Ji Liangchuan, I have loved you for so many years

Chapter 21 Happiness Can Lie (1)
Everyone in the living room is busy. I am very glad that no one noticed my abnormality. I should be alone in the first place. Loneliness should be born with me. In my own small world, after the pain, I curl up my body and lick the wound in a place without sunlight. When the pain is over and I face the sun, my fur is brand new again.

This year's heavy snow, flying all over the sky, fell on the tip of the nose, and a small piece of it lost its shape in an instant, melted and disappeared helplessly.I ran crazily on the street where people came and went, people's faces were filled with happy smiles, I was the only one running crazily with tears pouring out, no one paid attention to me, no one cared about me.I came to the alley next to the vending machine in the city center, squatted down, shrank in the thick shadow, my whole body was cold, and I couldn't stop shaking.

I blame myself so much.I don't understand why I, Shen Meng, would spend a month knitting a scarf for a flower-hearted young master, and foolishly stay at Hongdou's house, until she taught me to run home and lock myself up, day and night. Staring at the ball of wool in a daze, giggling.It's too worthless, the labor output is greater than the profit return, I am wronged to death, and I am at a loss!Why are you so cheap!Why waste a month of my youth on him!

I couldn't stop the pain in my heart, the soil in my heart that was not irrigated by love was so watered by the sudden painful fertilizer, it was barren.

"Shen Meng."

I was startled, and lifted up the face buried deep between my knees, and that somewhat melancholy face with a touch of helplessness came into my eyes, and it turned into a still photo, which made people sink.

He rushed up and hugged me tightly, knelt beside me on one knee, and circled me, as if trying to embed me into his body.

"Let me go! Who allowed you to hug me! What do you think I have to do with you!" I yelled hysterically, struggling in his arms frantically, and kept pounding my clenched fists on him On the violently heaving chest, but he was unmoved, and still hugged me stubbornly and domineeringly, no matter how hard I struggled, he would not let go.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't get angry with you." His soft words were full of deep self-blame, echoing in my ears.

"Why do you say sorry to me! Do you think that I, Shen Meng, would care about what people like you say to me! Stop being narcissistic!" I wanted to push him away, but he hugged me even tighter.

At this time, he suddenly let me go, wrapped one end of the ugly scarf in his arms around my neck, and wrapped the other end around his neck, raised his head and smiled at me: "Thank you for the gift." ,I love so much."

I was in a trance for a moment, but soon, I tore off the scarf around my neck, stood up and shouted at him: "I tell you! This is given to me by another man, and I threw it to you because I didn't want it." Yes! Stop putting gold on your own face!"

He looked at me without speaking, with unknown confusion in his eyes.

At this time, I finally figured it out, calmed down, and said to him lightly: "Ji Liangchuan, let's call off the engagement."

Without giving him time to react, I turned and ran.

As the icy cold wind dried the tears, it was like a small storm was blowing on his face.I took out my mobile phone and called my dad, telling him that my classmate needed me to hurry there. After getting my dad's permission, I stopped the car and went straight to Hongdou's house without saying a word.

When Hongdou opened the door and saw me, she was startled, and quickly pulled me in.I sat down on the sofa in the living room and cried like a child.

Hongdou thought I was playing a child's temper, and said repeatedly: "Oh, oh! What's wrong with you! It's unlucky to shed tears on Chinese New Year's Eve!"

"Red beans! Ji Liangchuan and I have broken off our engagement!" I said, wiping my tears.

Hong Dou was taken aback, and after a few seconds, he went into the bathroom and took out a large bath towel and threw it at me, shouting, "What's going on with you two!?"

I picked up the bath towel and wiped it on my face indiscriminately, and told Hongdou intermittently what happened, Hongdou was going crazy, stomped her feet and scolded me: "You two are at odds because of a broken scarf, you are sick!"

I wiped away my tears and glared at her angrily: "It's all your fault! Tell me to knit a ragged scarf! What life and death go hand in hand, shit!"

At this time, Hongdou stopped talking, sat beside me and thought for a long time, and asked cautiously: "You just said that you got angry when you saw a picture of him with a girl? Then why are you crying?"

I yelled: "He has a bad attitude! And I am sorry for my one month of youth! I lost money! I lost money in business!"

Hong Dou didn't speak, just sighed, and went into the kitchen to cook dumplings for me.

After a long time, I wiped away my tears and decided to throw Ji Liangchuan, an unlucky person, into the dump of memories from now on, and never miss him again.I moved to the kitchen step by step, looking at the back of the petite red bean cooking dumplings, I suddenly felt emotional: "Red bean, you are so virtuous."

Hongdou turned around and looked at me, and said seriously: "Are you really planning to break off the engagement? Then what are you going to do with Director Ji? You should think about it. Once you make this decision, Xinghai will be over, and your internship will be over." It's over, and your reputation is over."

I was taken aback for a moment, and what Hongdou said really made sense: "Then what should I do..."

"Why are you so angry? Didn't I just get angry at you once, as for?" Hong Dou stared into my eyes, but I didn't know why, and I couldn't speak out the reason confidently anymore.

