in the new era.

I laughed that she didn't know how to be a woman: "Miss Hongdou, what era is it now, do you really think you are the mainland version of Ashin? Being a woman does not know how to enjoy, it is against the will of the old man Jesus!"

"Who is like you, who was born with a golden spoon in his mouth, and has no worries about food and clothing. Let me tell you, the bad habits of your rich children are all caused by money. If we want to catch up with before liberation, we Chinese people What a blessing to be so hardworking and brave!"

"You understand again!" I glanced at her and stopped insisting on buying her that expensive coat.

When I go shopping with Red Dou in the supermarket, I always spend a lot of money. When I see what I like, I throw it in the car. I don’t look at the price, and I don’t compare which package has more weight like ordinary women, and which product is packaged in a bag than in a box. How much cheaper is it.And red bean picks up two packs of potato chips every time, even compares the numbers after the decimal point, and then chooses a pack after a long time of deliberation, or doesn't want both, giving up delicious snacks cruelly.

I looked at Hongdou, who was living alone in China and caring about every penny, and I felt distressed for a while.

"The wine and meat of Zhumen stinks, and the road is frozen to death", this is not false at all.Rich people live above the towering clouds, while ordinary people live on the ground, so how can the people on the clouds see the ground clearly, no matter how people on the ground look up, they can only look up, envy, forever You can't reach the sky in one step.

Hongdou dragged me to a western restaurant. The waiter was actually about our age, but he seemed calm and old-fashioned: "Second ladies, please come inside."

Hongdou nodded frequently, begging for help: "Sorry, we're not here for dinner, we want to ask if there is a shortage of manpower here."

"Wait a minute, I'll call the manager over here."

After a while, Hong Dou and I were arranged to sit in a corner of the western restaurant, waiting for the manager to come over.The manager is a middle-aged man in his 30s, with a parted head, two mustaches, a short-sleeved white shirt, and a black tie. He looks like a bumbling literati!
Seeing Hongdou talking to the manager, I was a little drowsy. When I heard the last sentence, I immediately became angry and patted the table dissatisfied: "Every day from 20:20 p.m. to [-]:[-] p.m. [-] yuan a day? You treat us like cows, you can give me [-] yuan if you work from [-]:[-] p.m. "

Hongdou was on the verge of crying, desperately grabbing the corner of my clothes and pulling me down.

I pulled my clothes back from Hongdou’s hands, and said angrily, “Why are you dragging me? China is not a capitalist society, am I wrong? I have to discuss it with him! How can labor output outweigh economic returns! I have to Tell him about the labor law!"

At this time, the manager stroked the two mustaches, and said to me with a mocking smile: "This lady seems to have not fully adapted to the society. I advise you to go back and study for two more years before thinking about working." Bar."

As soon as the manager slapped his ass and left, Hongdou slapped me on the back of the head: "Oh! You boiled the duck you got!"

I was cold and patted her: "Hongdou, can we not be uneducated?"

Hong Dou stomped her feet fiercely and said, "I'm making you angry! It was going well today, and the first family was willing to want you, but you still keep messing around!"

"Then tell me, we're exhausted from working for him for so many hours a day, and we'll get all the shredded fish-flavored pork in the evening. It's not worth it!" I pouted and continued to defend myself.

"You won't stop eating fish-flavored shredded pork! Eat something else! Typical pampering! You can't be saved!" Hong Dou turned her head angrily and left me.I pouted and followed behind Hongdou's buttocks with an unhappy expression on my face.

Red Dou took me to a small noodle restaurant again. As soon as I entered, the smoky smell inside gave me a headache. Compared with the elegant western restaurant just now, this place is simply terrible.The scorched black and yellowed wallpaper, the noisy scenes of ordinary people gathering together, the waiters walking around in oily aprons... I really don't want to stay for a second longer.

After a while, Hongdou and I saw the second manager—a middle-aged man in a gray-green shirt with a fleshy face.When he saw us, he asked: "College students, can you do this hard work?"

"Yes, I wash the dishes every day at home, no problem!" Hongdou replied happily.

"No, the environment here is so bad, I really can't stay any longer!" I looked around and immediately said dissatisfied.

"Hmph, if you can't stay any longer, you can get out." The manager raised his eyebrows at me and walked in awkwardly.

Just as I was about to rush over to argue with him, I was dragged back by Hongdou: "Okay, you! Look! The second duck was boiled by you again!"

I looked at Hongdou seriously: "Hongdou, I think I need to ask you to go back to primary school Chinese."

In a fit of anger, Hongdou walked away again.

(End of this chapter)