In the past few days during the Chinese New Year, I mercilessly hung up all the calls Ji Liangchuan had made to me. When the atmosphere of the Chinese New Year faded away, I hesitated whether to discuss the dissolution of the engagement with Director Ji, but, thinking of Hongdou However, I refrained from going. Facing Dong Ji's unresistable momentum and those conditions that I couldn't give up, I still flinched. I didn't expect that although I only glimpsed a corner of this society, it has already made me so powerless.

Until several months after the year, Ji Liangchuan never called again, and I never looked for him, nor did I look for Director Ji.I seemed to cut off all contact with their family overnight, but fortunately, Director Ji didn't notice anything wrong with me, because Mr. He still treated me with respect.

In this branch office on the 21st floor, which is similar to Xiangri Law Firm, I gradually became familiar with some work matters, and I often appeared in court with outstanding lawyers and listened to their cases.

It wasn't until I became familiar with the environment here that I realized what it means to be trampled underfoot.If I really want to break off the engagement, I will have to face the life of rolling into the job hunting team again, running wildly from one road to another every day, afraid that someone will snatch the opportunity if it is a second late, so it is good to follow a group of ordinary people Even high-quality talents are crowded together in a small corridor, just to see the bad faces of recruiters.How much I despise those talented students who worked hard and licked their leather shoes to say thank you in the end, but when it was my turn, I realized that I was actually not as good as those people. At least they knew when to show off their self-esteem, what? It's time to let it go as a fart!
I called and cried to Hongdou, and she said I was ignorant; I called and cried to Du Xiaohang, and he said I was not mature enough.I hung up their phone and told myself that if the water is clear, there will be no fish, and if people are cheap, they will be invincible!
This marriage must be concluded!However, I want to stand tall and act like a queen, waiting for him to perform well!
When I told Hongdou the "untouchable thought" that I could hardly stand, Hongdou said dumbfoundedly: "Shen Meng, sometimes I think you are stupid, sometimes you are smart, you are a psychopath with a double split personality product!"

I was overjoyed, I finally found the original me again, Hongdou's evaluation is too correct, neuropathy and double split personality are the real me.

Du Xiaohang and I studied the large "editing" program of the graduation thesis, copied some here and there on the Internet, and finally dealt with it.Busy, keep busy, so that the spirit and mind can be paralyzed at the same time, so that I can no longer think of someone.When I was alone in the dark room and gradually discarded those memories, Hongdou called and asked me to go to her house immediately with a smile.

So, facing the warm spring breeze and walking in the spring rain, I felt like a wandering heroine, ignoring the world, calm and calm.I secretly rejoiced, thinking that those pains would disappear with the old days, those decadent flowers would rot, those stubborn ivy would give up struggling, and those vicissitudes of mud would peel off little by little on the wall.

However, I was wrong.

Hongdou threw a huge, exquisite, scary gift bag into my arms, which surprised me secretly but dared not show it, and said to me with a suppressed smile, "Take it!"

I was about to cry, so I rushed over and slapped Hongdou's cute little face hard: "Hongdou, you are so kind to me!"

Hongdou pushed me aside in disgust, kept wiping the place I kissed with her sleeve, and said dissatisfiedly: "It's not me you should kiss, it's your husband!"

I was stunned for a long time, still reminiscing about the word "husband", which has not appeared in my ears for several months: "Who do you say is my husband?"

Hongdou snorted and said, "Women who pretend to be stupid on the surface are usually flattered in their hearts, and I'm too embarrassed to admit it. These are the original words Ji Liangchuan told me. He knew you would come and told me in advance."

"Who is Ji Liangchuan?" I threw down the gift, sat on the sofa calmly, crossed my legs, sipped tea slowly, and looked calm.

In fact... the spring water in my heart merged into a big waterfall, which instantly tilted in my small heart and flew down three thousand feet.

"It's okay if you don't know each other. Ji Liangchuan said that if Shen Meng doesn't want it, it's fine to give it to Miss Hongdou." Hongdou happily hugged the gift bag and was about to rush into the bedroom. When I saw this, I stretched my legs and snatched it from her arms. Come over: "Who said I don't want it!"

After unpacking the exquisite packaging, there is a huge rabbit inside, with small round eyes, a cute three-petal mouth, and big fluffy ears. Compared with expensive jewelry, I prefer these simple and cute dolls.There was still a note on the rabbit's head. When I opened it, it was written by Ji Liangchuan, four simple words: Happy New Year.

There is a line of date stamped on the bottom of the note, which is the [-]th day of the Chinese New Year... It turns out that he also prepared a gift for me...

"Don't hold back, just have fun!" Hong Dou pushed my arm with his elbow, with a smirk on his face.

"Who's happy!" I blushed and said viciously.

During the fight, there was a rhythmic horn sound downstairs, Hongdou ran over to take a look and yelled at me: "Prince BMW is here to pick you up!"

There was a hint of joy in my heart.

He looked up at me from downstairs, his eyes sparkled with agility, he was calm and gentle, and his smile remained the same.

I was almost pushed downstairs by the red beans.As soon as he saw his handsome figure, Hongdou rushed upstairs in one stride. When I came back to my senses, only my breathing and his breathing remained in the quiet air.

In front of him was Ji Liangchuan's familiar reckless smile: "Wife, how have you been doing well for a few months?"

"..."

"It seems that you like my gift very much." I was taken aback for a moment, only to find that the big rabbit was being hugged in my arms. From outsiders' perspective, it should be regarded as tightly hugging.

"I don't know you." I turned around and walked to the side.

Ji Liangchuan, a shameless guy, grabbed the underwear belt on my back, and I was immediately pulled into his arms by him.I got anxious and yelled at him: "Why do you always have trouble with my underwear!"

Ji Liangchuan looked at me affectionately and said, "Aren't you afraid that I'll miss you after hiding from me for so long?"

"Ji Liangchuan, don't you think you're disgusting?"

"It's okay." He smiled heartlessly and pulled me into the car.

After returning to the "Wolf's Den", I rested my chin on one hand and pretended to appreciate the incomparably brilliant spring scenery outside the car window.

"Shen Meng, do you really want to break off the engagement with me?" His voice was rarely serious, and his tone didn't seem like he was joking.

I turned my head and looked carefully at him who I hadn't seen for several months. He still looked lazy, and his smile was like a faint spring breeze.

"Do not."

"So, what you said that day was really angry?" A faint joy flashed in his eyes, but it was only faint and unpredictable.

"Ji Liangchuan, I don't like to play tricks, so I'll tell you directly. I don't want to look at other people's faces to apply for a job. The job your father gave me is very suitable for me in all aspects."

"..." He stopped talking, and the smile froze on his lips.I just don't know why, when I said these words, my heart was so empty.

He was silent for a long time, and then said: "My parents let us go over to discuss the wedding."

"Oh." After I responded lightly, the silence between each other was suddenly stretched by time, very long.

When they came to Ji's house, Xiuyun opened the door again.Seeing Ji Liangchuan, she immediately greeted him with a radiant face: "Master, you are back!"

"Yeah." Ji Liangchuan's indifference made Xiuyun stunned, but she didn't speak again because she saw me following behind.

Director Ji and Aunt Ji sat on the sofa in the living room, looking at me coldly and warmly, and Ji Liangchuan and I sat on the sofa opposite them.

"Liangchuan, your wedding with Shen Meng will be held on June 6 this year." Ji Dong said word by word.

"Mengmeng, you will be the bride of June in more than three months, are you nervous?" Aunt Ji said with a smile on the other side.

"Hehe—" I could only smile apologetically.

"Also, the wedding will be held on the east coast, and the bosses of all major companies will come." Director Ji said.

As if Ji Liangchuan didn't hear it, he stretched out his hand to call for Xiuyun who was standing not far away. Xiuyun immediately ran over, lowered her head and asked in a low voice, "Young master, what are your orders?"

"Xiuyun, what is the perfume you are wearing today? I can't smell it." Damn Ji Liangchuan, he still has the heart to ask this at this moment!

Xiuyun's face immediately became like that of Huo Shaoyun: "I...how can I..."

Hold back!I can't be excited, I have already figured out Ji Liangchuan's personality.

"Liangchuan, you seem to be dissatisfied with my arrangement." Ji Dong said coldly with his face darkened.

"Oh, old man, my son didn't disagree! Liangchuan, tell your father quickly, do you think something is inappropriate?" Aunt Ji immediately smoothed things over.

"How dare I say it's inappropriate, everything is up to you." Ji Liangchuan said with a smile.

Director Ji pursed his lips tightly, obviously wanting to explode, but held back: "Shen Meng, you and Liangchuan are going to take wedding photos in these two days."

"There's no need to be so anxious, after all, there are still three months..." Aunt Ji was halfway through speaking, but she was blocked by Dong Ji's cold eyes.

"That's it. We'll talk about other things when we come back." After Ji Dong finished speaking, he immediately turned and went upstairs.

The atmosphere was dull for a while, and Ji Liangchuan was busy observing Xiuyun, without saying a word, until Xiuyun blushed so much that she couldn't help but fled.

"Son...you still can't let go?" I have some clues about what Aunt Ji said, but I can only pretend to be stupid.What qualifications do I have to ask?
At this time, Ji Liangchuan turned his head and took a deep look at me. I was taken aback, and immediately turned my head away, covering my slightly flushed cheeks at a loss, he started to seduce people again!
"Shen Meng, take wedding photos with me tomorrow." Ji Liangchuan said.

I pouted and nodded.Aunt Ji glanced at her son distressedly, but stopped talking.

The next day, Lao Zhang drove a Bentley to my door early and waited for me. I deliberately chose a pure white cotton skirt and black cotton socks. Blue plaid shirt, casual jeans, sitting in the back seat, looked at me for a long time when he saw me.

He didn't say until after the car started, "So you are more beautiful than Xiuyun, I didn't realize it before."

"..." I sat close to the door, far away from him, unconsciously daring not to look at him.

Ji Liangchuan obviously leaned towards me, with a half smile but not a smile: "When you look at me recently, you always blushed for no reason. I can understand that you like me?"

I turned my head and asked him with a smile, "Has anyone ever told you that you are narcissistic?"

(End of this chapter)